Leontine Kelly - "The Character of Christian Waiting" (November 14, 1976)
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(bright organ music) | 0:02 | |
(pensive organ music) | 3:27 | |
(upbeat organ music) | 8:12 | |
("Let Thy Holy Presence") | 11:00 | |
(warm organ music) | 12:26 | |
Preacher | Surely as vast as | 17:48 |
all eternity is the love of god. | 17:50 | |
With that assurance, let us join together | 17:55 | |
as we confess our sins and experience again | 17:58 | |
and anew the forgiveness and the redeeming love of god. | 18:01 | |
Let us confess our sins as we pray responsibly. | 18:08 | |
We have misused our free will | 18:17 | |
and have disobeyed the will of god. | 18:19 | |
We have tried to hold on to a moment's pleasure | 18:27 | |
and have let slip the blessings which are eternal. | 18:32 | |
We have been unwilling to accept our own responsibilities | 18:41 | |
and have blamed our sins on other people | 18:45 | |
instead of having the courage | 18:48 | |
to confess that we have done wrong. | 18:49 | |
We belong to a violent world, exposed to pounding waves | 18:57 | |
and raging winds, we seek blindly for peace and happiness. | 19:02 | |
Our surroundings are full of wickedness and evil, | 19:14 | |
we have fallen into the pit which | 19:18 | |
we ourselves dug and we cannot escape. | 19:19 | |
Give us hearts burning with zeal for true righteousness, | 19:28 | |
earnestly striving to transform what is evil | 19:33 | |
even at the cost of our lives. | 19:36 | |
Amen. | 19:46 | |
The lord is near to all who call, | 19:48 | |
to all who seek, trust, pray, and ask for healing. | 19:52 | |
Dear friends in Christ, accept now the word | 20:01 | |
which our lord speaks, your faith has saved you. | 20:04 | |
Go in peace. | 20:12 | |
Amen. | 20:18 | |
(somber organ music) | 20:22 | |
("If Ye Love Me") | 21:02 | |
Man | In the book of Habakkuk, we find these words of god. | 22:31 |
In the oracle of god which Habakkuk the prophet saw, | 22:38 | |
oh lord how shall I cry for help and thou would not hear. | 22:43 | |
Or prior to thee violence and thou would not save. | 22:49 | |
Why does thou make me see things wrong | 22:54 | |
and look upon trouble, destruction and violence | 22:57 | |
are before me, strife and contention arise. | 23:02 | |
So the law is slacked and justice never goes forth. | 23:07 | |
For the wicked surround the righteous, | 23:11 | |
so justice goes forth perverted. | 23:14 | |
I will make my stand to watch and station myself | 23:20 | |
on the tower and look forth to see what he shall say to me | 23:24 | |
and what shall I answer concerning my complaint. | 23:30 | |
And the lord answered me write the vision, | 23:35 | |
make it plain upon the tablets so that he may run | 23:39 | |
who reads it, for still the vision awaits its time. | 23:42 | |
It hastens to the end, it will not lie. | 23:48 | |
If it is seen lo, wait for it, it will surely come, | 23:53 | |
it will not delay, behold he whose soul | 23:58 | |
is not upright in him shall fail. | 24:03 | |
But the righteous shall live by his faith. | 24:07 | |
May we stand for the reading of the gospel. | 24:12 | |
For a little while, and coming one | 24:23 | |
shall come and shall not tarry, | 24:27 | |
but my righteous ones shall live by faith | 24:30 | |
and if he shrinks back, my soul has no pleasure in him. | 24:34 | |
But we are not of those who shrink back and are not | 24:39 | |
destroyed but of those who have faith and keep their souls. | 24:42 | |
Herein reads the gospel of our lord, | 24:49 | |
may it be food for our souls and may it edify our minds. | 24:54 | |
♪ Glory be to the father, and to the son ♪ | 25:11 | |
♪ And to the holy ghost ♪ | 25:17 | |
♪ As it was in the beginning, ♪ | 25:23 | |
♪ Is now and ever shall be ♪ | 25:27 | |
♪ World without end, amen ♪ | 25:32 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 25:39 | |
Preacher | Let us affirm what we believe, | 25:47 |
we believe in god who is created and is creating, | 25:51 | |
who has come into truly human Jesus | 25:56 | |
to reconcile and make new. | 25:59 | |
Who works in us and others by the spirit, | 26:02 | |
we trust god who calls us to be the church, | 26:06 | |
to celebrate life in its fullness, | 26:11 | |
to love and serve others, to seek justice and resist evil, | 26:14 | |
to proclaim Jesus crucified and risen, | 26:20 | |
our judge and our hope in life, in death, | 26:24 | |
in life beyond death, god is with us, | 26:30 | |
we are not alone, thanks be to god. | 26:34 | |
The lord be with you, let us pray. | 26:40 | |
Oh god, god of love and mercy and creativity | 26:53 | |
and god of hope, god of presence and god of absence, | 26:58 | |
god of unfinished tasks and purposes and business, | 27:04 | |
god of quiet and peace and tranquility, | 27:09 | |
god of turmoil, of wind and storm and hurricane, | 27:13 | |
we come this morning with the word of thanksgiving | 27:17 | |
on our lips and in our lives, thankful oh god, | 27:20 | |
for you have made us, each of us, you have given us life, | 27:27 | |
you have called each of us to follow our lord Jesus Christ, | 27:33 | |
you have called us to be somebody. | 27:39 | |
Somebody important and helpful and necessary in your will | 27:43 | |
and in your way of life for us and for all your children. | 27:47 | |
Thanks be to you, oh god, for who | 27:52 | |
you have made us to be and to become. | 27:56 | |
Remind us again, oh lord we pray, | 28:02 | |
of our ministry to one another. | 28:04 | |
Jesus said the poor you will have with you always, | 28:06 | |
we know that now, oh god. | 28:10 | |
How sadly and how truly we know that, | 28:15 | |
oh god, the poor, the hungry, the rejected, | 28:17 | |
the imprisoned, the lonely, the hurting, | 28:20 | |
the sick, the weary, the broken, | 28:22 | |
and the brokenhearted, they are here, | 28:26 | |
yes oh god they are here in this place this morning. | 28:30 | |
And they are there wherever there is, | 28:37 | |
for they are everywhere. | 28:41 | |
But must they be always, oh god? | 28:44 | |
Or can we, as children of yours | 28:49 | |
and as sisters and brothers of Jesus Christ | 28:53 | |
minister to relieve and to bring new life? | 28:56 | |
We can, oh lord, we can. | 29:01 | |
Help us so to do. | 29:06 | |
Thank you, oh god, especially this morning | 29:10 | |
for our lord Jesus Christ, for the wholeness of life, | 29:13 | |
the goodness of life, the sensitivity of life, | 29:18 | |
the caring in life, the beauty of life. | 29:22 | |
Yes, oh god, for the abundant life that our lord gives | 29:26 | |
to each of us and promises to all persons. | 29:32 | |
Thanks be unto you, oh god, for that | 29:37 | |
abundant life which we know in Christ. | 29:40 | |
If we know it not, help us each to seek it. | 29:44 | |
If we know it, oh god help us to rejoice in it. | 29:47 | |
What a joy, what a privilege, what a blessing | 29:52 | |
to be with one another in this place this moment, | 29:58 | |
to sing, to pray, to read your word, | 30:01 | |
and now to hear your word, oh god, as it is preached to us. | 30:06 | |
These are just some of our prayers this morning, oh god, | 30:14 | |
you know the hearts and minds and very souls | 30:17 | |
of each of us so we would pray that you would | 30:19 | |
take us apart one by one and hear us | 30:21 | |
as we come with our longings, our hopes, | 30:24 | |
our needs, our dreams, our joys. | 30:27 | |
Hear us one by one, but oh god don't leave us that way. | 30:32 | |
Don't leave us separated one by one | 30:38 | |
but bring us back together now, bring us back together | 30:41 | |
through the love of Jesus Christ our lord. | 30:46 | |
For it's in his name we pray as he taught | 30:49 | |
his disciples to pray, saying our father who art in heaven, | 30:51 | |
hallowed be thy name, thy kingdom come, | 30:58 | |
thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. | 31:03 | |
Give us this day our daily bread, | 31:08 | |
forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those | 31:11 | |
who trespass against us and lead us not | 31:15 | |
into temptation, deliver us from evil. | 31:19 | |
Thine is king, the power, and the glory forever, amen. | 31:24 | |
It is good to go into the house of the lord | 31:37 | |
and particularly when it's cold outside. | 31:42 | |
We're delighted to have you worship with us | 31:47 | |
in this place this day and in the name | 31:51 | |
and in the spirit of god we welcome you to this holy hour. | 31:54 | |
Tonight at 7 o'clock in the Divinity School lounge | 31:59 | |
we will have the second of what we are calling | 32:03 | |
this year our Sunday evening fireside conversations. | 32:05 | |
Dr. Taylor Cole, retired, former probst | 32:09 | |
professor emeritus of political science | 32:13 | |
will talk with us and interact with us | 32:15 | |
on a subject that should be of interest to many of us, | 32:19 | |
namely the Christian or the religious resistance | 32:21 | |
to the Nazi movement of the '30s and the '40s. | 32:25 | |
He is a personal friend, was a personal friend | 32:29 | |
of Dietrich Bonhoeffer, so it should be most stimulating | 32:31 | |
and exciting to hear some of his reminiscences | 32:36 | |
and sharing some of his experiences. | 32:39 | |
We ask you to respond to several of the announcements, | 32:42 | |
those in the bulletin that move you | 32:46 | |
and that you feel led to respond to. | 32:48 | |
Particularly there is one having to do | 32:51 | |
with the Edgemont Community Center that we | 32:53 | |
ask your help with, they are in need of funds at the moment. | 32:55 | |
And one way that you can help is by | 32:59 | |
buying a ticket in advance to the basketball game | 33:01 | |
on Thursday evening between the Duke Blue Devils | 33:03 | |
and the Argentine national team. | 33:06 | |
All sales which are made in advance | 33:08 | |
will be shared with the Edgemont Community Center | 33:10 | |
so all you need to do is call one of the three | 33:13 | |
persons listed there and tell them you would | 33:15 | |
like to have 15 tickets or 30 tickets or whatever | 33:17 | |
and this will be a big help to Edgemont Community Center. | 33:21 | |
Thursday will be observed as fast day on the Duke campus. | 33:25 | |
That in and of itself, my friends serves | 33:30 | |
no worthwhile purpose, but we hope that it will serve | 33:32 | |
at least two purposes and that is one to make us | 33:35 | |
more conscious of those around the world who are | 33:38 | |
in need and who hunger, and to remember them | 33:41 | |
in whatever ways we possibly can. | 33:44 | |
And secondly to save the two or three or five or six dollars | 33:46 | |
or whatever it is you would ordinarily spend | 33:50 | |
and contribute that so that monetarily | 33:52 | |
we might be of some help to those who hunger. | 33:55 | |
The service the observance of fast day | 33:59 | |
will begin with a communion service here in the chapel | 34:01 | |
at 7:30 on Thursday morning, we ask you to come | 34:04 | |
and share in that communion service | 34:08 | |
and particularly share in fast day with us this Thursday. | 34:09 | |
It's a joy to have on the Duke campus | 34:14 | |
the Reverend Ms. Leontine Kelly. | 34:17 | |
She said she is now called Teeny Kelly | 34:19 | |
because she doesn't sing like the famous Leontine does. | 34:22 | |
But my friends she preaches the word of god. | 34:25 | |
My first encounter with her came as she and I | 34:29 | |
had prayers of dismissal over a communion service | 34:31 | |
for the United Methodist Women of the Virginia Conference, | 34:34 | |
now ordinarily that's a very routine | 34:38 | |
and somewhat rather monotonous thing, | 34:39 | |
but by the time we had finished saying prayers of dismissal | 34:42 | |
over about eight or 10 tables of those who had come | 34:45 | |
to receive the sacrament of our lord, she had all of us | 34:48 | |
rejoicing in the spirit and she was preaching to us. | 34:51 | |
So that experience and other experiences | 34:55 | |
where I have heard her, where I have heard about her, | 34:59 | |
have caused us to invite her to come and share with us | 35:02 | |
the word of god as she feels led to do. | 35:06 | |
Some of you know her as your personal friend. | 35:09 | |
It is our privilege, it is our joy, Teeny, | 35:12 | |
to welcome to you to Duke University, to Duke chapel. | 35:16 | |
And now, prayerfully, expectantly, and gratefully | 35:19 | |
we will hear as you bring god's word to us. | 35:24 | |
Welcome in the name of Christ. | 35:27 | |
[Preacher]: It is an awesome and overwhelming experience | 35:40 | |
to move from the, my most recent appointment | 35:45 | |
before going on the council of ministries | 35:49 | |
of a little country church way up in the woods | 35:53 | |
of the northern neck of Virginia where the Potomac | 35:56 | |
and the Rappahannock River flow into the Chesapeake Bay, | 36:00 | |
to move from there to the pulpit of Duke Chapel so that | 36:04 | |
my knees are indeed knocking and I would ask your prayer. | 36:10 | |
God surely has a purpose for us being together | 36:15 | |
this morning beyond my own personal experience. | 36:20 | |
Having worshiped in this sanctuary and having walked | 36:25 | |
through it as a tourist even with my own family, | 36:28 | |
and to come here this morning I find myself asking | 36:32 | |
"Lord, why?" but not in the same kind of lamentation | 36:35 | |
that Habakkuk cries, for the voice of the prophet, | 36:40 | |
asking, "How long, oh Lord, how long must | 36:45 | |
"my people, the people whom you have called to be yours, | 36:50 | |
"how long must they cry for help and you don't seem to hear? | 36:55 | |
"You must know the situation of oppression | 37:01 | |
under which they live." | 37:03 | |
The cry of Habakkuk is not a new cry. | 37:06 | |
Even in the Old Testament, throughout the Psalm, | 37:10 | |
there is the lament, even that which | 37:14 | |
Jesus Christ himself uttered from the cross, | 37:16 | |
"My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?" | 37:19 | |
So the lament is one with which we are familiar. | 37:23 | |
It is not to question that God is; | 37:28 | |
the prophet Habakkuk is very much aware of the | 37:32 | |
sovereignty of a God who was and is and always shall be. | 37:35 | |
There is no question of God. | 37:39 | |
It is just, what does He have to say | 37:41 | |
to this moment in the lives of His people? | 37:44 | |
A God accepted as one who knows of the historic situation | 37:47 | |
and must have something to say so that the prophet | 37:52 | |
finds that he goes up on the watchtower, as he says, | 37:56 | |
to hear what the Lord has to say, never questioning | 38:01 | |
that He has something to say. | 38:04 | |
But what can it be? | 38:06 | |
We must surely know this as we participate | 38:08 | |
in the daily living of our own time, | 38:12 | |
overwhelmed by the problems, sometimes feeling so helpless | 38:15 | |
even as Christians in terms of what the solutions might be. | 38:19 | |
And we find ourselves listening, | 38:24 | |
"What can the word of the Lord be in such a time as this?" | 38:26 | |
Habakkuk records that from his watchtower | 38:31 | |
the answer comes to him, "Write the vision, | 38:35 | |
"make it plain upon the tablets so he may run who reads it | 38:38 | |
"for still, the vision awaits its time, | 38:43 | |
"it hastens to the end, it will not lie, if it seems slow, | 38:46 | |
"wait for it, it will surely come, it will not delay. | 38:50 | |
"Behold, he whose soul is not upright in him shall fail | 38:54 | |
but the righteous shall live by his faith." | 38:59 | |
As a black woman, I can understand the questioning | 39:03 | |
of a Habakkuk in the midst of unjustice, injustice. | 39:08 | |
Where, as he says, justice seems perverted | 39:13 | |
by the circumstance of the day. | 39:16 | |
As a black woman I can understand having been reared | 39:19 | |
within the Christian setting and having | 39:23 | |
because of my own personal experience, | 39:24 | |
found myself deeply rooted in the understanding | 39:27 | |
of the sovereignty of God and of His purposes | 39:30 | |
for each of our lives and for us as His collective people. | 39:33 | |
I have no problem with the word that comes to Habakkuk, | 39:37 | |
"Write the vision, write it so even this running generation | 39:41 | |
will see it as it hastens by in almost a calamitous fashion. | 39:45 | |
The only problem I have as a black woman is with waiting. | 39:50 | |
I have trouble waiting and there is in this context | 39:55 | |
for me an urgency that just cries out to the Lord, | 39:59 | |
"Just make it so now. Surely there is enough love, | 40:03 | |
"there's enough understanding, there are enough people | 40:07 | |
"committed to your word and your way to make it true now." | 40:11 | |
"This brotherhood, this sisterhood, this fellowship, | 40:15 | |
"this understanding of who we are in your sight." | 40:18 | |
I have trouble waiting. | 40:23 | |
And it is in this kind of troublesome mood that I searched, | 40:25 | |
surely in the presence of the Spirit, to understand | 40:31 | |
what must be the character of Christian waiting. | 40:35 | |
It is surely not the final word but it comes | 40:40 | |
to me and I share it with you. | 40:42 | |
It is a waiting that Habakkuk did not know, | 40:45 | |
speaking from that side of the enfleshed word of God. | 40:49 | |
He spoke as one who sought for hope, | 40:53 | |
who had heard throughout the tradition of his people | 40:56 | |
the messianic promise that the savior would come. | 41:00 | |
But for those of us on this side of the resurrection, | 41:04 | |
there must be a character of our waiting | 41:08 | |
that is more profound and greater in hope | 41:11 | |
and surely supported by the presence of a counseling spirit | 41:16 | |
who enables us to hear the word of God in our time. | 41:20 | |
It is therefore, that I, as I look at waiting, | 41:25 | |
I came up, first of all, with the understanding | 41:30 | |
that it is not sleeping. | 41:32 | |
Waiting within the character | 41:36 | |
of the Christian life is not sleeping. | 41:37 | |
Many of us do it easily. | 41:41 | |
We live in the kind of world | 41:42 | |
in which we live, able to analyze the problems around us, | 41:44 | |
very astute in our understanding of the kind of world | 41:48 | |
and its needs and yet with our eyes open | 41:53 | |
we manage to sleep it through and not in any way affect it. | 41:55 | |
As we wait for the Lord, perhaps in our prayers, | 42:01 | |
wait for Him to come and do something about it. | 42:05 | |
The great social hymn "Where Cross the Crowded Ways of Life" | 42:08 | |
has a verse in it that speaks to this for me. | 42:13 | |
"Oh master from the mountainside, | 42:17 | |
you come down and walk the city streets." | 42:19 | |
In our context, as if to say you | 42:22 | |
walk the streets because we're afraid to. | 42:25 | |
And we'll wait for you to come down | 42:27 | |
and do whatever it is you have to do. | 42:29 | |
But waiting is not sleeping and the biblical sense | 42:31 | |
of this kind of negative for me is Jesus himself, | 42:35 | |
when he moved into the garden of Gethsemane | 42:40 | |
and faces the agonizing hour of his own dilemma, | 42:43 | |
"My Lord, do I have to do this? | 42:47 | |
"Is there not some other way?" | 42:50 | |
And there, in this moment of his life, | 42:52 | |
he takes with him those disciples | 42:55 | |
whom he loves very dearly who have walked with him | 42:57 | |
and talked with him and must surely have come | 43:00 | |
to some kind of understanding of who he is. | 43:04 | |
He takes them in this aside and finds utter disappointment | 43:08 | |
when he returns to find them asleep. | 43:14 | |
You recall his recorded disappointment. | 43:19 | |
It is as if he is saying, | 43:22 | |
"How can you sleep when I am in agony?" | 43:24 | |
Waiting is not sleeping. | 43:28 | |
There is a world out there just beyond this wall, | 43:30 | |
perhaps even on this very campus, | 43:35 | |
a world surely beyond this place that dares to say | 43:37 | |
to those of us who call ourselves Christian, | 43:41 | |
"How can you sleep while we are in agony?" | 43:44 | |
There is a participatory expectation of the world | 43:49 | |
as there was for our savior. | 43:54 | |
if you wait for me, | 43:56 | |
then you join me in the sharing of my agony. | 43:57 | |
You participate in prayer but you | 44:01 | |
also participate in terms of commitment, | 44:03 | |
in terms of what God would have you do in the moment. | 44:06 | |
So the waiting moment for the Christian | 44:10 | |
has a perspective of participation. | 44:14 | |
As a woman, I suppose for me it's like | 44:19 | |
the waiting room of an obstetrics ward. | 44:24 | |
It is as I experienced a young father, | 44:27 | |
about to be a father as he walked from the television set | 44:31 | |
to the couch, from one magazine to a book, | 44:35 | |
from turning it off to turning it on and really, | 44:39 | |
in a pacing moment, was not aware that I was even there. | 44:41 | |
He was there in body but all of him was down the hall | 44:46 | |
as he participated in his own creativity, | 44:52 | |
a moment enriched by his very stance. | 44:55 | |
I could see him look back on his life, | 44:58 | |
the way by which he'd come, and in a confessional mood, | 45:01 | |
really say, "Forgive me." | 45:05 | |
And in the moment, the present moment, | 45:07 | |
"Lord, if you just make everything right, | 45:10 | |
"I'm gonna be great at it, I'm gonna be good at it. | 45:13 | |
"If you will just let it be alright." | 45:16 | |
And the promise for the future to be | 45:19 | |
the best father that ever could be, | 45:21 | |
a waiting moment in constant participation, | 45:24 | |
complete involvement so that the moment itself | 45:27 | |
is transformed from the place to the moment | 45:31 | |
when it is greatly needed, a support base, | 45:37 | |
as understanding, as past forgiveness, | 45:40 | |
as promise of participation. | 45:44 | |
The waiting moment for the Christian is not sleeping; | 45:48 | |
it is involvement. For it is a stance of faith; | 45:52 | |
it is understanding that God has, | 45:56 | |
for some reason, involved us in this moment. | 45:59 | |
It is not surely that the bad, the evil in the world | 46:04 | |
is His to do, but it is His anxiety to work | 46:07 | |
within the evil of the world, to bring about His purposes. | 46:11 | |
And for those of us who call ourselves Christians, | 46:15 | |
committing to His way, to understand | 46:19 | |
who we are and why we are beyond merely | 46:22 | |
the prayerful moment or the waiting moment as | 46:27 | |
observers to persons involved. | 46:31 | |
In my own life, as I looked at the beginning of this year, | 46:36 | |
in terms of the why of a bicentennial, | 46:41 | |
I found myself searching for the most meaningful experiences | 46:46 | |
for me as a black woman in the United States | 46:50 | |
and I found the very crux of it. | 46:54 | |
In my experience as a child, | 46:58 | |
moving with my preacher father | 47:01 | |
and my mother and my seven brothers and sisters | 47:06 | |
to Cincinnati, Ohio and finding there | 47:08 | |
the joy of the largest parsonage | 47:13 | |
we'd ever had a chance to live in. | 47:16 | |
A 16-room parsonage, finally, a bedroom for every one of us. | 47:18 | |
We felt my father had really made it, Papa had made it. | 47:23 | |
And there, in Cincinnati, Ohio, on 7th and Smith Street | 47:28 | |
was a huge cathedral-like structure. | 47:33 | |
It had once been St. Paul Church, it was now Calvary Church. | 47:37 | |
The necessity to change the name | 47:43 | |
comes with the transition, you see. | 47:45 | |
And here, a little black congregation over in the slum area | 47:47 | |
had been moved into this whole block of Methodism. | 47:52 | |
The church, the parsonage, a mother's memorial center, | 47:57 | |
for daycare, work, and a home for working girls. | 48:03 | |
And these few little people, by comparison, | 48:07 | |
to the responsibility were moved in with help, surely, | 48:10 | |
but their own understanding of who they were | 48:16 | |
somehow was tied to their belief, | 48:19 | |
their unbelievable belief that they could really do this. | 48:22 | |
And papa had been called to be the leader. | 48:27 | |
It was a great moment for us | 48:32 | |
and we reveled in this huge parsonage. | 48:34 | |
We felt that we were children of a preacher who knew | 48:38 | |
who he was, had already arrived to where he was going, | 48:41 | |
and surely we would never have to move again. | 48:45 | |
And then one day, while my mother and father were at market, | 48:49 | |
my teenage brothers called me into the cellar of this house. | 48:53 | |
It wasn't the basement, it was a cellar. | 48:59 | |
And some of you who are as old as I am know | 49:02 | |
what a cellar is - it was a huge cavernous dark place | 49:04 | |
that reminded me so much of a coal mine | 49:10 | |
that I never went down at the age of eight, | 49:13 | |
I would always hold my father's hand very tightly | 49:16 | |
and say, "Papa, is this like a mine?" | 49:19 | |
and keep very close to him because of the shadows there. | 49:22 | |
Somehow, as little girls tend to trust teenage brothers | 49:26 | |
when they ought to know by experience they shouldn't, | 49:30 | |
I followed them as they came up, and in a very game fashion | 49:34 | |
said, "Teeny, we want to show you something," | 49:38 | |
and they put me on their shoulders | 49:41 | |
and it was really gonna be a game. | 49:43 | |
As it turned out, they had found beside the furnace | 49:46 | |
a shaft, and they just needed me to see | 49:51 | |
whether or not my feet would touch bottom. | 49:55 | |
In our day, that is known | 49:59 | |
as a traumatic experience for a child. | 50:00 | |
In my day, I only knew that I was just screaming my head off | 50:04 | |
when the Holy Spirit sent mama and papa back. | 50:08 | |
I didn't know what it was then, I do now. | 50:10 | |
And my concern was that my father, who was not | 50:13 | |
"daddy," he was a "papa" and there's a difference. | 50:17 | |
Papa didn't, was not as firm as I expected him to be. | 50:22 | |
He did not really reprimand these brothers of mine | 50:26 | |
in the way that I wanted him to. He was a little harsh | 50:29 | |
but there was an excitement about him. | 50:33 | |
There was something in his eyes as he said to them, | 50:35 | |
"fellas, I want you to do something. Go upstairs | 50:38 | |
and put on your oldest clothes. I think we found something, | 50:42 | |
and I'm going over to the church while you do it." | 50:46 | |
And then when he came back, he gave them a searchlight. | 50:50 | |
He said, "I have found the same kind of a shaft | 50:54 | |
"beside the furnace under the church. | 50:57 | |
"And it is a bricked in tunnel. I want you to trust me. | 51:00 | |
"I'm going on that side and I want you to crawl through | 51:05 | |
"and I'll meet you on the other side of the tunnel." | 51:09 | |
And around the kitchen table | 51:13 | |
of David Turpeau's parsonage, | 51:17 | |
I learned as an eight-year-old of the Underground Railroad. | 51:21 | |
"We have found a station," papa said, "right here, | 51:26 | |
"right here, just a few blocks from the Ohio River. | 51:31 | |
There is a witness of this church, | 51:36 | |
a witness underground that does not speak | 51:39 | |
in the lovely woodwork and the beautiful chandeliers. | 51:44 | |
It did not speak of the kind of Christian death | 51:49 | |
that would have provided that church with | 51:52 | |
the ability to witness to that congregation, | 51:55 | |
to that community no matter what its color, | 51:57 | |
a church in which William Henry Harrison, a former President | 52:01 | |
of the United States had been married. | 52:05 | |
But with the changing community, just a few brown faces, | 52:07 | |
all of that tradition, all of that heritage, | 52:12 | |
all of that moneyed interest moved out | 52:15 | |
to find another mission place. | 52:18 | |
But the true witness for us, as a black family in a kitchen | 52:23 | |
of that parsonage was down in the basement when, | 52:26 | |
in a time of utter distress, | 52:30 | |
a time when it seemed that this country of ours was locked | 52:35 | |
into a system that economically it was unsound | 52:39 | |
to try to change, culturally so embedded that it could | 52:43 | |
even be justified scripturally for those | 52:47 | |
who would interpret the scriptures in that way. | 52:51 | |
Even in this kind of unmitigating circumstances, | 52:54 | |
there in the church of Jesus Christ, there was a witness | 52:59 | |
that in the waiting moment of time, God does speak. | 53:04 | |
And He looks for those who would hear the word | 53:08 | |
and interpret it, write it, not just for the vision | 53:12 | |
of the end of time, but of the now in which we now yet live | 53:16 | |
that we now live, anticipating the not yet. | 53:20 | |
There, in that instance, as Papa put it, | 53:24 | |
"Can you imagine," he said, "an official board | 53:28 | |
"voting to put that tunnel there?" | 53:31 | |
It would not have been then, it still is not now. | 53:36 | |
There are still persons who move to live out the message | 53:40 | |
against all kinds of circumstances that would define | 53:46 | |
who God is and who people are, and by the presence | 53:50 | |
and counseling of the Holy Spirit, take the risk | 53:55 | |
of Christian discipleship knowing that it is true | 53:59 | |
as Dietrich Bonhoeffer says it, "that if you believe, | 54:02 | |
you obey. And if you don't obey, then you don't believe." | 54:06 | |
It is as simple as that, it is as complicated as that. | 54:11 | |
It is demanding as that, it is as freeing as that. | 54:15 | |
It is in the waiting moment that the Christian | 54:20 | |
comes to understand who he is as he waits, | 54:24 | |
really awake to the time in which he lives, | 54:29 | |
really awake to the understanding of who she is, | 54:33 | |
really awake and participating, | 54:37 | |
listening for the word of God and then in the faith, | 54:40 | |
as it is interpreted through the entire word | 54:43 | |
of the scripture from the beginning to the now of our day, | 54:46 | |
living it out, writing the vision in our own lives | 54:49 | |
so that even this running generation, | 54:53 | |
even if it just catches a glimpse of it, | 54:56 | |
can understand that there is a way, | 54:58 | |
there is a truth, there is a life to be lived even now. | 55:01 | |
It was my blessed experience during this past week | 55:08 | |
as I sat with the council on General Council of Ministries | 55:14 | |
of the United Methodist Church | 55:19 | |
in our organizational meeting in Dayton, Ohio. | 55:21 | |
As I sat there to hear Dr. Isaac Bivens, | 55:25 | |
straight from the plane coming from Geneva, | 55:30 | |
where there he has been a spectator to the | 55:33 | |
negotiating process on Rhodesia, Zimbabwe. | 55:37 | |
And as he came back to tell us of a little black man, | 55:44 | |
a bishop, the Rhodesian bishop, Bishop Abel Muzorewa, | 55:49 | |
who he says there involved in negotiation interprets | 55:56 | |
what it means to be Christian, what it means for him | 56:01 | |
to be a Christian in the moment of his life as he waits, | 56:06 | |
not just to see what God will do, but listens | 56:11 | |
by the power of His spirit to what He would say to him | 56:15 | |
in the episcopal leadership of the church, | 56:19 | |
as a person, as a representative, as a disciple. | 56:24 | |
And there, Ike Bivens says, I sat in the | 56:29 | |
little cottage which he lives. | 56:33 | |
His room is a crossway of life. | 56:35 | |
People, all coming to him, even those | 56:39 | |
who completely disagree with him trusting him because | 56:44 | |
of his ability to know who he is in the sight of God. | 56:49 | |
It is in the moment, the historic moment that God spoke | 56:55 | |
to the prophet, it is in the moment of our life | 57:00 | |
that God speaks to us and says to us | 57:04 | |
as individuals and as yea the very body of His church. | 57:09 | |
"Listen." | 57:15 | |
"Don't sleep." | 57:18 | |
"Share the agony that I feel in the fragmentation | 57:20 | |
"and understand that for your wholeness I have given my son | 57:25 | |
"Jesus Christ who emptied himself of himself | 57:29 | |
"even to the death of the cross that | 57:34 | |
"you might know who you are | 57:38 | |
"and in the waking moment come alive, be awake, | 57:40 | |
"participate in, become involved in, and counseled by the | 57:46 | |
"presence and the empowering presence of the Holy Spirit, | 57:51 | |
"come against those structures of society that would | 57:56 | |
"indeed oppress my people wherever they are, | 57:59 | |
"and by that power free them, | 58:04 | |
"knowing that in the tradition of your faith, | 58:08 | |
"it is an obedience that you write the vision | 58:11 | |
"with your life, write it, | 58:15 | |
"so that even the running generation can see it, | 58:18 | |
"the end will not lie. | 58:22 | |
But there is the understanding in Christian waiting, | 58:25 | |
the understanding of judgment in the end, | 58:30 | |
the understanding that if we know what is right | 58:34 | |
and fail to do it, | 58:37 | |
that we are children of a just God | 58:39 | |
and it is in this context that the writer of Hebrews | 58:43 | |
picks up the word of Habakkuk and reminds us that | 58:47 | |
"for yet a little while and | 58:51 | |
"the coming one shall come and shall not tarry | 58:55 | |
"but my righteous one shall live by faith. | 58:58 | |
"And if he shrinks back, my soul has no pleasure in him." | 59:02 | |
But we are not of those who shrink back and are destroyed | 59:07 | |
but those who have faith and keep their souls. | 59:12 | |
Amen. | 59:19 | |
Oh eternal god, creator of each one of us, | 59:21 | |
as we look on the tradition of this faith of ours | 59:27 | |
which we proclaim and understand | 59:30 | |
that from the very beginning of a covenant relationship | 59:33 | |
that you have not only claimed us to be your people, | 59:37 | |
but have renewed the covenant in the enfleshing | 59:41 | |
of the living word of god, yea in Jesus Christ | 59:44 | |
who we proclaim as our savior. | 59:48 | |
Empower us by the holy spirit which set afire | 59:51 | |
a new living church at the very beginning of the time | 59:56 | |
in which we now live so that we may not wait | 1:00:00 | |
for something to open and someone to descend, | 1:00:06 | |
that is in the not yet which is in your hands | 1:00:11 | |
but enable us and empower us to understand | 1:00:15 | |
that in the waiting moment of overwhelming problems | 1:00:18 | |
there is your purpose for our lives as individuals | 1:00:22 | |
and as a corporate body, the body of Jesus Christ, | 1:00:27 | |
to be given in risk, in love, and in greatness | 1:00:31 | |
to witness to a world that the way is already made for us | 1:00:37 | |
and we dare to write it in our very lives | 1:00:43 | |
so that even this frightened running generation can read it. | 1:00:48 | |
That the vision does await its day | 1:00:54 | |
but we catch a glimpse of it and claim it for now | 1:00:56 | |
and we ask it in Jesus name and for his sake, amen and amen. | 1:01:01 | |
(worshipful organ music) | 1:01:12 | |
(singing in foreign language) | 1:03:29 | |
(bright organ music) | 1:07:29 | |
♪ Praise god from whom all blessings flow ♪ | 1:08:04 | |
♪ Praise him all creatures here below ♪ | 1:08:09 | |
♪ Hallelujah hallelujah ♪ | 1:08:15 | |
♪ Praise Him above, ye heavenly host ♪ | 1:08:23 | |
♪ Praise father, son, and holy ghost ♪ | 1:08:29 | |
♪ Hallelujah hallelujah ♪ | 1:08:35 | |
♪ Hallelujah hallelujah ♪ | 1:08:41 | |
♪ Hallelujah ♪ | 1:08:48 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:08:58 | |
Preacher | And now lord, our god, | 1:09:12 |
we give a portion of our gifts, | 1:09:16 | |
help us in this moment though | 1:09:20 | |
to give more than a portion of ourselves. | 1:09:24 | |
May the life of each of us be closer in spirit | 1:09:30 | |
and in truth to your presence now than ever before. | 1:09:35 | |
We give because you have given to us, | 1:09:43 | |
we sacrifice because you have sacrificed for us, | 1:09:49 | |
and yes, oh god, we are able to love | 1:09:55 | |
because you have first loved us. | 1:10:01 | |
Through Jesus Christ our lord, amen. | 1:10:07 | |
(bright organ music) | 1:10:15 | |
♪ Jesus shall reign wherever the sun ♪ | 1:10:47 | |
♪ Doth his successive journeys run ♪ | 1:10:55 | |
♪ His Kingdom stretch from shore to shore ♪ | 1:11:03 | |
♪ Till moons shall wax and wane no more ♪ | 1:11:12 | |
♪ To Him shall endless prayer be made ♪ | 1:11:23 | |
♪ And princes throng to crown his head ♪ | 1:11:31 | |
♪ His name like sweet perfume shall rise ♪ | 1:11:39 | |
♪ With every morning sacrifice ♪ | 1:11:48 | |
♪ People and realms of every tongue ♪ | 1:11:58 | |
♪ Dwell on His love with sweetest song ♪ | 1:12:07 | |
♪ And infant voices shall proclaim ♪ | 1:12:15 | |
♪ Their early blessings on his name ♪ | 1:12:24 | |
♪ Blessings abound wherever he reigns ♪ | 1:12:35 | |
♪ The prisoner leaps to lose his chains ♪ | 1:12:43 | |
♪ The weary find eternal rest ♪ | 1:12:52 | |
♪ And all the sons of want are blessed ♪ | 1:13:00 | |
♪ Let every creature rise and bring ♪ | 1:13:11 | |
♪ Peculiar honors to our king ♪ | 1:13:20 | |
♪ Angels descend with songs again ♪ | 1:13:29 | |
♪ And earth repeat the loud amen ♪ | 1:13:38 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:13:48 | |
Preacher | The grace of our lord and savior Jesus Christ, | 1:14:27 |
the love of god, and the communion | 1:14:32 | |
and fellowship of the holy spirit be with you | 1:14:35 | |
and with those whom you love, now and forever. | 1:14:39 | |
("Amen" hymnal) | 1:14:48 | |
(bell tolling) | 1:16:12 | |
(upbeat organ music) | 1:16:27 |