Will Campbell - "That You May Have Life" (January 23, 1977)
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Announcer | Duke University Chapel service of worship. | 0:03 |
Third Sunday after Epiphany Day, | 0:06 | |
January 23, 1977. | 0:08 | |
(organ music) | 0:17 | |
(organ music) | 4:28 | |
(organ music) | 8:14 | |
(choir singing) | 11:33 | |
(organ music) | 12:52 | |
(choir singing) | 13:34 | |
Preacher | The word of God tells us, | 17:45 |
"You shall love the Lord your God | 17:48 | |
"with all your heart and soul and mind and strength, | 17:50 | |
"and your neighbor as yourself." | 17:54 | |
Let us together now confess our failure | 17:58 | |
to fulfill that word to us, | 18:03 | |
that we might be forgiven and find new strength | 18:07 | |
for the living of these days. | 18:11 | |
Let us confess our sin. | 18:14 | |
Oh, God, forgive us for our failure | 18:17 | |
to be the church in our relationships | 18:20 | |
with one another and with the world. | 18:23 | |
We seem unable to take an honest look at ourselves | 18:26 | |
and to face the problems which prevent us | 18:31 | |
from being fully and actively committed to you. | 18:33 | |
Fear and anxiety has kept us from being open | 18:37 | |
and sensitive to one another | 18:41 | |
and we have not identified with the agony | 18:43 | |
and suffering in the world as our Lord did. | 18:46 | |
Oh, God, give us the courage to come alive | 18:50 | |
and to struggle to be your church in your world. | 18:53 | |
Open our eyes that we may see the depths | 18:57 | |
of beauty in others. | 19:00 | |
Open our ears that we may hear the cries | 19:02 | |
of people in need. | 19:05 | |
Open our minds that we may know your purpose | 19:07 | |
for our lives. | 19:10 | |
Open our hearts that your love may move us | 19:12 | |
to love and live for others. Amen. | 19:14 | |
Oh, God, you who are more ready to hear | 19:36 | |
more ready to accept than we are to return home, | 19:42 | |
more ready to heal than we are to reach out and touch, | 19:47 | |
cleanse now the thoughts of our minds, | 19:52 | |
the feelings of our hearts, | 19:55 | |
and the false desires of our bodies, | 19:58 | |
that we may be made whole | 20:01 | |
through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen. | 20:04 | |
(organ music) | 20:24 | |
(choir singing) | 20:50 | |
Reader | The congregation is asked to rise | 24:54 |
for the reading of the Holy Scripture. | 24:56 | |
A reading from the Gospel of John, | 25:02 | |
chapter ten, versus one through ten. | 25:06 | |
"Truly, truly, I say to you: | 25:10 | |
"he who does not enter the sheepfold by the door, | 25:13 | |
"but climbs in by another way, | 25:17 | |
"that man is a thief and a robber. | 25:19 | |
"But he who enters by the door | 25:23 | |
"is the shepherd of the sheep. | 25:26 | |
"To him the gatekeeper opens. | 25:28 | |
"The sheep hear his voice. | 25:31 | |
"And he calls his own sheep by name | 25:32 | |
"and leads them out. | 25:35 | |
"When he has brought them out all his own, | 25:37 | |
"he goes before them and the sheep follow him, | 25:40 | |
"for they know his voice. | 25:44 | |
"A stranger they will not follow, | 25:47 | |
"but they will flee from him. | 25:49 | |
"For they do not know the voice of strangers. | 25:51 | |
"This figure Jesus used with them, | 25:55 | |
"but they did not understand | 25:58 | |
"what he was saying to them. | 25:59 | |
"So Jesus again said to them: | 26:01 | |
"Truly, truly, I say to you: | 26:04 | |
"I am the door of the sheep. | 26:06 | |
"All who come before me are thieves and robbers. | 26:09 | |
"But the sheep did not heed them. | 26:13 | |
"I am the door. | 26:15 | |
"If anyone enters by me, | 26:17 | |
"he will be saved | 26:19 | |
"and will go in and out and find pasture. | 26:20 | |
"The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. | 26:24 | |
"I came that they may have life | 26:29 | |
"and have it abundantly." | 26:32 | |
(organ music) | 26:40 | |
(choir singing) | 26:50 | |
Preacher | Together let us affirm what we believe. | 27:24 |
We believe in God who has created and is creating. | 27:28 | |
Who has come into truly human Jesus | 27:33 | |
to reconcile and make new. | 27:37 | |
Who works in us and others by the spirit. | 27:39 | |
We trust God who calls us to be the church. | 27:43 | |
To celebrate life and it's fullness. | 27:48 | |
To love and serve others. | 27:51 | |
To seek justice and resist evil. | 27:54 | |
To proclaim Jesus crucified and risen. | 27:57 | |
Our judge and our hope. | 28:00 | |
In life, in death, in life beyond death, | 28:03 | |
God is with us. | 28:08 | |
We are not alone. | 28:10 | |
Thanks be to God. | 28:11 | |
The Lord be with you. | 28:16 | |
(audience answers) | 28:17 | |
Let us pray. | 28:19 | |
We thank you O God, | 28:30 | |
for our creation. | 28:32 | |
For the heavens and the earth, | 28:36 | |
the night and the day, | 28:39 | |
the birds of the air and animals on land | 28:42 | |
and fish in the water. | 28:44 | |
The cold of the winter, | 28:47 | |
the warmth of the spring, | 28:49 | |
the heat of summer, | 28:51 | |
and the cool of fall. | 28:52 | |
For people and places, | 28:55 | |
for animals and things, | 28:57 | |
for times and seasons, | 28:59 | |
for minds to think, | 29:02 | |
hearts to feel | 29:03 | |
and bodies to do. | 29:04 | |
For life, O God, we give thanks. | 29:07 | |
What a mystery, O God, | 29:13 | |
is all that is around us. | 29:15 | |
The wind blows and we know not whither it comes | 29:19 | |
or whither it goes. | 29:22 | |
A thought comes and we know not whither it comes | 29:24 | |
or whither it goes. | 29:26 | |
A moment of love comes and we know not whither | 29:28 | |
it comes or whither it goes. | 29:31 | |
Life just is, O God. | 29:33 | |
And for this we give you thanks. | 29:38 | |
O Lord our God you have ordained | 29:44 | |
that some of your children should have authority | 29:46 | |
over the rest of us. | 29:49 | |
Bless, O God, | 29:53 | |
those women and men in positions of power | 29:56 | |
and authority and responsibility. | 29:59 | |
Inbue each one of them with sound judgment, | 30:03 | |
perceptive insight, | 30:08 | |
proper restraint, | 30:11 | |
and essential courage. | 30:13 | |
Help them to do the right as they know | 30:17 | |
and believe the right. | 30:20 | |
To heal as they know and believe what will heal. | 30:22 | |
To lead us as we all seek to be led out | 30:27 | |
of our confusion and our mistrust. | 30:31 | |
Bless us, O God, who are governed. | 30:38 | |
May we care for our leaders, | 30:42 | |
for what they do and what they decide. | 30:45 | |
May we support them with words and acts of concern | 30:49 | |
and compassion for we know it is no easy responsibility | 30:52 | |
to decide the fate of others. | 30:56 | |
May we be willing to respond and eager to serve | 31:01 | |
as our abilities and our interests make possible. | 31:05 | |
Help us all, O God, those who lead and those who follow, | 31:10 | |
those who govern and those who are governed | 31:14 | |
to seek to do your will in our lives and in our day. | 31:18 | |
To love you above all else that matters | 31:24 | |
and in loving you, | 31:27 | |
to love our neighbors and ourselves | 31:30 | |
as you would have us to do. | 31:34 | |
With gratitude for life, | 31:37 | |
for this day, | 31:40 | |
for this service, | 31:42 | |
for your son and our Savior, Jesus Christ, | 31:44 | |
we offer these words and this prayer | 31:47 | |
and we offer the words and prayers | 31:49 | |
of our hearts and minds in this moment. | 31:51 | |
We offer now, O God, the prayer which our Lord | 31:54 | |
has taught us to pray. | 31:56 | |
Praying, Our Father, | 31:57 | |
who art in heaven, | 32:00 | |
hallowed be thy name. | 32:02 | |
Thy kingdom come. | 32:05 | |
Thy will be done. | 32:06 | |
On earth as it is in heaven. | 32:08 | |
Give us this day our daily bread. | 32:11 | |
Forgive us our trespasses, | 32:14 | |
as we forgive those who trespass against us. | 32:16 | |
And lead us not into temptation, | 32:20 | |
but deliver us from evil. | 32:23 | |
For thine is the kingdom, | 32:25 | |
the power and the glory, forever. Amen. | 32:27 | |
May I say a word of welcome to you on this special day | 32:39 | |
in the life of Duke Chapel and Duke University. | 32:43 | |
Two years ago at about this time we had the first | 32:47 | |
of our services of worship for government officials. | 32:50 | |
The meaning of that was rich indeed | 32:55 | |
for those of us who worship here regularly | 32:57 | |
and the response of those who came | 32:58 | |
was such that we were encouraged | 33:00 | |
to provide this service again. | 33:03 | |
So this morning we're delighted | 33:07 | |
to have the Lieutenant Governor and his family | 33:08 | |
and other members of the Council of State. | 33:11 | |
The Chief Justice of the Supreme Court | 33:16 | |
and other members of the Supreme Court. | 33:18 | |
Members of the legislative body of our state government. | 33:22 | |
Other judges from this area. | 33:27 | |
Other elected officials and members | 33:30 | |
of our own local Durham city and county governments. | 33:33 | |
With us to worship God | 33:36 | |
and to celebrate together in this place | 33:38 | |
and on this occasion. | 33:41 | |
This service was suggested to us | 33:43 | |
some two and a half or three years ago by Ken Pie. | 33:45 | |
It is one prompted by a service | 33:49 | |
which is held every year | 33:51 | |
at St. Matthew's Cathedral, | 33:53 | |
the Roman Catholic church in Washington | 33:55 | |
as those who assume responsibilities | 33:58 | |
in Washington do that. | 34:00 | |
So we feel it appropriate | 34:02 | |
that as many of you assume responsibilities | 34:04 | |
in our local and state governments | 34:07 | |
that we gather together in this place | 34:09 | |
where we worship God from various traditions. | 34:12 | |
So we're delighted indeed to have those of you | 34:15 | |
who are with us visiting today. | 34:17 | |
We're glad to have all of you | 34:20 | |
who have come to share in this very special service. | 34:21 | |
I have an announcement though that I want all of us | 34:25 | |
to hear and to respond to in either one of two ways. | 34:28 | |
There are people in Durham who are cold this morning. | 34:32 | |
They were last night and they are now | 34:37 | |
and they will be tonight. | 34:38 | |
Tragically, two people in Durham froze to death last week. | 34:41 | |
That sounds and seems almost unbelievable | 34:46 | |
to those of us who live and sleep in warm homes. | 34:49 | |
We're trying to do two things about that. | 34:53 | |
One, we want to provide some money | 34:55 | |
so that people who do not have the money to buy | 34:58 | |
coal or oil or pay their electric bill can do so | 35:00 | |
and can continue to stay warm. | 35:03 | |
So the first thing I want you to do this morning | 35:04 | |
is to give every penny that you can in the offering. | 35:07 | |
Because every penny that is given this morning | 35:12 | |
will go to the Durham Emergency Fuel Fund | 35:15 | |
and every penny will go to help keep somebody, | 35:18 | |
some family, warm during the next few weeks. | 35:21 | |
Second thing, though, is that we have here | 35:25 | |
at Duke a real treasure. | 35:28 | |
We have thousands of acres of what is known as Duke Forest. | 35:30 | |
Many people say why doesn't that serve some useful purpose? | 35:35 | |
Well, it serves many useful purposes | 35:38 | |
but we're going to put it | 35:40 | |
to one very specific useful purpose | 35:41 | |
during the next few days. | 35:43 | |
Namely, we're going to go | 35:45 | |
into the forest to cut up wood. | 35:46 | |
Trees and limbs that have fallen | 35:49 | |
are going to be cut up and made into firewood | 35:51 | |
and stove wood and other kinds of wood | 35:53 | |
that will be hauled downtown | 35:54 | |
and stored on a parking lot. | 35:56 | |
Operation Breakthrough will distribute it | 35:59 | |
to needy families in the Durham communities. | 36:01 | |
So if you're here this morning | 36:03 | |
and would like to help us go into Duke Forest | 36:05 | |
to cut this timber and provide it so | 36:07 | |
that those who are cold can stay warm, | 36:09 | |
we want you to come and join us any day this week. | 36:12 | |
Beginning tomorrow afternoon, | 36:16 | |
groups of us will gather here | 36:18 | |
in front of the chapel at one o'clock | 36:20 | |
and at three o'clock to go into the forest. | 36:22 | |
And then Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday, | 36:26 | |
groups of us will meet at 10 AM, | 36:29 | |
at one and three PM to go and work a couple | 36:31 | |
of hours or so with each group. | 36:34 | |
The dean of the School of Forestry, | 36:36 | |
the folks who head up Duke Forest | 36:38 | |
and others have been most cooperative with this. | 36:40 | |
So now we need people who have chainsaws, | 36:42 | |
bow saws, any kind of saw | 36:45 | |
that will cut limbs and logs. | 36:46 | |
And we need your manpower and woman power. | 36:48 | |
We need pickup trucks. | 36:51 | |
We also need good bodies | 36:53 | |
that can just pick up those logs | 36:55 | |
and throw them on a truck | 36:56 | |
and then lift them off those trucks. | 36:57 | |
So I have an idea that almost every one of you here | 36:59 | |
this morning can do one or more of those things. | 37:02 | |
We don't expect all of you to come, | 37:05 | |
but we do expect many of you to come. | 37:07 | |
And we see this as a need that we can meet. | 37:11 | |
And I invite you to come and help us meet it. | 37:16 | |
Will Campbell, for those who know him, | 37:22 | |
is a unique human being. | 37:26 | |
A committee began working over a year ago | 37:31 | |
to plan for our theologian in residence program. | 37:33 | |
A program that begins with his presence with us | 37:38 | |
for the next four weeks and will continue | 37:41 | |
we hope each year from here after. | 37:43 | |
You can read in the bulletin some of his credentials. | 37:47 | |
My guess is that the most important thing to say about him, | 37:52 | |
at least I think as he would want us to say, | 37:56 | |
is that he sees himself as one human being | 37:58 | |
who struggles to know God, | 38:04 | |
to know his neighbor, | 38:08 | |
and to live in a proper relationship with both. | 38:11 | |
Will, we want to welcome you to Duke. | 38:15 | |
We welcome you to Duke Chapel this morning | 38:19 | |
and we look forward to some very exciting | 38:22 | |
and very informative and some very rich | 38:24 | |
and satisfying conversations and experiences | 38:27 | |
with you during the next four weeks. | 38:31 | |
So in this moment now, all of us who are gathered | 38:33 | |
here to worship look forward to the word | 38:37 | |
which you bring to us this morning from God's word, | 38:40 | |
but welcome from all of us. | 38:43 | |
Will | Whatever must you be thinking? | 38:56 |
Whatever must the Lord be thinking? | 39:02 | |
That I would be called in this place | 39:08 | |
a theologian in residence? | 39:11 | |
But I assume that that use in resident | 39:14 | |
is something like as it is used | 39:19 | |
in the medical profession. | 39:22 | |
When you are in residence you are in training. | 39:26 | |
One step beyond an intern. | 39:32 | |
Couple of disclaimers and for someone who has | 39:36 | |
been no more cooperative than I have been | 39:40 | |
with your public relations and other official | 39:43 | |
public information officials, I am not complaining. | 39:48 | |
But several weeks ago I understand that | 39:54 | |
there was an article in the local newspaper | 39:59 | |
which said that Will Campbell had been kicked out | 40:05 | |
of the Baptist church and taken | 40:09 | |
into the Episcopal church as a priest. | 40:11 | |
For those of you who came here | 40:14 | |
to hear an Episcopal priest preach, | 40:16 | |
you are now free to go. | 40:20 | |
Actually it happened somewhat the other way around. | 40:24 | |
I got as high in the Episcopal church once as lay reader, | 40:31 | |
only to have those, | 40:37 | |
that lay reader's license revoked | 40:39 | |
when some of the people in our particular diocese | 40:42 | |
were unhappy about one thing or another | 40:44 | |
that I was saying or not saying. | 40:46 | |
So if you do not choose to leave | 40:49 | |
and you are of the Episcopal persuasion, | 40:52 | |
you may look carefully because you may be | 40:54 | |
seeing the only deposed lay reader in captivity. | 40:58 | |
The other thing that, disclaimer is | 41:07 | |
that I noted in the bulletin that they pointed out | 41:11 | |
how many colleges it took for me finally | 41:16 | |
to graduate from one. | 41:19 | |
(audience laughs) | 41:21 | |
They left one out. | 41:23 | |
Namely the alleged University of Wake Forest | 41:26 | |
from which I graduated in 1948. | 41:29 | |
That's just for the record. | 41:35 | |
Doesn't mean anything. | 41:37 | |
Now for those who have been writing me | 41:44 | |
for the past several weeks at least once a week | 41:48 | |
with schedules and they would always say, | 41:52 | |
"20 minute sermon", | 41:55 | |
they may begin timing at this point. | 41:58 | |
(audience laughs) | 42:02 | |
As will I. | 42:06 | |
On one occasion | 42:12 | |
that Jesus, | 42:17 | |
who might well have been aborted | 42:20 | |
if he had come along in a more enlightened | 42:22 | |
and sophisticated era, | 42:24 | |
because the circumstances surrounding his conception | 42:28 | |
and birth were highly irregular, | 42:30 | |
Jesus was talking to some of his friends and associates | 42:36 | |
and came as close as he ever came | 42:40 | |
to proclaiming that he was for a fact | 42:43 | |
the expected Messiah. | 42:47 | |
After talking of imposters, | 42:52 | |
of thieves and robbers, of sheep and shepherds, | 42:55 | |
he said, "I have come that you might have life. | 42:59 | |
"Life in abundance." | 43:03 | |
Now abundance here has been used most often | 43:06 | |
to explain quality of life. | 43:12 | |
Jesus saying to us that he had come | 43:15 | |
so that we might have a good day. | 43:20 | |
Or have a good rest of the day. | 43:23 | |
So that we might have a meaningful existence on the earth. | 43:27 | |
Maybe so. But I doubt it. | 43:31 | |
Because abundance does not have to do with quality. | 43:36 | |
It has to do with quantity. | 43:40 | |
How much of something. Means a lot of something. | 43:41 | |
Jesus saying I have come that you might have a lot of life. | 43:45 | |
Like forever. | 43:49 | |
I would like to talk this morning, | 43:54 | |
for not more than 20 minutes, | 43:58 | |
about one pilgrim, one person, | 44:01 | |
who needed something to serve and someone to worship. | 44:08 | |
And who finally took the declaration | 44:12 | |
that Jesus was in fact the expected Messiah seriously. | 44:14 | |
And that he did come to walk the light. A lot of it. | 44:19 | |
Despite his belief, his pilgrimage was far from smooth. | 44:24 | |
It's just a story. It isn't biographical. | 44:30 | |
It isn't autobiographical. It's just a story. | 44:33 | |
Our pilgrim was born into a poor family. | 44:38 | |
Rural folk, simple people. | 44:43 | |
Rednecks were what they were called. | 44:46 | |
The only book they had was the Bible. | 44:50 | |
And his mama and his daddy used to read it every night | 44:53 | |
and then they would pray. | 44:56 | |
Now it seemed to the lad that they always prayed | 44:59 | |
for the same things. | 45:02 | |
Food, shelter, fairness to their neighbors about them. | 45:04 | |
When he prayed he thought of a lot of other things | 45:09 | |
to ask but they always admonished him not | 45:13 | |
to bother the Lord with trivia. | 45:17 | |
That he was terribly busy day and night. | 45:19 | |
They were a close people. | 45:23 | |
Each dependent upon the other for something | 45:26 | |
to meet one need or another. | 45:29 | |
And as a lad he said, | 45:32 | |
"I will worship Father and Mother and family." | 45:35 | |
But he was a bright boy and as he grew he became bored | 45:43 | |
with hearing the same stories read | 45:47 | |
and the same things prayed for | 45:49 | |
and in his rebellious adolescence, | 45:53 | |
he would sometimes not listen anymore | 45:56 | |
when they read the Bible. | 45:59 | |
Or would sit in a corner reading books | 46:01 | |
of his own selection and collection. | 46:04 | |
He especially tired of one of their favorite readings | 46:08 | |
of how Mary Magdelene and the other Mary had come | 46:11 | |
running to tell some scared people | 46:15 | |
that Jesus was not where they had put him, | 46:17 | |
that he had got up and run off after he was dead. | 46:19 | |
He resented it keenly when they talked about | 46:24 | |
that meaning that they would live forever, | 46:27 | |
feeling sometimes that both of them | 46:31 | |
had lived long enough already. | 46:33 | |
They were forever talking about good news. | 46:37 | |
The gospel, they said, meant good news. | 46:41 | |
But he could see no good news | 46:46 | |
in the rigid rules their faith seemed to dictate. | 46:49 | |
Don't smoke, don't drink, | 46:52 | |
and don't mess around on a Saturday night. | 46:55 | |
That to him was bad news. | 47:00 | |
And he didn't intend to pay them any mind, | 47:04 | |
for very longer. And soon he didn't. | 47:08 | |
There was a way out and he took it. | 47:13 | |
It was 1943 and the patriotic fever | 47:16 | |
of global war was in the air. | 47:19 | |
There was a drama and romance about it. | 47:22 | |
He did not hate his father and his mother. | 47:25 | |
He actually loved them as much as ever possible | 47:27 | |
for an eighteen year old to love his elders. | 47:30 | |
But he knew that there was more to life | 47:33 | |
than this dull and humdrum existence | 47:36 | |
on a South Alabama cotton farm. | 47:38 | |
And he strongly suspected that there was more | 47:41 | |
to Christianity than their rigid, moralistic code. | 47:44 | |
But that would have to wait. | 47:50 | |
He was in no hurry to find what it was. | 47:52 | |
He saw the marching soldiers, | 47:56 | |
watched the banners of Caesar unfurled | 47:58 | |
upon every occasion, even in church. | 48:01 | |
Listened to rhetoric designed | 48:05 | |
to gain his ultimate allegiance. | 48:07 | |
So he went away, joined up or was drafted, | 48:08 | |
and he liked it. He liked the parades, | 48:12 | |
the formations, even reveille. | 48:16 | |
He even liked the commands. "Platoon, halt!" | 48:20 | |
"Left face!" "Right face!" "Parade rest!" "Attention!" | 48:22 | |
"At ease!" "Ready, aim, fire!" | 48:26 | |
One man saying all these things | 48:29 | |
and a thousand men at once obeyed. | 48:32 | |
The cause was just. He needed something to serve, | 48:37 | |
someone to worship. | 48:40 | |
So he said, "I have found that for which I searched | 48:42 | |
"in the days of my youth. | 48:45 | |
"I will serve my country. "I will worship my king." | 48:47 | |
There were months of it, then years. | 48:53 | |
Months and finally years of sitting | 48:56 | |
in the hot, wet jungles of the South Pacific, | 48:58 | |
waiting for the battle for which | 49:02 | |
by now he was so well trained, | 49:03 | |
an encounter he had so long desired. | 49:06 | |
And then as quickly it came. | 49:10 | |
He found himself splashing through salty water, | 49:14 | |
running with hundreds and thousands of others | 49:17 | |
from the boats called LST and looking like the | 49:19 | |
hippopotamus he had seen in the San Francisco Zoo. | 49:23 | |
Rifles held high above their heads, | 49:27 | |
listening now for commands, | 49:30 | |
but not always hearing them. | 49:32 | |
Storming the beach of a little island called Vella Lavella, | 49:34 | |
looking for the enemy. | 49:38 | |
At first all went well. | 49:41 | |
Everyone shooting as one, shouting, | 49:45 | |
moving further and further inland. | 49:47 | |
Until the Army, the unit, | 49:50 | |
the battalion was split into as many pieces | 49:52 | |
as there were individuals | 49:54 | |
and everyone left on his own deep in the jungles. | 49:56 | |
Then it came, | 50:02 | |
unannounced, with no warning. | 50:04 | |
Days without food, | 50:07 | |
drinking water from a stagnant lagoon, | 50:09 | |
still, though, searching for the enemy. | 50:13 | |
Then he finds them. | 50:17 | |
Slant-eyed soldier sitting all alone. | 50:20 | |
Sitting in days of his own waste from dysentery. | 50:24 | |
Making no motion of opposition. | 50:31 | |
Each looks at the other. | 50:35 | |
The pilgrim, noble warrior, lover of Caesar, | 50:38 | |
knowing the enemy's sitting before him, | 50:42 | |
could not walk and that he was too weak himself | 50:44 | |
to carry him as prisoner to the command post | 50:48 | |
on the beach miles behind him. | 50:52 | |
And the enemy, the slant-eyed little man, | 50:55 | |
he knew only as Jap. | 50:59 | |
Each unable to speak the tongue of the other. | 51:02 | |
This enemy pointed to a spot | 51:06 | |
between his tired little eyes, | 51:10 | |
pointing then to the pilgrim's rifle, | 51:13 | |
never fired before in anger. | 51:16 | |
And then, pulling his own pup tent hat up over his face, | 51:19 | |
so that he could not see, stood facing the pilgrim. | 51:24 | |
Now the battle is over. | 51:31 | |
The pilgrim was back on the ship, | 51:34 | |
going, they said, to a rest area, | 51:35 | |
then to another training area, | 51:38 | |
then to another search for the enemy. | 51:39 | |
He had some time to think. | 51:43 | |
It was of his earliest beginnings that he thought. | 51:46 | |
"I am come that you might have life." | 51:49 | |
"I am come that you might have life." | 51:51 | |
Just those words over and over. | 51:54 | |
And he thought of his simple people at home | 51:56 | |
and wished that he was there. | 52:00 | |
And he thought of the little Jap | 52:03 | |
lying rotting in the jungle. | 52:06 | |
Now the war was over and he waited some more, | 52:10 | |
this time to be mustered out, discharged, sent back. | 52:13 | |
He read a little book the chaplain had given him. | 52:18 | |
It was a book about some things | 52:21 | |
that happened after another great war, the Civil War. | 52:23 | |
Things that had happened to his people, his flesh and blood. | 52:26 | |
It was the story of an illiterate black man | 52:31 | |
who joined forces with some ignorant | 52:33 | |
and illiterate white people, | 52:35 | |
formed a Constitutional Convention in South Carolina, | 52:38 | |
got elected to state office and finally national office. | 52:42 | |
And then of Rutherford B. Hayes, | 52:47 | |
who called the troops out of his native south. | 52:49 | |
And the mass slaughter against those simple people | 52:53 | |
who had come together, | 52:55 | |
had overcome their fears and prejudices of one another, | 52:58 | |
the story of black and white together. | 53:02 | |
He read of the death of the black hero, | 53:05 | |
read these last words and thoughts. | 53:07 | |
Gideon Jackson's last memory as the shell struck, | 53:11 | |
as the shell burst and caused his memory to cease being | 53:14 | |
was of the strength of those people in his land, | 53:19 | |
the black and the white. | 53:21 | |
The strength that had taken them through a long war | 53:23 | |
that had enabled them to build out | 53:27 | |
of the ruin a promise for the future. | 53:29 | |
A promise that was in a sense more wonderful | 53:31 | |
than any the world had ever known of what strength. | 53:34 | |
Strange yet simple ingredients were the people. | 53:38 | |
There were so many of them. | 53:43 | |
So many shades and colors. | 53:46 | |
Some strong, some weak. Some wise, some foolish. | 53:49 | |
Yet together they made the whole of the thing | 53:53 | |
that was the last memory of Gideon Jackson. | 53:56 | |
The thing, the people, indefinable and unconquerable. | 53:59 | |
Now disillusioned with country and with king | 54:06 | |
as well as with his own hollow victory, | 54:09 | |
the shooting of one soldier dying already of beriberi. | 54:13 | |
The pilgrim knew after he read those words | 54:18 | |
that his life would never be the same. | 54:21 | |
That the rest of it would be given | 54:23 | |
to improving his native soil, the South. | 54:25 | |
And improving, too, the relationships between the races. | 54:29 | |
He would serve this cause. | 54:33 | |
He would worship the people. | 54:35 | |
But first he must be trained again. | 54:39 | |
This time with books, laboratories, learning, halls of ivy. | 54:42 | |
He had long since deserted his fundamentalist rearing, | 54:49 | |
partly because they had taught him | 54:53 | |
that sin was smoking, drinking whiskey | 54:54 | |
and messing around in town. | 54:56 | |
Now he read new books, modern books that set him on fire. | 55:01 | |
Heard learned words from learned people. | 55:05 | |
They taught him that what God cares | 55:08 | |
about is the suffering of the people, | 55:10 | |
not little social things like smoking. | 55:13 | |
Then one day his reading included a report | 55:18 | |
that said that according to the scientists, | 55:21 | |
cigarette smoking was going to create more | 55:26 | |
widows and orphans than slavery or war. | 55:28 | |
Since he was a two pack a day man, | 55:33 | |
he didn't dwell on that one. | 55:36 | |
But he did wonder a bit about his new theology. | 55:38 | |
If he had not simply substituted one | 55:42 | |
moralistic code for another. | 55:44 | |
One set of do's and don'ts | 55:47 | |
for another set of do's and don'ts. | 55:49 | |
But he went on because his cause was just, | 55:51 | |
his new God noble. | 55:55 | |
Now there was a movement raging. | 55:59 | |
Something they called the Civil Rights Movement. | 56:02 | |
And he knew that he was for it and it was for him. | 56:04 | |
Would bring him into the struggle for justice | 56:08 | |
as Gideon Jackson and others had been. | 56:10 | |
He joined the movement, went to the meetings, marches. | 56:14 | |
Sang and protested. But also learned to say Cracker, | 56:17 | |
Wool Hat, Redneck, Peckerwood, | 56:22 | |
with the same venomous tones he had once said Nigger. | 56:25 | |
But he was against violence. He was non-violent. | 56:30 | |
But as he watched the soldiers marching | 56:34 | |
on his Christian university campus every Thursday afternoon | 56:35 | |
looking pretty in ROTC parades, learning of war, | 56:39 | |
and as he observed deep down in his innermost thoughts | 56:44 | |
that it was the Academy that trained not only the warriors | 56:48 | |
but the owners, the managers, the rulers. | 56:52 | |
He wondered at times if the Academy might not be responsible | 56:55 | |
for more violence than the Ku Klux Klan | 56:59 | |
that had burned a cross in front | 57:02 | |
of the chapel on Saturday night. | 57:04 | |
But there was so much to do. | 57:06 | |
The movement was just and the learned doctors so persuasive. | 57:09 | |
Suddenly there was another war, far off in Southeast Asia. | 57:16 | |
This too he would protest, march against, | 57:21 | |
sometimes to the point when there would be | 57:23 | |
a strange gnawing in his bones | 57:26 | |
that he was betraying his own people, his own heritage. | 57:28 | |
But he was learning to read the Bible again, | 57:32 | |
in a new light, he thought. | 57:34 | |
And he read the words of Jesus | 57:36 | |
when his family had come to put him in an insane asylum. | 57:39 | |
"Who is my people? "Who is my mother and my brother? | 57:43 | |
"Those whose cause is just." And so he continued. | 57:49 | |
And then yet another movement. | 57:54 | |
Women, too, everywhere oppressed. | 57:56 | |
In some ways more than black people. | 57:59 | |
Again he would join and march and chant supportive songs. | 58:02 | |
Sometimes though his movement seemed almost | 58:07 | |
to oppose one another. | 58:10 | |
For he had wanted years earlier to go and personally | 58:14 | |
kill Bryant and Milum when they murdered a young black man | 58:17 | |
named Emmett Till for insulting a woman | 58:21 | |
in the Mississippi delta. | 58:23 | |
Now he found himself at times wanting to go and kill | 58:27 | |
Emmett Till again for being | 58:30 | |
abusive to a female person. | 58:33 | |
He became confused and confounded. | 58:37 | |
His movements had gone full circle. | 58:39 | |
The wheels of progress made strange | 58:41 | |
and now sometimes unconvincing turns. | 58:44 | |
Through 10 years of war not one native American | 58:50 | |
had been killed at the hands of the state. | 58:53 | |
Now suddenly he was hearing talk of killing | 58:57 | |
our own criminals instead of ideological criminals abroad. | 59:00 | |
Capital punishment was back in the news and that big. | 59:05 | |
Strangely missing during those years of war, | 59:09 | |
it's like we just have to be killing somebody, he thought. | 59:13 | |
As he made an appointment with his own state's governor, | 59:18 | |
a man who was a redneck like himself, | 59:21 | |
or like he once had been. | 59:24 | |
A governor who had already opposed death publicly | 59:27 | |
as a means of punishment, | 59:30 | |
saying that is a judgment for God alone to make. | 59:32 | |
He would go and commend his governor, pat him on the back, | 59:37 | |
but he wasn't ready for the words of his redneck governor. | 59:41 | |
"Ah, pilgrim, I agree. | 59:47 | |
"Ah, pilgrim, I agree. | 59:50 | |
"But now I'm having second thoughts. | 59:52 | |
"Where yesterday, pilgrim, you carried a sign | 59:56 | |
"outside these chambers. | 1:00:04 | |
"A sign which said as I recall, | 1:00:08 | |
"that everyone had a right to control their own body, | 1:00:12 | |
"to rid that body of | 1:00:16 | |
"that which it might be carrying unwantingly. | 1:00:17 | |
"If everyone has the right to rid their body | 1:00:21 | |
"of that which it may be carrying unwantingly, | 1:00:23 | |
"unwillingly and unlovingly, | 1:00:26 | |
"then why doesn't the body politic, | 1:00:28 | |
"which I control, "have the right to rid it's body | 1:00:31 | |
"of that which it might be carrying unwillingly, | 1:00:35 | |
"unwantingly and unlovingly? | 1:00:38 | |
"Ah, pilgrim, I just don't understand." | 1:00:40 | |
And the pilgrim went away sorrowfully, | 1:00:45 | |
for behold, he was very good. | 1:00:48 | |
What's it all about, he wondered. | 1:00:53 | |
Am I hoping when and where and in what there is no hope? | 1:00:55 | |
Am I despairing when I should be in hope? | 1:00:59 | |
Am I perplexed in the presence of absolute uncertainty? | 1:01:02 | |
Feeling it all so deeply, | 1:01:07 | |
he went again to his mother's house. | 1:01:09 | |
The hut of his beginning | 1:01:11 | |
and found a feast of a fatted calf. | 1:01:13 | |
The feast was the reading of his father, | 1:01:16 | |
now weak and stooped with age. | 1:01:20 | |
"Why do you seek the living among the dead? | 1:01:24 | |
"He is not here. He is risen." | 1:01:27 | |
And then again, | 1:01:32 | |
"I am come that you might have life." | 1:01:34 | |
Abundant life. Forever life. | 1:01:36 | |
After the world has done all that it can do to you. | 1:01:40 | |
After all the laws, whether of state or of academe. | 1:01:43 | |
After all the learning. | 1:01:47 | |
After the enslavement of technology, | 1:01:49 | |
progress and sophistication. | 1:01:52 | |
After the firing squad and electric chair. | 1:01:54 | |
After the madness of the rapist. | 1:01:57 | |
After the murderous crimes of passion in the streets. | 1:01:59 | |
After the marching and chanting of the movement, | 1:02:03 | |
be it failure or success, | 1:02:06 | |
and be it for life or for what the world calls death. | 1:02:09 | |
After the surgeon's scalpel might | 1:02:13 | |
have ended a life hardly begun. | 1:02:15 | |
Or the crack of the bullet has ended one in it's 36th year, | 1:02:18 | |
the last word still belongs to God. | 1:02:23 | |
"He is risen." Hallelujah! | 1:02:26 | |
It is, the pilgrim concluded, | 1:02:32 | |
really just as complicated and involved | 1:02:35 | |
as the learned doctors had told him. | 1:02:41 | |
And it is just as simple and as clear | 1:02:45 | |
as the words at his father and mother's fireside. | 1:02:50 | |
Jesus came that we might have life. | 1:02:55 | |
My prayer for us all on this day | 1:03:00 | |
is that we may not try to proclaim | 1:03:05 | |
that promise a lie. Amen. | 1:03:09 | |
(organ music) | 1:03:19 | |
(choir singing) | 1:03:43 | |
(soft organ music) | 1:05:43 | |
(choir singing) | 1:06:30 | |
(soloist singing) | 1:10:17 | |
(choir singing) | 1:11:07 | |
(soloist singing) | 1:12:24 | |
(organ music) | 1:12:51 | |
Preacher | Bless us, O Lord, | 1:14:15 |
as we give these gifts and give of ourselves. | 1:14:18 | |
Forget us not, O God, when we do not or cannot give. | 1:14:23 | |
Multiply the benefits of these dollars | 1:14:31 | |
and cents today, O Lord. | 1:14:33 | |
That those in our community who are cold | 1:14:37 | |
and suffering may find help and relief. | 1:14:40 | |
Bless these gifts and all who give of their money, | 1:14:45 | |
their prayers, their thoughts and their service. | 1:14:50 | |
Through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen. | 1:14:56 | |
Will you join with me in | 1:15:30 | |
this responsive affirmation of dedication? | 1:15:31 | |
We have heard the word, | 1:15:37 | |
read and proclaimed. | 1:15:40 | |
In the company now of neighbors and colleagues | 1:15:43 | |
and in the presence of God, | 1:15:46 | |
how will you respond to the light and the hope | 1:15:49 | |
that are yours? | 1:15:53 | |
What will you do? | 1:15:54 | |
(audience responds) | 1:15:59 | |
My friends, God is witness to your words. Amen. | 1:16:43 | |
(organ music) | 1:16:52 | |
(choir and audience singing) | 1:17:30 | |
I was in the service of worship the other day | 1:20:23 | |
where the minister said the benediction | 1:20:25 | |
is simply a blessing from one Christian to another. | 1:20:28 | |
He said it need not be prayed with heads bowed | 1:20:32 | |
or eyes closed so this morning I ask you not to | 1:20:35 | |
close your eyes or bow your head but allow me | 1:20:39 | |
the privilege of offering you this blessing | 1:20:41 | |
as one Christian to another fellow human being. | 1:20:44 | |
The grace of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, | 1:20:49 | |
the love of God, and the fellowship | 1:20:52 | |
of the Holy Spirit be with you and with those | 1:20:55 | |
whom you love now and forever. | 1:21:00 | |
(choir singing) | 1:21:13 | |
(organ music) | 1:22:28 | |
(applause) | 1:31:32 |