Howard Thurman - Major Speaker Address (January 23, 1979)
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- | Duke Chapel, Howard Thurman address. | 0:04 |
Tuesday, January 23, 1979. | 0:06 | |
- | Good afternoon everyone, I'd like to welcome you here | 0:14 |
as the Theologian in Residence program continues. | 0:16 | |
Today Dr. Howard Thurman will address the topic | 0:19 | |
The Experience of Human Freedom. | 0:21 | |
We are fortunate to have Dr. Thurman | 0:24 | |
in residence at Duke this month. | 0:26 | |
He has undoubtedly had a significant impact | 0:28 | |
on American life. | 0:30 | |
As Dean Emeritus of Marsh Chapel, Boston University, | 0:32 | |
his ministry has extended throughout the U.S., | 0:35 | |
as well as to the new countries of Asia and Africa. | 0:38 | |
Under Dr. Thurman's leadership as co-founder of the Church | 0:41 | |
for Fellowship of All Peoples in San Francisco, | 0:45 | |
the church became the first to be fully integrated | 0:48 | |
in leadership and membership during the late forties | 0:51 | |
and early fifties. | 0:53 | |
Dr. Thurman was born in Daytona Beach, Florida, in 1900, | 0:54 | |
and received his formal education at Morehouse College, | 0:58 | |
Colgate Rochester Theological Seminar, | 1:02 | |
and Haverford College. | 1:04 | |
In 1961, the Howard Thurman Educational Trust | 1:06 | |
was established to provide support for religious, | 1:09 | |
charitable, scientific, literary, and educational causes. | 1:12 | |
Literature about the trust will be available | 1:17 | |
following this speech. | 1:20 | |
I'd like to add that because Dr. Thurman | 1:21 | |
is not feeling as well as he'd like, | 1:23 | |
he'll not be available for discussion afterwards, | 1:25 | |
he'll have to return directly to his hotel. | 1:27 | |
At this time I'd like to welcome Dr. Howard Thurman. | 1:30 | |
(applause) | 1:33 | |
- | I will start out standing up but I may end sitting down. | 1:44 |
The experience of human freedom, | 1:54 | |
it is a strange freedom, to be adrift in the world of men | 2:04 | |
without a sense of anchor anywhere. | 2:09 | |
Always there is the need of mooring, | 2:14 | |
the need for the firm grip on something | 2:19 | |
that is rigid and will not give. | 2:25 | |
(clears throat) | 2:30 | |
The urge to be accountable to someone, | 2:32 | |
to know that beyond the individual himself, | 2:38 | |
there is an answer that must be given, cannot be denied. | 2:41 | |
The deeds a man performs must be | 2:48 | |
weighed in a balance held by another's hand. | 2:53 | |
They very spirit of a man tends to panic | 2:58 | |
from the desolation. | 3:04 | |
(Coordinator speaks off microphone) | 3:09 | |
Well maybe, let me try to relax this business. | 3:13 | |
- | The problem is the sounds is, it's going out from here. | 3:18 |
- | Yeah, I hear it. | 3:21 |
- | If we move down to that space, and then put you | 3:22 |
in the pulpit, then we'll be able to hear you. | 3:26 | |
(audience members chattering, suggest alternatives) | 3:30 | |
- | Well if I could stand right there. | 3:33 |
- | Okay, stand right here. | 3:36 |
- | Then I don't need to be bothered with that. | 3:38 |
(audience speaking) | 3:41 | |
I see. | 3:44 | |
(audience speaking) | 3:45 | |
Well he mentioned that. | 3:47 | |
(audience laughs) | 3:48 | |
- | The very spirit of a man, can you hear now? | 3:55 |
- | Yes. | 3:58 |
- | The very spirit of a man tends to panic | 3:59 |
from the desolation | 4:02 | |
of going nameless up and down | 4:05 | |
the streets of other minds, | 4:08 | |
where no salutation greets, | 4:13 | |
and no friendly recognition makes secure. | 4:17 | |
It is a strange feeling to be adrift in a world of man, | 4:22 | |
always a way must be found for bringing | 4:26 | |
into one solitary place | 4:31 | |
the subtle look from another's face. | 4:34 | |
For getting the quiet | 4:38 | |
sanction of another's grace | 4:41 | |
to undergird the meaning of the self. | 4:46 | |
To be ignored, | 4:51 | |
to be passed over as of no account and as of no means, | 4:55 | |
is to be made into a freed slave's fate, | 5:01 | |
not a man's. | 5:08 | |
It is better to be the complete victim of an anger | 5:11 | |
and a strain, and a wrath that knows no bounds. | 5:14 | |
To be torn asunder without mercy, | 5:21 | |
or battered to a pulp by angry violence, | 5:25 | |
than to be passed over as if one were not. | 5:30 | |
Here at least one is with dealt with, | 5:36 | |
encountered, vanquished or overwhelmed, | 5:40 | |
but not ignored. | 5:45 | |
It is a strange freedom to go nameless up and down | 5:48 | |
the streets of other minds, where no salutation greets, | 5:51 | |
and no sign is given to mark the place one calls one's own. | 5:55 | |
The name marks the claim | 6:01 | |
a man's stakes against the world. | 6:05 | |
It is the private banner under which he moves, | 6:10 | |
which is his right, whatever else betides. | 6:15 | |
The name is a man's watermark, above which the tides | 6:20 | |
will never rise. | 6:26 | |
It is the thing he holds | 6:28 | |
that keeps him in the way | 6:33 | |
when every light has faded, and every marker | 6:38 | |
has been destroyed. | 6:43 | |
To be made anonymous, | 6:47 | |
and to give to it the acquiescence | 6:51 | |
of the heart, is to live without language. | 6:54 | |
And for such a one, even death is no dying. | 7:00 | |
To be known, to be called by one's name, | 7:08 | |
is to find one's place, | 7:13 | |
and hold it against all the | 7:16 | |
hordes of hell. | 7:20 | |
This is to know one's value | 7:24 | |
for oneself alone. | 7:28 | |
It is to honor and act as one's very own. | 7:32 | |
It is to live a life that is one's very own. | 7:37 | |
It is to bow before an altar that is one's very own. | 7:42 | |
It is to worship a god who is one's very own. | 7:47 | |
It is a strange freedom to be adrift in the world of men, | 7:52 | |
to act with no accounting, to go nameless up and down | 7:57 | |
the streets of other minds, where no salutation greets, | 8:02 | |
and no sign is given to mark the place | 8:07 | |
one calls one's own. | 8:11 | |
The experience of human freedom. | 8:26 | |
Give me the strength to be free, | 8:32 | |
and to endure the burden of freedom, | 8:39 | |
and the loneliness of those without chains. | 8:46 | |
Give me the strength to be free, | 8:53 | |
and to endure the burden of freedom, | 8:58 | |
and the loneliness of those without chains. | 9:02 | |
In my thought, freedom is an experience of being. | 9:10 | |
It is quality, therefore, | 9:17 | |
and not, of necessity, quantity. | 9:22 | |
And in my thought there is, what seems to me there | 9:28 | |
to be a radical distinction between liberty and freedom. | 9:31 | |
Liberty is that which is | 9:40 | |
conferred upon another, | 9:46 | |
or for a group, | 9:49 | |
from within the context of certain | 9:54 | |
presuppositions and values. | 9:57 | |
It may be a gratuity or it may be a right. | 10:04 | |
It can be withdrawn | 10:10 | |
as it can be conferred. | 10:14 | |
Freedom is of a different variety, | 10:24 | |
that's the wrong word. | 10:30 | |
Freedom is of a different quality, that's the word. | 10:31 | |
In essence, | 10:43 | |
freedom is | 10:46 | |
a sense of alternatives, | 10:49 | |
a sense of options. | 10:56 | |
I do not suggest that, | 11:06 | |
at any given moment in time, | 11:09 | |
the individual may be in a position to | 11:13 | |
opt the option, I did not say that. | 11:17 | |
But freedom is a sense, | 11:21 | |
a feel of options, | 11:24 | |
a sense of alternatives. | 11:30 | |
When I was a boy in Florida, | 11:38 | |
the traveling preacher | 11:42 | |
who made a most profound impression on me was a man | 11:44 | |
who came to our little community, | 11:48 | |
and described a journey, | 11:51 | |
is what it was, it was a journey, it was a visitation, | 11:56 | |
presently-conducted visitation to hell. | 11:59 | |
He was not a citizen of the community, | 12:05 | |
but he was shown around. | 12:11 | |
We came to a large dance hall, | 12:17 | |
and there were couples dancing, | 12:23 | |
and they had to dance forever | 12:28 | |
and forever and forever, and with the same partner. | 12:32 | |
(audience laughing) | 12:37 | |
That made it hell. | 12:39 | |
(audience laughing) | 12:42 | |
All options frozen. | 12:44 | |
And the other place, to which he was carried was | 12:54 | |
a huge pavilion or auditorium, | 12:58 | |
or something of that sort. | 13:02 | |
There were four people playing cards at a table, | 13:05 | |
and they were playing a game that was familiar | 13:09 | |
in those days called Five Up. | 13:12 | |
And they had to sit there and play cards | 13:16 | |
forever and ever and ever. | 13:21 | |
The sense, | 13:28 | |
I can't emphasize this too much, | 13:32 | |
the sense of option, | 13:36 | |
the feel of option. | 13:39 | |
This is why man or communities | 13:50 | |
or nations may be held | 13:53 | |
in subjection | 13:58 | |
with all alternatives cut off from them | 14:02 | |
for years and years and years, but as long as there is | 14:07 | |
at the center of the community, or the individual, | 14:10 | |
a sense of freedom, a sense of option, | 14:15 | |
then the dictator is uneasy. | 14:21 | |
I was going huckleberry picking.... | 14:27 | |
You'll pardon the way my mind is floating with you, | 14:32 | |
I don't...and you do the best you can. | 14:36 | |
(audience laughing) | 14:41 | |
But I am staying on the point. | 14:43 | |
But I pooh-pooh with it in my way because I don't have | 14:48 | |
too much energy. | 14:51 | |
I was going huckleberry picking with my sister | 14:55 | |
who was a little older, and I was always trying | 14:57 | |
to impress her with the fact that she kept me | 14:59 | |
from growing up. | 15:02 | |
She always insisted that I was her little baby brother, | 15:05 | |
even though I was, well, I weighed more than she did, | 15:11 | |
I was man, and she was just a... | 15:17 | |
She wasn't a man. | 15:20 | |
(audience laughing) | 15:23 | |
So we were going down this country road and | 15:26 | |
I noticed a tiny baby snake, | 15:31 | |
about that size, | 15:37 | |
going on his business across the road, | 15:40 | |
and I knew how she felt about any creeping thing, | 15:43 | |
so I called her attention to this, | 15:49 | |
and I said, "To show you that I'm not afraid, | 15:51 | |
"I will stand on this snake with my bare foot." | 15:54 | |
And I did! | 16:01 | |
The weight of my body made it impossible | 16:03 | |
for the snake to move, | 16:08 | |
but there came up an arrhythmic | 16:10 | |
pattern of sequences, | 16:13 | |
wave after wave of feeling as he shuddered. | 16:17 | |
He couldn't move, but he could do this. | 16:21 | |
And as long as he could do that, he was free. | 16:25 | |
(claps hands) | 16:30 | |
This is what I'm talking about. | 16:31 | |
Now | 16:36 | |
if I give that up, | 16:41 | |
all the world may be mine, | 16:53 | |
and I am still enslaved. | 16:58 | |
You get the picture now. | 17:12 | |
Freedom carries with it | 17:16 | |
a peculiar kind of responsibility | 17:22 | |
and I want to dwell on that, and I'll be through. | 17:25 | |
The first kind of responsibility | 17:31 | |
is a responsibility | 17:36 | |
for one's own actions, | 17:39 | |
whether one is able to act | 17:51 | |
on the action at any given moment in time. | 17:56 | |
When our two daughters were very small, | 18:05 | |
Mrs. Thurman decided that | 18:10 | |
I needed to be a little | 18:14 | |
more domesticated than I was, | 18:17 | |
so I was the official | 18:20 | |
babysitter for the month of July. | 18:24 | |
(audience laughing) | 18:27 | |
And she went about her own business. | 18:28 | |
But I arranged it so that the first two weeks | 18:31 | |
in July, I would spend in Florida with my mother. | 18:35 | |
(audience laughing) | 18:39 | |
And the last two weeks in July, I would spend | 18:40 | |
in Arkansas with Mrs. Thurman's mother. | 18:43 | |
(audience laughing) | 18:46 | |
The first time that I took our two daughters to Florida, | 18:48 | |
I took them around to show them all of my haunts, | 18:53 | |
where my old oyster bed was in Halifax River, | 18:59 | |
where I used to tie my boat, the place in the river | 19:04 | |
where I was baptized as a boy, all of these things. | 19:09 | |
I wanted to give them a sense of involvement | 19:13 | |
in the process that had created their father. | 19:17 | |
And as we walked along, we came by a high school. | 19:23 | |
And there were swings and seesaws, | 19:28 | |
whatever those things are. | 19:32 | |
And our daughter said, "Oh, daddy, there are swings | 19:34 | |
"over there, let's go swing!" | 19:37 | |
And I said to them, | 19:41 | |
"You can't swing in those swings." | 19:44 | |
And they said, "Why?" | 19:50 | |
I said, "When we get home, and we are drinking | 19:53 | |
"our lemonades and resting, I will tell you why." | 19:59 | |
So when we got home and we were resting, | 20:05 | |
our younger daughter, who subsequently became a lawyer, | 20:08 | |
(audience laughing) | 20:13 | |
said "Now, daddy, we are home, we are resting, | 20:14 | |
"we are drinking the lemonade, tell us." | 20:19 | |
And I will tell you what I told them. | 20:24 | |
I said, "It takes the state laws of Florida, | 20:29 | |
"it takes the state legislature of Florida, | 20:35 | |
"it takes all the judges, all the courts, | 20:39 | |
"most of the policemen, all the sheriffs, | 20:42 | |
"most of the institutions of learning, | 20:45 | |
"a large number of churches, it takes all of those people | 20:50 | |
"to keep two little girls from swinging in those swings. | 20:54 | |
"That's how important you are." | 20:59 | |
(audience acknowledges) | 21:01 | |
And then I said, "I'll tell you a story from the Bible." | 21:05 | |
"There was a time when human beings were much wiser | 21:12 | |
"and smarter than they are today. | 21:15 | |
"And there were two groups, the Philistines and the | 21:19 | |
"Judahites, and they were enemies. | 21:24 | |
"And they were going to fight, but some smart person | 21:30 | |
"said, 'Now why must we kill ourselves off? | 21:34 | |
"'Why not let us select one person from this group | 21:39 | |
"'and one person from that group, and let these | 21:44 | |
"'people fight, and we'll cheer.'" | 21:46 | |
(audience laughing) | 21:50 | |
"So Goliath was selected to represent the Philistines, | 21:54 | |
"and David to represent the Judahites. | 21:59 | |
"Goliath, with his short sword and his long sword, | 22:07 | |
"his breastplate, his armor covering exposed parts | 22:11 | |
"of his anatomy, | 22:15 | |
that's what he thought of David. | 22:20 | |
"David, in his shirttails, | 22:29 | |
no sandals, a slingshot | 22:35 | |
"with a stone in it, that's all he thought of Goliath. | 22:39 | |
"And when Goliath saw that, he had a stroke." | 22:43 | |
(audience laughing) | 22:48 | |
I must keep alive | 23:08 | |
a sense of my | 23:17 | |
own responsibility | 23:22 | |
for my own actions. | 23:28 | |
For whoever is able | 23:40 | |
to take responsibility for my actions, | 23:43 | |
to that person do I yield | 23:48 | |
the power of veto and certification over my life. | 23:54 | |
I think this is the timeless insight in the legend | 24:03 | |
in our tradition about George Washington | 24:07 | |
and the cherry tree. | 24:09 | |
"I did it with my little hatchet." | 24:13 | |
Something profound. | 24:19 | |
And as long as that stands at the core of the | 24:22 | |
sense of responsibility for one's own deeds, | 24:26 | |
there is hope | 24:29 | |
for the national light | 24:33 | |
and for the individuals who are involved in the tradition. | 24:36 | |
Now that's enough. | 24:51 | |
The second kind of responsibility, I want to | 24:55 | |
dwell upon just for a minute or two | 24:57 | |
and then I'm through. | 24:59 | |
Now this is what got them, please hear the words. | 25:02 | |
It is the sense, the making | 25:07 | |
of a sense of responsibility | 25:12 | |
for my reaction | 25:15 | |
to the events of my life. | 25:20 | |
This is critical, | 25:24 | |
for we are surrounded always | 25:29 | |
by impersonal forces over which we are unable to | 25:31 | |
exercise any control whatsoever. | 25:36 | |
In a rather authentic sense, | 25:39 | |
we are, all of us, victims | 25:42 | |
of the vast, impersonal world that nature | 25:47 | |
does not know that | 25:51 | |
I was sitting 36 hours | 25:55 | |
in the railroad station in Chicago, | 25:58 | |
that awful place that God made, but forgot. | 26:00 | |
(audience laughing) | 26:04 | |
The temperature didn't know I was there. | 26:10 | |
It didn't know that I was on my way to Duke, | 26:14 | |
and that I, and that the whole schedule was fouled up, | 26:18 | |
and that I was freezing | 26:21 | |
and getting a bad cold | 26:26 | |
and it didn't know anything about that. | 26:30 | |
There is something so vast and impersonal | 26:36 | |
about the world of nature that it just doesn't | 26:40 | |
quite know how to convey | 26:44 | |
to me that it knows | 26:49 | |
that I'm here. | 26:53 | |
I was in a snowstorm in western New York when I | 26:55 | |
was in school up there, | 26:58 | |
and I got off at the wrong place there one night, | 27:00 | |
and when I stepped off this thing, I came up snow | 27:04 | |
halfway up my thigh, and they'd called about | 27:07 | |
this business and there was nobody to meet me, | 27:10 | |
I was in the wrong place. | 27:13 | |
And I knew that it must be a crossing, | 27:16 | |
so I started walking to the left and getting | 27:19 | |
deeper and deeper in snow, | 27:24 | |
and the blizzard was coming down so that | 27:25 | |
I could hardly see my hand in front of me, | 27:27 | |
and I began to think first, and then to feel, | 27:31 | |
to feel first, and then to think, | 27:36 | |
that I was going to die, and nobody would know it. | 27:39 | |
So I began to address the blizzard. | 27:46 | |
(audience laughing) | 27:49 | |
I said "I'm a young man, | 27:52 | |
at the beginning of my career, | 27:56 | |
"the whole world is opening up before me, | 27:59 | |
"and I'm too young to die, I haven't begun to live." | 28:01 | |
The only thing the blizzard did was just to | 28:05 | |
keep on blizzarding. | 28:08 | |
(audience laughing) | 28:10 | |
There was no way. | 28:12 | |
And I was trying to put the face of a man | 28:15 | |
on this impersonal | 28:21 | |
dimensional world of nature, so that there would be | 28:23 | |
something with which I could treat, something | 28:26 | |
with which I could deal. | 28:30 | |
Bear in mind what I say, the second form of | 28:46 | |
responsibility for the free person is | 28:51 | |
a sense of responsibility for your | 28:56 | |
reaction to the events of your life. | 29:01 | |
Granted, that I may not be able to change them. | 29:07 | |
Somewhere deep within me, | 29:17 | |
I must not give up | 29:22 | |
the inner authority which is mine to say | 29:25 | |
yes or no. | 29:28 | |
Responsibility for my reactions | 29:34 | |
to the events of my life. | 29:40 | |
And this is true not only with reference to the | 29:46 | |
world of nature, but is also true with reference | 29:48 | |
to the social order about which we are surrounded. | 29:51 | |
There's something about the vast impersonal social | 29:56 | |
and economic order that simply does not know | 30:00 | |
that I am hungry or that I'm naked. | 30:04 | |
It can't take into account | 30:11 | |
the private entity | 30:16 | |
by which I define the authenticity of myself. | 30:18 | |
When we lived in Ohio, Oberlin, it's a convenient | 30:29 | |
stopping place between Chicago and Cleveland, | 30:33 | |
and I didn't know that we had so many friends. | 30:38 | |
Two o'clock in the morning, before a Sunday sermon, | 30:42 | |
"We're just driving through Oberlin and we remembered | 30:45 | |
"that you lived here, and we just thought | 30:48 | |
"we'd give you a ring." | 30:50 | |
And you would say, | 30:56 | |
after you reduce the confusion | 30:57 | |
to a manageable unit, you would greet them | 31:03 | |
and say "Well I'm sure you must be hungry, | 31:07 | |
"come by and have some coffee, and eggs and bacon." | 31:13 | |
(audience laughing) | 31:17 | |
Three o'clock in the morning. | 31:19 | |
I remember one morning this happened, | 31:22 | |
the day before that, the day before I had | 31:25 | |
gone to the store to get some eggs for a special | 31:28 | |
something for the sermon I wanted to do, | 31:31 | |
we used all the eggs for these lovely visitors. | 31:36 | |
(audience laughing) | 31:41 | |
And the next morning I had to go and get some more eggs. | 31:45 | |
But this time, the merchant took them from | 31:49 | |
the same place, but because they cost four cents | 31:53 | |
more a dozen than they did the afternoon before. | 31:57 | |
In the interval, I had been as kind to my wife | 32:01 | |
as I knew how, I'd been a good father, | 32:04 | |
I'd been a good citizen, whatever else it was. | 32:06 | |
But it made no difference. | 32:09 | |
The vast, impersonal economic order | 32:13 | |
could not bring itself to bear | 32:19 | |
upon my private dilemma, | 32:23 | |
and I had to fight for the integrity of myself | 32:26 | |
in the midst of this kind of vast, impersonal arrangement | 32:31 | |
if I were to be free. | 32:36 | |
This is enough. | 32:43 | |
Freedom is a sense | 32:49 | |
of alternatives, a sense of option. | 32:57 | |
It is not, of necessity, the ability at any given | 33:03 | |
moment in time, to exercise the option. | 33:08 | |
I do not say that. | 33:12 | |
But it is to hold the sense of | 33:15 | |
option at the ready, | 33:19 | |
which says always, always | 33:23 | |
there is available an alternative | 33:31 | |
that carries with it two kinds of responsibility: | 33:42 | |
one, the responsibility for one's own action, | 33:47 | |
one's own sense, | 33:52 | |
the second, the responsibility for my reaction | 33:56 | |
to the events of my life over which I am unable | 34:02 | |
to exercise any control whatsoever. | 34:07 | |
And he or she who would be free | 34:16 | |
must keep alive | 34:22 | |
a dead certainty, | 34:25 | |
a feeling, a notion, an awareness, | 34:30 | |
that whatever my circumstances, my condition, | 34:36 | |
my situation may be at any given moment in time, | 34:39 | |
it does not exhaust | 34:44 | |
what the possibilities of life are for me. | 34:48 | |
Give me the strength to be free, | 34:54 | |
and to endure | 35:01 | |
the burden of freedom, | 35:04 | |
and the loneliness | 35:10 | |
of those without chains. | 35:15 | |
(audience applauds) | 35:22 | |
Thank you. | 35:33 | |
- | Thank you, Dr. Thurman. | 35:48 |
We've already been thankful that he made the horrible | 35:50 | |
trip through the snow to get here, and we have been | 35:55 | |
blessed by your presence. | 36:00 | |
- | Thank you very much. | 36:04 |
- | He will speak in the morning at 9:20 in York Chapel, | 36:04 |
you will be able to hear him without straining. | 36:08 | |
We want to remind you again that his books | 36:12 | |
are on sale at the Gothic Bookstore. | 36:16 | |
Some of you, I see your little sack. | 36:18 | |
She's already bought 'em, but they did order | 36:22 | |
a special supply for us. | 36:24 | |
Thank you, again, Dr. Thurman. | 36:28 | |
We love you. | 36:29 | |
- | Thank you very much. | 36:31 |
(audience applauds) | 36:32 | |
Well, I made it. | 36:37 | |
- | You made it. | 36:38 |
The secretary has written out your manuscript. | 36:40 | |
Now, do you want to read it, or do you want her | 36:43 | |
to read it? | 36:46 | |
- | Which one? | 36:47 |