Helen G. Crotwell - "With Sighs Too Deep for Words" (February 11, 1979)
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- | Duke University Chapel Service of Worship, | 0:03 |
February 11th, 1979. | 0:07 | |
(organist playing "Mein junges Leben hat ein End") | 0:13 | |
(baby babbles) | 7:18 | |
(organist playing "Christ unser Herr zum Jordan kam") | 7:23 | |
(choir sings "Beautiful Savior") | 12:37 | |
♪ Beautiful Savior ♪ | 12:38 | |
♪ Lord of the nations ♪ | 12:45 | |
♪ Son of God ♪ | 12:53 | |
♪ And Son of Man ♪ | 12:59 | |
♪ Glory and honor ♪ | 13:09 | |
♪ Praise, adoration ♪ | 13:16 | |
♪ Now and forevermore be Thine ♪ | 13:23 | |
♪ Now and forevermore be Thine ♪ | 13:34 | |
♪ Now and forevermore be Thine ♪ | 13:38 | |
(organist playing "Beautiful Savior") | 13:59 | |
(organ music drowns out singing) | 14:38 | |
- | Let us confess our sins to Almighty God. | 17:52 |
Our petty lives, our sin, | 17:56 | |
these we confess to you, oh God. | 17:59 | |
The quietness of your presence rebuffs us. | 18:03 | |
For some, there is no discipline | 18:07 | |
to hold us steady in the waiting, | 18:10 | |
and our minds reject the noiseless invasion of your Spirit. | 18:13 | |
For some, there is no will to offer | 18:18 | |
what is central in our thoughts. | 18:21 | |
(congregation murmuring) | 18:24 | |
For some, the evils of the world tear down | 18:31 | |
all our concentrations. | 18:34 | |
(congregation murmuring) | 18:37 | |
War and oppression, | 18:40 | |
illness and loneliness have covered us with heavy shadows, | 18:42 | |
making the days big with forebodings. | 18:47 | |
(congregation murmuring) | 18:50 | |
We do not know how to do what we know to do. | 18:56 | |
(congregation murmuring) | 19:00 | |
Our petty lives, our sin, | 19:06 | |
these we place upon your altar. | 19:09 | |
In silence, each of us confesses. | 19:12 | |
Almighty God, have mercy on us. | 19:44 | |
Forgive us all our sins through our Lord, Jesus Christ. | 19:48 | |
Strengthen us in all goodness, | 19:53 | |
and by the power of the Holy Sprit, | 19:55 | |
keep us in eternal life, amen. | 19:58 | |
Let us give thanks, for God is good, | 20:04 | |
and God's love is everlasting. | 20:06 | |
(congregation murmuring) | 20:09 | |
May I call your attention | 20:22 | |
to two announcements in the bulletin? | 20:23 | |
The first is that all of today's offering is to go | 20:26 | |
to the Edwin Tate Fund for a 10 year-old Durham boy | 20:30 | |
who has been through successful open-heart surgery. | 20:36 | |
That is the designation of the offering today. | 20:41 | |
And also, at 7:30 tonight, | 20:46 | |
there will be in the chapel crypt | 20:50 | |
a second century Eucharist, | 20:52 | |
conducted by Professor Robert Greg, | 20:55 | |
a professor of early church history in the Divinity School. | 20:58 | |
The soloist for the anthem today, O Lord Most Holy, | 21:03 | |
will be Professor John Hanks. | 21:10 | |
- | Let us pray. | 21:23 |
Dear God, open our hearts and minds | 21:25 | |
that we may hear your word | 21:28 | |
through the reading of the scripture, amen. | 21:29 | |
The reading of the scripture's | 21:35 | |
from the eighth chapter of Romans. | 21:36 | |
Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. | 21:41 | |
For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, | 21:45 | |
but the Spirit himself intercedes for us | 21:48 | |
with sighs too deep for words. | 21:51 | |
And he who searches hearts of men knows | 21:54 | |
what is the mind of the Spirit | 21:58 | |
because the Spirit intercedes | 22:01 | |
for the saints according to the will of God. | 22:03 | |
This ends the reading of the scripture. | 22:08 | |
(organist playing "O Lord Most Holy") | 22:21 | |
♪ O Lord most holy ♪ | 23:07 | |
♪ O Lord most mighty ♪ | 23:15 | |
♪ O loving Father ♪ | 23:23 | |
♪ Thee would we be praising alway ♪ | 23:29 | |
♪ Help us to know Thee ♪ | 23:39 | |
♪ Know Thee and love Thee ♪ | 23:47 | |
♪ Father, Father ♪ | 23:56 | |
♪ Grant us Thy truth and grace ♪ | 24:04 | |
♪ Father, Father ♪ | 24:12 | |
♪ Guide and defend us ♪ | 24:20 | |
♪ Rule Thou our wilful hearts ♪ | 24:44 | |
♪ Keep Thine our wand'ring thoughts ♪ | 24:52 | |
♪ In all our sorrows ♪ | 25:00 | |
♪ Let us find our rest in Thee ♪ | 25:06 | |
♪ And in temptation's hour ♪ | 25:16 | |
♪ Save through Thy mighty power ♪ | 25:24 | |
♪ Thine aid, O send us ♪ | 25:32 | |
♪ Hear us in mercy ♪ | 25:41 | |
♪ Show us Thy favor ♪ | 25:49 | |
♪ So Shall we live and sing praise to Thee ♪ | 25:58 | |
Will the congregation please stand | 26:35 | |
for the reading of the Gospel. | 26:37 | |
And when they came to the disciples, | 26:45 | |
they saw a great crowd about them | 26:47 | |
and scribes arguing with them. | 26:49 | |
And immediately all the crowd, when they saw him, | 26:52 | |
were greatly amazed and ran up to him and greeted him. | 26:56 | |
And he asked them, "What are you discussing with them?" | 27:00 | |
And one it the crowd answered him, | 27:04 | |
"Teacher, I brought my son to you, | 27:07 | |
"for he has a dumb spirit. | 27:11 | |
"And whenever it seizes him, it dashes him down, | 27:13 | |
"and he foams and grinds his teeth and becomes rigid. | 27:17 | |
"And I asked your disciples to cast it out, | 27:22 | |
"and they were not able." | 27:25 | |
And he answered them, "O faithless generation, | 27:28 | |
"how long am I to be with you? | 27:32 | |
"How long am I to bear with you? | 27:35 | |
"Bring him to me." | 27:38 | |
And they brought the boy to him. | 27:41 | |
And when the spirit saw him, | 27:43 | |
immediately it convulsed the boy, and he fell on the ground | 27:44 | |
and rolled about, foaming at the mouth. | 27:47 | |
And Jesus asked his father, "How long has he had this?" | 27:51 | |
And he said, "From childhood. | 27:56 | |
"And it has often cast him into fire | 28:00 | |
"and into the water, to destroy him. | 28:02 | |
"But if you can do anything, have pity on us and help us." | 28:05 | |
And Jesus said to him, "'If you can'! | 28:10 | |
"All things are possible to him who believes." | 28:14 | |
Immediately the father of the child cried out and said, | 28:18 | |
"I believe; help my unbelief!" | 28:22 | |
And when Jesus saw that a crowd came running together, | 28:26 | |
he rebuked the unclean spirit, saying to it, | 28:30 | |
"You dumb and deaf spirit, I command you, | 28:33 | |
"come out of him and never enter him again." | 28:36 | |
And after crying out and convulsing him terribly, | 28:42 | |
it came out, and the boy was like a corpse, | 28:45 | |
so that most of them said, "He is dead." | 28:49 | |
But Jesus took him by the hand | 28:54 | |
and lifted him up, and he arose. | 28:55 | |
And when he had entered the house, | 28:59 | |
his disciples asked him privately, | 29:01 | |
"Why could we not cast it out?" | 29:04 | |
And he said to them, | 29:08 | |
"This kind cannot be driven out by anything but prayer." | 29:10 | |
Here ends the reading of the Gospel. | 29:17 | |
All praise and glory be to God. | 29:19 | |
(organist plays traditional worship music) | 29:22 | |
♪ Glory be to our Creator ♪ | 29:37 | |
♪ Praise to our Redeemer ♪ | 29:44 | |
♪ Glory be to our Sustainer ♪ | 29:51 | |
♪ Ever three and ever one ♪ | 29:58 | |
♪ As it was in the beginning ♪ | 30:06 | |
♪ Ever shall be, amen ♪ | 30:13 | |
- | Being in the presence of Dr. Howard Thurman focused again | 30:38 |
for me the power, the value, | 30:42 | |
and the importance of prayer and meditation. | 30:46 | |
We marveled at his surviving the trip | 30:51 | |
from San Francisco to Raleigh by train | 30:54 | |
during the midst of that terrible snowstorm. | 30:58 | |
When the heating system on the train failed, | 31:02 | |
there were times when the temperature | 31:06 | |
was well below freezing. | 31:08 | |
And then when the trains could not get out | 31:12 | |
of the Chicago terminal, and there were no hotels available, | 31:15 | |
and his friends could not get to the station to get him, | 31:21 | |
he sat up for 36 hours | 31:26 | |
in the terminal. | 31:31 | |
How would you imagine a 79 year-old man responding | 31:34 | |
to that situation? | 31:39 | |
Or can you imagine how you would have coped with such? | 31:41 | |
Perhaps with anger, outrage, frustration, | 31:46 | |
emotional exhaustion because of events | 31:51 | |
you cannot control. | 31:56 | |
I asked Dr. Thurman what surely must have been | 31:59 | |
the most inane he was asked during his whole stay at Duke. | 32:03 | |
"Did your life of prayer and meditation help sustain you | 32:10 | |
"on that awful trip?" | 32:13 | |
Of course it did, I didn't have to ask. | 32:17 | |
You looked at his face and his eyes and knew. | 32:21 | |
Even so, he responded, telling with some amusement | 32:26 | |
about the most unlikely place for meditation, | 32:32 | |
sitting in the dispatcher's office in Chicago, | 32:37 | |
huddled to keep warm. | 32:42 | |
To be human is to pray. | 32:46 | |
It may be in moans or sighs too deep for words | 32:50 | |
or in words which reflect our petitions, | 32:57 | |
confessions, thanksgiving. | 33:01 | |
Whatever form it takes, | 33:05 | |
prayer is as essential to our humanity as breathing, | 33:07 | |
eating, sleeping, thinking. | 33:12 | |
Prayer is a critical condition | 33:17 | |
for our being fully human. | 33:20 | |
And just as some other dimensions of our lives, | 33:25 | |
our creativity, our sensitivity, our compassion, | 33:28 | |
even our physical wellbeing can be stunted | 33:34 | |
and may not develop to the fullest, | 33:39 | |
so it is with our capacity to be people who pray. | 33:43 | |
I yearn, and may of you yearn, | 33:49 | |
for a richer, fuller life of prayer. | 33:52 | |
We wonder what happened to the resolutions, | 33:55 | |
to our intentions. | 33:58 | |
Why is it that we are not faithful? | 34:01 | |
Why is there still this yearning, this longing? | 34:05 | |
Perhaps for a web of reasons. | 34:10 | |
Even with all of our talk and reading about prayer, | 34:15 | |
we do not have a clear understanding | 34:19 | |
of what it means to be a person of prayer. | 34:21 | |
We are like the man who felt that he was incapable | 34:25 | |
and too ignorant to pray. | 34:30 | |
And so he said to God, | 34:32 | |
"Here are all of the letters of the alphabet, oh God. | 34:35 | |
"Take them and make them | 34:39 | |
into a prayer from me to you." | 34:43 | |
We who are fairly intelligent, | 34:49 | |
sophisticated, and wise may have more trouble praying, | 34:51 | |
though, than this man did | 34:56 | |
or those who don't get so tied up in theoretical | 34:59 | |
or unanswerable and sometime inane questions like: | 35:03 | |
Can God create a rock so big | 35:08 | |
that it can't be moved by the same creative power? | 35:12 | |
Being 20th century people who analyze | 35:17 | |
and understand the world puts us in a climate | 35:20 | |
that makes it difficult | 35:25 | |
for us to accept an unseen spiritual power, | 35:27 | |
which is not observable or measurable. | 35:33 | |
We feel that we have been liberated from the myth, | 35:38 | |
or is it mystery? | 35:43 | |
That there is a spiritual power at work in this world, | 35:45 | |
which is beyond the bounds of our understanding | 35:48 | |
and comprehension and control. | 35:52 | |
We also have trouble being people of prayer | 35:57 | |
because of our experience with some people's prayers, | 36:01 | |
prayers where people seem to try to manipulate God | 36:05 | |
to take care of their selfish interests, | 36:10 | |
often at the expense of another person or group. | 36:13 | |
And we are, indeed, irritated | 36:17 | |
by some of the obscene examples of public prayer, | 36:19 | |
which make a mockery of God and of us. | 36:23 | |
We pull away from any implication of prayer that suggests | 36:27 | |
that we can coerce God into doing something for us | 36:32 | |
or any suggestion that implies that God needs to be informed | 36:38 | |
in detail about our particular situation or problem, | 36:43 | |
in fact sometimes even needs to be given instruction as to | 36:48 | |
what would be an appropriate response to our situation. | 36:52 | |
For these and other reasons, | 36:57 | |
many of us have a limited and often distorted understanding | 36:58 | |
and vision of the depth and breadth of prayer. | 37:03 | |
Prayer as listening, as waiting, | 37:08 | |
as silence, as work, | 37:13 | |
as a radical response to life. | 37:18 | |
In our experience of corporate worship, | 37:24 | |
we usually participate in two models of prayer: | 37:26 | |
the liturgical and the free spontaneous, | 37:30 | |
forms of praying which can be rich and nourishing for some | 37:35 | |
and yet for others, empty and meaningless. | 37:39 | |
For some, the liturgical seems mechanical | 37:44 | |
and incomprehensible. And the free spontaneous, | 37:46 | |
which too soon becomes rigid in its form, | 37:51 | |
seems inane chitchat with God. | 37:55 | |
Bill Coffin once described a preacher's public prayers | 37:59 | |
as sounding like a person reading a laundry list | 38:03 | |
or asking God to have the next dance. | 38:08 | |
Now if this has been our experience, | 38:11 | |
we may decide that we are not praying people | 38:14 | |
without realizing the wealth and the diversity | 38:17 | |
of options available to us | 38:20 | |
as we seek to relate to and respond to God. | 38:22 | |
And some people never follow through | 38:29 | |
on their intentions to develop the devotional life | 38:31 | |
because they just never find time to pray. | 38:34 | |
This is especially true when our lives seem self-sufficient | 38:37 | |
and all is going well. | 38:42 | |
Someday we'll find time when we finish school | 38:44 | |
and don't have all of those papers to write | 38:48 | |
or when we finally get established in our profession | 38:52 | |
or we don't have so many demands being made | 38:55 | |
on our time and energy | 38:59 | |
or we don't have to be so busy trying to prove our worth | 39:01 | |
and value in this world. | 39:05 | |
My need to prove myself became obvious to me | 39:08 | |
through an experience I had during my stay in Europe. | 39:12 | |
I visited one of the second orders of the Taize community | 39:17 | |
located in a small town near Basel. | 39:21 | |
It was a house of silence, a retreat center, | 39:24 | |
a place I could stay indefinitely for free | 39:28 | |
if I participated in the work of the house | 39:32 | |
in the same way as the members of the order. | 39:35 | |
With a strict discipline and schedule for prayer | 39:38 | |
and work and personal devotions, | 39:42 | |
I was pleased to have this time | 39:46 | |
and space to develop my devotional life. | 39:48 | |
The work was done in the mornings, | 39:53 | |
as we prepared the guesthouse | 39:55 | |
for people to make their spiritual retreats. | 39:56 | |
My specific jobs were cleaning the windows and floors | 40:02 | |
and bathrooms and stuff like that. | 40:05 | |
And being from the United States, | 40:08 | |
I was afraid I'd be seen as a person so used to luxury | 40:10 | |
that I wouldn't do any hard work. | 40:14 | |
So I was determined to show them. | 40:16 | |
I'd work zealously, | 40:19 | |
finishing the assigned task for the morning in record time | 40:21 | |
and then asking for more, give me more to do. | 40:25 | |
Then when the afternoons came, I'd be so exhausted, | 40:30 | |
the time for study and meditation and reflection, | 40:37 | |
that instead of using that time, my exhaustion meant | 40:43 | |
that I would go to my room and fall asleep. | 40:47 | |
Dumb, but unfortunately, | 40:51 | |
not isolated dumbness. | 40:56 | |
Now these past few comments have only opened to us | 41:01 | |
for our consideration some of the problems, | 41:04 | |
and we have time to open up only a few | 41:08 | |
of the many dimensions of prayer available to us. | 41:11 | |
All of us have experienced the kind of prayer Paul describes | 41:16 | |
as being sighs too deep for words. | 41:19 | |
When our resources are not equal to the | 41:25 | |
limits of our lives, | 41:29 | |
when we realize that we are not self-sufficient, | 41:32 | |
not self-contained islands, that our strengths | 41:36 | |
and abilities are not enough to get us through, | 41:41 | |
when the pain and anxiety are too much for us, | 41:46 | |
then we cry out to God in sighs | 41:51 | |
that are too deep for words, | 41:56 | |
for at these times, words are inadequate. | 41:59 | |
Paul says that when this happens, | 42:04 | |
God's spirit works through us, releasing our sighs. | 42:07 | |
Our prayers come as sighs too deep for words | 42:13 | |
when we experience the shock of the loss of that | 42:17 | |
which has been a source of joy, | 42:20 | |
of meaning, of value in our lives, | 42:23 | |
when we know the fear in us as we face emptiness | 42:28 | |
or defeat or betrayal | 42:33 | |
or the overwhelming burden | 42:37 | |
of the world's tragedies. | 42:40 | |
Just this year, we as a community have responded | 42:44 | |
with sighs too deep for words when we have faced | 42:47 | |
the many personal tragedies in our midst, | 42:51 | |
the pain and terror of illness and accidents, | 42:55 | |
the anxiety for the recovery | 43:00 | |
to good health of people we love, | 43:03 | |
the agonizing and unexpected loss by death | 43:07 | |
of those we love. | 43:12 | |
And these sighs too deep for words bring us | 43:15 | |
into the presence of and an awareness | 43:18 | |
of God's supporting, encompassing arms, | 43:21 | |
and we know comfort | 43:27 | |
as when a mother enfolds a hurting child to her body | 43:30 | |
and the strength of the Father's sure hand | 43:35 | |
as we walk and do what for us is the unknown. | 43:38 | |
In all this, we experience God's sustaining grace. | 43:44 | |
These sighs, though, soon become words, | 43:50 | |
cries for help, prayers of intercession and supplication. | 43:54 | |
But how can we do this if we say, | 44:01 | |
we do not believe that God needs to be told, | 44:04 | |
that God does not have to be begged. | 44:07 | |
We do this because we cannot help it. | 44:11 | |
But what is our hope? | 44:15 | |
And what do we do with some of the stories Jesus told us, | 44:18 | |
like the judge who was pestered and hounded | 44:22 | |
by a certain widow who needed help from him? | 44:25 | |
She followed this man everywhere he went, | 44:29 | |
never leaving him, not letting him be our of her sight, | 44:33 | |
always pleading her case, and finally he responded, | 44:37 | |
just to get rid of her to have some peace. | 44:42 | |
Then another story, the neighbor who was awakened | 44:47 | |
at midnight by a friend in need of bread. | 44:50 | |
The friend was not put off by the neighbor's admonition, | 44:53 | |
"Go away, leave us alone, we are asleep. | 44:56 | |
"My whole family is asleep, please don't disturb us. | 45:00 | |
"Surely your guest will not starve until morning!" | 45:04 | |
Every time the man would pull the covers back over his head, | 45:08 | |
the friend would knock and plead even louder, | 45:12 | |
and finally, out of desperation | 45:16 | |
and the desire to get a night's sleep, | 45:19 | |
the neighbor got up and gave the friend some bread. | 45:21 | |
Now is Jesus saying that God is like this? | 45:26 | |
That God has to be pestered and harassed? | 45:29 | |
If we, like a gnat, keep on annoying God, | 45:33 | |
God will respond to get rid of us | 45:37 | |
and get back to the important work in the universe. | 45:40 | |
Now these are truly funny stories | 45:44 | |
and reflect Jesus' great sense of humor. | 45:47 | |
And these are stories about us, not about God, | 45:51 | |
stories telling us, it's not easy work to pray. | 45:56 | |
We must be persistent and struggle and keep on with it, | 46:00 | |
for Jesus knew well how easy it is | 46:04 | |
for us to become distracted and not to keep seeking | 46:08 | |
and searching and reaching and remaining open to God. | 46:11 | |
And for those of us who are skeptical | 46:17 | |
about prayer of intercession, | 46:19 | |
it would be helpful for us to look at Jesus' life of prayer | 46:22 | |
and his teachings about prayer, | 46:26 | |
getting some idea of both the possibility and the limits. | 46:28 | |
The story from Mark, which was read today, | 46:36 | |
describe Jesus' healing of the epileptic son | 46:38 | |
after the disciples had failed. | 46:42 | |
This was quite an embarrassment to the disciples. | 46:45 | |
Many people had gathered around | 46:48 | |
to watch them perform this miracle, and they failed. | 46:50 | |
We know what the disciples must have felt like. | 46:56 | |
We come upon simple problems or terrible conditions | 46:59 | |
in this world and we rush around, | 47:03 | |
showing everyone how we can fix things up, | 47:06 | |
work miracles and we, too, fail. | 47:09 | |
A friend discussed this passage with me, | 47:14 | |
noting that Jesus used many ways to change lives, | 47:16 | |
to heal people, sometimes saying, "Get up and walk," | 47:20 | |
or "Repent, all your sins are forgiven." | 47:24 | |
Sometimes touching, looking, | 47:28 | |
and sometimes using spit to make some mud. | 47:31 | |
The disciples were scurrying about | 47:36 | |
to work the same sort of miracle but failed, | 47:38 | |
and after Jesus healed the boy, he told them, | 47:42 | |
"Don't be too upset, this was indeed a difficult case, | 47:47 | |
"and these demons could only be driven out by prayer." | 47:52 | |
Prayer, which we dismiss into | 47:58 | |
the area of ineffectual, | 48:02 | |
is for Jesus necessary | 48:05 | |
for situations beyond human power. | 48:08 | |
Now this really is a story | 48:12 | |
about God's power and our human power. | 48:14 | |
We have freedom, and we have limited power, | 48:18 | |
power to move things about, things, people, and ideas. | 48:21 | |
We have power to work from the outside | 48:27 | |
to push, to pull, to prod, to mold, | 48:30 | |
to alter people to our own liking for our own good, | 48:33 | |
and sometimes for their own good. | 48:37 | |
But our power is limited, outside power. | 48:40 | |
None of us has the power to | 48:45 | |
satisfy our own deepest longings | 48:48 | |
nor those of another person. | 48:52 | |
God's power is love, | 48:57 | |
love which fulfills our deepest human quest. | 49:01 | |
But this power is also limited, | 49:07 | |
limited by our human freedom. | 49:10 | |
It is possible for us to close ourselves off | 49:13 | |
from God's love. Love is given. | 49:17 | |
We cannot work for it or achieve it. | 49:22 | |
Love is given to us by God. | 49:26 | |
Now when we reach the limits of our power, | 49:31 | |
even if we have made intellectual statements | 49:35 | |
that we do not believe in intercessory prayer, | 49:38 | |
we pray to God, we cry out to God | 49:41 | |
in prayers of supplication and intercession. | 49:45 | |
Nowhere in the Gospels or in any testimony of the saints | 49:50 | |
do we have any clue that life of prayer is easy | 49:57 | |
or that to pray means | 50:00 | |
that we or those we love will not suffer, | 50:03 | |
that our lives will be all A's | 50:07 | |
or tenured or good news or good meals | 50:09 | |
with no illness and no demonic situations | 50:14 | |
and no accidents and no tragedies | 50:18 | |
or no early and unexpected deaths, | 50:21 | |
for we are living in a world | 50:25 | |
which is messed up by human freedom, | 50:27 | |
a world which caused Jesus to pray with such agony | 50:30 | |
that his sweat was like great drops of blood, | 50:35 | |
a world which killed Jesus. | 50:39 | |
So we pray not expecting | 50:43 | |
that this will mean life will have no pain | 50:45 | |
or no heartbreak or no suffering, | 50:47 | |
not expecting God to do magic tricks for us, | 50:50 | |
not expecting that, without our help, | 50:55 | |
God will eradicate human evil | 50:57 | |
or loneliness or hunger or war. | 50:59 | |
But we pray knowing that we do not have | 51:02 | |
within ourselves the resources to survive | 51:05 | |
through the tragedies we face, | 51:09 | |
nor can we find ultimate meaning | 51:11 | |
within ourselves or within our families, | 51:14 | |
and we pray knowing that our prayers | 51:19 | |
of intercession may be empty phrases, | 51:23 | |
like Jesus' description of the pharisees as hypocritical. | 51:27 | |
If we pray to God to feed the hungry | 51:33 | |
and clothe the naked and free the prisoners | 51:36 | |
and go about our daily tasks, | 51:39 | |
if all we have to do is to tell God | 51:41 | |
what needs doing in this world, | 51:44 | |
and our of gratitude for being reminded of our condition, | 51:46 | |
God will immediately zap and create another Garden of Eden | 51:50 | |
for us to mess up again, | 51:54 | |
it just may be that there is another reason | 51:57 | |
we do not pray as we wish. | 52:02 | |
It may be that we are afraid | 52:05 | |
God might take us seriously and use us. | 52:08 | |
To become people of prayer, | 52:14 | |
we need to learn what enables us to pray, | 52:15 | |
the form, the space, the aids we need. | 52:19 | |
Perhaps it will mean finding a regular time | 52:25 | |
and space for quietness and stillness, | 52:27 | |
or finding a spiritual director, | 52:30 | |
or writing a prayer journal. | 52:33 | |
We can learn from those lives, | 52:36 | |
from those people whose lives are lives of prayer, | 52:39 | |
not only in the private places but in the very public places | 52:45 | |
like we saw in Dr. Howard Thurman. | 52:50 | |
We can appropriate the vast human resources | 52:54 | |
which are available to us, | 52:57 | |
people, books, the psalms, guides for prayer. | 53:00 | |
We can begin to pray. | 53:07 | |
Prayer offers to us an opportunity to be related | 53:10 | |
to the spirit of God and brings to our lives meaning, | 53:13 | |
which transcend our finitude. | 53:18 | |
Prayer is God working in us | 53:23 | |
to enable us to love, | 53:26 | |
and so we pray with the expectancy that through our prayer, | 53:30 | |
our lives will become transparent with God's love, | 53:35 | |
and we'll become channels of God's loving purpose, | 53:41 | |
that God's love will flow through us, healing us | 53:46 | |
and enabling us to become healing agents for others. | 53:51 | |
And so today we pray, | 53:59 | |
Lord, we believe. | 54:02 | |
Help Thou our unbelief, | 54:06 | |
amen. | 54:11 | |
(organist playing "Oh God of Earth and Altar") | 54:21 | |
♪ O God of earth and altar ♪ | 55:04 | |
♪ Bow down and hear our cry ♪ | 55:10 | |
♪ Our earthly rulers falter ♪ | 55:15 | |
♪ Our people drift and die ♪ | 55:21 | |
♪ The walls of gold entomb us ♪ | 55:27 | |
♪ The swords of scorn divide ♪ | 55:32 | |
♪ Take not thy thunder from us ♪ | 55:38 | |
♪ But take away our pride ♪ | 55:44 | |
♪ From all that terror teaches ♪ | 55:52 | |
♪ From lies of tongue and pen ♪ | 55:57 | |
♪ From all the easy speeches ♪ | 56:03 | |
♪ That comfort cruel men ♪ | 56:09 | |
♪ From sale and profanation ♪ | 56:15 | |
♪ Of honor and the sword ♪ | 56:20 | |
♪ From sleep and from damnation ♪ | 56:26 | |
♪ Deliver us, good Lord ♪ | 56:32 | |
♪ Tie in a living tether ♪ | 56:40 | |
♪ The prince and priest and thrall ♪ | 56:46 | |
♪ Bind all our lives together ♪ | 56:52 | |
♪ Smite us and save us all ♪ | 56:58 | |
♪ In ire and exultation ♪ | 57:03 | |
♪ Aflame with faith, and free ♪ | 57:09 | |
♪ Lift up a living nation ♪ | 57:15 | |
♪ A single sword to thee ♪ | 57:20 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 57:29 | |
- | Let us affirm what we believe. | 57:39 |
We believe in God, who has created and is creating, | 57:43 | |
who has come in the truly human Jesus | 57:49 | |
to reconcile and make new, | 57:52 | |
who works in us and others by the spirit. | 57:55 | |
We trust God, who calls us to be the church, | 57:59 | |
to celebrate life and its fullness, | 58:04 | |
to love and serve others, | 58:08 | |
to seek justice and resist evil, | 58:10 | |
to proclaim Jesus, crucified and risen, | 58:14 | |
our judge and our hope. | 58:18 | |
In life, in death, in life beyond death, | 58:21 | |
God is with us, we are not alone. | 58:26 | |
Thanks be to God. | 58:30 | |
Be seated please. | 58:34 | |
The Lord be with you. | 58:42 | |
(congregation murmurs response) | 58:43 | |
Let us pray. | 58:45 | |
In peace we pray to you, oh Lord, | 58:48 | |
for the holy church of God, | 58:52 | |
that it may be filled with truth and love | 58:55 | |
and be found without fault at the day of your coming, | 58:58 | |
we pray to you, oh Lord. | 59:02 | |
For our own ministers, especially Robert and Helen, | 59:05 | |
and other ministers and for all the holy people of God, | 59:10 | |
we pray to you, oh Lord. | 59:15 | |
For all who fear God and believe in you, Lord Christ, | 59:19 | |
that our divisions may cease | 59:23 | |
and that all may be one as you and the Father are one | 59:25 | |
we pray to you, oh Lord. | 59:30 | |
For the mission of the church, | 59:33 | |
that in faithful witness it may preach the Gospel | 59:35 | |
to the ends of the Earth, we pray to you, oh Lord. | 59:38 | |
For those who do not believe | 59:44 | |
and for those who have lost their faith, | 59:46 | |
that they may receive the light of the Gospel, | 59:49 | |
we pray to you, oh Lord. | 59:52 | |
For the peace of the world, | 59:56 | |
that a spirit of respect and forbearance may grow | 59:58 | |
among nations and peoples, we pray to you, oh Lord. | 1:00:02 | |
For those in positions of public trust, | 1:00:07 | |
that they may serve justice and promote the dignity | 1:00:10 | |
and freedom of every person, we pray to you, oh Lord. | 1:00:14 | |
For all who live and work in this community, | 1:00:20 | |
we pray to you, oh Lord. | 1:00:23 | |
For a blessing upon all human labor | 1:00:26 | |
and for the right use of the riches of creation, | 1:00:29 | |
that the world may be freed from poverty, famine, | 1:00:33 | |
and disaster, we pray to you, oh Lord. | 1:00:37 | |
For the poor, the persecuted, the sick, and all who suffer. | 1:00:42 | |
For refugees, prisoners, and all who are in danger, | 1:00:48 | |
that they may be relieved and protected, | 1:00:54 | |
we pray to you, oh Lord. | 1:00:57 | |
For this congregation, | 1:01:00 | |
that we may be delivered from hardness of heart | 1:01:02 | |
and show forth your glory in all that we do, | 1:01:05 | |
we pray to you, oh Lord. | 1:01:09 | |
For our enemies and those who wish us harm | 1:01:12 | |
and for all whom we have injured or offended, | 1:01:15 | |
we pray to you, oh Lord. | 1:01:19 | |
For ourselves, for the forgiveness of our sins, | 1:01:21 | |
and for the grace of the Holy Spirit to amend our lives, | 1:01:25 | |
we pray to you, oh Lord. | 1:01:29 | |
For all who have commended themselves to our prayers, | 1:01:32 | |
for our families, friends, and neighbors, | 1:01:35 | |
that being freed from anxiety, they may live in joy, | 1:01:39 | |
peace, and health, we pray to thee, oh Lord. | 1:01:44 | |
For all who have died in the communion of your church | 1:01:48 | |
and those whose faith is known to you alone, | 1:01:51 | |
that, with all the saints, they may have rest | 1:01:55 | |
in that place where there is no pain or grief | 1:01:58 | |
but life eternal, we pray to you, oh Lord. | 1:02:01 | |
Rejoicing in the fellowship of all the saints, | 1:02:06 | |
let us commend ourselves and one another | 1:02:09 | |
and all our life to Christ our God. | 1:02:12 | |
Heavenly Father, you have promised to hear | 1:02:17 | |
what we ask in the name of your son. | 1:02:19 | |
Accept and fulfill our petitions, we pray, | 1:02:22 | |
not as we ask in our ignorance | 1:02:26 | |
nor as we deserve in our sinfulness, | 1:02:29 | |
but as you know and love us in your son, | 1:02:32 | |
Jesus Christ our Lord, amen. | 1:02:34 | |
And now, as our savior Christ hath taught us, | 1:02:39 | |
we are bold to say, | 1:02:42 | |
Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. | 1:02:44 | |
Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done | 1:02:49 | |
on earth as it is in heaven. | 1:02:53 | |
Give us this day our daily bread, | 1:02:56 | |
and forgive us our trespasses, | 1:02:58 | |
as we forgive those who trespass against us, | 1:03:01 | |
and lead us not into temptation, | 1:03:05 | |
but deliver us from evil. | 1:03:08 | |
For thine is the kingdom, the power, | 1:03:11 | |
and the glory, forever, amen. | 1:03:14 | |
(organist playing "Praise, Praise the Lord (Psalm 150)") | 1:03:38 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 1:05:07 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 1:05:11 | |
♪ Alleluia, Alleluia ♪ | 1:05:23 | |
♪ Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia ♪ | 1:05:29 | |
♪ O Praise ye the Lord ♪ | 1:05:46 | |
♪ Praise God in His temple ♪ | 1:05:51 | |
♪ Praise ye the Lord in the firmament of His power ♪ | 1:05:58 | |
♪ O praise Him for His might ♪ | 1:06:09 | |
♪ And the greatness of His wonders ♪ | 1:06:14 | |
♪ O praise Him, praise Him according to His majesty ♪ | 1:06:20 | |
♪ Praise the Lord with the sound of the trumpet ♪ | 1:06:33 | |
♪ Praise the Lord with the lute and the harp ♪ | 1:06:40 | |
♪ Praise the Lord with the timbrel ♪ | 1:06:47 | |
♪ The timbrel and the dance ♪ | 1:06:51 | |
♪ O praise Him with the organ and instruments of strings ♪ | 1:06:55 | |
♪ Praise Him, praise Him upon the loud cymbals ♪ | 1:07:12 | |
♪ Praise Him, praise Him upon the high-sounding cymbals ♪ | 1:07:30 | |
♪ Let everything that hath breath ♪ | 1:07:40 | |
♪ Let everything that hath breath ♪ | 1:07:46 | |
♪ Praise, praise the Lord ♪ | 1:07:51 | |
♪ Praise, praise the Lord ♪ | 1:07:56 | |
♪ O Praise ye the Lord ♪ | 1:08:04 | |
♪ Praise God in His temple ♪ | 1:08:09 | |
♪ O praise ye the Lord in the firmament of His power ♪ | 1:08:15 | |
♪ O praise Him for His might ♪ | 1:08:25 | |
♪ And the greatness of His wonders ♪ | 1:08:30 | |
♪ O praise Him, O praise Him according to His majesty ♪ | 1:08:35 | |
♪ Praise the Lord, praise the Lord ♪ | 1:08:47 | |
♪ With the sound of the trumpet ♪ | 1:08:49 | |
♪ Praise the Lord, praise the Lord ♪ | 1:08:50 | |
♪ With the sound of the trumpet ♪ | 1:08:52 | |
♪ Praise the Lord, praise the Lord ♪ | 1:08:54 | |
♪ With the lute and the harp ♪ | 1:08:55 | |
♪ Praise the Lord, praise the Lord ♪ | 1:08:57 | |
♪ With the lute and the harp ♪ | 1:08:59 | |
♪ Praise the Lord with the timbrel. ♪ | 1:09:01 | |
♪ The timbrel and the dance ♪ | 1:09:04 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 1:09:08 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 1:09:13 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 1:09:17 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 1:09:22 | |
(organ drowns out choir singing) | 1:10:12 | |
♪ Alleluia, Alleluia ♪ | 1:10:24 | |
(organ drowns out choir singing) | 1:10:30 | |
♪ Alleluia, Alleluia ♪ | 1:10:41 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 1:10:47 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 1:10:50 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 1:10:54 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 1:11:01 | |
God of Abraham and Sarah, strengthen us. | 1:11:16 | |
Brother Jesus, let us walk with thee. | 1:11:20 | |
Holy Spirit, haunt our hearts. | 1:11:24 | |
Lord of love, we give ourselves to thee, amen. | 1:11:28 | |
(organ plays traditional worship music) | 1:11:36 | |
(organ music drowns out singing) | 1:12:31 | |
The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ | 1:16:54 | |
and the love of God and the fellowship | 1:16:57 | |
of the Holy Spirit be with us all evermore. | 1:17:00 | |
(choir harmonizes "Amen") | 1:17:07 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:17:09 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:17:12 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:17:19 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:17:25 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:17:32 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:17:42 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:17:55 | |
(organ plays traditional worship music) | 1:18:13 | |
(people murmuring and chattering) | 1:24:40 |