Albert F. Fisher - "Midway the Highway of Life" (June 24, 1979)
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- | Duke University Chapel service of worship, | 0:04 |
June 24th, 1979. | 0:06 | |
(uplifting gospel organ music) | 0:19 | |
(inspirational gospel organ music) | 6:38 | |
(gospel choir singing) | 11:04 | |
♪ This is the day ♪ | ||
♪ The Lord hath made ♪ | 11:06 | |
♪ He calls the hours His own ♪ | 11:09 | |
♪ Let Heaven rejoice, let Earth be glad ♪ | 11:13 | |
♪ And praise surround the throne ♪ | 11:18 | |
(inspirational gospel organ and choir music) | 11:27 | |
- | On this beautiful day, | 15:09 |
another gift of God's love and grace to each of us, | 15:12 | |
I greet you in the name and in the spirit | 15:18 | |
of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. | 15:20 | |
In the life of the University this is Alumni Reunion Sunday. | 15:24 | |
In the life of the church, | 15:30 | |
this is the third Sunday after Pentecost. | 15:32 | |
And so as we celebrate in worship, in this season | 15:37 | |
of the flaming, life-giving, life-renewing presence | 15:40 | |
of God's Holy Spirit, we come now into the presence of God. | 15:45 | |
And so in humility and in honest recognition of our need | 15:52 | |
for the forgiveness and for the grace of God, | 15:55 | |
let us join together as we make our confession of our sin | 15:59 | |
before the Lord Almighty. | 16:03 | |
Let us pray. | 16:05 | |
Lord of all souls, everywhere and in all times, | 16:08 | |
we admit to sins great and small, | 16:13 | |
obvious and subtle, by which we destroy others, | 16:16 | |
those near and dear to us, the peoples far away, | 16:22 | |
the neighbor close by, the stranger in our midst, | 16:27 | |
we acquire rather than share, | 16:32 | |
demand rather than give, avenge rather than pardon. | 16:35 | |
We put other gods before you, | 16:40 | |
and learn to live comfortably with what is meaningless | 16:44 | |
and false, as we are ashamed, pity us, | 16:47 | |
as we are aware, strengthen us, | 16:52 | |
as we see through the idolatries, forgive us. | 16:56 | |
Return us to yourself, that we may live without fear, | 17:00 | |
and seize our days with exaltation. | 17:05 | |
Amen. | 17:09 | |
Let us continue with our personal confession to God. | 17:11 | |
Far beyond our dream, is the love of the Lord. | 17:38 | |
No law outlives the law and the experience of love. | 17:43 | |
More than sacrifice and gifts, | 17:49 | |
is the love of neighbor and of God. | 17:52 | |
How high and wide, how long and deep, | 17:56 | |
the forgiveness and the love of our Risen Lord! | 18:01 | |
And so I invite you now | 18:05 | |
to receive and to share with others, | 18:09 | |
this forgiveness, and this love, | 18:12 | |
in the name and Spirit of Christ, our Lord. | 18:17 | |
Amen. | 18:21 | |
Let us give thanks, | 18:23 | |
for God is good, and God's love is everlasting. | 18:25 | |
- | Thanks be to God. | 18:32 |
Forgive us. | 18:34 | |
Thanks be to God. | 18:35 | |
Forgive us. | 18:37 | |
Thanks be to God. | 18:39 | |
Save us. | 18:40 | |
- | May I say | 18:49 |
a very genuine and personal word of welcome to you, | 18:53 | |
to those of you who may be visiting with us this day, | 18:58 | |
but perhaps a little more, especially, | 19:03 | |
to those of you who are alumni of this university, | 19:05 | |
and are back home today, | 19:11 | |
or are back home for this very special weekend. | 19:14 | |
We are delighted to have you here. | 19:20 | |
I have identified some of you this morning, | 19:24 | |
and know that some of you have sons and daughters here. | 19:26 | |
You may be interested in knowing | 19:31 | |
that you are sitting close to where your son or daughter | 19:33 | |
does every Sunday, during the school year. | 19:35 | |
We are delighted to have you here, | 19:41 | |
and trust that it has been a good weekend for you, | 19:43 | |
and will continue to be during the remainder of this day. | 19:48 | |
And we wish you safe journeying as you return home. | 19:53 | |
We're especially pleased to have former members of the choir | 19:58 | |
singing with us, in the Chapel Choir this morning. | 20:01 | |
The tradition has been, and still is, that if you | 20:06 | |
have ever sung in the choir, you are always welcome | 20:08 | |
to come back. | 20:11 | |
And so we're delighted to have you folks back with us | 20:12 | |
up here this morning. | 20:14 | |
We're also pleased to have Mr. Lorne Cottle | 20:17 | |
as the lector for the service this morning, | 20:19 | |
the immediate past President of the Alumni Association. | 20:22 | |
As the lector for today, he represents | 20:25 | |
all of the alumni of this university, | 20:28 | |
as he shares in the leadership of this service with us. | 20:31 | |
The preacher for today is a friend | 20:35 | |
to many of you, and to many, many others | 20:38 | |
connected with Duke University. | 20:41 | |
The Reverend Al Fisher is a member of the class of 1951, | 20:43 | |
Trinity College, a member of the class of 1954 | 20:48 | |
of the Divinity School, | 20:52 | |
one who has given effective and significant leadership | 20:54 | |
to the life of the church across North Carolina, | 20:57 | |
and indeed across the country in many ways, | 21:00 | |
since he graduated from here. | 21:03 | |
In 1974, he was named | 21:05 | |
the Associated Director of the Office of the Rural Church | 21:09 | |
of the Duke Endowment, | 21:12 | |
and two years ago, assumed the position of Director | 21:13 | |
of the Office of the Rural Church of the Duke Endowment. | 21:17 | |
This office and this fund, as perhaps many of you know, | 21:20 | |
makes it possible for many churches and many ministers | 21:24 | |
in North Carolina, to carry on ministry | 21:27 | |
in the name and in the spirit of Christ. | 21:30 | |
Al also is connected with the Divinity School | 21:33 | |
as an Adjunct Professor there. | 21:35 | |
A very, very warm and dear, and devoted friend | 21:38 | |
of Duke University, and of the church, | 21:40 | |
Al, we're delighted to have you as the preacher | 21:43 | |
for this Alumni Sunday, this year. | 21:46 | |
Let us continue now, as we worship the Lord God Almighty. | 21:49 | |
- | Let us pray. | 21:59 |
Prepare our hearts, oh Lord, to accept your word. | 22:01 | |
Silence in us, any voice but your own, | 22:05 | |
that hearing we may also obey your will, | 22:08 | |
through Jesus Christ, our Lord. | 22:12 | |
Amen. | 22:14 | |
And now, the Old Testament lesson for today | 22:15 | |
is from Psalm 119:1-20. | 22:18 | |
Blessed are those whose way is blameless, | 22:22 | |
who walk in the way of the Lord. | 22:25 | |
Blessed are those who keep His testimonies, | 22:27 | |
who seek Him with their whole heart, | 22:30 | |
who also do no wrong, but walk in His ways. | 22:32 | |
Thou hast commanded thy precepts to be kept diligently. | 22:37 | |
Oh that my ways may be steadfast in keeping thy statutes. | 22:41 | |
Then I shall not be put to shame, | 22:46 | |
having my eyes fixed on all thy commandments. | 22:48 | |
I will praise thee with an upright heart, | 22:52 | |
when I learn thy righteousness ordinances. | 22:54 | |
I will observe thy statutes. | 22:58 | |
Oh forsake me not utterly. | 23:00 | |
How can a young man keep his way pure? | 23:03 | |
By guarding it according to thy word. | 23:06 | |
With my whole heart I seek thee, | 23:09 | |
let me not wander from thy commandments. | 23:12 | |
I have laid up thy word in my heart, | 23:15 | |
that I might not sin against thee. | 23:18 | |
Blessed be thou, oh Lord. | 23:20 | |
Teach me thy statutes. | 23:23 | |
With my lips I declare all the ordinances of my mouth. | 23:25 | |
In the way of my testimonies, I delight | 23:29 | |
as much as in all my riches. | 23:32 | |
I will meditate on my precepts, | 23:35 | |
and fix my eyes on thy ways. | 23:37 | |
I will delight in thy statutes. | 23:40 | |
I will not forget thy word. | 23:42 | |
Deal bountifully with thy servant, | 23:45 | |
that I may live and observe thy word. | 23:48 | |
Open my eyes, that I may behold wondrous things | 23:51 | |
out of thy law. | 23:55 | |
I am a sojourner on Earth. | 23:57 | |
Hide not thy commandments from me. | 23:59 | |
My soul is consumed with longing for thy ordinances | 24:02 | |
at all times. | 24:05 | |
Here ends the reading from the Old Testament. | 24:07 | |
Amen. | 24:10 | |
(inspirational gospel organ and choir music) | 24:12 | |
♪ How lovely are the messengers ♪ | 24:27 | |
♪ That preach us the gospel of peace ♪ | 24:31 | |
♪ How lovely are the messengers ♪ | 24:35 | |
♪ That preach us the gospel of peace ♪ | 24:40 | |
♪ The gospel of peace ♪ | 24:44 | |
♪ How lovely ♪ | ||
♪ Are the messengers ♪ | 24:48 | |
♪ That preach ♪ | 24:51 | |
♪ Us the gospel of peace ♪ | 24:53 | |
♪ How lovely are the messengers ♪ | 24:56 | |
♪ That preach us ♪ | 25:00 | |
♪ How lovely ♪ | ||
♪ The gospel of peace ♪ | 25:02 | |
♪ Are they that preach us the gospel of peace ♪ | 25:04 | |
♪ To all the nations ♪ | 25:08 | |
♪ Is gone forth the sound of their words ♪ | 25:11 | |
♪ The sound ♪ | 25:16 | |
♪ The sound of their words ♪ | 25:21 | |
♪ The sound of their words ♪ | 25:24 | |
♪ How lovely are the messengers ♪ | 25:27 | |
♪ How lovely are the messengers ♪ | 25:30 | |
♪ That preach us the gospel of peace ♪ | 25:33 | |
♪ How lovely are the messengers ♪ | 25:35 | |
♪ That preach us ♪ | 25:39 | |
♪ That preach us the gospel of peace ♪ | 25:42 | |
♪ That preach us ♪ | 25:46 | |
♪ The gospel of peace ♪ | 25:49 | |
♪ To all the nations ♪ | 25:54 | |
♪ Is gone forth the sound of their words ♪ | 25:58 | |
♪ To all the nations ♪ | 26:03 | |
♪ Is gone forth the sound of their words ♪ | 26:07 | |
♪ To all the nations ♪ | 26:12 | |
♪ Is gone forth the sound of their words ♪ | 26:16 | |
♪ Is gone forth the sound of their words ♪ | 26:21 | |
♪ To all the nations ♪ | 26:25 | |
♪ Is gone forth the sound of their words ♪ | 26:29 | |
♪ Throughout all the lands ♪ | 26:33 | |
♪ Their glad tidings ♪ | 26:37 | |
♪ How lovely are the messengers ♪ | 26:42 | |
♪ That preach us the gospel of peace ♪ | 26:47 | |
♪ How lovely are the messengers ♪ | 26:51 | |
♪ That preach us the gospel of peace ♪ | 26:56 | |
♪ That preach us the gospel of peace ♪ | 26:59 | |
♪ That preach us ♪ | 27:02 | |
♪ The gospel ♪ | 27:05 | |
♪ Of peace ♪ | 27:08 | |
Will the Congregation now please stand | 27:30 | |
for the reading of the gospel lesson. | 27:32 | |
The gospel lesson is from the third chapter of John, | 27:38 | |
verses one through 12. | 27:41 | |
Now there was a man of the Pharisees named Nicodemus, | 27:44 | |
a ruler of the Jews. | 27:47 | |
This man came to Jesus by night, and said to him, | 27:49 | |
Rabbi, we know that you are a teacher come from God, | 27:53 | |
for no one can do these signs | 27:56 | |
that you do, unless God is with him. | 27:59 | |
Jesus answered him, | 28:03 | |
truly, truly, I say to you, | 28:04 | |
unless one is borne anew, he cannot see the kingdom of God. | 28:07 | |
Nicodemus said to him, how can a man be born when he is old? | 28:12 | |
Can he enter a second time into his mother's womb | 28:17 | |
and be born? | 28:21 | |
Jesus answered, truly, truly, I say to you, | 28:22 | |
unless one is born of water and the Spirit, | 28:26 | |
he cannot enter the kingdom of God. | 28:29 | |
That which is born of the flesh is flesh, | 28:32 | |
and that which is born of the spirit is spirit. | 28:35 | |
Do not marvel that I said to you, | 28:39 | |
you must be born anew. | 28:41 | |
The wind blows where it will, | 28:43 | |
and you hear the sound of it, but you do not know | 28:46 | |
whence it comes or whither it goes. | 28:49 | |
So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit. | 28:52 | |
Nicodemus said to Him, how can this be? | 28:56 | |
Jesus answered him, are you a teacher of Israel, | 28:59 | |
and yet you do not understand this? | 29:03 | |
Truly, truly, I say to you, | 29:06 | |
we speak of what we know, and bear witness | 29:08 | |
to what we have seen, but you do not receive our testimony. | 29:11 | |
If I have told you earthly things, and you do not believe, | 29:16 | |
how can you believe if I tell you heavenly things? | 29:20 | |
Here ends the reading from the gospel. | 29:25 | |
All praise and glory be to God. | 29:27 | |
Amen. | 29:30 | |
(inspirational gospel organ and choir music) | 29:32 | |
- | To each of you loved of God, | 30:57 |
and called to be Christ's men and women, | 31:00 | |
grace and peace from God the Father, | 31:03 | |
and from our Lord Jesus Christ. | 31:06 | |
My wife and I have two sons | 31:14 | |
who are seniors this year at Duke. | 31:18 | |
Now for those of you who have children here, | 31:21 | |
you know that's good news and bad news. | 31:23 | |
The bad news is, they've still got one year to go. | 31:27 | |
The good news is, they've only got one more year to go. | 31:32 | |
A positive side of this past year | 31:37 | |
has been that one of our sons helped me with this sermon. | 31:41 | |
Last semester, Tony took a course under Dr. Wallace Farley, | 31:46 | |
a James B. Duke Professor, now Emeritus, | 31:51 | |
of French Literature. | 31:54 | |
The course was on Dante's Inferno. | 31:56 | |
Not only did Tony learn a great deal, | 32:02 | |
but I was also brought again, to Dante. | 32:06 | |
I found it tremendously refreshing, | 32:13 | |
for I found that Dante was going through, in his time, | 32:16 | |
the same kinds of problems that I'm going through in mine. | 32:20 | |
When he wrote the divine comedy, he was in mid-life, | 32:28 | |
35 years of age. | 32:31 | |
Now at that point, we don't have a parallel, | 32:33 | |
but his country was in trouble. | 32:38 | |
The papacy was in trouble. | 32:41 | |
He found himself out of harmony with life, | 32:46 | |
and he really didn't know what was wrong with him. | 32:49 | |
He just knew that somehow, | 32:52 | |
the rhythm of life was missing for him. | 32:54 | |
I have the same feeling. | 33:01 | |
Our country today is in trouble. | 33:04 | |
It is a crisis time. | 33:08 | |
How do we handle nuclear power? | 33:13 | |
Will we have enough gas | 33:16 | |
to meet the daily necessities of life? | 33:18 | |
How can we handle inflation? | 33:25 | |
Will there be a depression? | 33:27 | |
And then the many personal problems | 33:30 | |
that confront us day by day. | 33:32 | |
There are not many days that go by, | 33:37 | |
but we find ourselves out of harmony | 33:39 | |
with at least some part of life. | 33:41 | |
Dante begins the divine comedy with three opening lines, | 33:45 | |
which are among the most abrupt but spiritually revealing, | 33:50 | |
that have ever been written. | 33:54 | |
Dante writes, midway on the highway of life, | 33:58 | |
I came to myself in a dark wood, | 34:01 | |
for the straight road was lost. | 34:04 | |
Innocent, deceptively simple, | 34:07 | |
as Dante so often is, until you realize | 34:10 | |
that he's not talking about a place at all, | 34:15 | |
but a time in the lives of all of us when we | 34:19 | |
turn in upon ourselves and honestly look at ourselves, | 34:22 | |
and realize that we're not who we wanna be, | 34:27 | |
we're not where we wanna be, | 34:31 | |
and we're uncertain about how we can change things. | 34:33 | |
Dante, the Psalmist whose words were read this morning, | 34:40 | |
and even Nicodemus who had the confrontation with our Lord, | 34:45 | |
started with a basic conviction about life. | 34:50 | |
Man is a creature of recurrent, inescapable darkness, | 34:54 | |
uncertainty, and bafflement. | 35:00 | |
To say this is not for a moment to dim the power | 35:05 | |
of a man's mind, or the glory of his accomplishments, | 35:08 | |
the divine comedy itself is a dazzling example of both. | 35:12 | |
We have only to look about us to see it in our time. | 35:16 | |
And yet, recognizing man's accomplishments, | 35:22 | |
we must admit that people are surrounded | 35:27 | |
by mystery and uncertainty. | 35:29 | |
Think about your own life. | 35:33 | |
How often have Dante's words applied to you? | 35:37 | |
Times when you certainly know that things are not right | 35:44 | |
within your own life, | 35:47 | |
times when you're troubled. | 35:50 | |
Visit a bookstore and see what's selling, | 35:55 | |
and then you'll know what I'm talking about. | 35:57 | |
You'll find titles such as "Born to Win", | 36:00 | |
or "How to be Your Own Best Friend", | 36:04 | |
or "I'm OK - You're OK", | 36:06 | |
or "Man's Despair", "Man's Search for Meaning". | 36:08 | |
We continue to search for answers | 36:16 | |
to the basic questions of life. | 36:19 | |
Where am I? | 36:22 | |
And that quickly gives way to another question: | 36:23 | |
where should I be? | 36:26 | |
And that gives way | 36:28 | |
to that most elusive of all: | 36:29 | |
what is the meaning of my life? | 36:34 | |
Now this morning I wanna grapple with that a little bit, | 36:37 | |
at least to share with you how in my life, | 36:41 | |
I try to search for meaning. | 36:46 | |
One of the first things that becomes obvious to me, | 36:51 | |
is that the meaning of life differs from person to person, | 36:53 | |
from day to day, and from hour to hour. | 36:59 | |
One of the common misconceptions about the Christian church | 37:05 | |
is that it can give us a simple rule or meaning, | 37:09 | |
which once we have made that a part of our life, | 37:15 | |
then we have no more problems. | 37:18 | |
Well this simply is not the case at all, | 37:22 | |
for every day we find ourselves thrust into new situations | 37:27 | |
that require us to develop a new significance for life. | 37:33 | |
This is a theme that runs throughout the Bible. | 37:39 | |
Change is always taking place, | 37:42 | |
and where this happens, the meaning of life changes. | 37:46 | |
Just as the Children of Israel think that they | 37:50 | |
have an understanding of God, | 37:53 | |
that they have God neatly pigeon-holed, | 37:56 | |
God breaks through again. | 38:00 | |
There is a change. | 38:02 | |
A new life enters. | 38:05 | |
In Isaiah, the word is behold, | 38:08 | |
I will do a new thing. | 38:10 | |
Continually, they find that they can't be bound | 38:14 | |
by the past, or even where they are at the moment. | 38:17 | |
We find in the early church, | 38:23 | |
that the disciples really believed that Jesus | 38:27 | |
had come to be the Messiah for the Jews. | 38:31 | |
But it wasn't long, was it, before Peter | 38:35 | |
was called to go to Cornelius, | 38:38 | |
and there, Cornelius accepted the faith. | 38:41 | |
And a whole new concept broke in upon that budding church. | 38:45 | |
In Taylor Caldwell's book, "The Listener", | 38:53 | |
there is a story of Eugene Emery. | 38:56 | |
Eugene Emery is a lawyer. | 38:59 | |
He's been able to cope with life, to control life, | 39:02 | |
to fight circumstances, to overcome them, | 39:06 | |
to turn things aside. | 39:11 | |
As a lawyer, he's been brilliant. | 39:13 | |
Simply to see him walk in the courtroom, | 39:16 | |
with his quick step and his confident look, | 39:19 | |
sent shivers through the opposing lawyers. | 39:23 | |
And then, in a visit to his physician, | 39:28 | |
he found that he had leukemia, | 39:31 | |
and just a few days to live, or a few months. | 39:33 | |
The whole meaning of his life changed in that moment, | 39:37 | |
and he said, but I never lived. | 39:41 | |
I never learned how to live. | 39:45 | |
What matters, therefore, is not the meaning | 39:50 | |
of a person's life in general, | 39:52 | |
but rather, the specific meaning of a person's life | 39:54 | |
at a given moment in time. | 39:57 | |
To put the question in general terms, | 40:02 | |
it's like asking the chess champion, the chess master, | 40:03 | |
oh, master, what's the single greatest move in chess? | 40:08 | |
And of course, there is no single greatest move, | 40:13 | |
apart from a particular game, | 40:16 | |
and the personality of one's opponent. | 40:19 | |
And so it is as we deal with life, | 40:23 | |
we're continually finding that the new breaks upon us. | 40:25 | |
Dante reminds us of this very forcibly, when he says | 40:31 | |
midway on the highway of life, | 40:35 | |
I came to myself in a dark wood, | 40:38 | |
for the straight road was lost. | 40:42 | |
There is no iron-clad meaning that can handle | 40:47 | |
all of our problems all of the time, | 40:49 | |
and applies to every situation. | 40:53 | |
I know that there're some people who react very strongly | 40:56 | |
with what I'm saying, | 40:59 | |
but I believe my thesis is sound. | 41:04 | |
At least I found this true in my own experience. | 41:07 | |
In the past 40 years, I suppose most of us here have seen | 41:13 | |
Gone With the Wind in one of its trips around the country. | 41:18 | |
There are many scenes in that, that illustrate | 41:22 | |
what I'm talking about this morning. | 41:25 | |
One stands out in my mind. | 41:28 | |
It's that scene where Scarlett O'Hara | 41:31 | |
has returned from fallen Atlanta, | 41:34 | |
to the plantation. | 41:37 | |
She finds her mother dead, her father's mine gone, | 41:39 | |
the plantation devastated. | 41:43 | |
Finally, she goes on into sort of a garden area, | 41:45 | |
and apparently tries to find | 41:49 | |
some kind of root vegetable for food. | 41:52 | |
And finally, she stands up and lifts her clenched fist | 41:55 | |
and says I'll never be hungry again. | 41:58 | |
Now we would all agree that Scarlett's choices | 42:04 | |
were less than admirable. | 42:07 | |
But in that moment, she really came to understand | 42:10 | |
that her life was entirely different, | 42:14 | |
and she had to develop a new meaning to deal with it. | 42:17 | |
And so with all certainty, we have to admit | 42:22 | |
that the meaning of life is always changing, | 42:25 | |
it's just never static. | 42:27 | |
Last year, there was an article in Time magazine, | 42:31 | |
about soap operas. | 42:35 | |
The only reason I read it, I guess, was because | 42:37 | |
there was a quote in there from a Duke student. | 42:40 | |
And this Duke student was asked | 42:44 | |
why he watched the soap operas. | 42:46 | |
And he said well, it's the only constant we have. | 42:49 | |
(congregation laughing) | 42:53 | |
The two women who occupy the same house with me, | 42:58 | |
namely my wife and our daughter Laura, | 43:01 | |
have an inclination to watch soap operas. | 43:04 | |
Well it's more than an inclination, it's a habit. | 43:08 | |
And I continually chide them about watching soap operas. | 43:13 | |
I'll say well you can watch it every six weeks, | 43:17 | |
and you'll never get behind. | 43:19 | |
(congregation laughing) | ||
I've really lost favor in the last few days, | 43:24 | |
as I called my wife's attention to the fact | 43:26 | |
that the Raleigh News & Observer | 43:29 | |
now every Sunday carries a caption, about four lines, | 43:31 | |
brings you up to date, | 43:35 | |
and you don't have to watch it at all. | 43:36 | |
(congregation laughing) | 43:38 | |
But life's not like that. | 43:42 | |
It's not static, it's changing. | 43:45 | |
I'll get on the light side. | 43:48 | |
Just Friday, I picked up the newspaper and discovered | 43:49 | |
that come this fall, that men's hairstyle is gonna change. | 43:52 | |
Well I've just got accustomed to the one I've got now. | 43:57 | |
But life's like that, never static, always changing. | 44:03 | |
And within the Christian tradition, | 44:07 | |
if we do not have those tools with which to help people | 44:09 | |
meet the changing times, | 44:13 | |
then we really don't have a great deal to offer. | 44:15 | |
There's something else that needs to be said, | 44:20 | |
midway on the highway of life, | 44:23 | |
when we come to the dark wood, | 44:24 | |
for the straight road is lost, | 44:27 | |
the decisions we make, and surely we must make them, | 44:29 | |
are made in the light of past decisions. | 44:33 | |
Now this sounds almost in congress | 44:37 | |
with what I've just been saying. | 44:39 | |
And in a sense, it is. | 44:42 | |
But when I come to those crisis situations in life, | 44:44 | |
when the decisions have to be made, | 44:47 | |
then I have to depend upon those resources I already have, | 44:51 | |
the person I am, the training I've had, | 44:55 | |
the moral standards I have. | 44:59 | |
These are those things | 45:01 | |
that lead me into the decision-making. | 45:04 | |
And this is another theme that runs throughout the Bible. | 45:08 | |
The Children of Israel are reminded of the stability | 45:11 | |
of the past. | 45:15 | |
They are not alone. | 45:16 | |
God is present. | 45:18 | |
When God calls Moses to go down into Egypt | 45:22 | |
and free His children, | 45:26 | |
He reminds Moses that He is the God of Abraham, | 45:29 | |
the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob. | 45:33 | |
Throughout the Old Testament, we find | 45:37 | |
various kinds of things | 45:40 | |
that call their attention to the fact | 45:42 | |
that they're not alone. | 45:45 | |
The Ark of the Covenant, | 45:46 | |
the temple, the law. | 45:48 | |
The Psalmist in the scripture this morning | 45:51 | |
reminds us that the law provides teaching and guidance. | 45:55 | |
Just as a theme of the new creation, | 46:03 | |
of the change runs as a theme throughout the Bible, | 46:06 | |
so also does this reminder | 46:10 | |
that people find strength in that which has passed, | 46:14 | |
the stable aspects of their experience. | 46:19 | |
Here's why education, and particularly Christian education, | 46:24 | |
is so important. | 46:27 | |
Here's why training in the home is essential. | 46:29 | |
Here's why moral standards must be an intimate part | 46:33 | |
of our lives. | 46:37 | |
These are the things we depend upon when those decisions | 46:38 | |
have to be made. | 46:42 | |
And in the case of Scarlett O'Hara, | 46:46 | |
we might have assumed the new meaning of her life, | 46:49 | |
because of the way she had lived. | 46:54 | |
She'd been a pampered young woman, beautiful. | 46:57 | |
And all the young men had just waited | 47:00 | |
for her to beckon them. | 47:02 | |
And now in this crisis situation, | 47:05 | |
she would tend to fall back on that which she was | 47:07 | |
to help her find new life, | 47:11 | |
her charm and her beauty. | 47:14 | |
Life would be so simple, wouldn't it? | 47:18 | |
If we always knew, when we made decisions, | 47:21 | |
what the outcome would be, | 47:23 | |
but it would take all the excitement out of life. | 47:26 | |
It's really not an option for us, however, | 47:29 | |
because we have to decide, and we do not know the answers, | 47:33 | |
but we do have resources to help us. | 47:40 | |
Now one last word. | 47:45 | |
At the same time we recognize that life's meaning | 47:47 | |
is always changing, and the decisions | 47:51 | |
are made in the light of past decisions, | 47:54 | |
we must emphatically recognize | 47:57 | |
that there is meaning in life, | 48:01 | |
that meaning never ceases to be. | 48:03 | |
It is a tendency to declare in, consciously | 48:07 | |
or subconsciously, in crisis times, | 48:10 | |
that events have no meaning. | 48:13 | |
Sometimes we say why does this have to happen to me? | 48:16 | |
What have I done to deserve this? | 48:20 | |
But meaning does exist. | 48:25 | |
There is a marvelous story out of the Book of Jeremiah. | 48:28 | |
Jerusalem is under siege and about to fall. | 48:32 | |
It's a terrible time for the people. | 48:36 | |
In this moment, Jeremiah does an unthinkable thing. | 48:39 | |
He goes out and buys a field. | 48:45 | |
Not only is it a terrible time, but he's under house arrest. | 48:50 | |
And yet his cousin comes to him, and asks him | 48:54 | |
to buy a field. | 48:58 | |
And Jeremiah does it. | 49:00 | |
And in this very act, he's saying | 49:02 | |
even in these terrible times, | 49:04 | |
even with trouble all about us, | 49:06 | |
I believe in the future. | 49:09 | |
I wanna be a part of it, and this | 49:11 | |
is an indication of my faith in tomorrow. | 49:14 | |
It is true that the previous meaning | 49:20 | |
that we have given to a situation | 49:22 | |
changes because of the course of events, | 49:24 | |
but life does have meaning. | 49:27 | |
We find new significance in the light | 49:30 | |
of all that has gone on. | 49:33 | |
And it is of infinite importance | 49:37 | |
that any time we are caught in these kinds of situations, | 49:41 | |
that we search until out of it, we find for life | 49:44 | |
a new significance. | 49:49 | |
In a book entitled "Man's Search for Meaning", | 49:52 | |
Viktor Frankl writes about his life | 49:56 | |
in a German extermination camp. | 49:58 | |
He was one of the few survivors. | 50:02 | |
He talks about how they struggled to find meaning, | 50:05 | |
even in that situation. | 50:08 | |
One night in an especially depressed time, | 50:12 | |
he talked to the prisoners. | 50:17 | |
Writing about that experience later, | 50:19 | |
he wrote these words. | 50:23 | |
The purpose of my words was to find a full meaning in life, | 50:26 | |
then and there, | 50:30 | |
in that hut, in that particularly hopeless situation. | 50:31 | |
So I began by mentioning the most trivial comforts first. | 50:36 | |
I said that even in this Europe, | 50:40 | |
in the sixth letter of the Second World War, | 50:43 | |
our situation was not the most terrible we could think of. | 50:47 | |
I said that each of us had to ask himself | 50:51 | |
what irreplaceable losses he had suffered up 'till then. | 50:54 | |
I speculated that for some of them, | 50:59 | |
those losses, these losses had really been few. | 51:01 | |
Whoever was still alive had reason for hope. | 51:05 | |
Health, family, happiness, professional abilities, | 51:09 | |
fortune, position in society, | 51:12 | |
all of these were things | 51:15 | |
that could be achieved again, or restored. | 51:16 | |
After all, we still had our bones intact. | 51:20 | |
Whatever we had gone through could still be an asset for us | 51:23 | |
in the future. | 51:27 | |
I quoted from Kierkegaard, "That which does not kill me | 51:28 | |
makes me stronger." | 51:33 | |
Then I spoke about the future. | 51:35 | |
I said that to the impartial, the future must seem hopeless. | 51:38 | |
I agreed that each of us could guess for himself | 51:42 | |
how small were his chances of survival. | 51:45 | |
I estimated my own chances about one in 20. | 51:49 | |
But I also told them that in spite of this, | 51:53 | |
I had no intention of losing hope and giving up, | 51:56 | |
for no man knew what the future would bring, | 52:00 | |
much less the hour. | 52:04 | |
What Frankl was saying there | 52:10 | |
in that utterly hopeless situation, | 52:12 | |
was that they had to find a new significance for life, | 52:15 | |
each and every day, each and every moment. | 52:20 | |
There was hope. | 52:24 | |
Now I suppose that none of us will be called upon to suffer | 52:26 | |
in the way those prisoners suffered | 52:30 | |
in Germany, in the Second World War. | 52:32 | |
But in our lives, in whatever circumstances | 52:35 | |
we find ourselves, those crisis situations | 52:39 | |
are troubling, sometimes devastating for us, | 52:45 | |
unless we realize that there is hope to be found, | 52:50 | |
and that meaning does exist, if we persevere. | 52:53 | |
Five years ago, I changed jobs, as you already know, | 53:00 | |
from serving as an active minister | 53:04 | |
in the North Carolina conference, | 53:06 | |
and as a District Superintendent in that conference. | 53:08 | |
I came to the Duke Endowment. | 53:13 | |
I'd known for many years of the work | 53:18 | |
of the Rural Church Section of the Duke Endowment, | 53:20 | |
and recognized it as being one of the areas | 53:23 | |
of creative opportunity for the church in our state. | 53:26 | |
And of course, was elated when the opportunity came | 53:30 | |
for me to come with the Endowment. | 53:33 | |
I didn't realize what a crisis it was gonna bring | 53:37 | |
into my life. | 53:39 | |
As a pastor, and as a district superintendent, | 53:41 | |
I had come to depend upon that tremendous amount of stroking | 53:45 | |
that people in those positions receive. | 53:49 | |
Whether they really believe it or not, | 53:54 | |
people are always telling a preacher how good a sermon is, | 53:56 | |
or how important his or her ministry is. | 54:00 | |
You get to depend upon it, and I did. | 54:04 | |
Well, annual conference came, and a week later, | 54:09 | |
I was in an office with three other people, | 54:12 | |
and little or no ego stroking. | 54:14 | |
And there were tough times ahead, | 54:17 | |
as I had to find a new meaning of my life in that situation. | 54:20 | |
Now as I look back, it was one of the most important events | 54:27 | |
in my life, because I'm much more comfortable | 54:31 | |
with myself now as a human being. | 54:35 | |
I'm not as dependent upon | 54:38 | |
that outside stroking. | 54:40 | |
But that's the kind of situation | 54:45 | |
that so often throws us, my friends. | 54:47 | |
And I share with you out of my own experience this morning, | 54:51 | |
in the hope that when you find yourselves | 54:54 | |
midway on the highway of life, | 54:59 | |
in the dark wood, for the straight road is lost, | 55:03 | |
remember, the new does come, | 55:09 | |
but you have resources to bring to bear upon it, | 55:13 | |
and that if you stay with it, victory can be yours. | 55:17 | |
Let us pray. | 55:25 | |
Accept us, oh Lord, | 55:34 | |
in the uncertainties of life, | 55:37 | |
and in those moments, stay with us, | 55:42 | |
that we'll see the light beyond the darkness. | 55:46 | |
Amen. | 55:51 | |
(uplifting gospel organ and choir music) | 55:55 | |
- | Let us affirm what we believe. | 58:32 |
We believe in God, | 58:36 | |
who has created and is creating, | 58:38 | |
who has come in the truly human Jesus | 58:42 | |
to reconcile and make new, | 58:45 | |
who works in us and others by the Spirit. | 58:48 | |
We trust God, who calls us to be the church, | 58:52 | |
to celebrate life and its fullness, | 58:57 | |
to love and serve others, | 59:00 | |
to seek justice and resist evil, | 59:03 | |
to proclaim Jesus, crucified and risen, | 59:07 | |
our judge and our hope, | 59:11 | |
in life, in death, | 59:14 | |
in life beyond death. | 59:16 | |
God is with us, we are not alone. | 59:18 | |
Thanks be to God. | 59:23 | |
Be seated, please. | 59:26 | |
The Lord be with you. | 59:35 | |
- | And with your spirit. | 59:37 |
- | Let us pray. | 59:39 |
Oh Lord, our God, | 59:43 | |
in this holy season of Pentecost, | 59:45 | |
we give you thanks for the power and presence | 59:51 | |
of your Holy Spirit. | 59:54 | |
Everything that lives, grows by your power. | 59:58 | |
Your movement is strange and beyond all our words. | 1:00:04 | |
You are hidden deep, deep inside us, | 1:00:10 | |
like yeast, like a seed of fire. | 1:00:15 | |
You are our will to live, | 1:00:21 | |
our desire to grow, our longing to be. | 1:00:24 | |
You urge us on, to go on to the end, | 1:00:31 | |
to endure everything, | 1:00:34 | |
not to give in, but to go on hoping | 1:00:37 | |
as love always does. | 1:00:42 | |
You are the source and the soul of all our prayers, | 1:00:47 | |
so there is nothing that we may not expect from you, | 1:00:53 | |
the wisdom to understand and to accept each other, | 1:00:58 | |
the readiness to help one another, | 1:01:03 | |
eagerness both to receive and to give your love. | 1:01:07 | |
Oh Lord, our God, on this day, | 1:01:14 | |
we who gather in this place gather for reunion, | 1:01:18 | |
for homecoming, for celebration, and for communion. | 1:01:21 | |
Teach us, oh Lord, the meaning of home. | 1:01:26 | |
Help us, one another, and all together, to be at home | 1:01:30 | |
with ourselves and with one another. | 1:01:35 | |
We remember, oh God, those who have gone before us, | 1:01:39 | |
those from whom we have inherited this place and this world. | 1:01:43 | |
We pray for those who have left us both treasures and ruins, | 1:01:49 | |
love and sorrow, questions and answers, | 1:01:54 | |
faith and doubt, hope and despair. | 1:01:59 | |
We thank you for all those who have made us who we are, | 1:02:04 | |
who have given us our names and our meaning, | 1:02:08 | |
a word to share and a place to struggle constantly, | 1:02:12 | |
to find ourselves. | 1:02:17 | |
Some in this company this morning, oh God, | 1:02:21 | |
face difficulty and uncertainty, | 1:02:25 | |
sickness and the unknown, darkness and indecision. | 1:02:28 | |
Some know not where or how the next step, | 1:02:34 | |
or indeed even the next moment. | 1:02:38 | |
And so for the presence of those who support us | 1:02:42 | |
and care for us, whether it be one or whether it be many, | 1:02:44 | |
in our times of ambiguity and anxiety and unease, | 1:02:49 | |
we give you thanks and praise, oh God. | 1:02:53 | |
For your living, loving Spirit which is in us, | 1:02:59 | |
we give you thanks. | 1:03:04 | |
You nourish and sustain life for us from day to day, | 1:03:07 | |
and wherever you go you are present | 1:03:12 | |
more fully than we dare to presume. | 1:03:14 | |
And so we thank you for your presence, | 1:03:18 | |
this hidden yet ever-faithful presence here and now. | 1:03:22 | |
We know that you are not indifferent, | 1:03:29 | |
either to our joys or to our sorrows. | 1:03:31 | |
Your deepest care is for our lives and for our goodness, | 1:03:35 | |
and our peace is your peace. | 1:03:40 | |
We thank you that you are alive within us even now, | 1:03:44 | |
and we pray, oh God, that you will help us to grow, | 1:03:49 | |
ever new, and ever more fully | 1:03:54 | |
in the midst of the change and the meaning | 1:03:58 | |
which confront us day by day and moment by moment, | 1:04:00 | |
through Jesus Christ our Living Lord, | 1:04:06 | |
who taught us to pray as we pray together. | 1:04:08 | |
Our Father, who art in Heaven, | 1:04:12 | |
hallowed be thy name, | 1:04:16 | |
thy kingdom come, thy will be done | 1:04:18 | |
on Earth as it is in Heaven. | 1:04:22 | |
Give us this day our daily bread, | 1:04:25 | |
and forgive us our trespasses | 1:04:28 | |
as we forgive those who trespass against us. | 1:04:30 | |
And lead us not into temptation, | 1:04:34 | |
but deliver us from evil, | 1:04:37 | |
for thine is the kingdom, | 1:04:40 | |
the power and the glory, forever. | 1:04:42 | |
Amen. | 1:04:45 | |
(uplifting gospel organ music) | 1:04:55 | |
(upbeat gospel organ and choir music) | 1:06:57 | |
(inspirational gospel organ and choir music) | 1:10:35 | |
Oh Lord, our God, | 1:12:26 | |
you who need not to be enriched with any gifts | 1:12:28 | |
which we may bring, | 1:12:31 | |
and yet you who indeed do love a cheerful giver, | 1:12:34 | |
receive these offerings which we present before you, | 1:12:38 | |
and with them, ourselves, our souls and bodies, | 1:12:42 | |
as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to you, | 1:12:47 | |
through Jesus Christ, our Lord. | 1:12:52 | |
Amen. | 1:12:56 | |
(inspirational gospel organ and choir music) | 1:12:59 | |
And now as has come to be our custom in the chapel, | 1:15:32 | |
may I invite you, without bowing heads or closing eyes, | 1:15:37 | |
may I offer you this benediction, this blessing, | 1:15:42 | |
as one Christian to another. | 1:15:46 | |
As Paul writes, finally my friends, | 1:15:50 | |
farewell, be perfect, | 1:15:54 | |
be of one mind, be of good comfort. | 1:15:59 | |
Live in peace, | 1:16:05 | |
and the God of peace and love | 1:16:08 | |
shall be with you. | 1:16:11 | |
The love of God, | 1:16:15 | |
the grace of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, | 1:16:18 | |
and the communion and fellowship of the Holy Spirit, | 1:16:22 | |
be with you, and with those whom you love, | 1:16:27 | |
this day and forever more. | 1:16:32 | |
(gospel choir singing) | 1:16:42 | |
♪ Father give ♪ | ||
♪ Thy benediction ♪ | 1:16:44 | |
♪ Give thy peace ♪ | 1:16:49 | |
♪ Before we part ♪ | 1:16:53 | |
♪ Peace will answer ♪ | 1:16:58 | |
♪ All the timing ♪ | 1:17:02 | |
♪ All waiting ♪ | 1:17:07 | |
♪ Faith will serve ♪ | 1:17:11 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:17:17 | |
(upbeat gospel organ music) | 1:17:28 | |
(congregation applauding) | 1:25:16 |