John Killinger - "Discovering the Joys of Your Limitation" (January 18, 1981)
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(light orchestral music) | 0:03 | |
(people coughing and speaking softly in an audience) | 8:37 | |
(choir singing hymns in foreign language) | 9:46 | |
(upbeat organ music) | 10:48 | |
(choir singing hymns with organ music) | 12:24 | |
(choir singing hymns in foreign language) | 12:55 | |
- | Arise, shine, for your light has come | 14:50 |
and the glory of the Lord has risen upon you. | 14:53 | |
Be seated. | 14:59 | |
If we would honestly seek renewal in order to serve God, | 15:06 | |
we must begin by being honest about our past | 15:11 | |
and our present. | 15:14 | |
Let us pray together. | 15:16 | |
Oh, God, sometimes we have tried to hide from you, | 15:19 | |
from one another, and even from ourselves. | 15:24 | |
There have been times when we have drawn back from the right | 15:28 | |
because it was a difficult, crucifying experience. | 15:31 | |
Too often, we have involved ourselves | 15:36 | |
in a meaningless round of activities that lead nowhere | 15:39 | |
and do not bring satisfaction. | 15:43 | |
We have treated persons as things and things as gods. | 15:46 | |
We have strayed far from the fullness of life | 15:51 | |
that you have made possible for us. | 15:54 | |
Forgive us for our self-centeredness, our weakness, | 15:57 | |
our living death, and give us the courage | 16:01 | |
to accept the pain of complete commitment, | 16:04 | |
which brings new birth and healing of our brokenness. | 16:08 | |
In the name of Jesus, the Christ, who makes it possible. | 16:12 | |
Amen. | 16:16 | |
Beloved in Christ, by God's word, we know we are forgiven. | 16:43 | |
We know that God loves us in spite of our failures. | 16:48 | |
By God's grace, the future is always open to us. | 16:52 | |
Let us give thanks, for God is good | 16:58 | |
and God's love is everlasting. | 17:01 | |
Thanks be to God, whose love creates us. | 17:04 | |
Thanks be to God, whose mercy redeems us. | 17:08 | |
Thanks be to God, whose grace leads us into the future. | 17:12 | |
We would like to welcome you this beautiful day | 17:19 | |
to the Duke University Chapel of Worship. | 17:21 | |
We are glad that you are here with us | 17:24 | |
and we bring a special word of greeting | 17:27 | |
to entering January freshman and, perhaps, | 17:29 | |
new students among the upperclassmen, at this time. | 17:32 | |
The Pastoral Care and Nurture Committee | 17:37 | |
of the Duke University Parish Ministry | 17:40 | |
is sponsoring a reception this afternoon | 17:43 | |
for January freshman. | 17:47 | |
It is at two thirty in the chapel basement area | 17:49 | |
and we urge all of you who are participating | 17:52 | |
in the host families program, both students | 17:56 | |
and host families, to be present this afternoon. | 17:59 | |
You are cordially invited to attend the organ recital, | 18:04 | |
here, in the chapel at five o'clock this afternoon. | 18:08 | |
Our guest organist is professor Peter Williams | 18:12 | |
of the University of Edinburgh, Scotland. | 18:16 | |
We are most hopeful that we will be able to announce, | 18:22 | |
in a short period of time, a service of worship, | 18:26 | |
which will celebrate the release of the captives in Iran. | 18:30 | |
Please, be tuned by radio and all university | 18:35 | |
channels of communication. | 18:39 | |
The service time will be posted. | 18:41 | |
We are ready to go as soon as this event is possible. | 18:43 | |
We are very pleased to welcome to the chapel today | 18:50 | |
as our preacher, the reverend doctor, John Killinger. | 18:53 | |
At present, Dr. Killinger is the senior minister | 18:59 | |
at First Presbyterian Church, Lynchburg, Virginia. | 19:02 | |
Prior to that appointment, Dr. Killinger was professor | 19:07 | |
of preaching, worship, and literature for 15 years | 19:11 | |
at the Vanderbilt Divinity School. | 19:16 | |
We know him as a gifted preacher and author. | 19:19 | |
We are pleased that his wife, Anne, has joined him | 19:23 | |
for the service of worship today and we are most glad | 19:26 | |
to have them here. | 19:30 | |
We welcome Dr. Killinger and look forward | 19:32 | |
to the proclaimed word that he will share | 19:35 | |
with us this morning. | 19:37 | |
- | Let us pray. | 19:48 |
Blessed Lord who has caused all holy scriptures | 19:52 | |
to be written for our learning, | 19:55 | |
grant that we may in such wise here them, | 19:58 | |
read, mark, learn, and inwardly digest them, | 20:01 | |
that by patience and comfort of Thy holy word, | 20:05 | |
we may embrace and ever hold fast the blessed hope | 20:09 | |
of everlasting life, which Thou hast given us | 20:11 | |
in our Savior, Jesus Christ. | 20:15 | |
Amen. | 20:17 | |
The Old Testament lesson is written in Deuteronomy, | 20:20 | |
the 34th chapter, beginning at the first verse. | 20:23 | |
And Moses went up from the plains of Moab | 20:29 | |
to the mountain of Nebo, to the top of Pisgah, | 20:31 | |
which is over against Jericho. | 20:35 | |
And the Lord showed him all the land, | 20:38 | |
Gilead as far as Dan, all of Naphtali, | 20:40 | |
land of Ephraim and Manasseh, all the land of Judah | 20:44 | |
as far as the western sea, the Negevh | 20:47 | |
and the plain that is the valley of Jericho, | 20:51 | |
the city of palm trees, as far as Zoar, | 20:53 | |
and the Lord said to him, this is the land | 20:58 | |
of which I swore to Abraham, to Isaac and to Jacob. | 21:00 | |
I will give it to your descendants. | 21:04 | |
I have let you see it with your eyes, | 21:07 | |
but you shall not go over there. | 21:09 | |
So, Moses, the servant of the Lord, died there | 21:12 | |
in the land of Moab, according to the word of the Lord, | 21:15 | |
and he buried him in the valley and the land of Moab, | 21:19 | |
opposite Beth Peor, | 21:22 | |
but no man knows the place of his burial to this day. | 21:25 | |
Moses was 120 years olds when he died. | 21:29 | |
His eye was not dim, nor his natural force abated, | 21:33 | |
and the people of Israel wept for Moses in the plain | 21:37 | |
of Moab 30 days. | 21:40 | |
Then, the days of weeping and mourning for Moses were ended. | 21:43 | |
Here ends the Old Testament lesson. | 21:48 | |
The Epistle lesson is written in the second letter | 21:52 | |
of Paul to the church at Corinth, the 12th chapter, | 21:55 | |
beginning with the seventh verse. | 21:59 | |
Paul writes, and to keep me from being too elated | 22:03 | |
by the abundance of revelations, a thorn was given me | 22:07 | |
in the flesh, a messenger of Satan, to harass me, | 22:11 | |
to keep me from being too elated. | 22:15 | |
Three times I besought the Lord about this, | 22:18 | |
that it should leave me; | 22:20 | |
but he said to me, my grace is sufficient for you, | 22:22 | |
for my power is made perfect in weakness. | 22:26 | |
I will all the more gladly boast of my weaknesses | 22:30 | |
that the power of Christ may rest upon me. | 22:33 | |
For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, | 22:37 | |
insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities; | 22:40 | |
for when I am weak then I am strong. | 22:45 | |
Here ends the Epistle lesson. | 22:50 | |
(choir singing hymns in foreign language) | 23:24 | |
- | Please, rise. | 28:54 |
The Holy Gospel is written in the sixth chapter | 29:02 | |
of the gospel according to St. Mark, | 29:04 | |
beginning at the first verse. | 29:07 | |
Jesus went away from there and came to His own country | 29:11 | |
and His disciples followed Him. | 29:16 | |
And on the Sabbath He began to teach in the synagogue; | 29:19 | |
and many who listened to Him were astonished, saying, | 29:22 | |
where did this man get all this? | 29:25 | |
What is the wisdom given to Him? | 29:29 | |
What mighty works are wrought by His hands? | 29:31 | |
Is not this the Carpenter, the son of Mary, | 29:35 | |
and the brother of James and Joses and Judas and Simon? | 29:37 | |
And are not His sisters here with us? | 29:42 | |
And they took offense at Him. | 29:46 | |
And Jesus said to them, a prophet is not without honor | 29:49 | |
except in his own country and among his own kin | 29:53 | |
and in his own house. | 29:56 | |
And He could do no mighty work there, | 29:59 | |
except that He laid His hands on a few sick people | 30:01 | |
and healed them, and He marveled because of their unbelief | 30:05 | |
and He went about among the villages, teaching. | 30:11 | |
Here ends the Holy Gospel. | 30:15 | |
(upbeat organ music) | 30:18 | |
(choir singing in foreign language with organ music) | 30:24 | |
The story of Moses on Mount Nebo must surely rank | 31:27 | |
as one of the saddest narratives in all history. | 31:35 | |
For 40 years, Moses had been leading the Israelites | 31:42 | |
through the wilderness. | 31:47 | |
They were not an easy people to lead. | 31:50 | |
Like many of the emerging nations today, | 31:54 | |
their heritage of ignorance and slavery | 31:57 | |
made them almost impossible to lead. | 32:01 | |
They quarreled with Moses about going forward. | 32:08 | |
Many times, they wanted to turn back, | 32:14 | |
preferring the slavery they had left | 32:18 | |
to the hardships of the wilderness. | 32:21 | |
They deserted their faith and took up the faith | 32:25 | |
of new peoples along the way. | 32:30 | |
They complained when there was no water. | 32:35 | |
And when there was was water, | 32:38 | |
they complained because there was no meat. | 32:40 | |
They quarreled and resisted and rebelled. | 32:44 | |
And Moses, like some political cattle drover, | 32:50 | |
moved them along, steadily, inch by inch, | 32:55 | |
toward the land God had promised them. | 33:00 | |
And then, when they were right on the verge | 33:04 | |
of entering that land, after 40 years, | 33:06 | |
the leadership was taken away from Moses | 33:11 | |
and given to another. | 33:15 | |
Moses went up into the mountain and looked out | 33:18 | |
over the fertile valley where his people would settle | 33:22 | |
and we can imagine that, as he stood there, | 33:27 | |
there was a tear that dropped from his eyelid | 33:30 | |
and coursed down his withered cheek | 33:34 | |
because he was not permitted to go there himself. | 33:38 | |
The bible says that Moses died on the mountain | 33:43 | |
and that legend had it that someone buried him there, | 33:47 | |
some angel of the Lord, | 33:51 | |
and no one knew | 33:55 | |
where Moses was buried. | 33:57 | |
The view from Mount Nebo - | 34:01 | |
how many of us have had it? | 34:05 | |
We're familiar with it, aren't we? | 34:09 | |
We know what it is to have dreams, | 34:11 | |
to look over into some promised land, | 34:15 | |
and not to be able to enter. | 34:19 | |
The pianist who won all the prizes in high school | 34:24 | |
and college and then couldn't make it as a concert pianist. | 34:27 | |
The writer of advertising jingles who always dreamed | 34:34 | |
of writing a best selling novel | 34:38 | |
and couldn't quite bring it off. | 34:41 | |
The lawyer who wanted to be a senator, | 34:44 | |
but lacked the money and the friends to enter the race. | 34:47 | |
The actor or the actress who had all the leading parts | 34:52 | |
in college and then didn't ever get a part on Broadway. | 34:56 | |
The housewife who never wanted anything more in life | 35:03 | |
than to be adored by her husband and who cried for four days | 35:07 | |
when he told her he wanted a divorce. | 35:11 | |
The husband who never dreamed of anything more | 35:16 | |
than being a successful business executive | 35:19 | |
and in the anger and guilt of his failure, | 35:23 | |
lashed out at everything around him, | 35:27 | |
including his wife and his children. | 35:29 | |
Sooner or later, every one of us sees the view | 35:33 | |
from Mount Nebo. | 35:38 | |
Every one of us knows a dream he or she | 35:40 | |
cannot enter into, experiences failure - | 35:44 | |
it is part of the human drama. | 35:49 | |
Even Alexander the Great, we are told, | 35:52 | |
when he had conquered all of the land where he lived | 35:57 | |
and when his armies had swept all the way | 36:01 | |
from the Mediterranean Sea to the Indian Ocean, | 36:04 | |
he sat down and wept because there were no more | 36:08 | |
lands to conquer. | 36:11 | |
We inevitably are faced with success we cannot have, | 36:14 | |
victories we cannot win, mountains we cannot climb. | 36:20 | |
From the time we are children, | 36:26 | |
our minds become private theaters for fantasies | 36:28 | |
richer than any that were ever flashed | 36:32 | |
on the screens of Hollywood. | 36:34 | |
Our hopes pirouette like dancers from a tale | 36:37 | |
in the Arabian Nights. | 36:42 | |
Our ambitions whisper in our ears with magical voices, | 36:45 | |
saying, "One day all of this will be yours," | 36:49 | |
and then, one day, the fantasies fail, | 36:54 | |
the dreams die, the hopes no longer dance, | 36:59 | |
the voices are silent, | 37:06 | |
and we know we will never make it. | 37:10 | |
There is a strain of popular theology abroad in our country | 37:15 | |
that says nonsense to all of this, "Nonsense." | 37:20 | |
"There is no such thing as failure. | 37:26 | |
"If you have not reached your dreams, | 37:29 | |
"it is because your dreams were too small. | 37:31 | |
"Think again, it says, and think big. | 37:35 | |
"Dream bigger dreams than before, | 37:38 | |
"set your goals out further than you did before | 37:40 | |
"and you're bound to win." | 37:43 | |
I'm sure there are some people who are helped by this idea | 37:48 | |
because there are some people | 37:52 | |
who are only momentarily defeated, | 37:53 | |
who are temporarily under some cloud of despair | 37:57 | |
that blocks them from reaching their full potential. | 38:00 | |
And for these persons, all that is needed | 38:03 | |
is some word of encouragement to get them | 38:06 | |
beyond this time of defeat and on to victory. | 38:09 | |
But, the longer I live and the more experience | 38:14 | |
of persons I have, the more convinced I become | 38:19 | |
that this is a false philosophy for most of us. | 38:25 | |
It is false because it sets as the primary goal of life | 38:31 | |
the achievement of some dream, | 38:37 | |
the attainment of some honor, | 38:40 | |
the reaching of some sacred place. | 38:43 | |
And what it does for many people is simply to delay | 38:47 | |
the moment when they look in upon themselves | 38:50 | |
and know themselves for who they are. | 38:53 | |
It simply delays the confrontation with self | 38:56 | |
that eventually will help the self to come to terms | 39:00 | |
with who the self is instead of forever struggling | 39:03 | |
with some self that cannot be | 39:07 | |
and some reality that will not come. | 39:10 | |
Later this spring, one of your speakers in this chapel | 39:16 | |
will be a friend of mine whose name is Peggy Way. | 39:20 | |
Peggy is one of the leading congregational churchwomen | 39:24 | |
and theologians of our time. | 39:28 | |
I had the opportunity of being in a conference | 39:31 | |
for about 300 ministers up in western Pennsylvania | 39:35 | |
with Peggy last spring and she did a fantastic job. | 39:38 | |
Her bright eyes sparkled and her brown hair bobbed | 39:44 | |
as she spoke and everybody listened to her | 39:47 | |
with real concern because she is such an honest | 39:51 | |
and real person. | 39:55 | |
Peggy is a cripple. | 39:57 | |
She had polio when she was 13 years old. | 40:00 | |
She always dreamed of being a slender, | 40:04 | |
golden-haired cheerleader. | 40:06 | |
She still fantasizes about it, she says, | 40:09 | |
but she couldn't enter that dream. | 40:14 | |
That was her view from Mount Nebo, | 40:18 | |
the promised land she could not go into | 40:21 | |
because her withered leg and her twisted spine | 40:24 | |
would not permit it and, besides, | 40:28 | |
she was a brunette, not a blonde. | 40:31 | |
Fortunately, one day, Peggy came to terms with who she was. | 40:35 | |
She looked at herself and realized that she would never | 40:42 | |
enter into that promised land, that it was not for her, | 40:44 | |
that it might be for somebody else and, | 40:48 | |
while it had been a great fantasy, it was not for her life. | 40:51 | |
Peggy, taking an assessment of herself, | 40:56 | |
because she was a Christian, decided that the best thing | 40:59 | |
she could do was to give whoever she was to God. | 41:02 | |
It wasn't who she wanted to give him. | 41:06 | |
She wanted to give him a slender, golden-haired cheerleader, | 41:08 | |
but Peggy said, "God, I'm only a cripple, | 41:12 | |
"and I will give myself to you such as I am. | 41:17 | |
"Take me, I'm yours." | 41:20 | |
And, the moment Peggy made that decision, | 41:23 | |
she began to become the lovely, warm, and radiant | 41:26 | |
woman she is today. | 41:31 | |
I wish you could have seen her in that conference. | 41:34 | |
She was magnificent. | 41:37 | |
She hung her cane from the side of the lectern | 41:39 | |
and she leaned across the lectern for support | 41:41 | |
and she talked for an hour at a time about grace | 41:44 | |
and meaning and beauty and relationship and love | 41:48 | |
and everybody in the room hung on every word | 41:52 | |
that she said and received it as a little treasure | 41:55 | |
to be fondled and carried home. | 41:57 | |
And when the conference was over, | 42:01 | |
I think there weren't half a dozen people | 42:03 | |
in the entire place who did not come up to Peggy | 42:05 | |
and hug her and kiss her and thank her | 42:08 | |
for what she had meant to their lives on that occasion. | 42:11 | |
You see, I like that kind of positive thinking. | 42:17 | |
I like the kind of thinking that says, "God, | 42:23 | |
"I don't have to be a golden-haired cheerleader. | 42:25 | |
"That isn't really necessary. | 42:29 | |
"All I have to do is submit myself to you." | 42:32 | |
That's real possibility thinking. | 42:36 | |
Do you see how different that is from the kind of thinking | 42:39 | |
that says, "You can reach any goal you want to reach | 42:42 | |
"if you only have the courage and the daring to do it?" | 42:45 | |
There are two differences, really. | 42:50 | |
One of them has to do with reality itself. | 42:53 | |
Peggy's view is more real than the other view | 42:57 | |
because it knows there are certain things | 43:01 | |
we always see from Mount Nebo | 43:03 | |
that we can not attain in our lives. | 43:07 | |
And the other thing about it is that it puts God | 43:10 | |
at the center of life and not ourselves. | 43:14 | |
That was the beauty and grace of the passage | 43:19 | |
about Moses we heard read this morning. | 43:21 | |
Moses, standing there on the mountain, | 43:25 | |
looking down at that green and fertile river valley, | 43:27 | |
knowing he could never bathe in those waters | 43:31 | |
or taste fruits from those green fields. | 43:33 | |
Moses could have felt that he had been | 43:36 | |
treated unjustly by God. | 43:39 | |
Moses might have said, | 43:42 | |
"I believe I can make it under my own power" | 43:43 | |
and tried to go on down the mountain | 43:48 | |
to the promised land. | 43:51 | |
But Moses didn't. | 43:53 | |
Moses thought about all the patriarchs, | 43:55 | |
about Abraham and Isaac and Jacob, | 43:58 | |
and about all of those who would come after him, | 44:01 | |
about the whole panorama of God's dealings with Israel. | 44:04 | |
And Moses let God be God. | 44:11 | |
Moses deferred to God on that occasion. | 44:15 | |
That was what Peggy did. | 44:19 | |
Peggy said, in essence, "I don't have to enter | 44:22 | |
"the promised land I have seen. | 44:25 | |
"I don't have to be a slender cheerleader. | 44:28 | |
"I can let God be God in my life." | 44:32 | |
There are numerous New Testament passages | 44:38 | |
about this same theme. | 44:41 | |
One of them is in the Epistle lesson that was read | 44:43 | |
this morning from the words of St. Paul | 44:46 | |
about that damnable thorn in the flesh | 44:48 | |
that Paul experienced. | 44:51 | |
We don't know what the thorn was. | 44:54 | |
Apparently, it was well-known among the churches | 44:55 | |
in Paul's day, else Paul would have specified it | 44:58 | |
when he talked to the Corinthians. | 45:01 | |
But Paul simply says it was a thorn in the flesh. | 45:03 | |
It was a terrible agony of pain in his side, | 45:06 | |
whatever it was. | 45:10 | |
Somehow, we have to remember that Paul almost never prayed | 45:13 | |
for anything for himself and it helps us to realize | 45:18 | |
what an agony it was, | 45:22 | |
that at some point, it became so painful | 45:24 | |
or so embarrassing or so restrictive | 45:28 | |
that Paul no longer could endure it in silence, | 45:32 | |
but blurted out to God. | 45:36 | |
"God, take this awful thing from me!" | 45:37 | |
Three times he asked him. | 45:42 | |
Finally, the word of the Lord came to Paul | 45:46 | |
and said to him in some manner, "Paul, | 45:49 | |
"I will not release you from your pain, | 45:52 | |
"but my grace is sufficient for you. | 45:57 | |
"My power is made perfect | 46:01 | |
"in your weakness." | 46:06 | |
Think about that. | 46:09 | |
The power of God is made perfect | 46:11 | |
in our weakness. | 46:15 | |
If Moses, under his own power, had somehow gone on down | 46:18 | |
into that fertile river valley, | 46:22 | |
there would have been followers who would | 46:25 | |
have thought him heroic and Promethean for doing it. | 46:27 | |
But because Moses didn't, because Moses stayed | 46:32 | |
on the mountain and submitted himself to God, | 46:37 | |
God was exalted in the nations. | 46:40 | |
If Paul had somehow been cured of his affliction, | 46:44 | |
he would have seemed far more powerful, perhaps, | 46:48 | |
to the people who knew him and the people in the churches | 46:50 | |
might have welcomed him | 46:54 | |
as a more glorious disciple of Christ. | 46:55 | |
But when he received it as he did and accepted it | 47:00 | |
as the cross he must bear, people fell down | 47:04 | |
and worshiped at the power of the God Paul proclaimed. | 47:08 | |
There is the great difference. | 47:14 | |
Paul said, "I will all the more gladly boast | 47:18 | |
"of my weaknesses, that the power of Christ | 47:21 | |
"may rest upon me." | 47:25 | |
"For the sake of Christ," he said, "I am content | 47:28 | |
"with weaknesses, hardships, insults, injuries, | 47:31 | |
"persecutions, calamities - for when I am weak, | 47:36 | |
"then I am strong." | 47:42 | |
Somehow, Paul had discovered in Christ the paradigm | 47:47 | |
for what it means to discover joy in one's limitations. | 47:52 | |
Jesus had wept over the city of Jerusalem | 47:58 | |
because they would not accept Him. | 48:01 | |
That was his Mount Nebo. | 48:04 | |
Jesus might have acted out his drama under his own power. | 48:08 | |
He might have decided that he was going | 48:13 | |
to become a king anyway. | 48:15 | |
He could have, but instead, he submitted himself to God | 48:17 | |
and in the death and his subsequent resurrection, | 48:23 | |
Paul saw the core of all history's meaning. | 48:26 | |
As we submit ourselves to God and discover | 48:32 | |
that when we are weak we become strong, | 48:35 | |
and when we are willing to die, | 48:39 | |
we live. | 48:43 | |
I saw two pictures once that embodied the irony of this. | 48:45 | |
One was a painting of | 48:54 | |
the rich fool in the bible. | 48:58 | |
It depicted him standing before the great barns | 49:02 | |
that were bulging with all of the harvest. | 49:05 | |
You remember, he'd torn down his old barns | 49:08 | |
and wanted new ones built because he had so much harvest | 49:11 | |
and he said to himself, "Soul, thou hast much goods | 49:16 | |
"laid up for many years. | 49:20 | |
"Take thine ease. | 49:21 | |
"Eat, drink, and be merry." | 49:22 | |
And, the caption under this picture was: | 49:26 | |
"The failure that looked like success." | 49:29 | |
The other picture was a picture of Christ on the cross. | 49:37 | |
The clouds behind the cross were black. | 49:43 | |
The face of the one on the cross was drawn in agony. | 49:47 | |
The disciples had all fled away, | 49:53 | |
only the soldiers stood nearby. | 49:55 | |
And the caption under this picture was: | 49:59 | |
"The success that looked like failure." | 50:03 | |
It's easy, isn't it, to get the captions | 50:11 | |
mixed up in our lives? | 50:16 | |
And to think that in order to be successful, | 50:19 | |
we have to march into our promised lands | 50:22 | |
with all the banners flying and all the bugles blowing. | 50:24 | |
But we don't. | 50:29 | |
We don't have to accomplish everything | 50:31 | |
we set out to accomplish. | 50:34 | |
We don't have to achieve everything we dreamed of achieving. | 50:36 | |
That is not the mark of a successful life. | 50:41 | |
The mark of a successful life is being able | 50:45 | |
to accept your limitations and to offer them to God, | 50:49 | |
saying, "God, I don't have to be a slender, | 50:55 | |
"golden-haired cheerleader. | 51:00 | |
"All I have to do is submit myself to you, | 51:02 | |
"just as I am." | 51:07 | |
Let us pray. | 51:12 | |
In the words of the hymn writer: | 51:17 | |
"Oh, God, just as I am, | 51:19 | |
"though tossed about, | 51:24 | |
"with many a conflict, many a doubt. | 51:26 | |
"fightings and fears within, without. | 51:31 | |
"Oh, Lamb of God, I come. | 51:38 | |
"I come." | 51:43 | |
Amen. | 51:46 | |
(upbeat organ music) | 51:54 | |
(congregation singing along with organ music) | 52:45 | |
- | Let us affirm what we believe. | 54:48 |
We believe in God who has created and is creating, | 54:51 | |
who has come in the truly human Jesus | 54:56 | |
to reconcile and make new, who works in us | 54:59 | |
and others by the spirit. | 55:03 | |
We trust God. | 55:06 | |
He calls us to be the church, to celebrate life | 55:08 | |
and its fullness, to love and serve others, | 55:12 | |
to seek justice and resist evil, | 55:16 | |
to proclaim Jesus crucified and risen, | 55:19 | |
our judge and our hope in life, in death, | 55:23 | |
in life beyond death. | 55:27 | |
God is with us. | 55:30 | |
We are not alone. | 55:32 | |
Thanks be to God. | 55:34 | |
The Lord be with you. | 55:36 | |
(congregation responding) | 55:38 | |
Let us pray. | 55:39 | |
Oh, God, Eternal Spirit, grant us grace to worship You | 55:52 | |
in spirit and in truth. | 55:58 | |
You have so made us that the glory of our lives | 56:01 | |
is not in things below us that we master, | 56:04 | |
but in the divine above us that masters us. | 56:08 | |
Grant us this hour, such spiritual wealth, | 56:13 | |
made aware of eternal realities, | 56:17 | |
lifted out of our littleness by dedication | 56:20 | |
to abiding values and to Your everlasting purpose. | 56:24 | |
Come now and cleanse us from our evil, | 56:31 | |
our ugly egotism, our indifferent apathy, | 56:35 | |
our mean ambitions, our sinful lust, | 56:40 | |
that we may be ready for this kind | 56:44 | |
of transforming experience. | 56:47 | |
Grant to us honesty in confronting and confessing our sins, | 56:50 | |
sincerity in making restitution | 56:55 | |
where we have wronged others, | 56:58 | |
humility in seeking Your forgiveness, | 57:01 | |
and resolution by Your grace and help to amend our lives. | 57:04 | |
You, Oh God, see us, a generation victorious | 57:10 | |
over the hazards of war, but somehow frustrated | 57:15 | |
and confused by the problems of peace. | 57:19 | |
It is from a dismaying world that we come | 57:24 | |
into Your sanctuary and here we pray for an hour | 57:27 | |
of spiritual insight that, with thankful hearts, | 57:31 | |
we may see afresh, the light which even this darkness | 57:35 | |
has not been able to put out. | 57:40 | |
For the heritage of the Christian gospel, | 57:44 | |
for all the saints who, from their labors, rest, | 57:48 | |
for all the noble succession of prophets, | 57:52 | |
for Christ, your Son, who has give us a kingdom | 57:55 | |
that cannot be shaken, for living friends | 57:59 | |
who renew our faith in goodness and beauty | 58:03 | |
who, with integrity and love and for You | 58:07 | |
and Your love, oh God, we thank you. | 58:11 | |
We ask that You marshal within us, in these times, | 58:16 | |
resources of the spirit that we may be able to withstand | 58:20 | |
in this day and having done all to stand. | 58:25 | |
Minister to us in our intimate personal needs. | 58:32 | |
Oh, Spirit of the living God, walk through this place now | 58:37 | |
and be the help and comfort, | 58:42 | |
the inspiration and sustenance of our souls | 58:45 | |
in temptation, in illness, in disappointment | 58:49 | |
and depression, in defeat when we are tempted to give up, | 58:54 | |
and in success when we are tempted to be proud. | 58:59 | |
Oh, God, restore our souls. | 59:04 | |
May we hear Your voice speaking to us, | 59:07 | |
reassuring us, challenging us, summoning us | 59:11 | |
to dedicated and victorious living. | 59:15 | |
Hear now the unspoken prayers that rise in silence | 59:20 | |
from the very deeps of our hearts | 59:24 | |
and to those needs that can find no voice | 59:27 | |
save for Your ear alone. | 59:29 | |
Minister according to the riches of Your grace. | 59:32 | |
In Christ, Jesus, our Lord, who came and lived | 59:36 | |
and walked among us and who taught us to pray, | 59:41 | |
saying, Our Father, who art in heaven, | 59:45 | |
hallowed be Thy Name. | 59:50 | |
Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done, | 59:52 | |
on earth as it is in heaven. | 59:56 | |
Give us this day our daily bread | 59:58 | |
and forgive us our trespasses, | 1:00:01 | |
as we forgive those who trespass against us. | 1:00:04 | |
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. | 1:00:07 | |
For thine is the kingdom, and the power, | 1:00:13 | |
and the glory, forever. | 1:00:15 | |
Amen. | 1:00:18 | |
(haunting organ music) | 1:00:34 | |
(choir singing in foreign language) | 1:00:41 | |
Open wide your hands, oh God, to receive these gifts | 1:07:27 | |
of ourselves and our resources to be used | 1:07:31 | |
in Your name through Your power. | 1:07:35 | |
Amen. | 1:07:37 | |
(upbeat organ music) | 1:07:41 | |
(choir singing in foreign language) | 1:08:18 | |
Go now with confidence in the presence of the Lord, | 1:10:58 | |
into a world that is waiting for your spark | 1:11:02 | |
of life and hope. | 1:11:05 | |
(congregation speaking softly) | 1:11:11 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:11:15 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:11:24 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:11:38 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:11:47 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:11:53 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:12:04 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:12:17 | |
(upbeat organ music) | 1:12:38 | |
(many people in congregation speaking) | 1:15:50 |