Thomas Woodward - "For Me, Terrifying Words" (August 17, 1975)
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(soft music) | 0:06 | |
(singing faintly) | 2:46 | |
- | Let us pray. | 4:04 |
Well, Lord our God, | 4:07 | |
great, eternal, wonderful, and glory. | 4:09 | |
Thy who keep His covenant and promise | 4:13 | |
for those that love thee, with their whole hearts. | 4:16 | |
Thy who art the life of all, | 4:19 | |
the help of those who seek thee, | 4:22 | |
the hope of those who cry unto thee. | 4:25 | |
Cleanse us from our sins, | 4:29 | |
cleanse us from every thought displeasing to thy goodness | 4:32 | |
that now with a pure heart and a clean mind, | 4:35 | |
with perfect love, and with calm hope. | 4:39 | |
we may venture confidently and fearlessly to pray unto thee. | 4:44 | |
Through Jesus Christ, Our Lord, amen. | 4:49 | |
(soft music) | 4:55 | |
(singing faintly) | 5:41 | |
We are a people gathered here today with broken promise, | 9:15 | |
we are mindful of our own failures and sins, | 9:19 | |
of the inadequacy of our own righteousness. | 9:23 | |
And we are people called together | 9:26 | |
by the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ. | 9:28 | |
Therefore, let us make our prayer of confession now. | 9:32 | |
Oh, holy, and merciful God, | 9:56 | |
we confess that we have not always | 10:00 | |
taken upon ourselves with joy, the yolk of obedience, | 10:02 | |
nor been willing to seek and to do your perfect will. | 10:08 | |
We have not loved you | 10:13 | |
with all our heart, and mind, and soul, and strength, | 10:15 | |
neither have we loved our our neighbors as ourselves. | 10:20 | |
You have called us to respond | 10:25 | |
to the need of our brothers and sisters. | 10:27 | |
And we have passed on heeding on our way. | 10:30 | |
In the pride of our hearts and our unwillingness to repent, | 10:35 | |
we have turned away from the cross Christ | 10:40 | |
and have grieved your Holy Spirit. | 10:44 | |
Forgive us, we pray. Amen. | 10:47 | |
If we confess our sins, He's faithful and just | 10:54 | |
to forgive us our sins, | 10:57 | |
and to cleanse us from all in righteousness, amen. | 10:59 | |
(soft music) | 11:09 | |
(singing faintly) | 12:24 | |
From the prophet Micah, | 18:31 | |
the fourth chapter versus five through eight, | 18:32 | |
"For all the people's walk, each and the name of its God, | 18:37 | |
but we will walk in the name of the Lord, our God, | 18:42 | |
forever and ever. | 18:45 | |
"In that day," says the Lord, "I will assemble the lame | 18:48 | |
and gather those who have been driven away. | 18:52 | |
And those whom I have afflicted. | 18:55 | |
And the lame, I will make the remnant. | 18:58 | |
And those who were cast off, a strong nation. | 19:02 | |
And the Lord will reign over them in Mount Zion | 19:06 | |
from this time forth and forevermore. | 19:09 | |
And you, O tower of the flock, | 19:13 | |
hill of the daughter of Zion, to you it shall come, | 19:17 | |
the former dominion shall come | 19:22 | |
the kingdom of the daughter of Jerusalem. | 19:25 | |
The gospel lesson from Matthew's gospel, | 19:35 | |
the ninth chapter verse nine through 13. | 19:37 | |
"As Jesus passed on from there, He saw a man called Matthew | 19:42 | |
sitting at the tax office, and He said to him, 'Follow me.' | 19:45 | |
And he rose and followed Him. | 19:51 | |
And as he sat at table in the house, | 19:54 | |
behold many tax collectors and sinners | 19:57 | |
came and sat down with Jesus and His disciples. | 19:59 | |
And when the Pharisees saw this, they said to His disciples, | 20:04 | |
'Why does your teacher eat with tax collectors and sinners?' | 20:09 | |
But when He heard it, He said, | 20:14 | |
'Those who are well have no need of a physician, | 20:17 | |
but those who are sick. | 20:22 | |
Go and learn what this means. | 20:25 | |
I desire mercy and not sacrifice. | 20:28 | |
For I came not to call the righteous, but sinners.'" | 20:33 | |
(soft music) | 20:43 | |
(singing faintly) | 20:56 | |
Let us affirm our faith. | 21:29 | |
We are not alone, we live in God's world. | 21:32 | |
We believe in God who has created and is creating, | 21:37 | |
who has come in the truly human Jesus, | 21:43 | |
to reconcile and make new. | 21:46 | |
Who works in us and others through the spirit. | 21:50 | |
We trust God who calls us to be the church, | 21:54 | |
to celebrate life and its fullness, | 21:58 | |
to love and serve others, | 22:02 | |
to seek justice and resist evil, | 22:05 | |
to proclaim Jesus crucified and risen. | 22:08 | |
Our judge and our hope. | 22:12 | |
In life, in death, in life beyond death, God is with us. | 22:14 | |
We are not alone, thanks be to God. | 22:21 | |
- | The Lord be with you. | 22:26 |
Let us pray. | 22:30 | |
O Lord, our God. | 22:42 | |
Now art great, now art eternal, | 22:46 | |
now art wonderful in all thy glory. | 22:49 | |
Now see us time ever beginning and ending. | 22:56 | |
Thou art the one who sees a thousand years as yesterday, | 23:00 | |
which is passed. | 23:04 | |
Thou has created all things out of nothing. | 23:07 | |
And according to thy appointment, O God, so is our life. | 23:16 | |
In thy creative majesty, we are made. | 23:22 | |
In this moment, unable to repeal the 20th century, | 23:27 | |
unable to get out of our own skins. | 23:33 | |
And it is thou, O God, who has committed our work to us. | 23:38 | |
We therefore would commit our cares to thee. | 23:45 | |
We thank thee, O God, that we are thy children. | 23:50 | |
And that thou has assured us | 23:56 | |
that while we are intent upon thy I will, | 23:57 | |
that will hear our prayers, | 24:02 | |
and know our wants, and be with us. | 24:06 | |
Oh, thou who art to God of love, | 24:15 | |
and who has created all children, | 24:19 | |
more and more fill us | 24:22 | |
with that compassion for others trouble, | 24:24 | |
which comes as we forget our own. | 24:28 | |
With the charity of them that know their own unworthiness, | 24:36 | |
and with the glad hope | 24:42 | |
of those who are children of eternity. | 24:43 | |
Encourage us, O God, in every good work, | 24:47 | |
and help us to strive to be worthy of the name, Christian. | 24:52 | |
But unto thee, O God, | 24:58 | |
the beginning and the end, | 24:59 | |
the Lord of the living the refuge of the dying, | 25:01 | |
be thanks and praise this day and forevermore. | 25:05 | |
And hear us, O God, | 25:12 | |
as we together make our prayer | 25:15 | |
in the words that our Christ has taught us to pray saying. | 25:17 | |
Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. | 25:22 | |
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done | 25:29 | |
on earth as it is in heaven. | 25:33 | |
Give us this day, our daily bread | 25:36 | |
and us our trespasses | 25:39 | |
as we forgive those who trespass against us. | 25:42 | |
And lead us not into temptation, | 25:46 | |
but deliver us from evil. | 25:49 | |
For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, | 25:51 | |
forever and ever, amen. | 25:56 | |
- | From the reading from the gospel this morning, | 26:19 |
as Jesus passed on from there, He saw a man called Matthew | 26:23 | |
sitting at the tax office. | 26:28 | |
And He said to him, "Follow me." | 26:31 | |
And he rose and followed Him. | 26:35 | |
"Why does your teacher eat with tax collectors and sinners?" | 26:39 | |
Jesus said, "Those who are well have no need of a physician, | 26:45 | |
but those who are sick. | 26:51 | |
I came not to call the righteous, but sinners." | 26:54 | |
For years, this was of great comfort to me. | 27:01 | |
My appreciation and love for this scripture | 27:07 | |
goes all the way back to when I first learned | 27:10 | |
to say my own prayers of confession. | 27:13 | |
Dear Lord, I was mean to Nancy and Phil, | 27:18 | |
and I didn't clean up my room. | 27:23 | |
I got mad at Mother and Dad, | 27:27 | |
and I thought out a lot of dirty thoughts today. | 27:30 | |
Please forgive me. | 27:34 | |
I have already forgiven Nancy, and Phil, | 27:36 | |
and Mother, and Dad, and all the others. | 27:39 | |
I'm sorry. | 27:43 | |
Help me to be good, amen. | 27:45 | |
As long as I could keep the confessions going, | 27:50 | |
I would stay on the receiving end of, | 27:54 | |
"I came not to call the righteous, but sinners." | 27:57 | |
And that of course, is a deal I could not refuse. | 28:02 | |
But it is not that easy. | 28:09 | |
The sinners Jesus talks about here, | 28:13 | |
are not the run-of-the-mill sinners like you and me, | 28:15 | |
but outrageous sinners. | 28:19 | |
The outcasts and the unclean. | 28:23 | |
On the surface of things, | 28:27 | |
this scripture was not written for us, | 28:28 | |
it was used by Matthew to explain to us, to justify to us, | 28:33 | |
the inordinate time Jesus spent with the poor, | 28:39 | |
the unclean, and the outcasts. | 28:44 | |
The inordinate amount of time | 28:53 | |
Jesus spent with the poor, the unclean, and the outcasts. | 28:54 | |
And not just Jesus, but the whole activity of God Himself | 29:00 | |
from the beginning of recorded history. | 29:06 | |
In choosing people to be His people, | 29:10 | |
God looks first to the desert | 29:14 | |
and finds a small group of wandering nomads. | 29:17 | |
Abraham, Isaac, Jacob. | 29:21 | |
In the calling of Israel, God chooses the smallest, | 29:26 | |
the scruffiest of peoples, slave laborers, outcasts, | 29:32 | |
people in a strange and alien land. | 29:38 | |
And that at a time when there were plenty of ancient | 29:43 | |
and wonderful cultures, just waiting to be asked. | 29:47 | |
As someone said, if life is like a high school prom, | 29:54 | |
God chose to worth the wallflowers. | 29:58 | |
The prophets whose writings take up | 30:04 | |
nearly half of the Old Testament, | 30:07 | |
spend almost all their time | 30:10 | |
yelling at the likes of you and me | 30:11 | |
and comforting the poor, the really poor. | 30:16 | |
The stepped on, the really stepped on, | 30:20 | |
and the outcast. | 30:25 | |
The point is that with what we're once comforting | 30:31 | |
and reassuring words have suddenly, | 30:35 | |
for a middle class American | 30:38 | |
in a world filled with hungry, starving | 30:40 | |
and really desperate people, become terrifying, | 30:43 | |
disturbing words. | 30:48 | |
From all outward appearances, | 30:52 | |
aren't we the well, the righteous, | 30:55 | |
for whom Jesus has so little time? | 30:59 | |
Mervyn Stockwood, a Anglican priest in London, | 31:09 | |
went to ask his bishop for permission | 31:14 | |
to establish house churches in this parish. | 31:16 | |
The bishop said, no. | 31:20 | |
The only house communion in his diocese | 31:23 | |
were to be for sick people. | 31:25 | |
Said, Father Stockwood, | 31:30 | |
"That's fine bishop, because in my parish, we're all sick." | 31:32 | |
We're all sick, do you believe it? | 31:40 | |
By triangle area standards, I may not be rich, | 31:51 | |
but by the world's standards, I certainly am. | 31:56 | |
We have every right to be terrified, | 32:02 | |
disturbed by the words of Jesus. | 32:05 | |
And not to feel that way, is I suppose, | 32:09 | |
not to have heard a word He said. | 32:12 | |
But in this parish, in this congregation, we're all sick. | 32:18 | |
Sometimes I get so full of anger and ambition. | 32:27 | |
So filled with worry and frustration. | 32:31 | |
I know what he's talking about. | 32:35 | |
Let me share something with you. | 32:43 | |
When I was driving down to Georgia a couple of months ago, | 32:47 | |
I saw one of those Norman Rockwell type billboards. | 32:52 | |
You've seen them. | 32:56 | |
In the front view of a a beautiful sort of modern, | 32:59 | |
that sort of traditional church, | 33:04 | |
stands a very handsome family. | 33:07 | |
Norman and Noreen Normal, with their two Normal children. | 33:10 | |
They are nicely, but not too expensively dressed. | 33:16 | |
They looked devout, but not too devout. | 33:21 | |
They are singing a hymn, but not too enthusiastically. | 33:25 | |
Mr. and Mrs. Normal, | 33:32 | |
obviously fell in love at the proper time, | 33:33 | |
had their children at correct intervals, | 33:36 | |
and have no serious problems in their married life. | 33:39 | |
They can eat without gaining weight, | 33:44 | |
drink without becoming alcoholics, | 33:47 | |
and buy a new car without getting into serious debt. | 33:50 | |
There they are at worship without a worry in the world. | 33:55 | |
Blessed are the Normal. Bless it are the Normal. | 34:01 | |
What a depressing picture of the church? | 34:08 | |
What an awful picture of the church? | 34:12 | |
They would bore God half to death. | 34:18 | |
Well, if the words of Jesus | 34:28 | |
about the well and the righteous are disturbing, | 34:30 | |
where do we find our comfort? | 34:36 | |
Matthew, he's our man. | 34:40 | |
Matthew though, well healed, | 34:49 | |
shared none of the normality of the plastic billboard. | 34:50 | |
As a Jew, he worked for the Romans, an uneasy vocation. | 34:56 | |
As a tax collector, | 35:03 | |
he had understandable trouble making friends. | 35:05 | |
And the healthy size of his income was matched | 35:09 | |
by an equally unhealthy isolation and aloneness. | 35:12 | |
In the gospel story, Matthew sits in his office | 35:20 | |
doing his job. | 35:24 | |
Jesus come along and says to Matthew, | 35:28 | |
"Follow me. Follow me." | 35:31 | |
Why these words to Matthew? | 35:38 | |
Why not something else? | 35:41 | |
Maybe because Jesus saw the lines on Matthew's face. | 35:46 | |
The special lines that isolation or guilt | 35:51 | |
can make on one's face. | 35:55 | |
The lines, the scars of the misfit, the outcast. | 35:58 | |
Anyway, Jesus says very simply, "Follow me." | 36:08 | |
Jesus did not say, sell all you have and give to the poor. | 36:15 | |
Matthew is wealthy, but that was not his problem. | 36:22 | |
Jesus did not say, repent and be saved, | 36:29 | |
though Matthew was as deep in guilt as anyone. | 36:35 | |
Instead, Jesus spoke directly to the point | 36:41 | |
of Matthew's most intense pain, his isolation. | 36:44 | |
And said, "Follow me." | 36:52 | |
And this is just where I must allow Him to speak to me. | 37:00 | |
At the point where I feel the most pain. | 37:04 | |
Whether it be isolation, guilt, worry, or frustration. | 37:09 | |
In the world, we are all misfits. | 37:22 | |
Each harboring our own special marks | 37:28 | |
of pain and frustration. | 37:30 | |
We know the difference | 37:34 | |
between the person we have been called to be, | 37:35 | |
and the person we have settled for, | 37:39 | |
or been forced to settle for. | 37:42 | |
In the earthly kingdom, we are all misfits, | 37:48 | |
Matthew's our man. | 37:53 | |
So what happened to Matthew? | 37:59 | |
What's the end of that story? | 38:03 | |
Does the encounter with Jesus Christ | 38:06 | |
somehow make us all normal? | 38:09 | |
From all I can discover, | 38:14 | |
Matthew was a misfit before he met Jesus, | 38:15 | |
and a misfit afterwards. | 38:19 | |
He was never really very popular. | 38:22 | |
In fact, throughout the rest of the New Testament | 38:28 | |
we hear almost nothing about Matthew. | 38:30 | |
As though he were sort of off by himself, | 38:35 | |
whether by his choice or not. | 38:39 | |
There was no immediate transformation. | 38:42 | |
The gospels are right. | 38:47 | |
Jesus did say, "Follow me. | 38:49 | |
And not, "Hocus pocus, Presto chango." | 38:53 | |
God does not promise us normality happiness. | 39:01 | |
Especially that worry free happiness | 39:06 | |
of the billboard picture. | 39:08 | |
There is no reason to believe | 39:12 | |
that our own special disabilities will vanish | 39:13 | |
because of our faith in Christ. | 39:19 | |
The Lord does promise to give us courage to face reality | 39:24 | |
and say, this is who I am. | 39:28 | |
Me and not someone else's idea of reality. | 39:33 | |
He will show us | 39:42 | |
that even with all the loneliness and frustration, | 39:43 | |
we do have our own beauty. | 39:47 | |
A beauty far more precious, and far more lovable | 39:51 | |
than all the glossy magazine pictures, | 39:58 | |
all the normality in the world. | 40:02 | |
Matthew stands for something very special | 40:09 | |
for honesty, reality. | 40:13 | |
Here, there is no cheap religious hustle | 40:20 | |
of our franchised versions of Christianity. | 40:23 | |
Praise the Lord, and overlook the misery in world, | 40:28 | |
or love Jesus, and everything, | 40:34 | |
I mean, everything, will be wonderful. | 40:36 | |
No cheap religious hustle here. | 40:43 | |
In the strength of his relationship with Christ, | 40:49 | |
Matthew was changed. | 40:53 | |
Probably not in the ways Matthew had all planned out, | 40:56 | |
but in a beautiful, far more substantial way. | 41:02 | |
And that is the promise. | 41:11 | |
And now unto God the Father, | 41:18 | |
God the Son, God the Holy Ghost, | 41:20 | |
We ascribe all might, majesty, dominion, and power, | 41:23 | |
hence forth and forever more, amen. | 41:26 | |
(soft music) | 41:34 | |
(singing faintly) | 42:27 | |
(soft music) | 46:32 | |
(singing faintly) | 48:19 | |
(soft music) | 53:17 | |
(singing faintly) | 53:59 | |
- | Good Father of us all, | 55:06 |
we give thanks for the gift of thy grace. | 55:07 | |
Of thy blessings, we have all received, | 55:11 | |
and so we bring now these our gifts. | 55:13 | |
Grant thy blessing upon them, | 55:16 | |
and bless each act of dedication and commitment onto thee, | 55:19 | |
and lead us to follow thee | 55:24 | |
through Christ our Lord, amen. | 55:25 | |
(soft music) | 55:40 | |
(singing faintly) | 56:32 | |
And now may the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, | 59:58 | |
the love of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit, | 1:00:02 | |
be with you all, amen. | 1:00:05 | |
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