Jean Horstman - "God's Question" (March 21, 1976)
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(indistinct singing) | 0:32 | |
- | Our Lord has said that, | 8:55 |
all those who come unto him he will not cast out. | 8:58 | |
"Come unto me all you who labor and are heavy latent | 9:06 | |
and I will give you rest." | 9:13 | |
For rest renewal and recreation we come. | 9:16 | |
Let us confess our sins in the company of one another | 9:25 | |
and before God, let us pray. | 9:30 | |
Almighty God we confess unto you | 9:35 | |
that we have sinned exceedingly in thought, word and deed. | 9:39 | |
We have neglected opportunities of good. | 9:44 | |
We have sought the things which are temporal | 9:48 | |
and have forgotten the things which are eternal. | 9:51 | |
Therefore we besiege you to have mercy upon us. | 9:55 | |
From the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes | 9:59 | |
and the pride of life good Lord deliver us. | 10:03 | |
Strengthen us by the power of the Holy Spirit | 10:07 | |
to fight the good fight of faith, | 10:11 | |
to endure hardness as good followers of Jesus Christ, | 10:14 | |
to rule our bodies by temperance | 10:19 | |
and our spirits by meekness, | 10:21 | |
and to glorify you alike with our bodies and our spirits | 10:24 | |
which belong to you. | 10:28 | |
Almighty and everlasting God, | 10:31 | |
you hate nothing that you have made | 10:34 | |
and will forgive the sins of all who are penitent, | 10:37 | |
create and making us new and contrived hearts | 10:41 | |
that we worthy lamenting our sins | 10:45 | |
and acknowledging our wretchedness, | 10:49 | |
may obtain from you the God of all mercy | 10:51 | |
perfect remission and forgiveness | 10:55 | |
through Jesus Christ our Lord, Amen. | 10:58 | |
Our Lord Jesus Christ, by his own self sacrifice | 11:23 | |
has saved and redeemed us and all humanity | 11:27 | |
by the victory of the cross, | 11:32 | |
the hope of peace and the gift of eternal life are ours. | 11:35 | |
Beloved by the grace of God | 11:42 | |
you are forgiven for Christ's sake, Amen. | 11:47 | |
(indistinct singing) | 12:17 | |
- | The Old Testament lesson this morning | 14:47 |
is from the book of Genesis, | 14:49 | |
the 32nd chapter versus 22 through 30 | 14:51 | |
and the 33rd chapter versus one through four. | 14:55 | |
Hear the word of God. | 15:00 | |
"The same night Jacob arose and took his two wives, | 15:04 | |
his two maids and his 11 children | 15:08 | |
and crossed the ford of the Jabbok. | 15:10 | |
He took them and sent them across the stream | 15:13 | |
and likewise, everything that he had. | 15:17 | |
And Jacob was left alone | 15:21 | |
and a man wrestled with him until the breaking of the day. | 15:24 | |
When the man saw that he did not prevail against Jacob | 15:27 | |
he touched the hollow of his thigh | 15:31 | |
and Jacob's thigh was put out of joint | 15:34 | |
as he wrestled with him. | 15:36 | |
Then he said, let me go for the day is breaking. | 15:38 | |
But Jacob said, I will not let you go unless you bless me. | 15:43 | |
And he said to him, what is your name? | 15:48 | |
And he said, Jacob. | 15:53 | |
Then he said, your name shall no more be called Jacob | 15:56 | |
but Israel, for you have driven with God and with men | 16:00 | |
and have prevailed. | 16:05 | |
Then Jacob asked him, tell me I pray your name. | 16:08 | |
But he said, why is it that you asked my name? | 16:13 | |
And there, he blessed him. | 16:17 | |
So Jacob called the name of the place Peniel saying, | 16:20 | |
for I have seen God face to face | 16:24 | |
and yet my life is preserved. | 16:27 | |
The son rose upon him as he passed Peniel limping | 16:30 | |
because of his thigh. | 16:33 | |
And therefore to this day, the Israelites do not eat | 16:34 | |
the sinew of the hip, which is upon the hollow of the thigh | 16:37 | |
because he touched the hollow of Jacob's thigh | 16:41 | |
on the sinew of the hip. | 16:43 | |
And Jacob lifted up his eyes and looked | 16:46 | |
and behold, Esau was coming and 400 men with him. | 16:49 | |
So he divided the children among Leah and Rachel | 16:53 | |
and the two maids. | 16:56 | |
He put the maids with their children in front, | 16:58 | |
then Leah with her children | 17:01 | |
and Rachel and Joseph last of all. | 17:03 | |
He himself went on before them | 17:06 | |
bowing himself to the ground seven times | 17:08 | |
until he came near to his brother. | 17:11 | |
But Esau ran to meet him and embraced him | 17:14 | |
and fell on his neck and kissed him and they wept." | 17:17 | |
The New Testament lesson | 17:26 | |
is from the Gospel according to John, the first chapter, | 17:27 | |
the 41st and 42nd verse. | 17:32 | |
Please stand for the reading of the Gospel. | 17:34 | |
"He first found his brother Simon and said to him, | 17:43 | |
we have found the Messiah, which means Christ. | 17:47 | |
He brought him to Jesus. | 17:51 | |
Jesus looked at him and said, | 17:53 | |
so you are Simon the son of John? | 17:56 | |
You shall be called Cephas, which means Peter." | 17:59 | |
Here ends the reading of God's holy word, | 18:05 | |
may it be entrusted unto our hearts and minds. | 18:07 | |
(indistinct singing) | 18:12 | |
- | With one voice, let us affirm our faith. | 18:53 |
We are not alone, we live in God's world. | 18:58 | |
We believe in God who has created and is creating, | 19:02 | |
who has come in the truly human Jesus | 19:07 | |
to reconcile and make new. | 19:10 | |
Who works in us and others through the spirit. | 19:13 | |
We trust God who calls us to be the church, | 19:17 | |
to celebrate life and its fullness, | 19:22 | |
to love and serve others, to seek justice and resist evil, | 19:25 | |
to proclaim Jesus crucified and risen, | 19:31 | |
our judge and our hope. | 19:34 | |
In life, in death, in life beyond death, | 19:37 | |
God is with us, we are not alone. | 19:41 | |
Thanks be to God. | 19:45 | |
The Lord be with you. | 19:49 | |
Let us pray. | 19:52 | |
Oh God, in these moments we come to give thanks, | 20:03 | |
to remember others, to seek for more in life | 20:10 | |
for us and for all your children. | 20:15 | |
We recall with continued gratitude, Oh God, | 20:20 | |
your goodness to us. | 20:24 | |
We give thanks for the rest of the night, | 20:28 | |
for the light of a new day | 20:31 | |
and the hope of fullness of life which lies ahead. | 20:33 | |
We thank you for our senses, by which we can see | 20:40 | |
the splendor of the flowers and the trees, | 20:43 | |
can hear the winds of spring and songs of joy | 20:47 | |
and can smell the freshness of this a new spring. | 20:51 | |
We remember, Oh loving God, | 20:59 | |
the life and conditions of others. | 21:02 | |
There are those we love who have shared death | 21:06 | |
and loneliness with loved ones | 21:11 | |
and who now seek new ways to meaning. | 21:13 | |
There are those we love who have been injured or ravaged | 21:18 | |
by accidents or tragedies and who now suffer pain. | 21:21 | |
Those for whom the present is fleeting moment | 21:28 | |
and the future and unsure way. | 21:31 | |
Many in our own community have suffered the past few days | 21:36 | |
or have waited beside those in pain, | 21:40 | |
Oh God strengthen, give peace and heal. | 21:44 | |
We pray in the name of Christ. | 21:53 | |
Oh God, you know the duties and the tests | 21:58 | |
which lie ahead for each of us, the dangers that confront us | 22:00 | |
and the weaknesses which we possess. | 22:04 | |
In the spirit of Jesus the Christ | 22:08 | |
our living love being Lord. | 22:10 | |
We dedicate to you our studies, our work, our friendships, | 22:15 | |
our family relationships, our recreation, our decisions, | 22:20 | |
our very future, so that in thought and word and indeed | 22:26 | |
we may glorify your name. | 22:31 | |
And then Oh God, may in some way know that abundant life | 22:35 | |
which Jesus came to give. | 22:42 | |
May we leave this place today alive with new confidence | 22:46 | |
and with new hope through Jesus Christ our Lord, | 22:54 | |
who taught us as his disciples to pray praying. | 23:00 | |
Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name, | 23:04 | |
thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth | 23:10 | |
as it is in heaven. | 23:15 | |
Give us this day our daily bread, | 23:17 | |
and forgive us our trespasses | 23:20 | |
as we forgive those who trespass against us. | 23:23 | |
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. | 23:27 | |
For thy is the kingdom, | 23:32 | |
the power and the glory forever, Amen. | 23:34 | |
On this the third Sunday in the holy season of Lent, | 23:44 | |
let me welcome you to this service of worship. | 23:50 | |
Welcome some of you back after a few days | 23:52 | |
rest and relaxation. | 23:55 | |
Not as much as you would've wanted I'm sure, | 23:58 | |
but I hope enough to give you strength and peace and energy | 24:00 | |
to go on to endure, at least until the end of the semester. | 24:05 | |
This is a very special day for us. | 24:12 | |
For three years now, we have had the privilege | 24:18 | |
of inviting a student currently enrolled in the university | 24:21 | |
to serve as the preacher | 24:28 | |
for a service of worship in the chapel. | 24:29 | |
When this idea was first discussed | 24:34 | |
among the chapel worship committee members a few years ago, | 24:36 | |
it seemed unanimous consent | 24:41 | |
that it was most fitting and most appropriate | 24:42 | |
that on at least one occasion, | 24:47 | |
one member of the student body | 24:50 | |
would give us the proclamation of the Word of God | 24:52 | |
in our university service of worship. | 24:56 | |
This morning, Ms. Jean Horseman will give us the message. | 24:59 | |
She impressed our committee this year | 25:06 | |
and impressed this minister to the university | 25:08 | |
in a very rich and lively and impressive way. | 25:12 | |
So it will be our privilege | 25:18 | |
to hear her proclaim the Word of God in just a moment. | 25:20 | |
I have one further word. | 25:24 | |
Many of you carry with a New Testament, | 25:28 | |
including the Psalms and the Proverbs, | 25:32 | |
which is distributed to you and to many many other persons | 25:35 | |
by the Gideons. | 25:39 | |
This morning as you leave the service of worship | 25:41 | |
you will be given the privilege of making a contribution | 25:45 | |
to Gideon's International, | 25:48 | |
so that they might purchase more books like this | 25:50 | |
and other copies of the New Testament | 25:54 | |
or copies of the Bible, to distribute them | 25:57 | |
to people and places where they may be used meaningfully. | 25:59 | |
So I invite you not only to worship God | 26:04 | |
during the service of worship by the giving of your gifts | 26:06 | |
but as you leave also to remember this important work. | 26:10 | |
I invite you also to remember the other services of worship | 26:15 | |
which we will have in the chapel this week, | 26:18 | |
as we celebrate together this season of Lent. | 26:21 | |
And so for you, for all of us who worship God here this day | 26:25 | |
may I now present Ms. Jean Horseman | 26:30 | |
and welcome her to the pulpit of her chapel, | 26:34 | |
your chapel this day. | 26:38 | |
Jean? | 26:40 | |
- | Good morning. | 26:50 |
Much of the necessity I feel for sharing these words | 26:52 | |
and ideas with you, | 26:54 | |
comes from my relationship with many people, | 26:55 | |
especially Bob McLaren the pastor | 26:58 | |
of Watts Street Baptist Church | 27:00 | |
and David May the former Baptist chaplain at Duke. | 27:02 | |
These men have enabled me to see a God of incredible grace. | 27:06 | |
If a sermon may be dedicated to anything or anyone | 27:10 | |
besides God, then I dedicate it to the love | 27:13 | |
that these people and these two men have shared with me. | 27:16 | |
Jacob at the Jabbok. | 27:22 | |
A man who was grappling with his God, himself | 27:25 | |
and his relationship to his brother. | 27:28 | |
Fleeing from his stepfather, awaiting the arrival | 27:31 | |
of the brother whose birthright and blessing he'd stolen. | 27:35 | |
Jacob was forced through a relationship | 27:38 | |
and an encounter with God to come face to face | 27:41 | |
with the substance and quality of his life. | 27:45 | |
Whether Jacob's struggle was with a physical | 27:50 | |
or a mental messenger is less important | 27:52 | |
than the fact that in some form or another | 27:55 | |
Jacob violently fought with God. | 27:59 | |
He fought God with the degree of ferocity, | 28:02 | |
with which one might face an enemy | 28:05 | |
or the most despised of foes. | 28:08 | |
As the dawn broke on the side of battle | 28:12 | |
Jacob had physical control of God's messenger | 28:14 | |
and in accordance with Hebrew custom | 28:18 | |
demanded of him some form of blessing. | 28:19 | |
Now the blessing Jacob sought was not a new tent | 28:23 | |
or strengthened battle or a few more wives. | 28:26 | |
What he sought was a portion of God's vitality, | 28:30 | |
some degree of superhuman power, | 28:33 | |
quite frankly Jacob wished to become a type of demigod. | 28:36 | |
It is here that God slipped in | 28:42 | |
one of the many grace notes in this struggle. | 28:43 | |
Instead of striking out an anger destroying Jacob | 28:46 | |
for so preposterous request, God through his messenger | 28:49 | |
asked Jacob a simple yet penetrating question. | 28:53 | |
What is your name? | 28:59 | |
To understand just how threatening | 29:02 | |
that question God asked was, you must understand | 29:04 | |
what a person's name meant to the Hebrews. | 29:07 | |
To our spiritual ancestors a name revealed some essence | 29:11 | |
of the person's personality and character. | 29:15 | |
Before God would bestow any degree of blessing on him | 29:19 | |
Jacob was forced to deal with his definition | 29:23 | |
of his own personhood, | 29:25 | |
and truly that is terrifying and frightful. | 29:27 | |
Do any of us willingly and joyfully approach | 29:32 | |
an honest attempt at self examination? | 29:35 | |
Do we gleefully approach time with ourselves, | 29:38 | |
all the mistakes and all the fears we have had? | 29:41 | |
Or as I think, do we approach God's question | 29:45 | |
with the hesitancy of a boy asking out his first date, | 29:48 | |
a mixture of expectancy and dread? | 29:52 | |
And replied to God's question, naturally enough. | 29:57 | |
Jacob replied, Jacob. | 30:01 | |
A name burdened with the meaning of liar, thief, supplanter, | 30:04 | |
all around sneak a name offering little or no challenge, | 30:09 | |
no call for self-improvement, no sense of expectation. | 30:13 | |
Yet God did not condemn Jacob | 30:20 | |
to this situation for all his life. | 30:23 | |
It is at this time that he performed his second miracle. | 30:26 | |
He rejected Jacob's answer and renamed him, | 30:30 | |
no longer the liar, no longer the thief, | 30:34 | |
now one who had struggled with God and men and lived, | 30:38 | |
now one called Israel. | 30:42 | |
God did not, in renaming Jacob recreate him, | 30:45 | |
rather he offered him | 30:49 | |
the structure on which to rebuild his life. | 30:51 | |
Jacob did not become Israel, | 30:55 | |
rather he received the ability to become Israel. | 30:58 | |
If Jacob had feared God's knowledge of the evil | 31:04 | |
within his life, he had even more reason to fear God now. | 31:06 | |
Merl James and Dorothy Yogovols, | 31:12 | |
described Jacob's predicament in this way. | 31:14 | |
To discover the worst is to face the decision | 31:18 | |
of whether or not to continue in the same patterns. | 31:21 | |
To learn the best is to face the decision | 31:25 | |
of whether or not to live up to it. | 31:27 | |
Either decision may involve change | 31:30 | |
and is therefore anxiety provoking. | 31:33 | |
In his night long struggle | 31:37 | |
Jacob at first saw the worst within him, the old self. | 31:39 | |
However in the dawn, God showed him his possible self. | 31:43 | |
Try to imagine the pain and the fear | 31:48 | |
that Jacob must have encountered all in one night. | 31:50 | |
The experience must have been | 31:54 | |
like going through a house of mirrors. | 31:55 | |
One mirror reveals all the evil, all the bad in your life | 31:58 | |
and another accentuates all the positive, all the good. | 32:01 | |
We are torn between two definitions of self. | 32:06 | |
The evil side of our nature | 32:10 | |
or the goodness that is within our possible selves. | 32:13 | |
That part that is still becoming. | 32:16 | |
In renaming Jacob, | 32:21 | |
God blessed him with the revelation of his humanity, | 32:22 | |
the reality that he could become the good | 32:26 | |
and responsible person that God had from the very beginning, | 32:28 | |
created him to be. | 32:32 | |
Are there many of us that are willing | 32:35 | |
to look into the mirror of God's love | 32:36 | |
and view our own potential? | 32:39 | |
Are we able to realize as Jacob was forced to do, | 32:41 | |
that we have good and evil within us? | 32:45 | |
That along with this evil | 32:49 | |
there is much that is exceedingly good | 32:51 | |
and that it is this good that we are created to fulfill. | 32:54 | |
Can we see that while we are the scum of the earth, | 32:59 | |
we are also the glory of the earth, | 33:02 | |
the crowning touch of creation? | 33:04 | |
And viewing and realizing our potential | 33:08 | |
we could no longer limp through life whimpering, | 33:11 | |
Oh pity me, I'm so incapable, so helpless. | 33:13 | |
Because the possibility of of change | 33:18 | |
and improvement is ours, | 33:20 | |
there is no excuse for remaining in our old patterns. | 33:22 | |
We see the face of God's love | 33:25 | |
and we leave with the joyous responsibility | 33:28 | |
of sharing with the world and with ourselves | 33:31 | |
the truth we have had revealed to us. | 33:34 | |
In our creation God smuggled them | 33:37 | |
some small part of his spirit, | 33:39 | |
allowing us to be shaped in his image. | 33:42 | |
It is this that Jacob feared facing. | 33:45 | |
It is also this divine essence | 33:48 | |
that we are called to fulfill. | 33:50 | |
However, instead of viewing ourselves honestly | 33:54 | |
we like Jacob or more likely to reverse the question | 33:57 | |
and ask God who he is, what is his name, | 34:00 | |
then to attend to his question, | 34:04 | |
to behold his revelation and presence in our lives. | 34:06 | |
We each at some time in our lives | 34:11 | |
enter interim midnight struggle with God. | 34:13 | |
We try to rest ourselves from his love | 34:16 | |
or to seek some superhuman degree of power, | 34:19 | |
instead of fulfilling his plan of servanthood. | 34:23 | |
Jacob did not leave his encounter with God as a ruler | 34:27 | |
or a high keen or the president of General Motors, | 34:30 | |
but as a man resolved to meet his brother | 34:33 | |
and to accept responsibility for his past, | 34:36 | |
he approached Esau and humbleness, | 34:40 | |
in the one the way one might approach his master, | 34:42 | |
but to surprise he was met and embraced | 34:46 | |
and kissed as a loving brother. | 34:49 | |
Accepting responsibility for his actions | 34:51 | |
Jacob did not leave the Jabbok able to defeat his brother, | 34:55 | |
but as a person moving with humility | 34:59 | |
towards the man from whom he'd stolen so much. | 35:01 | |
He came as servant and Esau welcomed him as brother. | 35:04 | |
We come to God as servant | 35:09 | |
only to be surprisingly welcomed as children of God. | 35:11 | |
Our struggle like Jacobs, | 35:16 | |
may come as we run from one brother or sister | 35:19 | |
to conflict with another. | 35:21 | |
Or win for one time we are truly alone, | 35:24 | |
feeling the deep penetrating piercing loneliness | 35:27 | |
of limited humanity. | 35:31 | |
Or when our expectations of ourselves are so low, | 35:33 | |
we refuse or unable to accept God's definition | 35:37 | |
of our personhood. | 35:41 | |
Wherever the encounter occurs we all at some time | 35:43 | |
will struggle with God. | 35:47 | |
Ourselves and our responsibility to our brother and sisters, | 35:53 | |
our logical conclusion and extensions of that struggle. | 35:57 | |
The dawn will find us fortified | 36:02 | |
and able to responsibly face life | 36:04 | |
and the mistakes we've made | 36:07 | |
or still running from one Jabbok to another, | 36:09 | |
unable to face the truth of how God sees us | 36:12 | |
and dreams of us becoming. | 36:15 | |
You may ask why the struggle with God and even more, | 36:19 | |
you may ask why the acceptance of the new name, | 36:21 | |
of the new position as children of God. | 36:24 | |
Why? | 36:28 | |
Because like Jacob, we are all inwardly seeking order, | 36:29 | |
some meaning to the chaos within and surrounding our lives. | 36:33 | |
We are able to suffer and to suffer quite gallantly | 36:37 | |
if only some is evident in that suffering. | 36:40 | |
Jacob's life was woven of violence, | 36:44 | |
deceit and powerlessness. | 36:46 | |
He was tricked into working 14 years | 36:48 | |
instead of seven for his wife Rebecca. | 36:50 | |
And all his life he ran in some form another from Esau | 36:53 | |
and a deceitful relationship with his brother. | 36:57 | |
There was no time for deciding who he was, | 37:01 | |
much less what he was created to become. | 37:04 | |
We also are surrounded by chaos, papers to write, | 37:09 | |
books to finish, weary day in and day out patterns | 37:13 | |
we allow ourselves to be trapped in. | 37:17 | |
We are further beset by a group of questions | 37:19 | |
about our past, our present and our future. | 37:22 | |
What am I to do with my life? | 37:26 | |
How much am myself am I going to dare to risk | 37:28 | |
with the rest of humanity? | 37:31 | |
What is my responsibility for what I know | 37:34 | |
from my pursuit of knowledge? | 37:37 | |
Who am I? | 37:39 | |
Or perhaps more importantly, what am I becoming? | 37:41 | |
We seek for answers to questions | 37:46 | |
that lead only to more questions, | 37:48 | |
we are burdened by a search for order and meaning | 37:50 | |
in a life that is in flux. | 37:53 | |
In the "Testament of Devotion," Thomas Kelly | 37:55 | |
a Quaker theologian, affirms the Jabbok experience | 37:58 | |
as the source of renewal and stability. | 38:02 | |
He says, "No one may face God and live | 38:05 | |
in the same old patterns." | 38:10 | |
And looking on God, we recognize that part of him | 38:12 | |
that is within us. | 38:15 | |
A basic and change demanding aspect of our humanness | 38:20 | |
is revealed us. | 38:24 | |
The power to realize this new potential | 38:26 | |
and to risk oneself in the chaos | 38:28 | |
comes from leaving our Jabbok, our midnight encounter | 38:30 | |
with a knowledge of God as friend. | 38:33 | |
Herein is the first step to the road to peace | 38:37 | |
with ourselves and with our fellow man. | 38:40 | |
The tradition of God calling us to fulfill our creation | 38:45 | |
as being in his image | 38:48 | |
is not a phenomenon of only the Old Testament. | 38:49 | |
Jesus continued the renaming tradition | 38:53 | |
and calling Simon Peter, | 38:55 | |
and the spirit of God continues the tradition today, | 38:57 | |
calling each of us to fulfill the potential given to us | 39:00 | |
in our creation. | 39:04 | |
The way is extremely difficult | 39:06 | |
for we are called to redefine our mission in life, | 39:08 | |
our possibility, our future. | 39:12 | |
God calls us as he called Jacob to struggle | 39:15 | |
with himself, our fellow humans and our personalities. | 39:19 | |
As Jacob, we leave our Jabbok | 39:24 | |
painfully aware of our humanity, | 39:26 | |
but knowing that we will prevail because of God's love | 39:29 | |
and God's grace. | 39:33 | |
In a book called "Born to Win," | 39:36 | |
James Aubrey creates a delightful parable | 39:38 | |
that recaptures the essence of Jacob's struggle. | 39:41 | |
In conclusion, I offer the parable of the Eagle. | 39:44 | |
Once upon a time, walking through a forest | 39:50 | |
a certain man found a young Eagle. | 39:53 | |
He took it home and put it in the barnyard | 39:55 | |
where it soon learned to eat chicken feed | 39:57 | |
and to behave as chickens behave. | 39:59 | |
Well, one day a naturalist was passing by | 40:03 | |
and inquired to the owner, | 40:05 | |
"Why it was that the Eagle, the king of all birds | 40:07 | |
should be continued to live in a barnyard | 40:10 | |
eating chicken feed?" | 40:14 | |
"Since I've given it chicken feed | 40:16 | |
and trained it to be a chicken | 40:17 | |
it has never learned to fly," replied the owner. | 40:19 | |
"It behaves as chickens behave so it is no longer an Eagle." | 40:22 | |
Still insisted the naturalist. | 40:27 | |
"It has the heart of an Eagle | 40:29 | |
and can surely be taught to fly." | 40:31 | |
After talking it over the two men agreed | 40:34 | |
to find out whether or not this was possible. | 40:36 | |
Gently the naturalist took the Eagle in his arms and said, | 40:40 | |
"You belong to the sky and not to the earth. | 40:44 | |
Spread forth your wings and fly." | 40:48 | |
The Eagle however was confused and did not know who he was | 40:52 | |
and seeing the chickens eating their food | 40:55 | |
he jumped down to be with them again. | 40:57 | |
Undismayed, | 41:01 | |
the naturalist took the Eagle on the following day | 41:02 | |
up on the roof of the barn and urged him again saying, | 41:04 | |
"You are an Eagle stretch forth your wings and fly." | 41:08 | |
But the Eagle was afraid of his unknown self | 41:13 | |
and jumped down once more to eat his chicken feed. | 41:15 | |
On the third day, the naturalist took the Eagle | 41:20 | |
up on the high mountain and there he held the king of birds | 41:23 | |
high above him and encouraged him again saying, | 41:26 | |
"You are an Eagle, you belong to the sky | 41:30 | |
as well as to the earth, | 41:33 | |
stretch forth your wings now and fly." | 41:36 | |
The Eagle looked around back towards the barnyard | 41:40 | |
and up towards the sky, still he did not fly. | 41:43 | |
Then the naturalist lifted him straight up towards the sun | 41:47 | |
and it happened that the Eagle began to tremble, | 41:51 | |
slowly stretching his wings. | 41:54 | |
And last with a triumphant cry, | 41:57 | |
he sorted away into the heavens. | 42:00 | |
It may be that the Eagle still remembers the chickens | 42:05 | |
with nostalgia, | 42:07 | |
it may even be that he occasionally revisits the barnyard, | 42:09 | |
but as far as anyone knows, | 42:13 | |
he has never returned to lead the life of a chicken. | 42:15 | |
He was an Eagle, though he had been kept captive | 42:19 | |
and tamed as a chicken. | 42:22 | |
We too are called to be kings and queens, | 42:26 | |
but the difficult part is that | 42:29 | |
we must do it in the guise of servants. | 42:30 | |
God holds as high on the mountain top, | 42:34 | |
he lifts us up from our own private valleys | 42:36 | |
and we may take wing and fly and reached unimagined heights | 42:39 | |
or we may jump down and continue eating our chicken feed, | 42:43 | |
confined by our fears and inability | 42:47 | |
to accept the vision of ourselves | 42:50 | |
that God in love and grace and concern offers to eat of us. | 42:52 | |
Amen. | 42:58 | |
May we pray? | 43:00 | |
Father, we thank you for your patience | 43:05 | |
with our limited vision, | 43:07 | |
for our tendency to seek the easy way, | 43:09 | |
to accept the chicken feed instead of becoming the Eagle. | 43:11 | |
We ask God that in these days to come | 43:15 | |
that you will be give us the courage | 43:18 | |
and give us the love to step forward | 43:20 | |
and to look and to ask who we are. | 43:22 | |
And that in the process we will see | 43:25 | |
what you have to give to us. | 43:27 | |
We thank you father for the love to do so | 43:30 | |
and for the support that you give | 43:32 | |
and we ask God your blessing upon our lives. | 43:35 | |
Open our eyes, reveal to us the miracles | 43:40 | |
that you have smuggled in up on us | 43:43 | |
that we so often forget to see, Amen. | 43:45 | |
(indistinct singing) | 43:51 | |
- | "Not everyone who says to me, Lord, Lord | 58:20 |
will enter into the kingdom of heaven, | 58:23 | |
but those who do the will of my father in heaven." | 58:26 | |
Oh God, we give these gifts now as part | 58:31 | |
of our doing your will. | 58:35 | |
Take us from this place to do more in love | 58:39 | |
for you and for our neighbors, | 58:44 | |
for the sake of Jesus Christ who loved us | 58:48 | |
and give himself for us, Amen. | 58:51 | |
(indistinct singing) | 58:58 | |
Now will you receive this blessing? | 1:02:52 | |
The grace of our Lord and savior Jesus Christ, | 1:02:56 | |
the love of God, | 1:03:00 | |
the communion and fellowship of the Holy Spirit | 1:03:03 | |
be with you and with those whom you love and forever. | 1:03:07 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:03:14 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:03:27 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:03:48 | |
(instrumental music) | 1:04:28 | |
(applause) | 1:13:43 |