Walter Wangerin, Jr. - "The Witnesses of These Things" (April 17, 1988)
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- | Grace and peace to you | 2:36 |
in the name of the Lord, Jesus Christ. | 2:37 | |
We welcome you to this service of worship | 2:39 | |
here at Duke University chapel | 2:41 | |
on this third Sunday in Easter | 2:43 | |
and invite you to join us again very soon. | 2:45 | |
We also extend greetings to those of you | 2:48 | |
in our radio and television audiences. | 2:50 | |
Our preacher for this morning | 2:53 | |
is the Reverend Dr. Walter Wangerin Jr., | 2:55 | |
pastor of Grace Lutheran Church in Evansville, Indiana. | 2:57 | |
He is also adjunct professor of theology and literature | 3:01 | |
at Lutheran School of Theology in Chicago. | 3:04 | |
Dr. Wangerin is a widely acclaimed preacher | 3:07 | |
and author, with two of his best known works including | 3:10 | |
The Book of the Dun Cow and Ragman and Other Cries of Faith. | 3:14 | |
We welcome Dr. Wangerin to our pulpit today. | 3:18 | |
We are also pleased to announce, | 3:22 | |
on behalf of Duke campus ministry, | 3:23 | |
the recipient of the 1987-88 | 3:26 | |
Duke Humanitarian Service Award, Miss Linda Hankins-Dukes. | 3:29 | |
We welcome her and her family to our service. | 3:34 | |
The presentation of this award | 3:37 | |
will be held later in today's service. | 3:38 | |
Please note the remaining announcements | 3:42 | |
as they are printed in your bulletins. | 3:43 | |
And now let us continue our worship. | 3:46 | |
(choir singing) | 3:56 | |
(organ music) | 5:15 | |
(choir singing) | 5:54 | |
- | Almighty and everlasting God, | 9:58 |
whose blessed Son made himself known to his disciples | 10:02 | |
in the breaking of bread, | 10:05 | |
open the eyes of our faith, | 10:08 | |
that we may behold him in all his redeeming work, | 10:10 | |
who lives and reigns with you | 10:15 | |
in the unity of the Holy Spirit, | 10:16 | |
one God now and forever. | 10:19 | |
Amen. | 10:22 | |
- | Let us pray. | 10:35 |
Open our hearts and minds, O God. | 10:38 | |
By the power of your Holy Spirit, so that his Word | 10:41 | |
is read and proclaimed, we might hear with joy | 10:45 | |
what you say to us this day. Amen. | 10:49 | |
The first lesson is taken from the Book of Acts. | 10:53 | |
And when Peter saw it, he addressed the people, | 10:57 | |
Men of Israel, why do you wonder at this, | 11:00 | |
or why do you stare at us, as though by our power or piety, | 11:03 | |
we had made him walk? | 11:06 | |
The God of Abraham and of Isaac and of Jacob, | 11:08 | |
the God of our fathers glorified his servant Jesus, | 11:12 | |
we delivered up and denied in the presence of Pilate, | 11:15 | |
when he had decided to release him. | 11:18 | |
But you denied the Holy and Righteous One, | 11:21 | |
and asked for a murderer to be granted to you, | 11:23 | |
and killed the Author of life, | 11:25 | |
whom God raised from the dead. | 11:27 | |
To this, we are witnesses. | 11:30 | |
And his name, by faith in his name, | 11:32 | |
has made this man strong whom you see and know, | 11:35 | |
and the faith which is through Jesus | 11:38 | |
has given this man perfect health | 11:39 | |
in the presence of you all. | 11:41 | |
And now, brethren, I know that you acted in ignorance, | 11:44 | |
as did also your rulers. | 11:47 | |
But what God foretold by the mouth of all the Prophets, | 11:49 | |
that his Christ should suffer, he thus fulfilled. | 11:53 | |
Repent, therefore, and turn again, | 11:56 | |
that your sins may be blotted out, | 11:59 | |
that times refreshing may come | 12:00 | |
from the presence of the Lord. | 12:02 | |
This ends the reading of the first lesson. | 12:04 | |
(organ music) | 12:20 | |
♪ The Lord is my light. ♪ | 12:34 | |
♪ The Lord is my refuge. ♪ | 12:38 | |
♪ Of whom shall I be afraid? ♪ | 12:42 | |
♪ The Lord is the stronghold of my life. ♪ | 12:50 | |
♪ I will never be afraid ♪ | 12:55 | |
♪ When people once tried to kill me, ♪ | 13:00 | |
♪ It is they who stumble and fall. ♪ | 13:04 | |
♪ The Lord is my light. ♪ | 13:10 | |
♪ The Lord is my refuge. ♪ | 13:13 | |
♪ Of whom shall I be afraid? ♪ | 13:18 | |
♪ What army marches against me? ♪ | 13:26 | |
♪ I will have no fear in my heart. ♪ | 13:31 | |
♪ The war breaks out against me. ♪ | 13:36 | |
♪ Even then would I trust in the Lord. ♪ | 13:40 | |
♪ The Lord is my light. ♪ | 13:46 | |
♪ The Lord is my refuge. ♪ | 13:50 | |
♪ Of whom shall I be afraid? ♪ | 13:54 | |
♪ There is one thing that I ask of the Lord. ♪ | 14:02 | |
♪ For this only do I long. ♪ | 14:08 | |
♪ To live in the Lord's house all my life, ♪ | 14:12 | |
♪ To sing the Glory of the Lord. ♪ | 14:17 | |
♪ The Lord is my light. ♪ | 14:23 | |
♪ The Lord is my refuge. ♪ | 14:27 | |
♪ Of whom shall I be afraid? ♪ | 14:32 | |
♪ In the time of trouble, ♪ | 14:40 | |
♪ I shall be saved. ♪ | 14:43 | |
♪ I will hide in your sheltering tent. ♪ | 14:46 | |
♪ I shall be lifted up. ♪ | 14:52 | |
♪ Lifted high above the rock. ♪ | 14:56 | |
♪ The Lord is my light. ♪ | 15:02 | |
♪ The Lord is my refuge. ♪ | 15:05 | |
♪ Of whom shall I be afraid? ♪ | 15:10 | |
♪ I shall triumph over my foes. ♪ | 15:17 | |
♪ I will offer a sacrifice of joy. ♪ | 15:22 | |
♪ I will sing a song. ♪ | 15:28 | |
♪ I will sing praises to the Lord. ♪ | 15:31 | |
♪ The Lord is my light. ♪ | 15:36 | |
♪ The Lord is my refuge. ♪ | 15:40 | |
♪ Of whom shall I be afraid? ♪ | 15:45 | |
(organ music) | 15:54 | |
(choir singing) | 16:03 | |
- | The second lesson is taken from the First Letter of John. | 17:02 |
See what love the Father has given us, | 17:06 | |
that we should be called children of God, | 17:09 | |
and so we are. | 17:12 | |
The reason why the world does not know us | 17:13 | |
is that it did not know him. | 17:16 | |
Beloved, we are God's children now. | 17:17 | |
It does not yet appear what we shall be, | 17:21 | |
but we know that when he appears, we shall be like him, | 17:23 | |
for we shall see him as he is. | 17:25 | |
And everyone who thus hopes in him, | 17:29 | |
purifies himself as he is pure. | 17:31 | |
Everyone who commits sin is guilty of lawlessness. | 17:33 | |
Sin is lawlessness. | 17:37 | |
You know that he appeared to take away sins, | 17:39 | |
and in him, there is no sin. | 17:41 | |
No one who abides in him sins. | 17:43 | |
No one who sins has either seen him or known him. | 17:46 | |
Little children, let no one deceive you. | 17:49 | |
He who does right is righteous, as he is righteous. | 17:52 | |
This ends the reading of the second lesson. | 17:57 | |
(organ music) | 18:06 | |
(woman singing hymn) | 18:51 | |
- | The Gospel lesson for this third Sunday of Easter | 24:16 |
is found in Luke chapter 24. | 24:20 | |
It's appropriate, before I read it to you, | 24:24 | |
to signal how much like the first lesson, | 24:27 | |
which Leslie just read to you a little while ago, | 24:32 | |
is this Gospel lesson. | 24:35 | |
So that you might watch as I read this to you, | 24:37 | |
listen how both of them use the same word, | 24:41 | |
"witnesses." | 24:45 | |
And listen how together, these two lessons name | 24:48 | |
and define | 24:53 | |
and illustrate | 24:56 | |
what the witness is. | 24:58 | |
It's a good thing for you to know | 25:02 | |
that the Greek word for witness or witnesses | 25:04 | |
is "marturioy." | 25:09 | |
That's our word, martyr. | 25:12 | |
Seems right. | 25:16 | |
By these lessons, you begin to know that | 25:19 | |
the witnesses are involved in suffering | 25:21 | |
in at least three ways. | 25:24 | |
They know the suffering of Jesus, that's one. | 25:27 | |
They themselves suffer the sufferings in their witnessing, | 25:33 | |
that's two. | 25:36 | |
Please know the third. | 25:38 | |
The third is that when the witnesses descend upon us, | 25:41 | |
they bring with them also a holy therapeutic | 25:46 | |
suffering for us | 25:50 | |
that we too in their presence | 25:53 | |
might recognize our sin | 25:55 | |
and repent. | 25:58 | |
And this is the therapy and this is the holiness. | 26:00 | |
And be forgiven. | 26:04 | |
So does Christ become real among us. | 26:06 | |
"Then they told what had happened on the road," | 26:16 | |
these are the two Emmaus disciples | 26:19 | |
returned to the other disciples on Sunday evening | 26:20 | |
when Jesus rose from the dead, | 26:24 | |
"and how Jesus was made known to them" | 26:27 | |
"at the breaking of the bread." | 26:29 | |
"As they were saying this, Jesus himself stood among them," | 26:32 | |
"but they were startled and frightened," | 26:36 | |
"and supposed that they saw a spirit." | 26:39 | |
"He said to them, why are you troubled | 26:42 | |
"and why do questionings rise in your hearts?" | 26:44 | |
"See my hands and my feet that it is I, myself." | 26:47 | |
"Handle me and see," | 26:51 | |
"for a spirit has not flesh and bones | 26:53 | |
"as you see that I have." | 26:54 | |
"And while they still disbelieved for joy and wondered," | 26:58 | |
"he said to them, have you anything here to eat?" | 27:01 | |
"They gave him a piece of boiled fish" | 27:06 | |
"and he took it and ate it before them." | 27:08 | |
"Then he said to them, these are my words" | 27:12 | |
"which I spoke to you while I was still with you," | 27:15 | |
"that everything written about me and the law of Moses" | 27:18 | |
"and the Prophets and the Psalms must be fulfilled." | 27:21 | |
"Then he opened their minds to understand the Scriptures" | 27:25 | |
"and said to them, thus it is written" | 27:28 | |
"that the Christ should suffer," | 27:31 | |
"and on the third day, rise from the dead." | 27:33 | |
"And that repentance and forgiveness of sins" | 27:37 | |
"should be preached in his name to all nations" | 27:41 | |
"beginning from Jerusalem." | 27:45 | |
"You are witnesses of these things." | 27:49 | |
So far the Gospel lesson. | 27:55 | |
Oh, you people. | 28:06 | |
You are so many. | 28:08 | |
My parish is a very tiny little parish | 28:13 | |
in the inner city of Evansville, Indiana. | 28:15 | |
We've got 20 pews. | 28:17 | |
And each pew holds six adults. | 28:23 | |
You look to me like a tide itself in front of me, | 28:27 | |
a tide, I say, of brothers and sisters. | 28:30 | |
I pray, of brothers and sisters. | 28:34 | |
And the tide surrounds me with music | 28:42 | |
on my left and on my right. | 28:44 | |
And the tide sweeps so high above me with grandeur. | 28:46 | |
I hope, I hope you don't mind if I speak | 28:49 | |
as a child to you this morning, | 28:54 | |
in the midst of all this grandeur | 28:57 | |
and a little bit informally, as a child. | 28:59 | |
This is true that sometimes there is a child in me, | 29:03 | |
and it's a curious thing | 29:06 | |
that the child appears | 29:08 | |
when I'm supposed to be most an adult. | 29:09 | |
The child cries out | 29:13 | |
when I have responsibilities of other people | 29:14 | |
and the kingdom of god on me, | 29:18 | |
when I have grown exhausted by being in charge | 29:20 | |
and in control. Then the child, | 29:25 | |
then the child blinks inside of me. | 29:27 | |
I hope you don't mind if I sound simple-minded | 29:31 | |
in the midst of all of this grandeur and sophistication. | 29:34 | |
But I tell you the truth, people, | 29:40 | |
sometimes I just want to see Jesus. | 29:43 | |
Sometimes I yearn for my own Easter. | 29:50 | |
Sometimes, no matter where I am, | 29:56 | |
especially when I have these burdens of adulthood | 29:58 | |
upon my shoulders, when I am parent | 30:01 | |
and pastor, authority. | 30:04 | |
Then I want Jesus just to appear where I am, | 30:08 | |
and to startle me. I don't mind. | 30:12 | |
I don't mind being frightened a little bit | 30:14 | |
so that to the very ends of my nerves, | 30:16 | |
I know that it is Jesus and I know that Jesus is near. | 30:18 | |
And I want Jesus to talk to me, to me, | 30:22 | |
personal, intimate Easter. | 30:25 | |
I want Jesus to say, why are you troubled, Walt? | 30:27 | |
I want Jesus to put out his hands and his feet | 30:32 | |
so that I can handle them, so that I, | 30:35 | |
so that I can touch them. | 30:38 | |
And check the nail prints, and check underneath his nails | 30:40 | |
and see whether or not there's still a little bit of dirt | 30:43 | |
from Gethsemane there. | 30:46 | |
This is the truth. | 30:49 | |
I wanna say, just a minute, Jesus! | 30:51 | |
And then I wanna go boil him a fish | 30:54 | |
or a hamburger. | 30:57 | |
I wanna feed him. I want him to sit down at my table, | 31:00 | |
and I wanna see him eat in the flesh | 31:03 | |
and I wanna see whether he chews | 31:05 | |
with his mouth open or shut. | 31:07 | |
I'd like to see the juice from my hamburger, | 31:10 | |
my own Walt hamburger, dribble down his chin. | 31:12 | |
I wanna see Jesus. | 31:17 | |
I'm not kidding you. | 31:19 | |
Yearning like a child inside of me, I wanna see Jesus. | 31:21 | |
But there is an adult in me. | 31:24 | |
I am a pastor. | 31:27 | |
I have grown up, I've gone to the seminary, | 31:29 | |
and I know that I will not see Jesus just like that. | 31:31 | |
He has ascended into Heaven higher than this chapel. | 31:35 | |
I won't see the juice dribble down his chin. | 31:40 | |
Well, that makes these lessons terribly, terribly | 31:44 | |
important to me, who wants so badly | 31:47 | |
to see Jesus in his life. | 31:50 | |
This is the love of the Lord, dear people, | 31:53 | |
if any of you have that same yearning in your own souls, | 31:55 | |
sometimes to look so adult, | 31:59 | |
and sometimes to feel so childish. | 32:01 | |
This is the love of the Lord, | 32:04 | |
that that same Jesus has left witnesses behind him. | 32:07 | |
Not only in Jerusalem, | 32:10 | |
but through all of the nations. | 32:13 | |
Which means Evansville, Indiana. | 32:16 | |
And Durham, North Carolina. | 32:21 | |
Witnesses behind him | 32:25 | |
who, listen to me, | 32:27 | |
who bear the message so clearly in their persons, | 32:29 | |
that whether they say it and preach it, | 32:33 | |
or whether they simply are it, | 32:36 | |
they make Jesus present where they are. | 32:38 | |
That's what a witness is. | 32:45 | |
A witness is somebody who, | 32:48 | |
incorporated in their own being and by what they do, | 32:52 | |
listen to me, by how they relate to the people around them, | 32:54 | |
listen, initiate that drama | 32:58 | |
which persuades the other one that Jesus is dearly present | 33:01 | |
in tower, in might, in love, in mercy, in caring. | 33:05 | |
Well, and our lessons are very clear | 33:10 | |
on how those witnesses go about it. | 33:12 | |
You didn't hear it because it came before | 33:15 | |
what Leslie read to you, | 33:18 | |
but John and Peter had just healed a crippled person. | 33:20 | |
I think that that's very proper. | 33:26 | |
It is the witnesses who go about healing the crippled souls. | 33:29 | |
And the pattern of that healing is very clear. | 33:33 | |
It is this, please listen, | 33:36 | |
it is that in the presence of these witnesses, | 33:40 | |
we begin to know our sin, | 33:43 | |
which is our crippledness. | 33:47 | |
Our sin, Peter makes it very clear in that sermon, | 33:49 | |
Jesus says right clearly what it is the witnesses to preach. | 33:52 | |
Our sin of denying the Lord at various times. | 33:56 | |
So you see, the first thing that these witnesses do | 34:01 | |
is to make this sin surface in our lives. | 34:04 | |
Very personal and intimate, just not a good thing first. | 34:08 | |
Not comfort and boiled fish first. | 34:12 | |
First the distress that I have denied Jesus. | 34:14 | |
Second, the repentance. | 34:18 | |
Go about and preach repentance. And third, | 34:22 | |
the forgiveness of sins. | 34:25 | |
That that which I repent is truly forgiven me | 34:27 | |
of God, in Jesus, through this witness, | 34:31 | |
whatever this witness looks like. | 34:34 | |
Oh, the witnesses are present. | 34:36 | |
They are here. | 34:39 | |
And if I don't see the juice of my hamburger | 34:41 | |
dribble down the chin of Jesus, | 34:43 | |
yet these witnesses enflesh the presence of Jesus, | 34:45 | |
and I can reach out and literally touch bone and flesh | 34:48 | |
and say, in this one, by this one, in the face of this one, | 34:51 | |
my wife, my children, my parishioners, folk off the street, | 34:55 | |
in this one is my Lord. | 35:00 | |
Let me serve you a hamburger, please. | 35:03 | |
Do you like boiled fish? | 35:04 | |
Nevertheless, | 35:09 | |
as clear as my adult head is on what these lesson promise, | 35:11 | |
nevertheless, I find myself going through | 35:15 | |
long, vast periods of desolation, when I am so adult. | 35:18 | |
Now, this is a huge place. | 35:24 | |
I've got a tiny little church with 20 pews, | 35:25 | |
but we are in the inner city. | 35:27 | |
And I find myself working very, very hard to, to, | 35:29 | |
to bring about the kingdom of God | 35:36 | |
for all of the people around me. Oh, what a burden! | 35:38 | |
I preach on Sunday morning. | 35:43 | |
I yearn that the people should hear the word of the Lord. | 35:46 | |
I suffer whether they hear it or not. | 35:49 | |
But do you understand? I am the pastor, | 35:50 | |
that's very important stuff. | 35:53 | |
I try so hard to be right and proper in that preaching. | 35:54 | |
And then I'm in this desolation. | 35:59 | |
Strange irony. | 36:01 | |
Throughout the week, we take care | 36:02 | |
of the people in our neighborhood | 36:04 | |
who are hungry, who need help with their electrical bill, | 36:05 | |
who need help paying their rent, who come and come and come | 36:09 | |
through our doors, who don't always change, | 36:12 | |
and I grow tired with my adulthood. | 36:14 | |
I grow exhausted with the work that I do | 36:17 | |
in the kingdom of God. Being in charge, | 36:19 | |
making all things right. I'm a Lutheran. | 36:21 | |
That's even harder. | 36:24 | |
When we worship on Sunday morning, | 36:27 | |
gotta know when to stand up. | 36:29 | |
Gotta know when to sit down. | 36:31 | |
We've got a book with rubrics in it, | 36:33 | |
says, this is how you worship, please. | 36:35 | |
And I am so much in charge, making it right. | 36:39 | |
I, important, in the kingdom of God. | 36:41 | |
And I'm a parent. | 36:43 | |
That's as hard as being a Lutheran. | 36:46 | |
All of my children are teenagers. | 36:49 | |
Depend on me, I am in charge. | 36:52 | |
Depend on me, I am in control, I am so responsible | 36:53 | |
for all these people. There is a fellow | 36:56 | |
who lives down from Grace Church | 36:59 | |
in a shotgun house. His name is Robert. | 37:01 | |
He exhausts me. | 37:04 | |
I don't know how old Robert is, but he comes to the mission | 37:05 | |
of Grace again and again, and receives help. | 37:08 | |
Robert stands, can you see me back there? | 37:11 | |
I know I'm so small. | 37:13 | |
Robert stands about this tall, smaller than me. | 37:15 | |
I always know when Robert is coming. | 37:19 | |
I can sense him. | 37:22 | |
Robert is like a planet with its own atmosphere around it. | 37:25 | |
Planet, that's a good word. | 37:30 | |
He is the wandering star. | 37:31 | |
Nothing bothers Robert, he is protected by this atmosphere. | 37:33 | |
You can't see this atmosphere, but you can smell it. | 37:36 | |
He comes down the street, and he has a cane, | 37:41 | |
but it's not a cane. | 37:44 | |
Robert has an umbrella | 37:46 | |
from which he has taken off the cloth, | 37:49 | |
off the ribs, | 37:52 | |
it is just a skinny, little umbrella left alone naked, | 37:53 | |
and with that umbrella, Robert walks down the street, | 37:56 | |
tippy tippy tap tap, tippy tippy tap. | 37:59 | |
Robert is one who makes me wish to God I saw Jesus. | 38:04 | |
I will walk by Robert's house, | 38:09 | |
and if I have sharp enough eyes, | 38:11 | |
I will see Robert stand out in front of his door, | 38:13 | |
and I will see Robert see me, | 38:16 | |
and that's when I begin to walk faster. | 38:17 | |
I look very important at that point. | 38:20 | |
Very adult, pastor and parent. | 38:22 | |
I look as though maybe I'm too busy for Robert to hail me. | 38:24 | |
Do you understand what I'm saying? | 38:27 | |
I walk very, very fast, and there has been a time, however, | 38:30 | |
where Robert has found the word before I passed by. | 38:33 | |
Exploded, he said, what's happenin'? | 38:36 | |
You see, he calls me Reverend, he says, | 38:40 | |
Reverend, what's happenin'? | 38:41 | |
And he can do that with such explosive vigor that I turn | 38:44 | |
and I look at Robert and I'm caught. | 38:46 | |
I'm a Christian, you see. | 38:49 | |
I have to answer what's happenin'? | 38:51 | |
I have to walk over to Robert. | 38:55 | |
He invites me into his house. | 38:56 | |
He did this. | 38:58 | |
He's got a box underneath his sink. | 39:00 | |
It's only a one room house, he only has one room to himself. | 39:02 | |
He pulls the box out from underneath the sink. | 39:05 | |
He stands back. | 39:09 | |
He says, Reverend, and I look in that box. | 39:11 | |
I see aluminum cans. | 39:15 | |
I see broken Bic lighters. | 39:17 | |
I see radios without cords. | 39:20 | |
Do you understand what I'm telling you? | 39:23 | |
I see trivets with two legs. | 39:25 | |
I see Robert's treasures. | 39:28 | |
Robert stands back and he says, | 39:30 | |
Reverend, anything. | 39:31 | |
Anything you want. | 39:35 | |
Robert is gonna pay us back for all the good that we've done | 39:38 | |
to him from the mission of Grace. | 39:41 | |
And I am important. | 39:43 | |
I am working in the kingdom of God | 39:45 | |
that people should know God. | 39:47 | |
I am striving to be a witness, | 39:48 | |
therefore I say to Robert, | 39:50 | |
oh, thank you Robert, but we don't take pay | 39:52 | |
for the good we do. | 39:55 | |
That's all right, Robert, and I pat him on the shoulder, | 39:57 | |
and the dust rises from his shoulder. | 40:00 | |
And I bow my head and I sneak out, | 40:02 | |
leaving Robert with his wide eyes goggling, | 40:03 | |
trying to figure some way to thank me | 40:06 | |
and to thank the mission of Grace, but I'm shed of Robert. | 40:08 | |
It's during those periods, people, | 40:11 | |
that I look most adult and I feel most like a child, | 40:15 | |
and I wish to God I saw the witnesses. | 40:19 | |
I wish to God Jesus was near enough | 40:21 | |
to show the hands and put the arms around and hold me dear. | 40:24 | |
I want to see Jesus. | 40:27 | |
And when I am so adult, I do not. | 40:30 | |
Listen to me, please, I will just say it clearly. | 40:34 | |
I know why I do not see the witnesses then. | 40:38 | |
The problem is not that there are not witnesses. | 40:45 | |
The problem is never that there are not witnesses. | 40:51 | |
God has surrounded each one of us with clouds of witnesses | 40:55 | |
who will make Jesus present by the drama I told you before. | 40:59 | |
The problem is that sometimes people like me | 41:04 | |
and our positions of authority are unwilling to see | 41:08 | |
the witnesses that are sent. | 41:12 | |
The problem is that I am sometimes so busy being the witness | 41:16 | |
for my children, for my parish, for Robert down the street, | 41:25 | |
listen to me, that I deny the witnesses sent unto me. | 41:30 | |
I deny them their witness ability. | 41:35 | |
I deny the divinity in them. | 41:38 | |
I deny the Jesus in them. | 41:40 | |
Because it couldn't be them, no, it couldn't be them. | 41:43 | |
And besides that, if it were them, | 41:45 | |
I would have to accept that my sin is denial | 41:47 | |
and repent. | 41:53 | |
And so be forgiven. | 41:55 | |
O ye parents among you, | 41:57 | |
preachers, | 42:00 | |
leaders, teachers, | 42:02 | |
any one of you who have roles of authority, | 42:04 | |
'tis a dangerous place to be. | 42:07 | |
Especially since you say, I am a Christian in authority, | 42:09 | |
and it is my job | 42:12 | |
to be a witness. | 42:15 | |
Watch it! | 42:17 | |
There is an arrogance of witness-ship | 42:19 | |
that makes us blind to the true witnesses | 42:23 | |
who are denied | 42:27 | |
day after day. | 42:28 | |
Do you understand? | 42:31 | |
Well, Robert figured out how to thank us. True. | 42:36 | |
Robert decided | 42:42 | |
to come to church. | 42:45 | |
Now, I preach in Grace in the aisle. | 42:48 | |
That means very, very close to the people. | 42:52 | |
And there is only one aisle at Grace, | 42:54 | |
that's how little it is. | 42:55 | |
We don't have side aisles. | 42:56 | |
And on a particular Sunday, I had begun to preach | 43:00 | |
and all the people were listening to me. | 43:04 | |
That's what they're supposed to do. | 43:06 | |
I was the witness, don't you understand? | 43:08 | |
Paid witness. | 43:10 | |
Worked on it witness. Good sermon, witness. | 43:12 | |
Lutheran sermon, I believe. | 43:14 | |
Three points. | 43:16 | |
Intellectual. | 43:19 | |
I think that I was about into the first point of my sermon, | 43:21 | |
and I raised my eyes, | 43:24 | |
and standing at the very back of the aisle | 43:25 | |
was Robert. | 43:29 | |
He'd come to church. | 43:31 | |
He dressed up. | 43:32 | |
He picked hair out. | 43:33 | |
He had picked his hair out | 43:34 | |
so that it stood up in two twin towers on his head. | 43:36 | |
He held that little tippy tippy tap tap cane at his side. | 43:39 | |
He had dressed Goodwill, I did not smell his atmosphere. | 43:42 | |
And he had a shocked expression on his face, | 43:45 | |
like it was a marvel to him that Robert was in church. | 43:48 | |
There was no place for him to sit in the back of our church. | 43:53 | |
I don't know if you all do that sort of a thing, | 43:57 | |
but in our church, first you fill the back. | 43:59 | |
Then you move up. | 44:01 | |
I think that's a holy gesture. | 44:03 | |
I think they teach it in confirmation, | 44:06 | |
first sit in the back, then move up. | 44:08 | |
Well, Robert looked to the left, | 44:13 | |
and Robert looked to the right, | 44:14 | |
and there was no place to sit and that didn't bother Robert. | 44:15 | |
While I preached, Robert started walking down the aisle, | 44:17 | |
nodding on everybody beside him, | 44:20 | |
waving his two twin towers. | 44:23 | |
Gleeful that he was in church. | 44:25 | |
He thought this was a marvelous thing | 44:26 | |
that he was doing for us. | 44:28 | |
He was coming to our church. | 44:29 | |
Robert walked all the way up to me, nodded at me, | 44:31 | |
waved his twin towers at me. | 44:34 | |
There was a seat, second pew from | 44:36 | |
the front on the left hand side of me, | 44:38 | |
and Robert moved in, excused himself, sat down on the pew, | 44:41 | |
laid his cane on the floor, folded his arms, and sat back | 44:44 | |
to hear some preachin'. | 44:46 | |
I didn't mind. | 44:49 | |
I would preach. | 44:51 | |
So I kept on preaching. | 44:52 | |
Point one, | 44:54 | |
point two. | 44:55 | |
Sub-point A underneath two. | 44:58 | |
I began to gather my proof texts together, | 45:00 | |
it was a very intellectual sermon. | 45:02 | |
I was working it out well. | 45:03 | |
My homiletician would have been proud of me. | 45:04 | |
Except that while I was preaching, | 45:07 | |
I begin to hear a commotion to my left hand side, | 45:10 | |
second pew from the front. | 45:12 | |
I'm preaching. | 45:15 | |
Robert's hearing a sermon. | 45:16 | |
But I don't know which sermon Robert's listening to. | 45:19 | |
He's begun to move. | 45:22 | |
Pull his left foot up, put it down. | 45:23 | |
Pull his right food up, pull it down. | 45:25 | |
Nod his head at the same time. | 45:27 | |
There's a rhythm in Robert's sermon. | 45:28 | |
And no rhythm in my Lutheran sermon, I'll tell you. | 45:31 | |
This made me very uncomfortable. | 45:33 | |
Do you understand? | 45:37 | |
I was losing control. | 45:38 | |
I didn't know where Robert was going to go. | 45:41 | |
I had not looked at Robert's sermon first. | 45:42 | |
I preached faster and I preached harder. | 45:47 | |
They were intellectual points, but I gave 'em a bite. | 45:50 | |
I wanted the people to watch me. | 45:53 | |
Nobody should watch Robert, but do you understand? | 45:54 | |
The faster and the harder I preached, | 45:56 | |
the faster and the harder went Robert's sermon. | 45:58 | |
He began to nod his head. He had his eyes closed. | 46:01 | |
Terrifying thing if you have your eyes closed. | 46:03 | |
He began to stomp his feet, little by little like that. | 46:06 | |
And now I'm sweating. | 46:08 | |
There's a trickle going down | 46:10 | |
very privately underneath my alb. | 46:11 | |
All of a sudden, Robert begins that | 46:15 | |
fretful Baptist practice, | 46:17 | |
clapping. (Dr. Wangerin claps) | 46:20 | |
Nobody told him it's a Lutheran church! | 46:24 | |
He's not listening to a Lutheran sermon. | 46:27 | |
I think maybe I will modulate my sermon. | 46:29 | |
I will look tall so all the people in my parish look at me | 46:32 | |
and not clappin', swayin', rockin' Robert. | 46:35 | |
I look at about how much time I have | 46:40 | |
before I can get down to the sermon, | 46:41 | |
and we feel like we're in a race, | 46:42 | |
Robert's sermon and the Lutheran sermon together. | 46:44 | |
And then all the sudden, all of the sudden, | 46:46 | |
Robert threw up his two hands into the air. | 46:48 | |
Threw them up and he shouted in Grace Lutheran Church, | 46:51 | |
I'm going to pray! | 46:54 | |
And we both froze. | 46:57 | |
I froze because I didn't know | 47:02 | |
what to do with Robert's prayer. | 47:03 | |
Robert froze because he had shocked himself. | 47:04 | |
It was as though he'd considered the thing that he'd said | 47:07 | |
and he'd found it good, and he repeated it a second time. | 47:10 | |
He said, Yup, I'm going to pray! | 47:13 | |
And it was as though I responded by the Holy Spirit, | 47:16 | |
I said from the aisle, Robert, don't! | 47:18 | |
He said it for the third time. | 47:25 | |
He began to nod, | 47:27 | |
his twin towers with his hands up in the air. | 47:28 | |
He said, Yup, yup, I'm going to pray! | 47:30 | |
This is the truth. | 47:33 | |
But he was close to me. | 47:34 | |
I went to him as fast as I could. | 47:36 | |
I put my hands on his shoulders. | 47:37 | |
I looked him dead in the eye, and I said, | 47:39 | |
Robert, you can't pray. | 47:42 | |
His eyes flew open, and he looked at me. | 47:46 | |
He said, Why not? | 47:48 | |
And I said, I said this before I thought it, | 47:50 | |
the words came to me as a gift, I said, | 47:53 | |
Because there's a time to pray. | 47:58 | |
Rubrics, control, I'm in charge. | 48:02 | |
Robert looked at me and his hands came down. | 48:06 | |
His whole being came down. | 48:10 | |
He said, A time to pray? | 48:11 | |
Poor man had never heard of such a thing before. | 48:15 | |
A time to pray? He said. | 48:18 | |
I said, Yes, Robert, a time to pray. | 48:21 | |
And he was still. | 48:25 | |
Do you know how sometimes | 48:27 | |
after you've worked very hard to get the child to sleep, | 48:28 | |
you tip-toe out of the bedroom | 48:32 | |
so not to wake the child? | 48:34 | |
I tip-toed backward so as not to | 48:36 | |
shake loose any more Baptist sermons in Robert. | 48:38 | |
I gathered my little pieces of Lutheran sermon | 48:42 | |
from the floor, and I sweated my way through to the end. | 48:44 | |
I finished. It was time to finish. | 48:47 | |
I went back into our little chancel and we sang a hymn. | 48:50 | |
It was time to sing a hymn. | 48:53 | |
I am in control, dear God. | 48:55 | |
After the hymn, it was time to take the offering. | 48:59 | |
This is the truth. | 49:02 | |
I took the plates off of the altar | 49:04 | |
and I came to the front of our steps, | 49:06 | |
and there in front of me | 49:07 | |
was Robert. | 49:10 | |
Twin peaks on high, | 49:13 | |
umbrella cane by his side, | 49:15 | |
he looked at me and he said, No. | 49:18 | |
He said, | 49:22 | |
no, I ain't gonna pray for you no more. | 49:22 | |
He said, For me. | 49:29 | |
Do you understand? | 49:33 | |
He looked at the plates that were in my hand. This is true. | 49:37 | |
Reached through, through his Goodwill jacket, | 49:41 | |
pulled him out a dollar bill soft as a handkerchief, | 49:43 | |
dropped it in the plate, turned around with that cane, | 49:45 | |
tippy tippy tap tap, walked out of the church. | 49:48 | |
I know what such a skinny cane can hold up. | 49:54 | |
I stood behind him and I saw it. | 49:59 | |
Such a cane under two twin towers | 50:02 | |
holds up dignity | 50:04 | |
and the Holy Spirit | 50:09 | |
and the presence of Jesus. | 50:13 | |
This was my martyr. | 50:17 | |
This was my witness | 50:22 | |
before whom I should bow my head for denial | 50:26 | |
and repent. | 50:30 | |
And in whose glorious grace | 50:34 | |
I may hear the forgiveness of Jesus Christ. | 50:36 | |
Ah, the problem is not the lack of witnesses, people, | 50:39 | |
ye who are in some sort of authority, | 50:43 | |
the problem is lack of sight. | 50:46 | |
I went to Robert's house. | 50:51 | |
I knocked on his door. | 50:53 | |
This is like two weeks later. | 50:56 | |
Reverend, he said, what's happenin'? | 50:58 | |
But he said it kindly. | 51:01 | |
Come in, he said, and I came in. | 51:04 | |
I said, can I have one of... | 51:06 | |
What's ever in your box? | 51:10 | |
Robert pulled the box from under the sink, | 51:13 | |
threw a grand gesture to it. | 51:17 | |
He said, Anything, Reverend, anything. | 51:18 | |
And I tell you the truth, | 51:21 | |
it was a trivet with two legs forgave me. | 51:24 | |
And the grease of the Lord Jesus Christ | 51:30 | |
dribbled down the chin of an indigent man | 51:33 | |
who smells of alcohol. | 51:36 | |
I saw the Lord. | 51:39 | |
I saw Jesus. | 51:42 | |
(organ music) | 51:53 | |
♪ The strife is o'er, the battle done; ♪ | 52:23 | |
♪ The victory of life is won; ♪ | 52:30 | |
♪ The song of triumph has begun. ♪ | 52:38 | |
♪ Alleluia! ♪ | 52:46 | |
♪ The powers of death have done their worst, ♪ | 52:53 | |
♪ But Christ their legions has dispersed. ♪ | 53:01 | |
♪ Let shouts of holy joy outburst. ♪ | 53:09 | |
♪ Alleluia! ♪ | 53:17 | |
♪ The three sad days are quickly sped; ♪ | 53:24 | |
♪ He rises glorious from the dead. ♪ | 53:32 | |
♪ All glory to our risen Head. ♪ | 53:40 | |
♪ Alleluia! ♪ | 53:49 | |
♪ Lord, by the stripes which wounded thee, ♪ | 53:56 | |
♪ From death's dread sting thy servants free, ♪ | 54:04 | |
♪ That we may live and sing to thee. ♪ | 54:11 | |
♪ Alleluia! ♪ | 54:19 | |
- | Let us unite as we confess our faith. | 54:30 |
I believe in God the Father Almighty, | 54:34 | |
Maker of Heaven and Earth, | 54:37 | |
and in Jesus Christ, his only son, our Lord, | 54:39 | |
who was conceived by the Holy Spirit, | 54:43 | |
born of the Virgin Mary, suffered under Pontius Pilate, | 54:46 | |
was crucified, dead, and buried. | 54:50 | |
The third day he rose from the dead. | 54:53 | |
He ascended into Heaven | 54:55 | |
and sitteth at the right hand of God, the Father Almighty, | 54:57 | |
from thence he shall come to judge the quick and the dead. | 55:01 | |
I believe in the Holy Spirit, | 55:05 | |
the holy Catholic Church, | 55:07 | |
the communion of Saints, | 55:09 | |
the forgiveness of sins, the resurrection of the body, | 55:11 | |
and the life everlasting. Amen. | 55:15 | |
The Lord be with you. | 55:20 | |
Crowd | And also with you. | 55:21 |
- | Let us pray. | 55:23 |
Eternal giver, | 55:37 | |
in mystery and in silence, you are present in our lives. | 55:39 | |
You bring new life out of destruction, | 55:45 | |
hope out of despair, | 55:48 | |
growth out of trials. | 55:51 | |
We thank you that you do not desert us, | 55:54 | |
but that you labor with us, | 55:56 | |
that we may become new creatures in you. | 55:58 | |
Help us to slow down, | 56:04 | |
to open our eyes, that we may perceive your unseen hand | 56:06 | |
in the unfolding of our lives. | 56:11 | |
Help us to join hands with you, | 56:15 | |
like little children, | 56:18 | |
as we attend to the gentle guidance of your spirit, | 56:20 | |
that we may receive the kingdom with the willingness | 56:25 | |
of a little child. | 56:28 | |
Let us pray for the needs of our entire human family. | 56:32 | |
Look with kindness, O God, on those | 56:38 | |
who have separated themselves from each other | 56:41 | |
and from you. | 56:44 | |
Take away the hatred and self-righteousness | 56:47 | |
which overwhelm our hearts | 56:50 | |
and unite us in bonds of love. | 56:53 | |
Let us pray for all those who suffer from lack of food, | 56:58 | |
shelter, | 57:02 | |
or other necessities of life. | 57:04 | |
Use us as your body, the church, to ease their affliction | 57:08 | |
and renew their hope. | 57:12 | |
Increase our diligence, | 57:15 | |
strengthen our desire to follow Christ's example | 57:18 | |
of feeding the hungry | 57:21 | |
and healing the sick and visiting the imprisoned. | 57:23 | |
Let us pray, gracious God, for all those | 57:29 | |
who live with injustice, violence, disease, | 57:33 | |
or death as their constant companions. | 57:38 | |
Especially we pray for those hostages being held | 57:43 | |
on the hijacked Kuwaiti jet and their families | 57:47 | |
and for those victims of increased violence | 57:51 | |
in the Middle East. | 57:53 | |
Strengthen, O God, all those who keep vigil | 57:56 | |
for the causes of justice and of peace. | 57:59 | |
Let us pray for the future of our world | 58:04 | |
and especially for children everywhere. | 58:07 | |
Increase our reverence before the sacred mystery | 58:11 | |
which is life. | 58:14 | |
Give us new understanding of your purposes | 58:17 | |
for our existence, O God, | 58:20 | |
and grant us new wisdom and determination | 58:23 | |
for making provisions for its future | 58:25 | |
in accordance with your will. | 58:28 | |
Recognizing that you have given us dominion over the Earth, | 58:31 | |
we pray that you would grant us the spirit of thanksgiving, | 58:36 | |
to do so with compassion | 58:40 | |
and in service to others. | 58:42 | |
These things we pray in the name of Jesus Christ, amen. | 58:46 | |
Having heard the Word read and proclaimed, | 58:55 | |
we offer our thanks to God. | 58:58 | |
It is our privilege to do so in the spirit of thanksgiving | 59:01 | |
at this point in our service as we award | 59:06 | |
the Duke Humanitarian Service Award | 59:09 | |
to Miss Linda Hankins-Dukes. | 59:11 | |
Could you step forward at this time? | 59:13 | |
The Duke Humanitarian Service Award is an annual award | 59:16 | |
presented by Duke Campus Ministry | 59:18 | |
to a member of the Duke community whose life represents | 59:21 | |
an outstanding example of service. | 59:24 | |
Miss Dukes was chosen as this year's recipient | 59:27 | |
as one whose commitment to service has been demonstrated | 59:29 | |
through sustained involvement in the field of education | 59:33 | |
and who demonstrates a lifestyle of simplicity. | 59:37 | |
This award includes a $1000 cash gift. | 59:40 | |
- | Linda Hankins-Dukes graduated from Duke University | 59:54 |
in 1971, and in 1975 received her M.A. in Asian Studies | 59:56 | |
from the University of Michigan. | 1:00:01 | |
In addition to her job as an instructor for the | 1:00:03 | |
Adult Basic Education Center of the | 1:00:05 | |
Charlottesville Public Schools, | 1:00:08 | |
she devotes countless hours to volunteer work. | 1:00:09 | |
Among other things, she has been very instrumental | 1:00:12 | |
in the development of the Charlottesville chapter | 1:00:14 | |
of the Literacy Volunteers of America. | 1:00:16 | |
Miss Dukes also serves on the board of directors | 1:00:19 | |
of the Virginia Literacy Coalition. | 1:00:21 | |
It is with great pleasure that we present her | 1:00:24 | |
with this award. | 1:00:26 | |
(applause) | 1:00:34 | |
- | In thanksgiving for the mercies of God, let us | 1:00:45 |
contribute our gifts and ourselves now to his service. | 1:00:48 | |
(organ music) | 1:00:52 | |
♪ Shall we gather at the river, ♪ | 1:03:26 | |
♪ Where bright angel feet have trod; ♪ | 1:03:33 | |
♪ With its crystal tide forever ♪ | 1:03:39 | |
♪ Flowing by the throne of God? ♪ | 1:03:45 | |
♪ Yes, we'll gather at the river, ♪ | 1:03:52 | |
♪ The beautiful, the beautiful river; ♪ | 1:03:58 | |
♪ Gather with the saints at the river ♪ | 1:04:05 | |
♪ That flows by the throne of God. ♪ | 1:04:11 | |
♪ Of the boots above the river, ♪ | 1:04:25 | |
♪ Where the Savior deeply holds, ♪ | 1:04:31 | |
♪ We shall be dressed of the river, ♪ | 1:04:38 | |
♪ In the glory of the Lord. ♪ | 1:04:43 | |
♪ Yes, we'll gather at the river, ♪ | 1:04:51 | |
♪ The beautiful, the beautiful river; ♪ | 1:04:58 | |
♪ Gather with the saints at the river ♪ | 1:05:04 | |
♪ That flows by the throne of God. ♪ | 1:05:10 | |
♪ Ere we reach the shining river, ♪ | 1:05:25 | |
♪ Lay we every burden down; ♪ | 1:05:32 | |
♪ Grace our spirits will deliver, ♪ | 1:05:39 | |
♪ And provide a robe and crown. ♪ | 1:05:45 | |
♪ Yes, we'll gather at the river, ♪ | 1:05:53 | |
♪ The beautiful, the beautiful river; ♪ | 1:06:00 | |
♪ Gather with the saints at the river ♪ | 1:06:07 | |
♪ That flows by the throne of God. ♪ | 1:06:13 | |
♪ Soon we'll reach the shining river, ♪ | 1:06:30 | |
♪ Soon our pilgrimage will cease; ♪ | 1:06:37 | |
♪ Soon our happy hearts will quiver ♪ | 1:06:44 | |
♪ With the melody of peace. ♪ | 1:06:50 | |
♪ Yes, we'll gather at the river, ♪ | 1:06:58 | |
♪ The beautiful, the beautiful river; ♪ | 1:07:04 | |
♪ Gather with the saints at the river ♪ | 1:07:11 | |
♪ That flows by the throne of God. ♪ | 1:07:16 | |
(organ music) | 1:07:41 | |
(choir singing 'Hallelujah') | 1:08:01 | |
- | Almighty God, giver of all mercies, we thine | 1:09:09 |
unworthy servants do give thee most humble and hearty thanks | 1:09:12 | |
for all thy goodness and loving kindness to us | 1:09:15 | |
and to all people. | 1:09:19 | |
We bless thee for our creation, preservation, | 1:09:21 | |
and all the blessings of this life, | 1:09:24 | |
but above all for thine inestimable love | 1:09:26 | |
and redemption of the world by our Lord Jesus Christ, | 1:09:29 | |
who taught us that to love thee is to serve our neighbor. | 1:09:33 | |
Our Father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name, | 1:09:37 | |
thy kingdom come, thy will be done, | 1:09:41 | |
on Earth as it is in Heaven. | 1:09:44 | |
Give us, this day, our daily bread | 1:09:46 | |
and forgive us our trespasses | 1:09:49 | |
as we forgive those who trespass against us | 1:09:51 | |
and lead us not into temptation, | 1:09:54 | |
but deliver us from evil | 1:09:57 | |
for thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory forever. | 1:09:58 | |
Amen. | 1:10:03 | |
(organ music) | 1:10:05 | |
♪ O sons and daughters, let us sing! ♪ | 1:10:39 | |
♪ The King of Heaven, the Glorious King, ♪ | 1:10:46 | |
♪ O'er death today rose triumphing. ♪ | 1:10:54 | |
♪ Hallelujah! Hallelujah! ♪ | 1:11:02 | |
♪ That Easter morn, at break of day, ♪ | 1:11:12 | |
♪ The faithful women went their way ♪ | 1:11:19 | |
♪ To seek the tomb where Jesus lay. ♪ | 1:11:27 | |
♪ Hallelujah! Hallelujah! ♪ | 1:11:36 | |
♪ An angel clad in white they see, ♪ | 1:11:45 | |
♪ Who sat, and spake unto the three, ♪ | 1:11:53 | |
♪ Your Lord doth go to Galilee. ♪ | 1:12:01 | |
♪ Hallelujah! Hallelujah! ♪ | 1:12:09 | |
♪ How blessed are they who have not seen, ♪ | 1:12:19 | |
♪ And yet whose faith has constant been, ♪ | 1:12:27 | |
♪ For they eternal life shall win. ♪ | 1:12:35 | |
♪ Hallelujah! Hallelujah! ♪ | 1:12:43 | |
♪ On this most holy day of days, ♪ | 1:12:53 | |
♪ To God your hearts and voices raise ♪ | 1:13:01 | |
♪ In laud and jubilee and praise. ♪ | 1:13:09 | |
♪ Hallelujah! Hallelujah! ♪ | 1:13:17 | |
- | And now go forth in peace, | 1:13:31 |
and be of good courage. | 1:13:33 | |
Hold fast to that which is good, | 1:13:35 | |
rejoicing in the power of the Holy Spirit, | 1:13:37 | |
and may the blessing of God, | 1:13:41 | |
Creator, Christ, and Holy Spirit be with you all | 1:13:43 | |
now and forevermore. | 1:13:47 | |
(choir singing) | 1:13:51 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:13:52 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:14:03 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:14:15 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:14:24 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:14:30 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:14:43 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 1:14:56 | |
(organ music) | 1:15:18 |