Nico Ter Linden - Sermon Untitled (October 30, 1988)
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(spiritual organ music) | 0:00 | |
- | We welcome you this morning to this service | 2:29 |
of worship here in the chapel. | 2:31 | |
Today, we are going Dutch, our preacher today | 2:33 | |
is, do you have that expression in Holland, | 2:38 | |
going Dutch? | 2:41 | |
- | No, we haven't. | |
- | It's probably not one of your favorite | 2:43 |
expressions, but our preacher is from the Westerkerk, | 2:44 | |
Amsterdam's historic Reformed church. | 2:48 | |
He is Nico Ter Linden, a popular voice | 2:52 | |
of the church in Holland, in radio | 2:55 | |
and television broadcasts, and his far-flung ministry | 2:59 | |
from the Westerkerk, he is a distinguished writer | 3:03 | |
and pastoral theologian. | 3:07 | |
He has taught in Eden Seminary in St. Louis | 3:09 | |
and he is here this week lecturing at | 3:13 | |
the Duke Divinity School and we are happy | 3:17 | |
to welcome Pastor ter Linden, here to the chapel | 3:19 | |
this morning. | 3:24 | |
We also remind you, particularly the students, | 3:25 | |
of our annual All Hallows Eve service, | 3:28 | |
tomorrow night, 11:30, here in the chapel. | 3:30 | |
And now let us continue the worship of God. | 3:35 | |
(majestic choral music) | 3:42 | |
♪ I believe in one God ♪ | 3:49 | |
♪ The Father almighty ♪ | 3:53 | |
♪ Maker of Heaven and earth ♪ | 3:56 | |
♪ And of all things visible and invisible ♪ | 4:00 | |
♪ And in one Lord Jesus Christ ♪ | 4:08 | |
♪ The only-begotten Son of God ♪ | 4:11 | |
♪ Begotten of the Father before all ages ♪ | 4:20 | |
♪ God of God, Light of Light ♪ | 4:24 | |
♪ Very God of very God ♪ | 4:29 | |
♪ Begotten not made, being of one substance ♪ | 4:33 | |
♪ With the Father, through Whom all things were made ♪ | 4:38 | |
♪ Who for us men and for our salvation ♪ | 4:48 | |
♪ Came down from Heaven, was incarnate ♪ | 4:55 | |
♪ By the Holy Spirit of the virgin Mary ♪ | 5:02 | |
♪ And was made man ♪ | 5:08 | |
♪ Who for us, too, was crucified under Pontius Pilate ♪ | 5:14 | |
♪ Suffered, and was buried ♪ | 5:32 | |
♪ The third day He rose according to the Scriptures ♪ | 5:47 | |
♪ Ascended into Heaven, and is seated ♪ | 5:55 | |
♪ On the right hand of the Father ♪ | 6:01 | |
♪ He shall come again with glory ♪ | 6:05 | |
♪ To judge the living and the dead ♪ | 6:10 | |
♪ And His kingdom shall have no end ♪ | 6:13 | |
♪ And in the Holy Spirit, the Lord and Giver of life ♪ | 6:18 | |
♪ Who proceeds from the Father and the Son ♪ | 6:23 | |
♪ Who together with the Father and the Son is worshiped ♪ | 6:29 | |
♪ And glorified ♪ | 6:36 | |
♪ Who spoke by the prophets ♪ | 6:39 | |
♪ And I believe one holy, Christian, and apostolic Church ♪ | 6:45 | |
♪ I acknowledge one baptism ♪ | 6:54 | |
♪ For the remission of sins ♪ | 6:59 | |
♪ And I look for the resurrection of the dead ♪ | 7:04 | |
♪ And life of the age to come ♪ | 7:10 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 7:18 | |
(spiritual organ music) | 7:33 | |
♪ Praise, my soul, the King of Heaven ♪ | 8:09 | |
♪ To His feet thy tribute bring ♪ | 8:16 | |
♪ Ransomed, healed, restored, forgiven ♪ | 8:21 | |
♪ Evermore His praises sing ♪ | 8:27 | |
♪ Alleluia, alleluia ♪ | 8:31 | |
♪ Praise the everlasting King ♪ | 8:38 | |
♪ Praise Him for His grace and favor ♪ | 8:47 | |
♪ To our fathers in distress ♪ | 8:54 | |
♪ Praise Him still the same as ever ♪ | 9:00 | |
♪ Slow to chide, and swift to bless ♪ | 9:05 | |
♪ Alleluia, alleluia ♪ | 9:11 | |
♪ Glorious in His faithfulness ♪ | 9:17 | |
♪ Fatherlike He tends and spares us ♪ | 9:28 | |
♪ Well our feeble frame He knows ♪ | 9:33 | |
♪ In His hands He gently bears us ♪ | 9:38 | |
♪ Rescues us from all our foes ♪ | 9:44 | |
♪ Alleluia, alleluia ♪ | 9:50 | |
♪ Widely yet His mercy flows ♪ | 9:57 | |
(organ music) | 10:01 | |
♪ Angels, help us to adore him ♪ | 11:27 | |
♪ You behold him face to face ♪ | 11:35 | |
♪ Sun and moon, bow down before him ♪ | 11:41 | |
♪ Dwellers all in time and space ♪ | 11:46 | |
♪ Alleluia, alleluia ♪ | 11:51 | |
♪ Praise with us the God of grace ♪ | 11:57 | |
- | Be seated. | 12:10 |
Let us pray together the prayer for illumination. | 12:13 | |
Open our hearts and minds, oh God. | 12:18 | |
By the power of your holy spirit. | 12:21 | |
So that, as the word is read and proclaimed, | 12:24 | |
we might hear with joy what you say to us | 12:28 | |
this day, amen. | 12:31 | |
♪ Teach me, oh Lord, the way ♪ | 12:49 | |
♪ Of thy statutes ♪ | 12:53 | |
♪ And I shall keep it unto the end ♪ | 12:58 | |
♪ Give me understanding ♪ | 13:07 | |
♪ And I shall keep thy law ♪ | 13:13 | |
♪ Yea, I shall keep it with my whole heart ♪ | 13:19 | |
♪ Make me to go in the path of thy commandments ♪ | 13:35 | |
♪ For therein is my desire ♪ | 13:46 | |
♪ Incline my heart unto thy testimonies ♪ | 13:55 | |
♪ And not to covetousness ♪ | 14:03 | |
♪ Oh turn away mine eyes ♪ | 14:18 | |
♪ Lest they behold vanity ♪ | 14:20 | |
♪ And quicken me in thy ways ♪ | 14:29 | |
♪ Oh stablish thy word in thy servant ♪ | 14:39 | |
♪ that I may fear thee ♪ | 14:49 | |
♪ Glory be to the Father ♪ | 15:03 | |
♪ And to the Son ♪ | 15:08 | |
♪ And to the Holy Ghost ♪ | 15:12 | |
♪ As it was in the beginning ♪ | 15:20 | |
♪ And is now, and ever shall be ♪ | 15:27 | |
♪ World without end, Amen ♪ | 15:32 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 15:39 | |
- | After the reading from the Book of Ecclesiastes | 16:22 |
and a short gospel reading, we will sing | 16:26 | |
an old Dutch hymn from the 17th century, | 16:28 | |
We Gather Together. | 16:32 | |
You are familiar with that. | 16:34 | |
And after the sermon, a modern Dutch hymn | 16:37 | |
written by a friend of mine, Roman Catholic Priest | 16:41 | |
in Amsterdam. | 16:43 | |
The hymn became quite famous in my country | 16:45 | |
and I'd like to share it with you today. | 16:48 | |
They call him Ecclesiastes, the preacher. | 16:54 | |
A funny name for him really, seeing he seems | 16:58 | |
not to preach at all. | 17:02 | |
One's frist impression is that the dear man | 17:05 | |
has little to report than that all is vanity. | 17:07 | |
Everything is futile, trivial. | 17:13 | |
An evaporating, transitory breath, vanity of vanities. | 17:16 | |
Or to put it in Hebrew, (speaking foreign language). | 17:23 | |
He's obsessed by desolation and futility. | 17:28 | |
You seldom see him sighted on calendars | 17:32 | |
with Bible text. | 17:35 | |
He is the "enfant terrible" | 17:37 | |
of the Old Testament. | 17:39 | |
The ET of the OT. | 17:41 | |
(attendees laughing) | 17:45 | |
His questions gnaw at just about everything | 17:46 | |
we consider to be of significance or value. | 17:49 | |
In short, surveys have shown that nowadays, | 17:53 | |
Ecclesiastes is one of the most popular Bible books. | 17:57 | |
Ecclesiastes, the preacher, who smiles | 18:03 | |
about the preaching of others. | 18:08 | |
A teacher who doesn't teach. | 18:10 | |
Who comes up with a 'but' after every amen. | 18:13 | |
He was scarcely included among the Bible writings. | 18:19 | |
He is a borderline case, a believer on the fringe, | 18:23 | |
we would say. | 18:28 | |
Way out, but that is often where the most | 18:30 | |
special believers are. | 18:33 | |
Ecclesiastes is the most recent writing | 18:37 | |
of the Old Testament, the youngest. | 18:40 | |
The author, must have lived about 250 before Christ, | 18:42 | |
probably in Jerusalem. | 18:47 | |
He must have been a teacher of wisdom, | 18:50 | |
a sort of pedagogue, though certainly a quaint one. | 18:53 | |
Bowed under the absurdity of existence, | 18:58 | |
he searches for the meaning of it all. | 19:02 | |
He did not find much. | 19:05 | |
But he shows us what he did find. | 19:08 | |
And that he wants to share, I like him. | 19:10 | |
Listen. | 19:16 | |
The words of the preacher, the son of David, | 19:19 | |
King of Jerusalem, emptiness, emptiness. | 19:22 | |
Vanity of vanities, (speaking foreign language), | 19:27 | |
says the speaker. | 19:32 | |
Emptiness, all is empty. | 19:34 | |
What does man gain from all his labor | 19:36 | |
and his toil here under the sun? | 19:39 | |
Generations come and generations go, | 19:42 | |
while the earth endures forever. | 19:45 | |
The sun rises and the sun goes down, | 19:48 | |
but it returns to its place | 19:51 | |
and rises there again. | 19:53 | |
The wind blows South, the wind blows North, | 19:56 | |
around and round it goes and returns full circle. | 19:59 | |
All streams run into the sea. | 20:04 | |
Yet the sea never overflows. | 20:08 | |
Back to the place from which the streams | 20:11 | |
ran, they return to run again. | 20:13 | |
All things are wearisome, no man can speak of them all. | 20:18 | |
Is not the eye surfeited with seeing | 20:24 | |
and the ear sated with hearing? | 20:28 | |
What has happened will happen again | 20:31 | |
and what has been done will be done again. | 20:33 | |
And there is nothing new under the sun. | 20:36 | |
Is there anything of which one can say, | 20:39 | |
look this is new? | 20:41 | |
No, it has already existed long ago, | 20:44 | |
before our time. | 20:47 | |
(majestic music) | 20:50 | |
For everything a season. | 21:30 | |
And for every activity under the Heaven its time. | 21:32 | |
A time to be born and a time to die. | 21:35 | |
A time to plant and a time to uproot. | 21:38 | |
A time to kill and a time to heal. | 21:41 | |
A time to pull down and a time to build up. | 21:44 | |
A time to weep and a time to laugh. | 21:47 | |
A time for mourning and a time for dancing. | 21:50 | |
A time to scatter stones and a time to gather them. | 21:53 | |
A time to embrace and a time to refrain | 21:57 | |
from embracing. | 22:00 | |
A time to seek and a time to lose. | 22:01 | |
A time to keep and a time to throw away. | 22:04 | |
A time to tear and a time to mend. | 22:07 | |
A time for silence and a time for speech. | 22:10 | |
A time to love and a time to hate. | 22:14 | |
A time for war and a time for peace. | 22:17 | |
What profit does one who works | 22:21 | |
get from all his labor? | 22:24 | |
I have seen the business that God has given man | 22:27 | |
to keep them busy. | 22:29 | |
He has made everything to shoot it's time, | 22:32 | |
moreover, he has given man a sense of time passed | 22:35 | |
and future. | 22:40 | |
But no comprehension of God's work | 22:42 | |
from beginning to end. | 22:45 | |
I know that there is nothing good for man | 22:48 | |
except to be happy and to live the best life | 22:50 | |
he can while he is alive. | 22:53 | |
Moreover that the man shall eat and drink | 22:55 | |
and enjoy himself, in return from all his labors, | 22:57 | |
is a gift from God. | 23:02 | |
(majestic flute music) | 23:06 | |
Do not rush into speech. | 23:22 | |
Let there be no hasty utterance in God's presence. | 23:25 | |
God is in Heaven, you are on Earth. | 23:29 | |
So let your words be few. | 23:33 | |
Consider God's handiwork, who can straighten | 23:37 | |
what he has made crooked? | 23:40 | |
When things go well, be glad, but when things | 23:43 | |
go ill, consider this, God has set the one | 23:46 | |
alongside the other in such a way that no one | 23:49 | |
can find out what is to happen next. | 23:53 | |
In my empty existence, I've seen it all, | 23:57 | |
from a righteous man, perishing in his righteousness, | 24:01 | |
to a wicked man growing old in his wickedness. | 24:06 | |
(majestic flute music) | 24:11 | |
I went on to reflect. | 24:38 | |
I set my mind to inquire and search for wisdom | 24:40 | |
and the sum of things. | 24:43 | |
Only to discover that it is folly to be wicked | 24:46 | |
and madness to act like a fool. | 24:49 | |
Who is wise enough for all this? | 24:52 | |
Who knows the meaning of anything? | 24:55 | |
Wisdom lights up a man's face. | 24:58 | |
But grim looks make a man hated. | 25:01 | |
I applied my mind to all this | 25:05 | |
and I understood that the righteous and the wise | 25:08 | |
and all their doings are under God's control. | 25:11 | |
But is it love or hatred? | 25:15 | |
No man knows. | 25:18 | |
Everything that confronts him, everything is empty, | 25:20 | |
since one and the same fate befalls everyone. | 25:24 | |
(majestic music) | 25:30 | |
This is what is wrong in all that is done here | 26:06 | |
under the sun. | 26:10 | |
That one in the same fate befalls every man. | 26:12 | |
The hearts of men is full of evil. | 26:15 | |
Madness fills the hearts all through their lives | 26:18 | |
and after that, death awaits you. | 26:22 | |
But for a man who is counted among the living | 26:27 | |
there is still hope, a live dog is better than | 26:29 | |
a dead lion. | 26:33 | |
True the living know that they will die, | 26:35 | |
but the dead know nothing. | 26:38 | |
There are no more rewards for them. | 26:40 | |
They are utterly forgotten. | 26:43 | |
For them, love, hate, ambition are, all are over now. | 26:45 | |
Never again will they have any part in what is | 26:51 | |
done here under the sun. | 26:53 | |
Go to it then. | 26:56 | |
Eat your food and enjoy it. | 26:58 | |
And drink your wine with a cheerful heart. | 27:01 | |
For already God has accepted what you have done. | 27:04 | |
Always be dressed in white and never fail | 27:07 | |
to anoint your head. | 27:10 | |
Enjoy life with the one you love all the days | 27:12 | |
of your allotted span here under the sun. | 27:16 | |
Empty as they are, for that is your lot | 27:20 | |
while you live and labor here under the sun. | 27:24 | |
Whatever task lies to your hand, | 27:29 | |
do it with all your might. | 27:34 | |
One more thing I have observed, | 27:37 | |
here under the sun, speed doesn't win the race, | 27:40 | |
nor strength the battle. | 27:44 | |
Bread does not belong to the wise, | 27:47 | |
nor wealth to the intelligent. | 27:50 | |
Nor success to the skillful. | 27:54 | |
Time and chance govern all. | 27:57 | |
Moreover, no man knows when his hour will come. | 28:05 | |
Like fish caught in a net. | 28:10 | |
Like a bird taken in a snare. | 28:14 | |
So men are trapped, when their times come suddenly. | 28:18 | |
(woeful flute music) | 28:25 | |
Delight in your boyhood, young man. | 28:54 | |
Make the most of the days of your youth. | 28:56 | |
Let your hearts and your eyes show you | 28:59 | |
the way, but remember that for all these things, | 29:01 | |
God will call you to account. | 29:04 | |
Banish discontent from your mind and shake off | 29:08 | |
the troubles of the body. | 29:12 | |
Boyhood and the prime of life are mere emptiness. | 29:14 | |
Don't let the excitement of being young | 29:20 | |
cause you to forget about your creator. | 29:22 | |
Honor him in your youth before the evil years come, | 29:26 | |
when you will no longer enjoy living. | 29:30 | |
It will be too late then to try to remember him | 29:33 | |
when the sun and light and moon and stars | 29:37 | |
are dimmed to your old eyes. | 29:39 | |
And there is no silver lining left | 29:43 | |
among your clouds. | 29:45 | |
For there will come a time when your limbs | 29:48 | |
will tremble with age and your strong legs | 29:51 | |
will become weak and your teeth will be too few | 29:54 | |
to do their work and there will be blindness, too. | 29:57 | |
Then let your lips be tightly closed | 30:02 | |
while eating, when your teeth are gone. | 30:04 | |
And you will awaken at dawn, | 30:08 | |
with the first note of the birds but you yourself | 30:10 | |
will be deaf and tuneless with quavering voice. | 30:13 | |
You will be afraid of heights and of falling. | 30:18 | |
A white haired, withered old man dragging himself | 30:22 | |
along without sexual desire, standing at deaths door, | 30:26 | |
and nearing his everlasting home as the mourners | 30:31 | |
go along the streets. | 30:34 | |
Yes, remember your creator, now while you are young. | 30:37 | |
Before the silver cord of life snaps | 30:42 | |
and the golden bowl is broken, | 30:46 | |
and the pitcher is broken at the fountain, | 30:49 | |
and the wheel is broken at the cistern | 30:52 | |
and the dust returns to the Earth as it was, | 30:55 | |
and the spirit disappears in God who gave it. | 31:01 | |
(woeful music) | 31:07 | |
There were some present at that very time | 31:51 | |
who told Jesus of the Galilean's | 31:56 | |
whose blood Pilate had mingled with their sacrifices. | 31:59 | |
And Jesus answered them, "Do you think that these Galileans | 32:05 | |
"were worse sinners than all the other Galileans, | 32:09 | |
"because they suffered thus? | 32:13 | |
"I tell you, no. | 32:17 | |
"But unless you repent, you will all likewise perish. | 32:19 | |
"Or those 18 people upon whom the tower | 32:26 | |
"in Siloam fell and killed them. | 32:31 | |
"Do you think they were worse offenders than | 32:36 | |
"all the others dwelled in Jerusalem? | 32:39 | |
"I tell you, no. | 32:42 | |
"But unless you repent, you will all likewise, perish." | 32:45 | |
Here ends the lesson. | 32:53 | |
(spiritual organ music) | 32:57 | |
♪ We gather together to ask the Lord's blessing ♪ | 33:30 | |
♪ He chastens and hastens His will to make known ♪ | 33:38 | |
♪ The wicked oppressing now cease from distressing ♪ | 33:46 | |
♪ Sing praises to His Name ♪ | 33:54 | |
♪ He forgets not His own ♪ | 33:59 | |
♪ Beside us to guide us ♪ | 34:05 | |
♪ Our God with us joining ♪ | 34:09 | |
♪ Ordaining, maintaining His kingdom divine ♪ | 34:13 | |
♪ So from the beginning ♪ | 34:21 | |
♪ The fight we were winning ♪ | 34:26 | |
♪ Thou, Lord, were at our side ♪ | 34:30 | |
♪ All glory be Thine ♪ | 34:34 | |
♪ We all do extol Thee ♪ | 34:40 | |
♪ Thou Leader triumphant ♪ | 34:45 | |
♪ And pray that Thou still ♪ | 34:49 | |
♪ Our Defender will be ♪ | 34:53 | |
♪ Let Thy congregation escape tribulation ♪ | 34:58 | |
♪ Thy Name be ever praised ♪ | 35:05 | |
♪ Oh Lord, make us free ♪ | 35:10 | |
- | Let me begin with a short poem | 35:32 |
by the Yiddish folk singer, Mordechai Gebirtig | 35:37 | |
who was killed in the ghetto of Kraków in 1942. | 35:42 | |
Papa, | 35:50 | |
the Rabbi says that God shields | 35:52 | |
and shelters us, that he knows everything. | 35:57 | |
That all that happens is known to him up there. | 36:03 | |
Yes, my child, that is true. | 36:10 | |
Then, Papa, why, | 36:17 | |
when we are battered and beaten, | 36:21 | |
brutally butchered and must endure | 36:24 | |
torture and torment, | 36:28 | |
why is he silent up there? | 36:32 | |
Hush, my child. | 36:39 | |
Not a word. | 36:42 | |
We who hear this, might well ask ourselves, | 36:48 | |
if it is really true that God shields | 36:54 | |
and shelters us, that he knows everything, | 36:57 | |
that all that happens is known to him, up there. | 37:01 | |
Oh sometimes you think so. | 37:07 | |
There's much to enjoy here though, | 37:10 | |
much to be thankful for, | 37:14 | |
much to make ones till in law. | 37:15 | |
Things which point beyond themselves | 37:19 | |
and you stammer, God, glad to have | 37:22 | |
the right address for your joy, | 37:25 | |
to be able to acknowledge receipt of | 37:29 | |
so many blessings. | 37:31 | |
But, like my grandmother used to say, | 37:34 | |
"sometimes it's different than sometimes." | 37:37 | |
For sometimes you suddenly don't understand | 37:42 | |
it all, anymore. | 37:45 | |
You had just soared as free as a bird | 37:47 | |
and suddenly a snare snaps down and you're trapped. | 37:50 | |
You were, in your element, | 37:55 | |
like a fish in water and then suddenly | 37:57 | |
a jabbing pain in the mouth and you lie | 38:01 | |
gasping on the shore, battered, | 38:04 | |
beaten brutally, and you stammer | 38:09 | |
something like, "God." | 38:13 | |
But you're not sure you have the right address, | 38:17 | |
and why is he silent up there? | 38:22 | |
Well what about curses and blessings. | 38:30 | |
Why does the one receive a curse | 38:34 | |
and the other a blessing? | 38:36 | |
Why did I stay alive when the other died? | 38:39 | |
Is it true, as the Rabbi said, | 38:43 | |
that God shields and shelters us? | 38:45 | |
Or should we not rather say that chance is king? | 38:50 | |
You search and seek to find | 38:57 | |
the sum of things, but to no avail. | 38:59 | |
There is no underlying system to be seen. | 39:05 | |
Speed does not always win the race. | 39:08 | |
How many noble people have now died before their time, | 39:11 | |
while their tormentors lived on | 39:16 | |
to enjoy the good things of life? | 39:19 | |
The preacher searches and seeks but he does | 39:24 | |
not find the sum of things. | 39:27 | |
He comes away none the wiser. | 39:31 | |
It is emptiness, vanity, he says. | 39:34 | |
It's all able, transitory breaths evaporating | 39:37 | |
into nothing. | 39:43 | |
That's it. | 39:44 | |
We live in an extremely dubious place | 39:46 | |
in which no recognizable righteousness reigns. | 39:50 | |
Where no guiding God shows his merciful face. | 39:54 | |
Where not infrequently things go badly for the good | 39:58 | |
and go well for the bad. | 40:02 | |
Where unpredictable chance reigns at random. | 40:05 | |
Life, life, life, life is air. | 40:10 | |
Able ablim like a wind that passes away. | 40:14 | |
Everything slips away as a breath | 40:19 | |
dissolving into thin air. | 40:23 | |
And in the end, death awaits you. | 40:26 | |
Dust returns to what it originally was. | 40:31 | |
And dissolves in the air. | 40:34 | |
And life's spirit returns to where it came from | 40:38 | |
and disappears in God who gave it. | 40:42 | |
Take, take for example the life | 40:48 | |
of the Jewish lady, Frieda Borgstein | 40:52 | |
whose story has been so impressively | 40:57 | |
and respectfully and carefully recorded | 40:59 | |
by Marga Minco in her book, The Fall. | 41:03 | |
Marga Minco is a Dutch author of Jewish background | 41:09 | |
who miraculously survived the war. | 41:13 | |
The only one of her family. | 41:17 | |
In the story, two municipal repairmen begin | 41:23 | |
fixing an overheated vault of the city's heating system. | 41:28 | |
Half an hour behind schedule. | 41:35 | |
In a nearby motel rest home, | 41:38 | |
a visit of a delegation is at | 41:43 | |
the last moment moved up half an hour ahead | 41:45 | |
of schedule. | 41:48 | |
And because of the nervous flurry, | 41:50 | |
the staff is in, under the circumstances, | 41:54 | |
one of the residences of the rest home, | 41:57 | |
the 85 year old, Mrs. Borgstein, | 41:59 | |
leaves the home half an hour later | 42:03 | |
than she had planned, to do some shopping | 42:05 | |
for her coming birthday. | 42:08 | |
It is bitter winter. | 42:13 | |
And no one can say how it exactly happened, | 42:15 | |
but Mrs. Borgstein falls into the momentarily | 42:19 | |
unguarded heating vault and drowns | 42:22 | |
in the boiling water. | 42:25 | |
A gruesome death because of things | 42:29 | |
happening accidentally behind time. | 42:32 | |
Just as 40 years earlier, | 42:37 | |
she had survived because of things | 42:40 | |
happening accidentally ahead of time. | 42:44 | |
In the spring of 42, the young man | 42:49 | |
who was to help her and her husband | 42:53 | |
and children flee to Switzerland | 42:55 | |
knocked on the door six minutes earlier | 42:59 | |
than planned. | 43:02 | |
Was it chance that at that moment, | 43:05 | |
the German security police stopped | 43:09 | |
and took everyone along? | 43:11 | |
Everyone, that is except for Frieda. | 43:15 | |
She had just gone upstairs to get | 43:20 | |
a sweater for her little daughter. | 43:22 | |
She had after all still five minutes to go, | 43:25 | |
didn't she? | 43:28 | |
She heard voices downstairs and the outside door | 43:30 | |
slammed, "wait, wait for me," she cried. | 43:36 | |
And to hurry to get downstairs, she fell. | 43:42 | |
She sprang up and stumbled again | 43:47 | |
with the sweater clutched tightly to her, | 43:50 | |
she limped to the door, looking down | 43:53 | |
the wet, dimly lit key. | 43:58 | |
She just saw a gray car slow down and | 44:03 | |
disappear around a corner at the bastion. | 44:09 | |
That evening was the first of 40 years | 44:17 | |
of loneliness for Frieda. | 44:22 | |
Well, | 44:27 | |
how does one survive such a survival? | 44:30 | |
We read that Frieda threw herself into bookkeeping, | 44:38 | |
seeking security in the neutral, cool, | 44:43 | |
unpretentious numbers. | 44:46 | |
Passionately, she begins to calculate, multiply, | 44:49 | |
figure out square roots, a forest of figures | 44:54 | |
in which she could lose herself. | 44:59 | |
She searched and sought, and did she find | 45:02 | |
the sum of things? | 45:06 | |
Could she get anywhere with them? | 45:12 | |
In any case, she keeps herself from going crazy, | 45:15 | |
prevents the fuses from blowing. | 45:19 | |
The numbers hold off the things which she cannot bear. | 45:23 | |
From time to time, she would spread out | 45:30 | |
pictures of her family before her on the table | 45:34 | |
as though in a game of solitaire, | 45:40 | |
quietly communing with the dead. | 45:45 | |
And then she would put them back in the wallet. | 45:50 | |
After the fall, the fall into the heating vault, | 45:56 | |
the janitor of the rest home was given the wallet, | 46:04 | |
swollen with water. | 46:08 | |
The photographs were glued together in a lump. | 46:12 | |
The head matron asked him, "Would you, | 46:18 | |
"would you please dispose of this, Abels?" | 46:21 | |
That was his name, Abels, | 46:29 | |
Ben Abels, | 46:34 | |
son of Abel, | 46:39 | |
also a survivor. | 46:42 | |
Also a victim of Cain. | 46:46 | |
And what is the meaning of it all? | 46:53 | |
The meaning of another death, and of your life, | 46:56 | |
who is to say? | 47:02 | |
This world is an extremely dubious place, | 47:05 | |
emptiness, air, evaporation, that's all, | 47:08 | |
abel, abelim. | 47:13 | |
Would you please dispose of this, Abels? | 47:19 | |
The photographs, rubbed out images of the dead. | 47:27 | |
He felt as though he were performing a ceremony, | 47:34 | |
when he descended with the small bundle | 47:40 | |
to the storage cellar. | 47:42 | |
Looking around, he saw a new shiny ash can | 47:46 | |
standing in the corner. | 47:51 | |
He walked towards it, | 47:54 | |
placed the packet on the bottom, | 47:58 | |
and gently, almost solemnly, | 48:03 | |
closed the lid. | 48:08 | |
Ashes to ashes, | 48:12 | |
dust returns to what it originally was, | 48:15 | |
and returns in the earth. | 48:20 | |
Well, how are we to take this? | 48:25 | |
How can we fathom it? | 48:32 | |
We are subjected to time and chance. | 48:36 | |
The preacher says time and chance, | 48:39 | |
the two notions are easily associated. | 48:45 | |
"It was his time," said the widow. | 48:48 | |
"I really believe it, it was his time," | 48:52 | |
for she refused to believe in chance. | 48:55 | |
But the preacher is really not so sure at all. | 49:02 | |
He is wary of speculations, calculating systems. | 49:06 | |
"That all is just a foolish chasing | 49:13 | |
"of the wind, nothing more," he says. | 49:15 | |
And he confronts God with his bitter complaint. | 49:19 | |
Must he, like a gypsy, exist on the edge | 49:24 | |
of the universe, which is deaf to his music | 49:28 | |
and insensitive to his expectations, | 49:31 | |
sufferings and predicaments? | 49:35 | |
Skeptical is the preacher and cynical. | 49:39 | |
But the desolation which he at times | 49:46 | |
portrays seems also a reflection | 49:49 | |
of his deep faith, for in all of his anguish | 49:53 | |
and loneliness, he is not cut off from God. | 49:58 | |
Sure, there is a great distance between, | 50:03 | |
God is in Heaven and man is upon Earth. | 50:07 | |
Man must not transgress the boundaries | 50:13 | |
of his own limitations, he is finite. | 50:16 | |
And after investigation, everything here on Earth, | 50:21 | |
after trying hard to find the sum of things, | 50:24 | |
he must admit that he cannot penetrate the secrets of life. | 50:28 | |
But God is not excluded. | 50:33 | |
In the end, the preacher bows before | 50:36 | |
the unfathomable greatness of God, | 50:39 | |
whom he cannot understand, | 50:43 | |
but who, the preacher is convinced, | 50:47 | |
holds the lot of each human being, | 50:51 | |
time and chance, in his hand. | 50:54 | |
In the end, it is not fate and chance | 50:59 | |
that govern what happens, but God. | 51:03 | |
But don't ask why, and don't ask how, | 51:08 | |
because an Earthly being is unable to grasp such things. | 51:14 | |
The preacher, he is not a Moses, | 51:21 | |
who is said to have known God face to face. | 51:27 | |
The preacher knows that he himself | 51:33 | |
is far from the burning bush, | 51:35 | |
too far away to dare to assert hearing | 51:38 | |
the voice, but he sees | 51:42 | |
something burning | 51:46 | |
and has taken his shoes off. | 51:50 | |
He summons us to enjoy that which we have been | 51:56 | |
able to salvage from the lost paradise. | 51:59 | |
There is, here below, so much to enjoy, | 52:03 | |
so much to be thankful for, so much to silence one, | 52:06 | |
as we stand in awe of the miraculous. | 52:10 | |
Things which point beyond themselves. | 52:15 | |
Therefore go to it then, eat your food and enjoy it, | 52:20 | |
and drink your wine with a cheerful heart, | 52:23 | |
enjoy life together with the one you love, | 52:26 | |
and as long as it is possible | 52:29 | |
in the fleeting days of your allotted span under the sun, | 52:31 | |
do whatever task lies to your hand, | 52:35 | |
and do it with all your might. | 52:41 | |
Later on, | 52:46 | |
Jesus will speak similar words. | 52:49 | |
Don't worry about things. | 52:54 | |
Look at the lilies of the field, | 52:58 | |
look at the birds of the air. | 53:00 | |
They are God's, and so are you, | 53:03 | |
and so is the one sitting next to you. | 53:09 | |
Do what your hand finds to do, | 53:12 | |
and don't worry about tomorrow. | 53:15 | |
Tomorrow will have its own worries, | 53:18 | |
each day has enough of its own worries. | 53:20 | |
But when evil comes, it might easily happen | 53:26 | |
that all of a sudden, you don't understand | 53:29 | |
it anymore. | 53:33 | |
Papa, the rabbi says... | 53:35 | |
Once they came to Jesus with a similar problem. | 53:42 | |
A water tower had fallen, 18 victims under the ruins. | 53:46 | |
Why those and not others? | 53:53 | |
You know how things go. | 53:56 | |
The one man who just happened to go to fetch something | 53:59 | |
and escape the disaster, while a child | 54:02 | |
was bringing a loaf of bread, | 54:06 | |
which his father had forgotten, | 54:07 | |
and then then tower came tumbling down. | 54:12 | |
Why? | 54:16 | |
Pious people come up with an answer. | 54:19 | |
God is behind it all, they say. | 54:23 | |
They refuse to believe in chance. | 54:28 | |
It must be a punishment for sin, they say. | 54:32 | |
And with their solution, their system, | 54:37 | |
they come to Jesus. | 54:40 | |
But they are at the wrong address. | 54:43 | |
Jesus does not belong to those who know it all. | 54:49 | |
To this bitter, dark, riddle, he offers them no solution | 54:54 | |
He only says, it is not like you think it is, | 55:00 | |
and after that, he more or less drops the subject. | 55:04 | |
He doesn't know why. | 55:09 | |
Later, he didn't know why in his own situation either. | 55:11 | |
It is a question which never lies down. | 55:18 | |
Nevertheless, Jesus lets the question rest, | 55:21 | |
and he can do that, because deep inside, | 55:25 | |
he trusts in God in such a way | 55:29 | |
that he can leave this bitter dark mystery with God. | 55:34 | |
The secrets of the enemy must be obtained at all costs. | 55:41 | |
But as secrets of our Father, who is in Heaven, | 55:49 | |
can be left with him, can't they? | 55:52 | |
Don't worry, don't be anxious. | 55:56 | |
Every hair of your head is numbered. | 56:00 | |
In other words, you don't have to count them yourself. | 56:04 | |
Use your time for something else. | 56:09 | |
There's enough to do, the days flee by. | 56:11 | |
Repent, says Jesus, meaning, turn around, | 56:17 | |
stop speculating. | 56:21 | |
You philosophize about life and chance, | 56:24 | |
but by doing so, you place yourself | 56:27 | |
outside life, you are not really living life itself. | 56:29 | |
Do not say, when your finger gets trapped | 56:35 | |
in the door, that it is the finger of God. | 56:37 | |
That is not living, that is keeping life at a distance. | 56:40 | |
Then you are dead. | 56:45 | |
Arise. | 56:48 | |
You better make a U-turn. | 56:50 | |
In this way, Jesus will turn them around with their | 56:55 | |
backs towards chance, | 57:01 | |
which is left to rest un-understood, | 57:05 | |
but with their faces toward God. | 57:09 | |
He never attempted to reduce real life to a formula. | 57:12 | |
In kingly simplicity, he lived as a child | 57:18 | |
and played before the presence of the Father, | 57:22 | |
among the people, while keeping a close eye | 57:26 | |
on the lilies of the field and the birds of the air. | 57:30 | |
His life knew both bitterness and blessing. | 57:34 | |
But it was for him, a constantly repeated wonder | 57:39 | |
in which things and people, sent by God, | 57:43 | |
chanced upon his path. | 57:48 | |
Thus he went his way. | 57:52 | |
And the story goes that it was not | 57:56 | |
a dead end street. | 58:02 | |
When Frieda Borgstein was buried, | 58:10 | |
Ben Abels stood at her grave. | 58:16 | |
He saw a thrush alight in an evergreen. | 58:23 | |
It was as though it wanted | 58:29 | |
to drown out, with its clear voice, | 58:34 | |
the thudding of the earth on the coffin. | 58:38 | |
Abels kept listening until only | 58:44 | |
the high whistle of the bird | 58:51 | |
was to be heard. | 58:55 | |
The song of the thrush | 59:02 | |
in the dead of Winter | 59:06 | |
is exceptional. | 59:08 | |
It is ahead of time, an anticipation | 59:11 | |
of Summer. | 59:17 | |
In the bleak mid-Winter, a song from on high | 59:19 | |
drowns out the dull thudding | 59:26 | |
of futility. | 59:30 | |
The sound of what seems to be an irrevocable end | 59:34 | |
is drowned out, not by a deed of man, | 59:40 | |
but by a bird of the air. | 59:47 | |
You have to be a son of Abel, | 59:56 | |
a daughter of Abel, | 1:00:00 | |
or at least be able | 1:00:03 | |
to understand their language in order to have | 1:00:05 | |
a quiet but growing conviction | 1:00:10 | |
that, in an uncertain world, | 1:00:15 | |
where all theories and formulas would seem to lend meaning | 1:00:19 | |
to life are smashed out of your hands. | 1:00:23 | |
There is yet a predominance of life | 1:00:28 | |
over death. | 1:00:34 | |
Nothing, nothing helps to clarify | 1:00:37 | |
how things happen. | 1:00:41 | |
Don't waste too much time on that. | 1:00:44 | |
Remember the dead. | 1:00:49 | |
Revere their names, | 1:00:53 | |
respectfully and carefully. | 1:00:57 | |
Don't allow barbarity to repeat itself. | 1:01:02 | |
Do whatever task lies to your hand. | 1:01:07 | |
All the days that God has given you | 1:01:10 | |
under the sun, | 1:01:15 | |
and love life | 1:01:18 | |
passionately, amen. | 1:01:24 | |
(inspiring organ music) | 1:01:29 | |
(inspiring choral singing) | 1:02:30 | |
- | The Lord be with you. | 1:05:48 |
All | And also with you. | 1:05:50 |
- | Let us pray. | 1:05:51 |
Lord, our God, we have read words given to us | 1:06:02 | |
by Israel, given to Israel by you. | 1:06:09 | |
Oh, Lord, you know us, our misery and our grandeur, | 1:06:16 | |
our agony, our ecstasy, our split mind, | 1:06:22 | |
our thankfulness for people and things, | 1:06:29 | |
and also that we sometimes quite suddenly | 1:06:33 | |
do not understand anything anymore. | 1:06:36 | |
The preacher said that if a man is wise, | 1:06:42 | |
his wisdom lights up his face, | 1:06:46 | |
the sun breaks through, the icy, tense | 1:06:49 | |
expression disappears. | 1:06:52 | |
He must have looked a bit that way himself, | 1:06:57 | |
and Jesus too. | 1:07:00 | |
In spite of all the worries, not a worried man, | 1:07:03 | |
because he was full of trust in you. | 1:07:07 | |
And now we ask that we also might resemble them. | 1:07:11 | |
We pray for an open and receptive heart, | 1:07:16 | |
for eyes that, in spite of everything | 1:07:20 | |
we do not see, still do not miss the birds | 1:07:23 | |
of the air and the lilies of the field, | 1:07:27 | |
or a faith that in the dead of Winter | 1:07:31 | |
can sing about Summer. | 1:07:34 | |
Able to give an inspiring testimony of this | 1:07:36 | |
for the benefit of many, who in the eyes of others, | 1:07:40 | |
are worth no more than a passing breath, | 1:07:44 | |
just Abels. | 1:07:50 | |
We pray for Israel. | 1:07:53 | |
That it might have a safe place to live in, | 1:07:57 | |
that it might find piece and reconciliation | 1:08:00 | |
with the people of Iran. | 1:08:04 | |
We ask for piece and reconciliation | 1:08:07 | |
in the places where we live. | 1:08:09 | |
That the sun might break through a bit on our faces, | 1:08:12 | |
that we might act with more reverence and care | 1:08:16 | |
towards everything which we have been able | 1:08:20 | |
to take along out of paradise. | 1:08:22 | |
We pray for those who are sick, | 1:08:26 | |
for the elderly who have so much | 1:08:29 | |
to look back on, but also so much to look forward to. | 1:08:31 | |
For those who must die, we pray that in | 1:08:37 | |
all the unresolvable whys, they won't | 1:08:41 | |
lose their trust in you. | 1:08:45 | |
Oh God, so many more questions and requests | 1:08:49 | |
rise in our hearts, so many names, | 1:08:53 | |
so many faces. | 1:08:57 | |
Oh God, we believe, help our unbelief. | 1:09:02 | |
Amen. | 1:09:10 | |
(inspiring organ music) | 1:09:12 | |
(inspiring choral singing) | 1:09:23 | |
(inspiring organ music) | 1:11:19 | |
(inspiring choral singing) | 1:11:36 | |
(inspiring choral singing) | 1:13:49 | |
♪ Praise God from whom all blessings flow ♪ | 1:15:52 | |
♪ Praise God, all creatures here below ♪ | 1:15:58 | |
♪ Alleluia, Alleluia ♪ | 1:16:04 | |
♪ Praise God above, ye heavenly host ♪ | 1:16:13 | |
♪ Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost ♪ | 1:16:18 | |
♪ Alleluia, Alleluia ♪ | 1:16:25 | |
♪ Alleluia, Alleluia ♪ | 1:16:32 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 1:16:39 | |
- | Almighty God, we give you these gifts | 1:16:58 |
in gratitude for all of the good days | 1:17:01 | |
and the good things of this life, | 1:17:05 | |
and also in gratitude for your presence | 1:17:08 | |
and all of the difficult days | 1:17:12 | |
and even ain the midst of the bad things of life, | 1:17:14 | |
praying as we have been taught each day to say. | 1:17:18 | |
All | Our father who art in Heaven, | 1:17:21 |
hallowed be thy name. | 1:17:24 | |
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done | 1:17:26 | |
on Earth as it is in Heaven. | 1:17:30 | |
Give us this day our daily bread | 1:17:32 | |
and forgive us our trespasses | 1:17:35 | |
as we forgive those who trespass against us. | 1:17:37 | |
Lead us not into temptation, | 1:17:41 | |
but deliver us from evil, for thine is the kingdom | 1:17:43 | |
and the power and the glory forever. | 1:17:47 | |
Amen. | 1:17:51 | |
(inspiring organ music) | 1:17:53 | |
(inspiring choral singing) | 1:18:48 | |
(Spiritual organ music) | 1:19:43 | |
(inspiring choral music) | 1:21:01 | |
- | Now, may the grace of our Lord and Savior, | 1:22:54 |
Jesus Christ, the love of God, | 1:22:56 | |
and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit | 1:22:59 | |
be with you now and always. | 1:23:01 | |
(inspiring choral singing) | 1:23:06 | |
(excited organ music) | 1:24:49 |