Stephen J. Batten - "The Voice of God" (February 26, 1989)
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(gentle organ music) | 0:01 | |
(bright organ music) | 0:48 | |
(singing in foreign language) | 3:11 | |
- | Good morning and welcome to the service | 4:47 |
of holy communion here at the chapel | 4:49 | |
on this third Sunday of Lent. | 4:51 | |
We are pleased to welcome each of you to this service | 4:53 | |
and we also extend greeting to those of you in our radio | 4:55 | |
and television audiences, | 4:58 | |
especially those patients in Duke Hospital | 4:59 | |
where the service is broadcast live each Sunday morning. | 5:02 | |
We welcome to our pulpit this morning, | 5:06 | |
Mr. Steven J. Batton, Trinity College class of '89. | 5:08 | |
Mr. Batten has been invited to preach | 5:13 | |
at this morning's service as the winner | 5:15 | |
of this year's annual student preacher competition. | 5:17 | |
He is a senior majoring in religion | 5:20 | |
with an emphasis in Islamic studies. | 5:22 | |
Stephen is also a student carillonneur | 5:25 | |
and a former chapel attendant. | 5:28 | |
We are grateful to all of those who have had a part | 5:30 | |
to play at this year's competition | 5:33 | |
as we look forward to Stephen's message this morning. | 5:35 | |
This afternoon at five o'clock p.m. | 5:38 | |
an organ recital will be presented by Mr. Peter Harford | 5:40 | |
of St. Alban's Cathedral in England on the Flentrop organ. | 5:43 | |
The public is invited to attend without charge. | 5:47 | |
Please note the remaining announcements | 5:51 | |
as they are printed in your bulletins. | 5:53 | |
And now let us continue our worship. | 5:55 | |
(bright organ music) | 5:58 | |
♪ I sing the mighty power of God ♪ | 6:40 | |
♪ That made the mountains rise, ♪ | 6:44 | |
♪ That spread the flowing seas abroad ♪ | 6:49 | |
♪ And built the lofty skies. ♪ | 6:54 | |
♪ I sing the wisdom that ordained ♪ | 7:00 | |
♪ The sun to rule the day ♪ | 7:05 | |
♪ The moon shines full at his command ♪ | 7:10 | |
♪ And all the stars obey ♪ | 7:15 | |
♪ I sing the goodness of the Lord, ♪ | 7:22 | |
♪ Who filled the earth with food, ♪ | 7:27 | |
♪ Who formed the creatures with his Word ♪ | 7:32 | |
♪ And then pronounced them good ♪ | 7:37 | |
♪ Lord, how thy wonders are displayed ♪ | 7:43 | |
♪ Where'er I turn my eye, ♪ | 7:48 | |
♪ If I survey the ground I tread ♪ | 7:53 | |
♪ Or gaze upon the sky ♪ | 7:58 | |
(dramatic organ music) | 8:06 | |
(gentle organ music) | 9:25 | |
♪ There's not a plant or flower below, ♪ | 9:34 | |
♪ But makes thy glories known, ♪ | 9:39 | |
♪ And clouds arise, and tempests blow ♪ | 9:44 | |
♪ By order from thy throne ♪ | 9:49 | |
♪ While all that borrows life from thee ♪ | 9:55 | |
♪ Is ever in thy care ♪ | 10:00 | |
♪ And everywhere that man can be ♪ | 10:06 | |
♪ Thou, God art present there ♪ | 10:11 | |
- | When we gather to praise God, | 10:22 |
we remember that we are a people | 10:25 | |
who have preferred our own wills to the Lord's. | 10:27 | |
Accepting God's power to become new persons in Christ, | 10:31 | |
let us confess our sins before God and one another. | 10:34 | |
Please be seated. | 10:39 | |
Have mercy upon us oh God, | 10:52 | |
according to thy loving kindness, | 10:55 | |
according to the multitude of they tender mercies, | 10:58 | |
blot out our transgressions. | 11:01 | |
Wash us thoroughly from our iniquities, | 11:04 | |
and cleanse us from our sins. | 11:07 | |
For we acknowledge our transgressions | 11:09 | |
and our sin is ever before us. | 11:12 | |
Create in us clean hearts, O God | 11:15 | |
and renew a right spirit within us. | 11:18 | |
Through Jesus Christ our Lord, amen. | 11:21 | |
Hear the good news. | 11:27 | |
Christ died for us while we were yet sinners, | 11:29 | |
that is God's own proof of his love toward us. | 11:33 | |
In the name of Jesus Christ, you are forgiven. | 11:36 | |
Congregation | In the name | 11:41 |
of Jesus Christ you are forgiven. | 11:42 | |
- | Will you pray with me the prayer for elimination. | 11:51 |
All | Open our hearts and minds, oh God. | 11:55 |
By the power of your Holy Spirit | 11:58 | |
so that as the word is read and proclaimed, | 12:01 | |
we might hear with joy, which you say to us this day. | 12:05 | |
Amen. | 12:09 | |
A reading from the book of Exodus. | 12:11 | |
Now Moses was keeping the flock | 12:15 | |
of his father-in-law Jethro, the priest of Midian. | 12:17 | |
And he led his flock to the west side of the wilderness | 12:21 | |
and came to Horeb the mountain of God. | 12:24 | |
And the angel of the Lord appeared | 12:28 | |
to him in a flame of fire | 12:30 | |
out of the midst of a bush and he looked, | 12:32 | |
and lo, the bush was burning yet it was not consumed. | 12:35 | |
And Moses said, "I will turn aside | 12:41 | |
"and see this great sight, why the bush is not burnt." | 12:44 | |
When the Lord saw that he turned aside to see, | 12:49 | |
God called to him out of the bush, Moses, Moses. | 12:52 | |
And he said, "Here am I." | 12:57 | |
Then God said, "Do not come near, | 13:02 | |
"put off your shoes from your feet, | 13:05 | |
"for the place on which you are standing is holy ground." | 13:07 | |
And God said, "I am the God of your father, | 13:12 | |
"the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, | 13:16 | |
"and the God of Jacob." | 13:20 | |
And Moses hid his face for he was afraid to look at God. | 13:23 | |
Then the Lord said, "I have seen the affliction | 13:29 | |
"of my people who are in Egypt | 13:32 | |
"and have heard their cry because of their taskmasters. | 13:34 | |
"I know their sufferings | 13:38 | |
"and I have come down to deliver them | 13:40 | |
"out of the hand of the Egyptians | 13:42 | |
"and to bring them up out of that land | 13:44 | |
"to a good and broad land, | 13:46 | |
"a land flowing with milk and honey | 13:49 | |
to the place of the Canaanites, the Hittites, | 13:51 | |
"the Amorites, the Perezites, | 13:55 | |
"the Hivites, and the Jebusites. | 13:58 | |
"And now behold, the cry of the people | 14:02 | |
"of Israel has come to me | 14:04 | |
"and I have seen the oppression | 14:06 | |
"with which the Egyptians oppress them. | 14:08 | |
"Come, I will send you to Pharaoh | 14:11 | |
"that you may bring forth my people, | 14:13 | |
"the sons of Israel, out of Egypt." | 14:15 | |
But Moses said to God, | 14:18 | |
"Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh | 14:20 | |
"and bring the sons of Israel out of Egypt. | 14:22 | |
He said, "But I will be with you. | 14:25 | |
"And this shall be the sign for you, that I have sent you. | 14:27 | |
"When you have brought forth the people out of Egypt, | 14:32 | |
"you shall serve God on this mountian." | 14:35 | |
Then Moses said to God, | 14:39 | |
"If I come to the people of Israel and say to them, | 14:41 | |
"the God of your fathers has sent me to you, | 14:44 | |
"and they ask me, what is the name of that one? | 14:46 | |
"What shall I say to them." | 14:50 | |
And God said to Moses, "I am who I am." | 14:53 | |
And God said, "Say this to the people of Israel, | 14:58 | |
"I am has sent me to you." | 15:03 | |
God also said to Moses, "Say this to the people of Israel, | 15:06 | |
"The Lord, the God of your fathers, the God of Abraham, | 15:10 | |
"the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob has sent me to you. | 15:15 | |
"This is my name forever, | 15:20 | |
"and thus I am to be remembered throughout all generations." | 15:22 | |
(gentle organ music) | 15:33 | |
♪ O my soul, bless God the Father ♪ | 15:57 | |
♪ All within me, bless his name ♪ | 16:03 | |
♪ Bless the Father, and forget not ♪ | 16:09 | |
♪ All His mercies to proclaim ♪ | 16:15 | |
♪ Who forgiveth my transgressions ♪ | 16:25 | |
♪ Who forgiveth my transgressions ♪ | 16:30 | |
♪ Thy diseases all who heals ♪ | 16:36 | |
♪ Thy diseases all who heals ♪ | 16:41 | |
♪ Who redeems thee from destruction ♪ | 16:47 | |
♪ Who with thee so kindly deals ♪ | 16:53 | |
♪ For as east from west is distant ♪ | 17:03 | |
♪ He hath put away our sin ♪ | 17:08 | |
♪ Like the pity of a father ♪ | 17:14 | |
♪ Hath the Lord's compassion been ♪ | 17:21 | |
♪ As it was in the beginning ♪ | 17:30 | |
♪ So it was without an end ♪ | 17:36 | |
♪ To the children's children ever ♪ | 17:42 | |
♪ Shall his righteousness descend ♪ | 17:49 | |
♪ Unto such as he gives covenant ♪ | 17:58 | |
♪ And on such as he gives grace ♪ | 18:04 | |
♪ And on such as he gives faith ♪ | 18:10 | |
♪ Unto those who still remember ♪ | 18:16 | |
♪ His commandments have no end ♪ | 18:22 | |
♪ Bless the Father, all his creatures ♪ | 18:32 | |
♪ Ever under his control ♪ | 18:38 | |
♪ All throughout his vast dominion ♪ | 18:45 | |
♪ Bless the Father, O my soul ♪ | 18:51 | |
- | When I was a little kid, | 19:15 |
growing up in eastern North Carolina, | 19:18 | |
my father would occasionally read to me a bedtime story. | 19:23 | |
My sister and I would sit in her bedroom | 19:27 | |
and wait and Daddy would come in | 19:29 | |
with a large black book entitled, | 19:31 | |
100 Bedtime Bible Stories for Children. | 19:34 | |
Now, I'm familiar with the theory | 19:38 | |
that it's noble to expose children to Scripture | 19:40 | |
and the tenets of their faith from an early age. | 19:43 | |
But the book was horrifying. | 19:46 | |
All of the best stories, | 19:49 | |
the stories with the color illustrations, | 19:50 | |
were the scariest ones. | 19:52 | |
The stories of Shadrach, Meshach | 19:54 | |
and Abednego being cast into the furnace. | 19:56 | |
The story of the plagues of Egypt, | 20:00 | |
complete with rivers of blood, toads, | 20:02 | |
and the Angel of Death. | 20:05 | |
And the story of Moses and the burning bush. | 20:08 | |
Now, I'm thinking back to a time when I was about five. | 20:12 | |
And I'm just learning to live without a nightlight. | 20:16 | |
I still have a security blanket and thinking back to that, | 20:18 | |
the stories were a little more than I could bear. | 20:24 | |
I would check my closet and under my bed, | 20:26 | |
I occasionally even checked the bushes outside my window, | 20:30 | |
lest they be on fire, | 20:33 | |
God would come booming down into my bedroom | 20:35 | |
and tell me to do something I didn't really want to do. | 20:38 | |
But it was in the context of a bedtime story | 20:44 | |
that I first heard the story of Moses and the burning bush. | 20:47 | |
It is a story that we all have heard before, | 20:50 | |
we heard it in lectionary for today, | 20:54 | |
we've seen it on countless Sunday School flannel boards, | 20:56 | |
we've even seen it on the silver screen | 20:59 | |
with Charlton Heston portraying a decidedly waspish Moses. | 21:02 | |
It is a story we know by heart. | 21:06 | |
It is part of the canon. | 21:10 | |
But for me the story | 21:13 | |
of Moses and the burning bush holds a mystery, | 21:14 | |
a relevance, a resonance, | 21:18 | |
something that has continued to fascinate me, | 21:20 | |
despite the fears of childhood because here, | 21:23 | |
God speaks directly to one of us. | 21:27 | |
A human being. | 21:31 | |
There's no prophet to interpret an omen. | 21:33 | |
Moses is hearing the voice of the very real, Almighty. | 21:37 | |
And I would venture to say, that most of us here today, | 21:43 | |
I know that I have, at times envied Moses his burning bush. | 21:47 | |
For in an age that is sorely lacking in drama and mystery, | 21:54 | |
where traditions of centuries are discarded daily | 22:00 | |
without question as to whether they were good or bad, | 22:02 | |
where the problems that we face are most often posed | 22:07 | |
by our own achievements, | 22:10 | |
a little solid direction from an indisputable source would | 22:12 | |
at times be very welcome. | 22:16 | |
It would be like having God as a consultant, | 22:20 | |
or an academic advisor. | 22:22 | |
Not only does he know the questions, he wrote the book. | 22:24 | |
The advice is advice that in no way can be second guessed. | 22:28 | |
Steering you clear of the bad parts of human existence | 22:31 | |
and pointing you towards the better ones. | 22:35 | |
The voice of God, unfortunately, | 22:38 | |
is a little more tricky than that. | 22:40 | |
Let's look back at Moses. | 22:41 | |
Now, Moses had an alright childhood. | 22:43 | |
True, he was put in a river, | 22:47 | |
but he was found by a princess of the royal house of Egypt, | 22:48 | |
he was given every advantage. | 22:51 | |
True, he did murder a man, | 22:55 | |
but when he did have to flee Egypt, | 22:56 | |
he eventually landed on his feet like a cat. | 22:58 | |
He's married, he has a family | 23:01 | |
and he's peacefully tending his flocks in the Sinai desert. | 23:04 | |
Moses is a murderer on the lam, but that's behind him | 23:09 | |
and as he's tending his flocks he sees a burning bush. | 23:13 | |
And a voice comes out of it, and the voice is God's. | 23:18 | |
And it says, Moses, come here. | 23:22 | |
Take of your shoes, sit still and listen, | 23:24 | |
I have a job for you. | 23:26 | |
Moses has to go back to Egypt where he's a wanted man, | 23:28 | |
speak to a skeptical king, | 23:32 | |
convince that king to let an unbelieving | 23:35 | |
and suspectful people go, | 23:38 | |
convince them that their God has not forgotten about them | 23:40 | |
and lead them to a promised land | 23:43 | |
that no one has ever seen before. | 23:45 | |
And Moses has the impertinence to ask, why me. | 23:48 | |
It's a human question. | 23:52 | |
Moses is one of us. | 23:54 | |
But it's not a debate. | 23:56 | |
God has a commission. | 23:58 | |
The commission has been given | 24:00 | |
and it's up to Moses to do what has to be done. | 24:02 | |
His life will never be the same. | 24:06 | |
And that seems to be the voice of God for you. | 24:09 | |
Because when you least expect it, | 24:12 | |
God comes booming down telling you to do something | 24:14 | |
that you didn't really think about in the first place | 24:17 | |
and gives you terms that you have to live with. | 24:20 | |
Our faith is full of people, | 24:23 | |
people who heard the voice of God without asking to hear it. | 24:25 | |
David, Saul, Joan of Arc if you will. | 24:28 | |
People who heard the voice of the Almighty | 24:32 | |
and afterwards found out that their lives have been wrenched | 24:34 | |
from their control, their destinies | 24:37 | |
and their fates taken beyond their own grasp. | 24:40 | |
They often have met less than pleasant ends | 24:45 | |
in their mortal lives. | 24:47 | |
And yet I feel, and I think many of us here today, | 24:48 | |
may wish to hear the voice of God. | 24:52 | |
Despite documented examples of what may happen. | 24:56 | |
Why? | 24:59 | |
Well, we do live in an age that has increasingly little use | 25:01 | |
for miracles or manifestations of the Almighty Divine. | 25:05 | |
Skeptics that we are, we poke and we prod | 25:09 | |
and we try to find a rational explanation | 25:12 | |
for everything that passes in front of our senses. | 25:15 | |
And realizing that a completely rational world | 25:19 | |
may truly be a completely bleak world, | 25:22 | |
wouldn't it be nice to have a little first hand experience | 25:26 | |
that not only is God there, | 25:30 | |
God is watching us and caring about us. | 25:34 | |
And walking under a falling anvil | 25:37 | |
and missing it by a matter of seconds | 25:39 | |
and inches is not what I'm talking about. | 25:41 | |
We'd like a little Hollywood God if you will, | 25:44 | |
a burning bush, a column of smoke, a booming voice. | 25:46 | |
A little irrefutably divine and magical evidence | 25:50 | |
that not only is our Creator there, our Creator is active. | 25:55 | |
The same line of reasoning carries us | 26:00 | |
to another reason why we may wish | 26:02 | |
to hear the voice of God, our own egos. | 26:04 | |
Because surely, if God is going to speak | 26:08 | |
to anyone of anyone, he's going to speak to one of us. | 26:11 | |
We are the children of God and though made | 26:15 | |
in the image of our Creator, | 26:17 | |
we are each unmistakably unique. | 26:19 | |
Only God can perfectly understand me, you, | 26:22 | |
the life you live, the problems that we all have. | 26:27 | |
Only God can answer those questions pertinent to ourselves. | 26:30 | |
When I began to write this sermon, | 26:36 | |
I was looking for a quote and rummaging | 26:38 | |
through a box on my desk | 26:40 | |
and I found a stack of papers | 26:42 | |
that I had written freshman year. | 26:44 | |
They're four years old now, they are painful to read | 26:48 | |
and I was wondering, why did I save them? | 26:51 | |
Very simply, when I entered Duke in 1985, | 26:56 | |
I assumed that everything | 26:59 | |
that I had ever written would someday be | 27:00 | |
in demand for publication. | 27:02 | |
(audience laughing) | 27:04 | |
An early anthology of Stephen Batten if you will. | 27:05 | |
The royalties would pour in, | 27:08 | |
I would not have to interview for a job. | 27:10 | |
May the 15th would hold no fear for me. | 27:12 | |
But of course I found out otherwise. | 27:16 | |
And it's that same kind of ego which made me think | 27:19 | |
that my theology papers | 27:23 | |
from Dr. Osborne's class were special. | 27:25 | |
That makes me think that maybe God will speak to me, | 27:27 | |
whether I'm a Moses or not. | 27:32 | |
We also live in the post-Enlightenment Protestant Age | 27:36 | |
where every person is expected to think for his or herself. | 27:38 | |
And where the tenets of our faith are open to all. | 27:43 | |
We are expected to come up with definite answers | 27:47 | |
to questions not yet solved. | 27:50 | |
Sometimes our preachers and priests, | 27:54 | |
we relegate them to simply well-intentioned clerics | 27:56 | |
instead of the authorities that they once were. | 28:00 | |
And in this time it is up to the individual | 28:03 | |
to think through the disturbing moments of faith. | 28:07 | |
The results being highly individualistic explanations | 28:10 | |
of who we are and the problems that we face | 28:14 | |
in our own lives. | 28:17 | |
As the heirs of the mismatched marriage of faith and reason, | 28:19 | |
we want to hear God telling us | 28:23 | |
that there are indeed universal answers | 28:25 | |
to our own individual spiritual queries. | 28:28 | |
And finally perhaps the time when we need | 28:32 | |
to hear God the most is during those inevitable moments | 28:35 | |
of pain and bereavement. | 28:38 | |
When our Creator, as our parent, | 28:40 | |
is seemingly no where to be found. | 28:42 | |
Like abandoned children, we cry out. | 28:46 | |
And in the episodes of pain and suffering | 28:49 | |
which confront us in human existence, | 28:52 | |
when no great majestic voice reaches forth the comfort | 28:54 | |
to succor us, the silence is deafening. | 28:59 | |
And like our Savior on the cross during the Passion, | 29:03 | |
we cry, my God, hast thou forsaken me. | 29:06 | |
This most telling line of the Passion has reverberated | 29:12 | |
in us all at one time or another. | 29:16 | |
Where is our God that the world we inhabit allows us | 29:20 | |
to live miserably and sometimes die painfully. | 29:23 | |
Where is our Creator that we are allowed to suffer, | 29:27 | |
to hate and to be hated. | 29:30 | |
And if, just if, all of this is inevitable, | 29:32 | |
then like Moses, we have the impertinence to ask why. | 29:36 | |
Not only do we ask the questions, we demand answers. | 29:42 | |
We want to hear the voice of God. | 29:46 | |
Two Christmases ago, I received a phone call | 29:51 | |
from my mother telling me that my Aunt Madge had died. | 29:55 | |
Now, it was I think the day before finals ended, | 30:01 | |
so I still had one more to go. | 30:05 | |
The news didn't really phase me, | 30:08 | |
I had seen Madge four weeks earlier at Thanksgiving | 30:10 | |
and I had just recently come to realize, I guess, | 30:15 | |
that no one is forever and that we have to face death. | 30:19 | |
And so, I went in took my final, I went home, | 30:23 | |
and I prepared to drive to Virginia for the funeral. | 30:28 | |
To truly understand why I'm telling you this, | 30:33 | |
I have to try to recreate a little bit of my Aunt Madge. | 30:35 | |
She was someone the likes | 30:38 | |
of which you will probably never meet. | 30:39 | |
I know no one else like her. | 30:43 | |
Born and raised in southwestern Virginia and West Virginia, | 30:45 | |
she was a woman of the mountains. | 30:49 | |
She had a twang to her speech, | 30:51 | |
an honesty that was unflinching. | 30:53 | |
She would tell you how you looked no matter how you looked. | 30:55 | |
When you asked her how she was doing she would tell you | 31:00 | |
in no uncertain terms, starting with the hip, | 31:02 | |
maybe going forward, it was who she was. | 31:05 | |
She had a wicked sense of humor. | 31:09 | |
Once when I was driving her to my grandmother's house | 31:12 | |
for Thanksgiving and my 21 year old car broke down, | 31:15 | |
as the wrecker lifted the front | 31:19 | |
of the car pointing towards the heavens, | 31:20 | |
Madge quietly began to hum, Nearer My God to Thee. | 31:22 | |
(audience laughing) | 31:26 | |
She didn't look at me, | 31:27 | |
she said she enjoyed the view as she rode into Blacksburgh | 31:30 | |
So I drove to the funeral. | 31:36 | |
And funerals are never fun experiences, we all know that. | 31:38 | |
And Madge's was no exception. | 31:43 | |
After arriving in her small town of Henry, Virginia, | 31:48 | |
at the house, we went up to the church | 31:52 | |
which stood on a hill, still does stand on a hill. | 31:54 | |
Probably no more than a tenth of a mile from her house. | 31:57 | |
And having to file past a coffin | 32:02 | |
and say goodbye to someone I loved, | 32:05 | |
and then sit down in front of a congregation, grieving, | 32:08 | |
was something that was not fun. | 32:12 | |
It was an experience that I was trying | 32:16 | |
to get through with as much composure as I could. | 32:18 | |
And when the service was over | 32:22 | |
and the pall had been borne out of the church, | 32:25 | |
we drove back down through the valley of Henry | 32:28 | |
and back out to the cemetery which is | 32:31 | |
on another hill facing across the valley. | 32:33 | |
And it was exactly like a funeral should be. | 32:37 | |
It was straight out of a movie. | 32:39 | |
It's a gray, cold windy day, a hint of snow, | 32:42 | |
a mountain top cemetery. | 32:45 | |
Muffled words. | 32:48 | |
And we consigned Madge to her earthly resting place, | 32:51 | |
filed past and drove back to the house. | 32:56 | |
I was tired. | 33:00 | |
More than tired, I was sick of being around people. | 33:02 | |
I am not normally comfortable in large crowds | 33:05 | |
and the house was getting crowded for my taste | 33:07 | |
and so I went upstairs to get away | 33:10 | |
from the noise of the family, | 33:12 | |
to get away from the business of the will. | 33:15 | |
And I went into the only heated bedroom upstairs, | 33:19 | |
which was Madge's room. | 33:21 | |
And I sat down. | 33:26 | |
I cannot describe to you exactly what it felt like | 33:30 | |
to sit in that room, it was alive. | 33:33 | |
I had been in that room a million times since childhood | 33:37 | |
and nothing had changed, from the chair that I sat in, | 33:39 | |
to the quilt on the bed, to the old black phone | 33:43 | |
on the bedside table, to the hairbrushes, to the smell, | 33:47 | |
be it perfume or hairspray, I don't remember. | 33:52 | |
That room talked to me of my aunt. | 33:55 | |
And I felt sure that if just sat still | 34:02 | |
and waited long enough, she'd talk to me. | 34:05 | |
Not, because I was being ghoulish or anything, | 34:09 | |
but because she hadn't been dead that long, | 34:12 | |
she couldn't be that far away, she was someone I loved, | 34:15 | |
she couldn't leave me. | 34:19 | |
And so I waited. | 34:23 | |
And I didn't hear a thing. | 34:26 | |
And in the absence of hearing Madge's voice, | 34:28 | |
in the absence of hearing anything at all, | 34:31 | |
I wanted to hear the voice of God. | 34:34 | |
I wanted to hear the voice of God, not to comfort me, | 34:37 | |
I wanted to hear the voice of God telling me, | 34:41 | |
telling me why someone I loved had to die. | 34:44 | |
Forgetting that millions have grieved before me, | 34:48 | |
billions even and will grieve after me. | 34:50 | |
Forgetting that spouses grieve for each other, | 34:53 | |
for their children, children for their parents, | 34:56 | |
I wanted to know why. | 34:58 | |
God, defend your actions to me, Stephen Batten, | 35:00 | |
tell me exactly why someone I love has been taken from me. | 35:03 | |
More than that, why do people die. | 35:07 | |
Why is there pain, why are we here? | 35:09 | |
And I closed my eyes and I waited. | 35:15 | |
And I heard nothing. | 35:19 | |
Nothing except the sound of my own voice beginning to cry | 35:21 | |
and later I just went downstairs and drove home. | 35:24 | |
Because for me there was no burning bush. | 35:28 | |
There was no great majestic voice from God. | 35:32 | |
And I don't mean to be a skeptic, and I'm not. | 35:38 | |
But, I don't believe that many of us will be blessed | 35:42 | |
with hearing the voice of God, not in the way Moses did. | 35:45 | |
Audibly and perceptibly booming down and abase. | 35:49 | |
Talking to us. | 35:53 | |
I believe in miracles and if you explain something to me | 35:56 | |
in terms of the divine, I'll accept it. | 35:59 | |
I'll make it a miracle before anything else, | 36:02 | |
but I just don't feel it's that likely. | 36:05 | |
Because we want to hear our Lord, | 36:09 | |
because we want to be held and comforted. | 36:11 | |
We want to be reassured, that yes, we really do matter, | 36:14 | |
and that yes we are beautiful if flawed creations | 36:18 | |
and that yes, God actually watches each and everyone of us. | 36:21 | |
We want to be told that this world, | 36:27 | |
which experience teaches us is indifferent at best, | 36:28 | |
is not really all that there is | 36:32 | |
and that the unconditional love of God for man is more | 36:34 | |
than a neatly turned phrase or a nicely interpreted text. | 36:38 | |
We want to hear all of this and more but in order to do so, | 36:44 | |
in order to hear anything, we have to hear it all. | 36:48 | |
We have to hear not only what we want to hear, | 36:53 | |
but what God has to say. | 36:55 | |
And not all of it is pleasant. | 36:58 | |
Certainly we were created in the image of God, | 37:00 | |
but we fell from grace | 37:04 | |
and every day we repeat the fall in our lives. | 37:05 | |
True there is a life everlasting, | 37:08 | |
but we must also suffer the death of our bodies | 37:10 | |
and the pain of bereavement. | 37:13 | |
Yes, the story and the life | 37:15 | |
of Jesus the Christ is beautiful, | 37:17 | |
and in a few weeks we will live | 37:19 | |
through the sheer agony of Good Friday, | 37:21 | |
knowing that Easter Sunday is just a day | 37:23 | |
around the corner doesn't really help | 37:26 | |
when we have to relive the moments | 37:29 | |
of our Savior's crucifixion. | 37:31 | |
In Christmas-tide we celebrated the miracle | 37:34 | |
of the Incarnation, in this holy season of Lent, | 37:36 | |
we remember our own mortality. | 37:40 | |
If we truly wish to hear anything, | 37:44 | |
we have to listen to it all. | 37:47 | |
We have to listen to all that is both pleasing | 37:50 | |
and unpleasing to our ears and then maybe, maybe, | 37:53 | |
we begin to realize that we don't need a burning bush. | 37:57 | |
That maybe we've had a burning bush. | 38:02 | |
And that burning bush occurred | 38:06 | |
in the miracle of God and man. | 38:08 | |
In the Incarnation of the Christ. | 38:12 | |
That is our burning bush. | 38:16 | |
And like Moses, we have been commissioned by ours | 38:17 | |
to lead the world out of the bondage of sin | 38:21 | |
and the pain of human existence by loving the Lord our God, | 38:24 | |
with all hearts and with all our souls | 38:30 | |
and with all our minds | 38:33 | |
and by loving our neighbors as ourselves. | 38:35 | |
In hearing that commission, | 38:40 | |
we realize that we've witnessed the greatest miracle of all. | 38:43 | |
Certainly our egos have been sated. | 38:47 | |
The Enlightenment, well, and we are not abandoned children. | 38:51 | |
No, our Creator cared. | 38:57 | |
And it was the care of that Creator | 38:59 | |
that sent to us the Christ. | 39:01 | |
In accepting that commission, | 39:04 | |
we have indeed heard the voice of God. | 39:05 | |
It is not the god of a Hollywood movie, | 39:11 | |
or even a bedtime story that speaks to us in such a manner. | 39:15 | |
It is not a Hollywood god which enjoins us | 39:22 | |
to celebrate the commission we accept in baptism, | 39:25 | |
by coming forward to receive the Eucharist, | 39:29 | |
simple bread and simple wine, | 39:32 | |
the body and blood of our Lord. | 39:34 | |
Nope, it's not a Hollywood god. | 39:37 | |
It is a patient God, | 39:40 | |
a God who has over the millennia revealed not only the good | 39:43 | |
but the bad, and who revealed the commission | 39:46 | |
of the church and the Christian for all time. | 39:50 | |
In short, the voice of God has already spoken for us today. | 39:53 | |
And to simply reflect on it may not be as dramatic | 39:58 | |
as a burning bush, a towering column of smoke, | 40:02 | |
a booming voice. | 40:05 | |
We may ask the questions, time and time again, | 40:09 | |
but God has given us the answers. | 40:13 | |
And I for one am not going to ask that they be repeated. | 40:16 | |
- | The Lord be with you. | 40:35 |
- | And with you. | |
- | Let us pray. | 40:38 |
Oh ever living God, high above yet deep within us, | 40:44 | |
thou hast searched us and known us, and lovest us still. | 40:50 | |
Such knowledge is too high, we cannot attain it. | 40:55 | |
Yet trusting in thy eternal goodness, | 41:00 | |
ever beyond our comprehension, | 41:03 | |
yet as close to us as a whisper, | 41:06 | |
we bring before thee our varied conditions and concerns, | 41:09 | |
gratefully acknowledging the mystery | 41:13 | |
and the depths of thy power to heal. | 41:15 | |
We bring before thee, creating God, the needs of our bodies, | 41:20 | |
we pray for all those weakened | 41:26 | |
by the merciless plague of hunger and malnutrition, | 41:28 | |
for all who are stricken with terminal illness | 41:33 | |
or other disease, and especially for all patients | 41:35 | |
at Duke Hospital and for their families. | 41:39 | |
For all who discover in the process | 41:42 | |
of aging that their bodies are failing them. | 41:44 | |
We bring before thee redeeming God, the needs of our minds. | 41:50 | |
We pray for all those involved in educational pursuits, | 41:55 | |
students, teachers, administrators and staff. | 42:00 | |
For all those suffering from the tyranny of mental illness. | 42:05 | |
For all who seek to expand our minds, | 42:10 | |
visionaries, explorers, creative artists. | 42:13 | |
We bring before thee sustaining God, | 42:19 | |
the needs of our relationships. | 42:22 | |
We pray for all those embroiled in conflict. | 42:25 | |
For all who suffer from a lack of relationships, | 42:30 | |
and are burdened by a sense of loneliness, | 42:33 | |
failure or despair. | 42:36 | |
For all who are unable to trust | 42:39 | |
and who have never been fully known by another. | 42:42 | |
For all who have resisted the opportunity | 42:46 | |
to love even thee gracious God | 42:49 | |
and do not accept the acceptance that thou hast offered us. | 42:52 | |
We lift these prayers before thee oh God, | 42:58 | |
reassured that thou has searched us | 43:01 | |
and known us and lovest us still. | 43:04 | |
In the name of Jesus Christ we pray, amen. | 43:08 | |
Remember the words of the Lord Jesus, | 43:14 | |
how he said it is more blessed to give than to receive. | 43:16 | |
Let us acknowledge the blessing of God in our lives | 43:21 | |
as we offer our gifts and ourselves with thanksgiving. | 43:23 | |
(soft organ music) | 43:29 | |
(singing in foreign language) | 44:13 | |
(gentle organ music) | 48:10 | |
(bright organ music) | 49:20 | |
♪ Praise God from whom all blessings flow ♪ | 49:39 | |
♪ Praise him, all creatures here below ♪ | 49:49 | |
♪ Praise him above, ye heavenly host ♪ | 49:57 | |
♪ Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost ♪ | 50:05 | |
♪ Amen ♪ | 50:15 | |
- | The Lord be with you. | 50:34 |
- | And also with you. | |
- | Lift up your hearts. | 50:37 |
- | Lift them up, O Lord. | |
- | Let us give thanks to the Lord our God. | 50:40 |
Congregation | It is right to give God thanks and praise. | 50:43 |
- | It is right and a good a joyful thing always | 50:46 |
and everywhere to give you thanks, | 50:49 | |
Almighty God, Creator of heaven and earth. | 50:51 | |
You brought all things into being and called them good. | 50:54 | |
From the dust of the earth you formed us into your image | 50:58 | |
and breathed into us the breath of life. | 51:01 | |
When we turned away and our love failed, | 51:05 | |
your love remains steadfast. | 51:07 | |
When rain fell upon the earth 40 days and 40 nights, | 51:10 | |
you bore up the ark on the waters, | 51:13 | |
saved Noah and his family | 51:16 | |
and established an everlasting covenant | 51:18 | |
with every living creature upon the earth. | 51:20 | |
When you delivered us from slavery | 51:23 | |
and made us your covenant people, | 51:25 | |
you lead Moses to your mountian | 51:27 | |
for 40 days and 40 nights and gave us your teachings. | 51:29 | |
You lead us through the wilderness for 40 years | 51:33 | |
and brought us to the Promised Land. | 51:36 | |
When we forsook your covenant you lead your prophet Elijah | 51:39 | |
to your mountain where as he fasted 40 days | 51:42 | |
and 40 nights he heard your still small voice. | 51:45 | |
When you gave your only Son, Jesus Christ | 51:49 | |
to save us from our sin, | 51:52 | |
your Spirit led him into the wilderness | 51:54 | |
where he fasted 40 days and 40 nights | 51:57 | |
in preparation for his ministry. | 51:59 | |
When he suffered and died on a cross for our sin, | 52:02 | |
you raised him to life, presented him alive to the apostles | 52:05 | |
during 40 days and exalted him at your right hand | 52:09 | |
that we might be raised as the people of your new covenant, | 52:13 | |
from sin and death to everlasting life. | 52:17 | |
And now when we your people prepare | 52:20 | |
for the yearly paschal feast | 52:23 | |
of your Son's death and resurrection, | 52:25 | |
you lead us to repentance for our sin | 52:27 | |
and the cleansing of our hearts | 52:30 | |
that during these 40 days of Lent we may become prepared | 52:32 | |
to renew our covenant with you. | 52:36 | |
Therefore, with your people in all ages | 52:38 | |
and the whole company of heaven we join in the song | 52:41 | |
of unending praise, saying, | 52:44 | |
All | Holy, holy, holy, Lord, God of power and might. | 52:47 |
Heaven and earth are full of your glory, | 52:51 | |
hosanna in the highest. | 52:54 | |
Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord. | 52:56 | |
Hosanna in the highest. | 52:59 | |
- | Truly holy are you and blessed is your Son, Jesus Christ. | 53:01 |
On the night his disciples betrayed and deserted him, | 53:06 | |
he took bread, gave thanks to you, broke the bread, | 53:09 | |
gave it to his disciples and said, | 53:13 | |
"Take, eat, this is my body which is given for you. | 53:15 | |
"Do this in remembrance of me." | 53:19 | |
When the supper was over, he took the cup. | 53:22 | |
Gave thanks to you, gave to his disciples and said, | 53:25 | |
"Drink from this all of you, | 53:28 | |
"for this is my blood of the New Covenant, | 53:30 | |
"poured out for you | 53:32 | |
"and for many for the forgiveness of sins. | 53:33 | |
"Do this as often as you drink it in remembrance of me." | 53:37 | |
Therefore in remembrance | 53:43 | |
of all your mighty acts in Jesus Christ, | 53:45 | |
we ask you to accept this our sacrifice of praise | 53:48 | |
and thanksgiving which we offer in union | 53:51 | |
with Christ' sacrifice for us as a living | 53:54 | |
and holy surrender of ourselves. | 53:57 | |
Send the power of your Holy Spirit on us | 54:00 | |
and on these gifts that in the breaking of this bread, | 54:02 | |
the drinking of this wine, | 54:06 | |
we may know the presence of the living Christ. | 54:08 | |
Be one body in him, cleansed by his blood, | 54:10 | |
faithfully serve him in the world | 54:13 | |
and look forward to his coming in final victory. | 54:16 | |
Through him, with him, in him, | 54:19 | |
in the unity of the Holy Spirit, | 54:23 | |
all honor and glory is yours Almighty God, now and forever. | 54:25 | |
All | Amen. | 54:30 |
Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. | 54:31 | |
Thy kingdom come. | 54:36 | |
Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. | 54:37 | |
Give us this day our daily bread | 54:41 | |
and forgive us our trespasses, | 54:43 | |
as we forgive those who trespass against us | 54:45 | |
and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. | 54:48 | |
For thine is the kingdom, | 54:52 | |
the power and the glory forever, amen. | 54:54 | |
- | The gifts of God for the people of God. | 55:06 |
(singing in foreign language) | 56:34 | |
(gentle organ music) | 58:52 | |
♪ Here, O my Lord, I see thee face to face ♪ | 59:23 | |
♪ Here would I touch and handle things unseen ♪ | 59:30 | |
♪ Here grasp with firmer hand eternal grace ♪ | 59:37 | |
♪ And all my weariness upon thee lean ♪ | 59:44 | |
♪ This is the hour of banquet and of song ♪ | 59:53 | |
♪ This is the heavenly table spread for me ♪ | 59:59 | |
♪ Here let me feast, and feasting, still prolong ♪ | 1:00:06 | |
♪ The brief, bright hour of fellowship with thee ♪ | 1:00:13 | |
♪ Here would I feed upon the bread of God ♪ | 1:00:23 | |
♪ Here drink with Thee the royal wine of heav'n ♪ | 1:00:30 | |
♪ Here would we lay aside each earthly load, ♪ | 1:00:37 | |
♪ Here taste afresh the calm of sin forgiv'n. ♪ | 1:00:44 | |
♪ Too soon we rise, the symbols disappear; ♪ | 1:00:54 | |
♪ The feast, though not the love, is past and done; ♪ | 1:01:01 | |
♪ Gone are the bread and wine, but thou art here, ♪ | 1:01:08 | |
♪ Nearer than ever, still my Shield and Sun. ♪ | 1:01:15 | |
♪ Feast after feast thus comes, and passes by ♪ | 1:01:25 | |
♪ Yet passing, points to the glad feast above ♪ | 1:01:32 | |
♪ Giving sweet foretaste of the festal joy ♪ | 1:01:38 | |
♪ The Lamb's great bridal feast of bliss and love ♪ | 1:01:45 | |
(gentle organ music) | 1:01:59 | |
(singing in foreign language) | 1:02:51 | |
(gentle organ music) | 1:09:52 | |
♪ Let all mortal flesh keep silence ♪ | 1:10:24 | |
♪ And with fear and trembling stand ♪ | 1:10:31 | |
♪ Ponder nothing earthly minded ♪ | 1:10:38 | |
♪ For with blessing in his hand ♪ | 1:10:45 | |
♪ Christ our God to earth descending ♪ | 1:10:52 | |
♪ Comes our homage to demand ♪ | 1:11:01 | |
♪ King of kings, yet born of Mary ♪ | 1:11:10 | |
♪ As of old on earth he stood ♪ | 1:11:17 | |
♪ Lord of lords, in human vesture ♪ | 1:11:24 | |
♪ In the body and the blood ♪ | 1:11:30 | |
♪ He will give to all the faithful ♪ | 1:11:37 | |
♪ His own self for heavenly food ♪ | 1:11:46 | |
♪ Rank on rank the host of heaven ♪ | 1:11:56 | |
♪ Spreads its vanguard on the way ♪ | 1:12:02 | |
♪ As the Light of light descendeth ♪ | 1:12:08 | |
♪ From the realms of endless day ♪ | 1:12:14 | |
♪ Comes the powers of hell to vanquish ♪ | 1:12:21 | |
♪ As the darkness clears away ♪ | 1:12:30 | |
- | Pour out upon is the spirit of your love oh, Lord, | 1:12:44 |
and unite the wills of those whom you have fed | 1:12:47 | |
with one heavenly food | 1:12:50 | |
through Jesus Christ our Lord we pray, amen. | 1:12:52 | |
And now may the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, | 1:12:57 | |
the love of God and the communion of the Holy Spirit be | 1:12:59 | |
with you all now and forevermore, amen. | 1:13:02 | |
(gentle organ music) | 1:13:10 | |
♪ For the bread which thous hast broken, ♪ | 1:13:36 | |
♪ For the wine which thou hast poured ♪ | 1:13:42 | |
♪ For the words which thous hast spoken ♪ | 1:13:48 | |
♪ Now we give you thanks, O Lord ♪ | 1:13:54 | |
♪ By this pledge that thou dost love us ♪ | 1:14:03 | |
♪ By thy gift of peace restored ♪ | 1:14:08 | |
♪ By thy call to heaven above us ♪ | 1:14:14 | |
♪ Hallow all our lives, O Lord ♪ | 1:14:20 | |
♪ With our sainted ones in glory ♪ | 1:14:29 | |
♪ Seated at the heavenly board ♪ | 1:14:35 | |
♪ May the church that's waiting for you ♪ | 1:14:41 | |
♪ Keep love's tie unbroken, Lord ♪ | 1:14:47 | |
♪ In thy service, Lord, defend us ♪ | 1:14:56 | |
♪ In our hearts keep watch and ward ♪ | 1:15:02 | |
♪ In the world where you have sent us ♪ | 1:15:07 | |
♪ Let thy kingdom come, O Lord ♪ | 1:15:14 | |
(somber organ music) | 1:15:22 | |
(bright organ music) | 1:17:06 | |
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