William H. Willimon - "He Showed Them His Scars" (April 30, 1995)
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(footsteps tapping) | 0:07 | |
- | Good morning. | 0:27 |
Welcome to this service of worship | 0:28 | |
on the third Sunday of Easter here in Duke Chapel. | 0:30 | |
We're delighted that you're with us, | 0:34 | |
a special welcome to our visitors. | 0:36 | |
We have been led to worship | 0:39 | |
by the One Accord Choir of the First Baptist Church | 0:42 | |
in Richmond, Virginia and we welcome them | 0:45 | |
to their first visit at Duke Chapel. | 0:48 | |
Mr. Terry Goolsby, their director | 0:50 | |
and Ms. Sarah Williams their accompanist, | 0:53 | |
and we thank them for their presence with us here today. | 0:55 | |
Our lector is Dr. James Jacobs, | 1:00 | |
who has been an active participant here | 1:03 | |
in Duke Chapel for the years | 1:05 | |
that he has been in medical work here, | 1:07 | |
and we bid him farewell today | 1:10 | |
and wish him well in his new residency program in Charlotte. | 1:13 | |
We also remind you that the Duke Chapel Choir | 1:19 | |
is looking for singers for the summer, our summer choir. | 1:22 | |
If you're in Durham over the summer, | 1:26 | |
we invite you to participate in our choir. | 1:27 | |
Let us stand for the greeting. | 1:31 | |
Christ is risen. | 1:34 | |
- | The Lord is risen indeed. | |
- | Glory and honor, dominion, | 1:39 |
and power be to God forever and ever. | 1:40 | |
All | Christ is risen, alleluia. | 1:45 |
(stately organ music) | 1:49 | |
♪ Easter people, raise your voices ♪ | 2:22 | |
♪ Sounds of heaven in earth should ring ♪ | 2:27 | |
♪ Christ has brought us heaven's choices ♪ | 2:32 | |
♪ Heavenly music let it ring ♪ | 2:38 | |
♪ Alleluia, alleluia ♪ | 2:43 | |
♪ Easter people let us sing ♪ | 2:49 | |
♪ Fear of death can no more stop us ♪ | 2:56 | |
♪ From our pressing here below ♪ | 3:02 | |
♪ For our Lord empowered us ♪ | 3:08 | |
♪ To triumph over every foe ♪ | 3:13 | |
♪ Alleluia, alleluia ♪ | 3:19 | |
♪ On to victory now we go ♪ | 3:24 | |
♪ Every day to us is Easter ♪ | 3:47 | |
♪ With its resurrection song ♪ | 3:53 | |
♪ When in trouble move the faster ♪ | 3:58 | |
♪ To our God who rights the wrong ♪ | 4:03 | |
♪ Alleluia, alleluia ♪ | 4:09 | |
♪ See the power of heavenly throngs ♪ | 4:15 | |
- | Let us pray. | 4:26 |
O God, our guide and guardian, | 4:30 | |
you have led us apart from the busy world | 4:33 | |
into the quiet of your house. | 4:36 | |
Grant us grace to worship you in spirit and in truth, | 4:39 | |
to the comfort of our souls and the upbuilding | 4:44 | |
of every good purpose and holy desire. | 4:47 | |
Enable us to do more perfectly the work | 4:51 | |
to which you have called us, | 4:54 | |
that we may not fear the coming of night | 4:56 | |
when we shall resign into your hands | 5:00 | |
the task which you have committed to us. | 5:03 | |
So may we worship you not with our lips at this hour, | 5:06 | |
but in word and deed all the days of our lives, | 5:10 | |
through Jesus Christ our Savior, amen. | 5:16 | |
You may be seated. | 5:21 | |
- | Let us pray together the prayer for illumination. | 5:35 |
All | Open our hearts and minds, | 5:39 |
O God by the power of your Holy Spirit, | 5:41 | |
so that as the Word is read and proclaimed, | 5:45 | |
we may hear your message with joy this day, amen. | 5:49 | |
- | The first lesson for this morning | 5:56 |
is taken from the Book of Revelation, | 5:58 | |
the fifth chapter beginning with the 11th verse. | 6:00 | |
Then I looked, and I heard the voice | 6:06 | |
of many angels surrounding the throne, | 6:08 | |
and the living creatures and elders. | 6:12 | |
They numbered myriads of myriads and thousands of thousands, | 6:15 | |
singing with full voice, "Worthy is the lamb | 6:20 | |
"that was slaughtered, to receive power | 6:23 | |
"and wealth and wisdom and might | 6:27 | |
"and honor and glory and blessing." | 6:30 | |
Then I heard every creature in heaven and on earth | 6:34 | |
and under the earth, and in the sea and all that is in them, | 6:37 | |
singing, "To the one seated on the throne | 6:42 | |
"and to the Lamb, be blessing and honor and glory | 6:46 | |
"and might forever and ever." | 6:51 | |
And the four living creatures said, "Amen," | 6:54 | |
and the elders fell down and worshiped. | 6:58 | |
This is the word of the Lord. | 7:03 | |
- | Thanks be to God. | |
- | The second lesson is taken | 7:10 |
from the Book of Acts in the ninth chapter, | 7:11 | |
beginning with verse one. | 7:13 | |
Meanwhile, Saul, still breathing threats and murder | 7:17 | |
against the disciples of the Lord, | 7:21 | |
went to the high priest and asked him | 7:24 | |
for letters to the synagogues at Damascus, | 7:27 | |
so that if he found any who belonged to the Way, | 7:31 | |
men or women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem. | 7:34 | |
Now, as he was going along and approaching Damascus, | 7:40 | |
suddenly a light from heaven flashed around him. | 7:44 | |
He fell to the ground and heard a voice saying to him, | 7:48 | |
"Saul, Saul, why do you persecute me?" | 7:52 | |
He asked, "Who are you Lord?" | 7:57 | |
The reply came, "I am Jesus whom you are persecuting, | 8:00 | |
"but get up and enter the city | 8:05 | |
"and you will be told what you are to do." | 8:08 | |
This is the Word of the Lord. | 8:14 | |
- | Thanks be to God. | |
- | The appointed psalm for today is Psalm 30, | 8:25 |
found on page 762 in your hymn book. | 8:28 | |
Please stand and read responsively. | 8:32 | |
I will extol you, O Lord, for you have lifted me up, | 8:43 | |
and did not let my foes rejoice over me. | 8:47 | |
Congregation | O Lord, my God, | 8:52 |
I cried to you for help and you healed me. | 8:53 | |
- | O Lord, you brought up my soul from Sheol. | 8:58 |
Congregation | Restored me to life | 9:03 |
from among those gone down to the pit. | 9:05 | |
- | Sing praises to the Lord, O His faithful ones, | 9:08 |
and give thanks to his holy name. | 9:12 | |
Congregation | Surely the Lord's anger | 9:16 |
is but for a moment. | 9:17 | |
The Lord's favor is for a lifetime. | 9:19 | |
- | Weeping may tarry for the night, | 9:23 |
but joy comes with the morning. | 9:26 | |
Congregation | As for me, I said in my prosperity, | 9:29 |
"I shall never be moved." | 9:33 | |
- | By your favor, O Lord, | 9:36 |
you had established me as a strong mountain. | 9:38 | |
Congregation | You hid your face, I was dismayed. | 9:42 |
- | To you, O Lord, I cried, | 9:46 |
and to the Lord I made my supplication. | 9:48 | |
Congregation | What profit is there in my death, | 9:52 |
if I go down to the pit? | 9:55 | |
- | Will the dust praise you? | 9:57 |
Will it tell of your faithfulness? | 9:59 | |
Congregation | Hear, O Lord, and be gracious to me. | 10:03 |
O Lord, be my helper. | 10:06 | |
- | You have turned my mourning into dancing. | 10:09 |
You have loosed my sackcloth and girded me with gladness | 10:12 | |
that my soul may praise you and not be silent. | 10:16 | |
Congregation | O Lord, my God, | 10:21 |
I will give thanks to you forever. | 10:22 | |
(stately organ music) | 10:27 | |
♪ Glory be to our Creator ♪ | 10:35 | |
♪ Praise to our Redeemer, Lord ♪ | 10:42 | |
♪ Glory be to our Sustainer ♪ | 10:49 | |
♪ Ever three and ever one ♪ | 10:57 | |
♪ As it was in the beginning ♪ | 11:04 | |
♪ Now and evermore shall be ♪ | 11:12 | |
(gentle organ music) | 11:25 | |
(gentle piano music) | 12:08 | |
♪ 'Tis the gift to be simple ♪ | 12:13 | |
♪ 'Tis the gift to be free ♪ | 12:15 | |
♪ 'Tis the gift to come down where you ought to be ♪ | 12:17 | |
♪ And when we find ourselves in the place just right ♪ | 12:22 | |
♪ Will be in the valley of love and delight ♪ | 12:28 | |
♪ 'Tis the gift to be simple ♪ | 12:33 | |
♪ 'Tis the gift to be free ♪ | 12:36 | |
♪ 'Tis the gift to come down where you ought to be ♪ | 12:37 | |
♪ And when we find ourselves in the place just right ♪ | 12:41 | |
♪ Will be in the valley of love and delight ♪ | 12:47 | |
♪ When true simplicity is gained ♪ | 12:55 | |
♪ To bow and to bend we shan't be ashamed ♪ | 12:58 | |
♪ To turn, turn will be our delight ♪ | 13:04 | |
♪ Till by turning, turning we come round right ♪ | 13:08 | |
♪ 'Tis the gift to be simple ♪ | 13:20 | |
♪ 'Tis the gift to be free ♪ | 13:21 | |
♪ 'Tis the gift to come down where we ought to be ♪ | 13:23 | |
♪ And when we find ourselves in the place just right ♪ | 13:28 | |
♪ Will be in the valley of love and delight ♪ | 13:35 | |
♪ 'Tis the gift to be simple ♪ | 13:47 | |
♪ 'Tis the gift to be free ♪ | 13:48 | |
♪ 'Tis the gift to come down where you ought to be ♪ | 13:50 | |
♪ And when we find ourselves in the place just right ♪ | 13:55 | |
♪ Will be in the valley of love ♪ | 14:02 | |
♪ Of love and delight ♪ | 14:07 | |
♪ When true simplicity is gained ♪ | 14:12 | |
♪ To bow and to bend we shan't be ashamed ♪ | 14:16 | |
♪ To turn, turn will be our delight ♪ | 14:20 | |
♪ Till by turning, turning we come round right ♪ | 14:24 | |
♪ 'Tis the gift to be simple ♪ | 14:30 | |
♪ 'Tis the gift to be free ♪ | 14:31 | |
♪ 'Tis the gift to come down ♪ | 14:32 | |
♪ Where you ought to be ♪ | 14:35 | |
♪ And when we find ourselves in the place just right ♪ | 14:37 | |
♪ Twill be in the valley of love and delight ♪ | 14:43 | |
(choir vocalizing) | 14:51 | |
(gentle organ music) | 15:15 | |
- | I want to mention that Debra Brazzel, | 15:59 |
associated dean of the chapel, | 16:03 | |
is leaving Tuesday with a delegation from Durham | 16:05 | |
to the Russian city of Kostroma, | 16:11 | |
leading a delegation there and we wish her Godspeed | 16:15 | |
on that journey to a place of great need | 16:19 | |
and great vitality of the church. | 16:23 | |
You may recall, those of you who are regulars here, | 16:28 | |
last year we had such a wonderful visit | 16:31 | |
of the choir from Kostroma, | 16:33 | |
which is our sister city with Durham. | 16:36 | |
I also see a number of seniors in the congregation | 16:39 | |
who are graduating this year. | 16:44 | |
This may be your last Sunday with us before graduation | 16:48 | |
and we wish you Godspeed in your life endeavors. | 16:51 | |
Remember, a number of our ushers are seniors | 16:57 | |
and are graduating, and we thank them for their service | 17:00 | |
here in the chapel. | 17:04 | |
We've trained them for a lifetime | 17:06 | |
of taking up money in the church, | 17:08 | |
which we know that they will do well as they leave us. | 17:10 | |
Scripture is from the Gospel of John, | 17:17 | |
from the 20th chapter of John. | 17:19 | |
When it was evening that day, the first day of the week, | 17:24 | |
the doors of the house where the disciples | 17:29 | |
had met were locked for fear of the Jews. | 17:32 | |
Jesus came and stood among them | 17:36 | |
and said, "Peace be with you." | 17:37 | |
After he said this, he showed them his hands and his side. | 17:40 | |
Then the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. | 17:46 | |
Jesus said to them again, "Peace be with you, | 17:50 | |
"as the Father has sent me, so I send you." | 17:53 | |
When he said this, he breathed on them | 17:58 | |
and said to them, "Receive the Holy Spirit. | 18:00 | |
"If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven. | 18:03 | |
"If you retain the sins of any, they are retained." | 18:06 | |
But Thomas, who was called the Twin, | 18:10 | |
one of the 12, was not with them when Jesus came. | 18:13 | |
So the other disciples told him, "We have seen the Lord," | 18:18 | |
but Thomas said to them, | 18:21 | |
"Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands, | 18:23 | |
"and put my finger into the mark of the nails | 18:26 | |
"and my hand into his side, I will not believe." | 18:30 | |
A week later, his disciples were again in the house | 18:34 | |
and Thomas was with them. | 18:36 | |
Although the doors were shut, Jesus came | 18:39 | |
and stood among them and said, "Peace be with you." | 18:41 | |
And then he said to Thomas, "Put your finger here. | 18:44 | |
"See my hands, reach out your hand, | 18:48 | |
"put it into my side. | 18:51 | |
"Do not doubt, but believe." | 18:52 | |
Thomas answered, "My Lord, and my God." | 18:56 | |
Jesus said to them, "Have you believed | 19:02 | |
"because you have seen me? | 19:04 | |
"Blessed are those who have not seen | 19:05 | |
"and yet have come to believe." | 19:08 | |
Now Jesus did many other signs | 19:13 | |
in the presence of his disciples | 19:14 | |
which are not written in this book, | 19:16 | |
but these are written | 19:19 | |
so that you may come to believe | 19:20 | |
that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God. | 19:22 | |
And that through believing, you may have life in his name. | 19:26 | |
This is the Word of the Lord. | 19:33 | |
- | Thanks be to God. | |
- | In the Odyssey of Homer, | 19:41 |
there is that scene toward the end of the Odyssey | 19:46 | |
where Odysseus, who has wandered far and wide | 19:51 | |
throughout his life finally comes home to his wife and son. | 19:54 | |
But they don't recognize Odysseus. | 20:03 | |
It has been so long since they have seen him, | 20:05 | |
and besides that he has disguised himself as an old man. | 20:07 | |
Even when he talks with his beloved wife, | 20:12 | |
she does not recognize him, | 20:16 | |
until at the end of the evening, | 20:19 | |
the aged nurse Eurycleia, | 20:21 | |
the one who raised Odysseus from childhood, | 20:25 | |
she bathes this stranger before retiring. | 20:29 | |
And as she bathes this old wandering vagabond, | 20:36 | |
she sees on his leg a scar. | 20:40 | |
And she recognizes, it's that scar | 20:45 | |
that she remembers from the little boy Odysseus. | 20:48 | |
And she sees him, she recognizes him, she rejoices. | 20:53 | |
She did not recognize him until she saw the scar. | 21:01 | |
Well, we are now two Sundays from Easter, | 21:09 | |
two Sundays after that great day of the triumph of God. | 21:13 | |
Easter, that vast setting right of all that is wrong, | 21:18 | |
death, evil, injustice. | 21:24 | |
Easter says that God's good purposes | 21:30 | |
will not be defeated, | 21:33 | |
but in the resurrection of Jesus, God has triumphed. | 21:35 | |
In today's gospel from John, | 21:43 | |
the risen Christ slips through closed doors | 21:46 | |
and he appears to his fearful disciples. | 21:51 | |
But they don't know him. | 21:55 | |
He even speaks to them as he had spoken so often to them, | 21:59 | |
saying, "Peace be with you," | 22:03 | |
but they don't recognize him. | 22:07 | |
But then, Jesus shows them his hands and his side. | 22:12 | |
He showed them his scars. | 22:18 | |
And don't you find it interesting | 22:23 | |
that it is only then that his disciples see him | 22:25 | |
and they rejoice. | 22:31 | |
As if to drive the point home, | 22:34 | |
Thomas shows up a little later. | 22:37 | |
And the disciples tell Thomas, "The Lord is risen." | 22:39 | |
Well they don't believe, | 22:42 | |
he doesn't believe. | 22:44 | |
And Thomas says, "I'll tell you this, | 22:45 | |
"unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands | 22:47 | |
"and unless I thrust my finger | 22:50 | |
"into the mark of the nails | 22:53 | |
"and my hand into his side, I will not believe." | 22:55 | |
Well, a week later, the risen Christ appears | 23:01 | |
to his disciples again. | 23:03 | |
And Thomas is there and Jesus obliges. | 23:06 | |
"Put your finger here," says the risen Christ, | 23:12 | |
"Do not doubt, believe." | 23:16 | |
And he says, "My Lord and my God." | 23:22 | |
See, I think some kind of connection is being made here | 23:27 | |
between belief in the risen exalted Christ | 23:31 | |
and the scars of the crucified Jesus. | 23:36 | |
The risen Christ has scars, | 23:41 | |
being raised from the dead does not erase the scars. | 23:47 | |
There's none of this, the risen Christ coming back | 23:51 | |
to his disciples and said, look no scars, it's fixed. | 23:55 | |
The risen Christ of Easter bears the scars of Good Friday. | 24:00 | |
Jesus' disciples only recognize him by touching his scars. | 24:06 | |
Easter, God's great victory over defeat | 24:13 | |
and death doesn't erase the scars. | 24:17 | |
I know somebody who has become a Christian, | 24:24 | |
and someone has told her, "Now, if you are a Christian, | 24:29 | |
"if you have real faith, | 24:33 | |
"you will always feel joy and peace in your heart." | 24:36 | |
But she feels great sadness, | 24:42 | |
even after becoming a Christian. | 24:45 | |
She's wondering, what's wrong with my faith? | 24:47 | |
Is her faith infirm? | 24:52 | |
Well, if you would know her, you would know, maybe, | 24:56 | |
that she was abused as a child. | 24:58 | |
Her Christian faith has brought her joy, | 25:02 | |
yes, but she still bears scars. | 25:04 | |
There is scar tissue in her life. | 25:13 | |
And so it was also for the risen Christ. | 25:18 | |
The risen Christ had just moved from death unto life, | 25:24 | |
sallied forth from the tomb triumphant. | 25:29 | |
In his exalted form, his disciples did not know him. | 25:34 | |
It was only when he showed them his scars | 25:38 | |
that they saw and believed. | 25:43 | |
Don't be hard on Thomas. | 25:47 | |
Saying I won't believe it's Jesus | 25:51 | |
unless I can poke my fingers | 25:54 | |
into the nail prints of his hands. | 25:56 | |
Thomas isn't simply being obstinate. | 25:58 | |
Thomas, maybe Thomas is saying, | 26:03 | |
I'm not going to believe it's Jesus | 26:08 | |
unless I touch the scars, | 26:13 | |
because Jesus was wounded. | 26:17 | |
I think they only knew him | 26:24 | |
because the Jesus whom they loved didn't hover | 26:28 | |
above the heartache of this world. | 26:32 | |
He embraced the pain. | 26:36 | |
He went into the sorrow and the care. | 26:38 | |
He lived where they lived and died as they must die. | 26:42 | |
Early on in the church, | 26:48 | |
there was this heresy called Docetism. | 26:49 | |
Docetism, coming from the Greek word | 26:52 | |
dokeo, to seem, | 26:55 | |
to appear and there were these people who said | 26:57 | |
the Son of God, the risen Lord, | 27:01 | |
he didn't really suffer. | 27:06 | |
He only appeared to suffer. | 27:09 | |
He only seemed to die and be in pain. | 27:12 | |
No, the church said, no. | 27:19 | |
He was God but he was fully human. | 27:24 | |
The divinely raised Christ has human scars. | 27:28 | |
Only a wounded God could save us. | 27:36 | |
1 Peter goes so far to say, | 27:45 | |
by his wounds you have been healed. | 27:48 | |
By his wounds you have been healed. | 27:52 | |
To be human, | 27:54 | |
to be human is to have a lot of scar tissue. | 27:57 | |
Inside and out, you've got your scars, human as you are. | 28:02 | |
I've got a scar which I earned at age five. | 28:07 | |
It's on my forehead. | 28:11 | |
I got it playing tag one evening with some of my cousins. | 28:15 | |
I ran into a porch. | 28:18 | |
It hadn't been there before, and gashed open my head. | 28:19 | |
I had to go to the hospital. | 28:24 | |
I had to get the wound sewn up. | 28:26 | |
Oh, the bleeding stopped. | 28:31 | |
Eventually, the wound healed over, | 28:33 | |
but there's still a scar. | 28:37 | |
And interestingly enough, most of the time, | 28:40 | |
you can't see the scar, | 28:42 | |
but as I've gotten older, my hairline is receding, | 28:44 | |
you can see the scar. | 28:47 | |
Maybe there's some scars you don't see as well | 28:52 | |
until you get older. | 28:54 | |
Well, the risen Christ has scars. | 28:59 | |
I've got this friend. | 29:07 | |
He spent much of his childhood in an orphanage. | 29:12 | |
He's an adult now. | 29:17 | |
He's over 50, but when he was a child, | 29:18 | |
his mother took him one day, | 29:22 | |
she took him to this orphanage, | 29:26 | |
and she told him, "You wait | 29:27 | |
"under that tree until I come back." | 29:29 | |
He waited under the tree, he played around under the tree. | 29:32 | |
It got to be dark. | 29:35 | |
She never came back. | 29:38 | |
Now, my friend, as I said, is well past middle age. | 29:43 | |
And one day, I was to meet him for lunch, | 29:48 | |
and something happened, I got waylaid. | 29:51 | |
I was about 15 minutes late. | 29:53 | |
I got there, my friend was pacing around. | 29:55 | |
He was in a sweat, he was in a highly agitated state. | 29:57 | |
He said to me, "Don't you ever do that again. | 30:01 | |
"You were to be here at noon." | 30:03 | |
And I thought, this is an over-reaction | 30:05 | |
for 15 minutes of tardiness. | 30:07 | |
I mean, what is going on here? | 30:09 | |
I asked him, "What in the world? | 30:10 | |
"Why get so bent out of shape?" | 30:12 | |
He said to me, "I'm sorry, I just can't help it. | 30:16 | |
"I've learned later in life why I get so upset | 30:22 | |
"when somebody I love is late. | 30:25 | |
"'Cause my mama took me down there | 30:29 | |
"and she told me to wait under that tree, | 30:31 | |
"and she never came back. | 30:35 | |
"And I just can't bear for somebody to be late." | 30:38 | |
Isn't that interesting? | 30:47 | |
He was all grown up. | 30:47 | |
He was on his own, he was functioning, | 30:50 | |
he was functioning quite well, yes. | 30:52 | |
But he still had scars. | 30:54 | |
Oh, there are people who think that Easter | 31:01 | |
has overcome all of that. | 31:03 | |
They think that just because Jesus was raised | 31:07 | |
from the dead on Easter, the cross is set right, | 31:09 | |
everything is overcome, fixed, forgot. | 31:12 | |
No. | 31:17 | |
The risen Christ still has nail prints in his hands. | 31:19 | |
That's how they knew that this mysterious one | 31:24 | |
who stood before them was none other than Jesus. | 31:27 | |
Thomas touched the scars, and then he believed. | 31:30 | |
You have to touch the scars to believe. | 31:38 | |
The Christian faith does not deny real pain. | 31:44 | |
It doesn't deny the reality of the wound, | 31:49 | |
the existence of scars. | 31:51 | |
Our faith enables us to go on, | 31:53 | |
to rise above the pain in the name of Christ, | 31:56 | |
even in our wounds, but there are still scars. | 32:00 | |
The risen Christ is known by the wounds. | 32:06 | |
I've noticed as a new pastor. | 32:11 | |
New pastor, when I go to a church, | 32:14 | |
I've found that there's always this string of people | 32:16 | |
who come to me and they want to tell me | 32:19 | |
about some past wound that they have suffered, | 32:23 | |
something that has happened to them in the past, | 32:27 | |
and I wonder why. | 32:31 | |
Is it just that people enjoy wallowing | 32:33 | |
in their painful past, they want me | 32:35 | |
to wallow in it with them? | 32:37 | |
Maybe there's some of that, but I think maybe | 32:40 | |
this person is saying to me, | 32:43 | |
pastor, I want you to know me, | 32:45 | |
but you will never really know me | 32:49 | |
until I can show you the scar. | 32:53 | |
It was sort of like Jesus saying to his disciples, | 32:59 | |
"You will know me now by my wounds." | 33:03 | |
We're known by our scars. | 33:08 | |
Have you ever had that impression, | 33:10 | |
you're reading a biography of some famous person, | 33:12 | |
some person who's achieved a lot in life, | 33:14 | |
some person who just has it made, | 33:17 | |
who has done so much in life, | 33:19 | |
and you're reading this biography, | 33:21 | |
and all of the sudden, midway through, | 33:23 | |
this person reveals the scars. | 33:24 | |
It would have been nice if you could have gotten | 33:32 | |
through your life with no pain, no setbacks, no hurt. | 33:34 | |
Yeah, it would have been fine. | 33:40 | |
But in a funny way, the thing that makes you | 33:41 | |
most interesting, the thing that gives you your depth | 33:43 | |
are the scars. | 33:50 | |
And by the wounds there is healing. | 33:55 | |
When they touch the scars, they rejoice. | 34:02 | |
In my last church, I had a woman who was assaulted | 34:09 | |
in her own backyard in the middle of the morning. | 34:13 | |
Terrible thing. | 34:18 | |
Through a good counselor and a loving husband and family, | 34:20 | |
she made her way back. | 34:23 | |
One day, she called and she told me | 34:26 | |
that she had reached a stage in her therapy, | 34:28 | |
in her recovery, where her therapist said, | 34:30 | |
"Now, I want you to go tell your story to somebody, | 34:33 | |
"not your pastor, not somebody in the family, | 34:36 | |
"somebody who doesn't know about it. | 34:39 | |
"I want you to have the experience | 34:41 | |
"of verbalizing what happened to you." | 34:43 | |
As she told me this, I started thinking | 34:48 | |
of various women in the church | 34:49 | |
she might want to tell this to. | 34:51 | |
And she said, "You know, I've been thinking about this, | 34:53 | |
"and I want to tell this story to Joe Smith." | 34:55 | |
Joe Smith? | 34:59 | |
I thought, he was this alcoholic in our church, | 35:00 | |
sometimes recovering, often not. | 35:03 | |
Joe had held three different jobs | 35:06 | |
in the four years I had been there. | 35:08 | |
And I said, "Gosh, I wouldn't have thought of Joe. | 35:11 | |
"I mean, why would you wanna tell Joe? | 35:14 | |
"I thought maybe you'd like to maybe tell this | 35:16 | |
"to some other woman who could empathize with you, | 35:18 | |
"maybe in this, why Joe?" | 35:21 | |
She said to me, "Because he's been to hell and come back. | 35:26 | |
"I think Joe can understand what it's like." | 35:35 | |
And I thought, isn't that curious? | 35:43 | |
Isn't that curious that the one | 35:47 | |
whom the world might regard as a failure | 35:48 | |
becomes the very means of healing somebody | 35:50 | |
after her confrontation with radical evil? | 35:55 | |
Maybe there are wounds that heal. | 35:58 | |
Maybe there are wounds that can't be healed | 36:03 | |
except through a wounded healer. | 36:05 | |
You can't be healed by some Docetist deity | 36:09 | |
that doesn't know what it's like to be there. | 36:13 | |
And so, 1 Peter says it straight out. | 36:18 | |
By his wounds we are healed. | 36:21 | |
And we got this kid, he was a freshman | 36:27 | |
in the chapel choir, and I mentioned something | 36:32 | |
in the sermon last year about how I believed | 36:35 | |
that each of us is marked by God, | 36:39 | |
we're just marked by God for some good thing in life. | 36:42 | |
I said that. | 36:45 | |
At the end of the service, this freshman's mother | 36:47 | |
happened to be visiting that Sunday. | 36:49 | |
At the end of the service, she's back | 36:52 | |
at the back door, she comes pushing this freshman | 36:54 | |
in front of her and she said to me, | 36:56 | |
"This one has been marked." | 36:59 | |
And he was standing there kind of grinning sheepishly, | 37:02 | |
and she said, "Yeah, he's been marked. | 37:06 | |
"I nearly lost him the first year of his life. | 37:09 | |
"He spent the first six weeks of his life | 37:12 | |
"over there in Duke Hospital, | 37:14 | |
"just a little thing fighting for his life, | 37:16 | |
"hanging between life and death, | 37:18 | |
"and I came over to this chapel | 37:22 | |
"and I prayed for him the whole time. | 37:23 | |
"And I told God that if this baby lived, | 37:26 | |
"I would give him to God. | 37:31 | |
"And he's got a scar on his heel this day just to prove it. | 37:35 | |
"He's got a scar on his heel where they fed him | 37:39 | |
"over there in Duke Hospital intravenously | 37:42 | |
"through his heel, you can see the scar on his heel today. | 37:46 | |
"Take your shoe and sock off. | 37:50 | |
"Show the minister the scar." | 37:51 | |
(congregation laughing) | 37:53 | |
"When he was a little boy, I would sometimes say to him, | 38:01 | |
"I'd say, 'You see that mark? | 38:06 | |
"'It's a sign that God's got plans for you. | 38:09 | |
"'You've been saved.' | 38:13 | |
"He's a gift." | 38:18 | |
You know how you've got scars, | 38:23 | |
some of them are visible to others, | 38:26 | |
some are invisible. | 38:27 | |
Some get more visible the older you grow. | 38:30 | |
I'm telling you, these scars can be transformed | 38:35 | |
from mere signs of human pain and misfortune | 38:38 | |
to the very mark of God upon your life. | 38:45 | |
The one who has called each of us here this day, | 38:52 | |
your Savior, the risen one, he's also got scars | 38:55 | |
just to prove his love to you. | 39:01 | |
If you don't know him, like Thomas, | 39:05 | |
if you're not real sure that you believe, | 39:11 | |
he'll graciously show you those scars | 39:15 | |
that you might believe that Jesus is the Messiah, | 39:20 | |
the Son of God, and that through believing, | 39:23 | |
you might have life in his name. | 39:26 | |
He showed them his scars. | 39:32 | |
(gentle organ music) | 39:42 | |
♪ When I survey the wondrous cross ♪ | 40:17 | |
♪ On which the Prince of Glory died ♪ | 40:26 | |
♪ My richest gain I count but loss ♪ | 40:36 | |
♪ And pour contempt on all my pride ♪ | 40:45 | |
♪ Forbid it, Lord, that I should boast ♪ | 40:56 | |
♪ Save in the death of Christ, my God ♪ | 41:06 | |
♪ All the vain things that charm me most ♪ | 41:15 | |
♪ I sacrifice them to his blood ♪ | 41:25 | |
♪ See, from his head, his hands, his feet ♪ | 41:36 | |
♪ Sorrow and love flow mingled down ♪ | 41:46 | |
♪ Did e'er such love and sorrow meet ♪ | 41:55 | |
♪ Or thorns compose so rich a crown ♪ | 42:05 | |
♪ Were the whole realm of nature mine ♪ | 42:17 | |
♪ That were an offering far too small ♪ | 42:27 | |
♪ Love so amazing, so divine ♪ | 42:37 | |
♪ Demands my soul, my life, my all ♪ | 42:48 | |
- | The Lord be with you. | 43:05 |
- | And also with you. | |
- | Let us pray. | 43:08 |
You may be seated. | 43:10 | |
(congregation shuffling) | 43:11 | |
O wounded Lord, we give you thanks | 43:22 | |
that you were known not only in the beauty and joy of life, | 43:26 | |
but also in the pain and suffering. | 43:31 | |
You are a God who enters into the midst | 43:36 | |
of the darkness and death to transform it | 43:39 | |
and witness to the light and life | 43:44 | |
made possible through your love, | 43:48 | |
for a love which has the power to touch | 43:53 | |
even the deepest pain, we give you thanks. | 43:56 | |
Lord, in your mercy-- | 44:02 | |
- | Hear our prayer. | |
- | Wounded Lord, we have needed the assurance | 44:07 |
that you are known in the midst of suffering, | 44:12 | |
for during the past two weeks, | 44:16 | |
our hearts have ached with the tragedy in Oklahoma City. | 44:18 | |
We've been stunned by the terror | 44:26 | |
and the capacity for human destruction, | 44:28 | |
yet we have also been moved again and again | 44:33 | |
by the human response of compassion. | 44:37 | |
For the outpouring of love which witnesses | 44:41 | |
to the triumph of good over evil, | 44:45 | |
we give you thanks. | 44:48 | |
Lord, in your mercy-- | 44:51 | |
- | Hear our prayer. | |
- | Lord, as you are wounded, so we are wounded. | 44:57 |
Each one of us bears the scars of living, | 45:04 | |
the scars of broken relationships, | 45:08 | |
failed hopes, | 45:13 | |
addictions, abuse, | 45:16 | |
fear, illness, | 45:20 | |
despair and grief. | 45:24 | |
Each one of us bears scars | 45:30 | |
and we know that you know the shape, | 45:33 | |
the size, and the depths of our pain. | 45:36 | |
Lord, we remember and ask for your presence | 45:42 | |
with each one of us, that you might touch us | 45:46 | |
in the particular ways we need to be touched. | 45:49 | |
We lift especially the family of Angier Duke, | 45:53 | |
who are grieving his death. | 45:57 | |
Reach out and touch us in the places | 46:00 | |
where we are most wounded, that we might be known by you | 46:02 | |
and healed by you. | 46:08 | |
Lord, in your mercy-- | 46:11 | |
- | Hear our prayer. | |
- | As you are able to help us | 46:16 |
because you know our suffering, | 46:18 | |
so enable us to help each other. | 46:21 | |
Help us to be less reticent | 46:26 | |
in showing one another our woundedness. | 46:29 | |
And use our wounds to make us more compassionate | 46:33 | |
to the suffering of others, | 46:37 | |
that through our wounds, we might offer love to one another | 46:40 | |
and thereby witness to your love. | 46:45 | |
We pray all these things in your name, | 46:49 | |
Jesus Christ, our Lord, our Savior, amen. | 46:53 | |
It is our privilege to share | 47:03 | |
in the suffering of one another. | 47:06 | |
With this offering today, | 47:09 | |
we invite you to designate your check | 47:10 | |
for Kostroma, Russia, and that would go | 47:13 | |
to the people there who are suffering | 47:16 | |
from terrible unemployment and malnutrition and poverty. | 47:18 | |
The rest of the offering that is not designated | 47:22 | |
will be sent to Oklahoma City | 47:25 | |
to assist there with the tragedy. | 47:27 | |
Let us receive our offerings. | 47:30 | |
(majestic organ music) | 47:35 | |
♪ Make a joyful noise unto the Lord ♪ | 48:38 | |
♪ Serve the Lord with gladness ♪ | 48:45 | |
♪ All ye lands ♪ | 48:47 | |
♪ Come before his presence with singing ♪ | 48:51 | |
♪ Make a joyful noise unto the Lord ♪ | 48:57 | |
♪ Make a joyful noise unto the Lord ♪ | 49:06 | |
♪ Serve the Lord with gladness, all ye lands ♪ | 49:12 | |
♪ Come before his presence with singing ♪ | 49:18 | |
♪ Make a joyful noise unto the Lord ♪ | 49:24 | |
♪ Make a joyful noise unto the Lord ♪ | 49:29 | |
♪ Make a joyful noise ♪ | 49:34 | |
♪ Know ye that the Lord, he is God ♪ | 49:41 | |
♪ It is he that made us, and not we ourselves ♪ | 49:53 | |
♪ We are his people ♪ | 50:06 | |
♪ And the sheep of his pasture ♪ | 50:12 | |
♪ Enter into his gates with thanksgiving ♪ | 50:18 | |
♪ With thanksgiving ♪ | 50:28 | |
♪ And his courts with praise ♪ | 50:31 | |
♪ Be thankful ♪ | 50:40 | |
♪ Be thankful unto him and bless his name ♪ | 50:45 | |
♪ For the Lord is good ♪ | 50:53 | |
♪ His mercy is everlasting ♪ | 50:59 | |
♪ And his love endures ♪ | 51:09 | |
♪ His love endures for all generations ♪ | 51:16 | |
♪ Make a joyful noise unto the Lord ♪ | 51:26 | |
♪ Serve the Lord with gladness, all ye lands ♪ | 51:32 | |
♪ Come before his presence with singing ♪ | 51:38 | |
♪ Make a joyful noise unto the Lord ♪ | 51:44 | |
♪ Make a joyful noise unto the Lord ♪ | 51:49 | |
♪ Make a joyful noise unto the Lord ♪ | 51:55 | |
(majestic organ music) | 52:04 | |
♪ Praise God from whom all blessings flow ♪ | 52:52 | |
♪ Praise God all creatures here below ♪ | 52:59 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 53:06 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 53:10 | |
♪ Praise God above, ye heavenly host ♪ | 53:14 | |
♪ Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost ♪ | 53:21 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 53:27 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 53:31 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 53:34 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 53:38 | |
♪ Alleluia ♪ | 53:42 | |
- | Almighty and most merciful God, | 53:55 |
from you comes every good and perfect gift. | 53:58 | |
We give you praise and thanks for all your mercy. | 54:01 | |
Your goodness has created us, | 54:05 | |
your bounty has sustained us, | 54:07 | |
your discipline has chastened us, | 54:10 | |
your patience has born with us, | 54:13 | |
your love has redeemed us. | 54:16 | |
Give us a heart to love and serve you, | 54:19 | |
and enable us to show our thankfulness | 54:22 | |
for all your goodness and mercy | 54:24 | |
by giving up ourselves to your service | 54:27 | |
and cheerfully submitting in all things | 54:30 | |
to your blessed will through Jesus Christ our Savior, | 54:32 | |
who taught us to pray together saying-- | 54:37 | |
All | Our Father, who art in heaven, | 54:40 |
hallowed be thy name. | 54:43 | |
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, | 54:45 | |
on earth as it is in heaven. | 54:49 | |
Give us this day our daily bread, | 54:52 | |
and forgive us our trespasses | 54:55 | |
as we forgive those who trespass against us. | 54:58 | |
And lead us not into temptation, | 55:01 | |
but deliver us from evil, for thine is the kingdom | 55:04 | |
and the power and the glory forever, amen. | 55:08 | |
(majestic organ music) | 55:16 | |
♪ O sons and daughters, let us sing ♪ | 55:45 | |
♪ The king of heaven, the glorious king ♪ | 55:52 | |
♪ O'er death today rose triumphing ♪ | 55:59 | |
♪ Alleluia, alleluia ♪ | 56:07 | |
♪ When Thomas first the tidings heard ♪ | 56:17 | |
♪ How they had seen the risen Lord ♪ | 56:24 | |
♪ He doubted the disciples' word ♪ | 56:32 | |
♪ Alleluia, alleluia ♪ | 56:39 | |
♪ My pierced side, O Thomas, see ♪ | 56:49 | |
♪ My hands, my feet, I show to thee ♪ | 56:57 | |
♪ Not faithless but believing be ♪ | 57:04 | |
♪ Alleluia, alleluia ♪ | 57:12 | |
♪ No longer Thomas then denied ♪ | 57:22 | |
♪ He saw the feet, the hands, the side ♪ | 57:30 | |
♪ Thou art my Lord and God, he cried ♪ | 57:37 | |
♪ Alleluia, alleluia ♪ | 57:44 | |
♪ How blest are they who have not seen ♪ | 57:54 | |
♪ And yet whose faith hath constant been ♪ | 58:02 | |
♪ For they eternal life shall win ♪ | 58:10 | |
♪ Alleluia, alleluia ♪ | 58:17 | |
- | And now may the risen Christ be with you, | 58:31 |
now even forevermore, amen. | 58:34 | |
(stately organ music) | 58:41 | |
(congregation chattering) | 59:02 |